"Lele, does Aunt Xiao Jin often come to play with you?"

Lele touched my face curiously, and muttered: "Come on, Aunt Xiao Jin buys a lot of toys for Lele, hum! Grandpa and Dad are bad, don't let me play with Aunt Xiao Jin." ”

I "chuckled" in my heart, Zhuang Yan was really guarding against Zhao Yaru? It seems that in Zhou Jin's matter, he really didn't lie to me.

I asked Lele absentmindedly, "Why don't you let it?" Isn't Aunt Xiao Jin very good to you?"

It's a pity that she's still too young to explain a lot of things, otherwise I can ask as much as I want. In fact, when I asked these questions, my heart ached for a while, she was my carefree and good daughter, if I could, I really didn't want to play tricks in front of her.

Even though she doesn't understand anything now, I feel guilty.

Unexpectedly, Lele said an answer that surprised me: "Dad didn't let Lele like Aunt Xiaojin, Dad said that Lele can only like Mom, Mom is the best." ”

She would never lie, so Zhuang Yan really told her that, and she remembered it so well, she should have heard it more than once.

My heart was pounding, and I suddenly couldn't understand Zhuang Yan, what was he doing, what was he thinking?

He was very sincere when he spoke to me seriously just now, and I did not doubt the truth of his words. Because he used to be so relaxed when he was with me, and when he was nervous, he talked less and was indifferent.

At night, Lele refused to go back to her room to sleep, so I took her to Zhuang Yan bed and slept after I helped her take a bath. Her body was small and warm, and as soon as I held it in my arms, the missing feelings between me and her seemed to all pour out.

She asked me to tell her stories, and I told her about the ugly duckling and Snow White, and she fell asleep listening to them, and she kept smiling on her little face, which was as white as a porcelain doll. After she fell asleep, her little hands would touch me from time to time, and then she would arch her little head twice in my arms, and then continue to sleep quietly.

I secretly took a lot of pictures of her, and I didn't see Zhuang Yan go back until midnight, and finally fell asleep in a daze.

When Zhuang Yan came back, she wanted to carry her back to her own room, but as soon as Lele was taken away from my arms, she began to cry dryly. After I was woken up, I quickly shook my head at Zhuang Yan and whispered to him: Let her sleep here tonight.

Zhuang Yan nodded helplessly: "Okay, I'm afraid that it will press her." ”

I looked at the time, and it was past one o'clock in the morning.

Lele slept on my left side, Zhuang Yan took a few pillows from the living room, blocked Lele's left side, and found a quilt to fold a few and spread it on the floor on Lele's side. After doing all this, he ran to my right side and fell asleep, I put my arms around Lele, and he put my arms around me.

I laughed silently, didn't he just sleep on the other side of Lele?

But my heart is still sweet, and I suddenly feel that although Lele is very important in his heart, I am also very important.

"Heihei~" He buried his head in my hair, and the warm snort sprayed on my neck, itching all the way to my heart, making me never fall asleep again.

"Huh?"

I waited a long time in the darkness before I heard him continue to speak, and just when I thought he was asleep, the snort on my neck suddenly became heavier and longer than the one I had just had.

My nerves tensed as he visibly sighed secretly.

I couldn't sleep, so I opened my mouth gently: "Uncle wants you to hand over the company to him and let you rest." ”

"Well, he wants me to go to the United States to study for two years of MBA, or go to Germany to study surface plating technology for two years, I don't want to choose either, there is no need. When he said this, he paused, and asked me with a little hesitation, "Xixi~"

"Huh?" he was a little strange, always looking to stop talking.

"If I don't stay with you for a long time in the future, I will marry a man who is good to you, and you don't have to wait for me. When he said this, his voice was very calm, but the last four words still carried emotion, and he trembled slightly.

If it weren't for the joy in my arms, I would have jumped up and asked what I meant. Cola fell asleep on my arm, and I tried to pull it out, but she immediately pulled it on me, and she was humming as if she was about to wake up. I knew that I had done it, and my heart was sour and uncomfortable.

Although the little girl has so many people who love and take care of her, she lacks maternal love after all, and I can't stand her.

I held back the anger in my heart, turned my head and shouted at Zhuang Yan: "What do you mean by this? You explain it to me clearly! Have you encountered something that cannot be solved? Why do you always talk to your father for so long?"

My mouth was almost on his cheek, and when he heard that I was emotional, he rubbed my mouth with his cheek, and said lightly: "Don't make any noise, I'll just ask casually, what are you nervous about?"

I carefully lay down flat, my right hand groped and interlocked with his fingers: "Zhuang Yan, let me tell you, if you suddenly disappear, I will definitely wait for you, and I will wait until I ...... If you're willing to let me wait, then you'll disappear. ”

After a few years of getting along, I have already figured out his temperament, he is in his thirties, and he is usually very calm, so it is impossible to say such nonsensical things casually. It doesn't matter if I go abroad for two years to study, I will wait for him for two years, and after two years, I will not become a yellow-faced woman, as long as we don't change our minds to each other.

I was so emotional that my body was shaking uncontrollably.

He sighed and hugged me tightly, and encircled Lele with him: "Fool, if I go abroad, won't you have to wait? ”

"Really?" I didn't believe it, but I still subconsciously asked for verification.

After a few seconds, he took his hand away from Lele and tightly embed me into his arms, as if he wanted to rub me into his bones, almost strangled me out of breath: "Hmm." Go to sleep. ”

Where I could sleep, I just felt that he was so strange, and his repeated attitude was so tormenting that I had to figure it out. For what he won't say, even if I pry it with a chisel, I can't force it to ask.

I've always had no choice about him, if I hadn't met him, I would definitely not be as good as I am now, maybe I would still be scared when I saw my uncle, introverted and withdrawn, afraid of people, and had no future and future at all.

I am grateful to him and love him even more.

Bao Yuanyuan once said that I take Zhuang Yan too seriously, as if the only thing I can do in my life besides my grandmother is to please Zhuang Yan. But I'm obviously not trying to please him, I just want to love him with all my might.

We are experiencing so many ups and downs now, is it because the timing of love was wrong and hurt Zhao Yaru? God, if you need to be retributed for meddling in their marriage, then repay me.

Zhuang Yan was going to Jiangyang's house to help the next day, so I only asked him to drop me and my grandmother off at the train station. When we parted, Lele kept hanging on to me and refused to let go, I believe it was the blood relationship that made her sense the special pull between us, otherwise how could she be so attached to me.

In the next two days, he often woke up in the middle of the night, and then hurriedly sent a message to Zhuang Yan to continue sleeping. Sometimes he goes back and sometimes he doesn't, it doesn't seem to be much different from before, but I always feel that something is missing in my heart, and I think it may be a sense of security.

I called Ms. Tang as soon as I got out of class today, but she couldn't give any constructive advice on emotional matters, so I was asked to find a balance by myself.

I came home after shopping for groceries only to find that Bao Yuanyuan had come, she had taken more days off than me, and she didn't come back until Jiang Yang's mother's ashes were buried in the cemetery, and the whole person was haggard.

When my grandmother was choosing a dish, she motioned to me to comfort and comfort Bao Yuanyuan.

She used to be a very calm and assertive girl, but now she has become depressed for the sake of her feelings.

I hugged her: "Yuanyuan, no one can say what will happen in the future, if you really like Brother Jiang, why don't you dare to watch a show, right? You can give yourself a deadline, such as one or two years with others, if you still can't see the future after this period, then let it go completely." ”

I wanted to propose this to her for a long time, but I always felt that her feelings should be decided by herself, and it was not appropriate for me to make a suggestion, after all, I knew both sides and was not objective enough.

"Is that okay?" she came to her senses, and her blank eyes suddenly lit up.

The corners of my mouth twitched twice, and I smiled wryly: "If you still like Brother Jiang, then ...... OK. But," I swallowed, lowering my voice a bit, "take precautions and don't get pregnant easily." ”

I don't know if Jiang Yang is a very careful person, what if he is pregnant and he doesn't plan to be responsible for Bao Yuanyuan? Girls should pay more attention, they can't completely count on men, after all, abortion is not a joke, it hurts the body too much.

Bao Yuanyuan seems to be this kind of encouragement, and her depressed appearance soon disappeared, and she ate as many as two bowls for dinner.

When we exchanged feelings after dinner, she also felt that Zhuang Yan was very strange, not only Zhuang Yan was strange, but Jiang Yang was also strange: "When I got up to go to the toilet the night before yesterday, I heard Jiang Yang talking on the phone, and I felt that I was talking to Zhuang Yan. ”

"I heard Jiang Yangzhi say what bullshit is reluctant, reluctant to discuss what to do about marriage, procrastinating, sooner or later it will hurt even more...... Hee, I also had a gut feeling that he was talking to that guy at your house, but I didn't check it either. At that time, I was almost discovered by Jiang Yang, but I didn't hear it later. ”

I was even more uneasy to hear the news: "He said before that if he was absent for a long time, he would let me marry another good man, I knew that he was not talking and playing, but he refused to tell me anything, what can I do? Yuanyuan, I want to resign, won't there be no classes next semester? I want to go to him to find a job during the winter vacation, and I can ...... more time together."

"I don't recommend that you resign. Bao Yuanyuan interrupted me with a cold face, "You take Zhuang Yan too seriously, Xixi, you are beautiful and have a good personality, don't always think of yourself as an ugly monster that no one wants." Zhuang Yan is not the only man in this world, and Teacher Song, who used to chase you, was very good. If the man is gone, you can find it again, how can you support yourself if you have a job, don't forget that you also have a grandmother, are you going to bring her over when the time comes, or what?"