(Cat Flutter Chinese) The first major event after the start of the third year of high school was that Qi Xiang was leaving, and according to his family's arrangement, he would study abroad.

I once thought about whether Qi Xiang would be gone, and there would be no one by my side until all my secrets, no one would be compared to me by my mother, I would not be inferior, and no one would rob Chen Xiang with me.

But I was wrong, in fact, I was reluctant and unaccustomed to him leaving.

Qi Xiang is gone, and I have lost my only friend, the only person who can understand me and understand my feelings.

I struggled and hesitated, and finally took Chen Xiang to the airport before the plane took off.

I didn't have Qi Xiang's exact flight information, so I could only look for it separately from Chen Xiang, and later Chen Xiang found Qi Xiang first, and he jumped out of the security fence and ran to Chen Xiang to hug her.

I don't know what the two of them said, and then Qi Xiang pulled Chen Xiang to my side and handed Chen Xiang's hand to me.

We were both stunned, and in the end, Qi Xiang actually pushed Chen Xiang over, and I opened my arms to hug her.

It was also after Qi Xiang left that Chen Xiang cried and told me that she liked me.

I should have been asked to confess, but I didn't have the courage.

Chen Xiang asked me if I would leave suddenly.

I promised her that if I had to leave one day, I would tell her that I would not say goodbye, and that I would not let her be so sad again.

Unfortunately, after many years, I still haven't been able to keep my promise. I didn't even have the courage to say goodbye to her.

Qi Xiang's withdrawal did not fulfill me and Chen Xiang as he wished, Chen Xiang thought it was because of Jiang Tong, but in fact, the burden I am carrying now makes me unable to be with anyone without worries, and I don't have any confidence to give her a good life and future.

What's more, my relationship with Chen Xiang, her mother and my father, I can't take this risk with her innocent.

After Qi Xiang left, the distance between me and Chen Xiang became farther and farther away, the heavy schoolwork in the third year of high school, the classrooms on different floors, and even the recess exercise between us had to be separated by several classes.

Occasionally I saw her in the cafeteria, always eating alone with her head down, not talking or laughing, and walking away alone after eating.

Later, she began to bring food every day, and she didn't even go to the cafeteria.

The next time I got the news about Chen Xiang was at the grade assembly, she was criticized by the teacher for cheating in the exam, although the teacher did not name her, but the people around me were saying Chen Xiang's name.

They said that it was that Chen Xiang, the same Chen Xiang who had mixed with Qi Xiang Sichen before.

If it weren't for me and Qi Xiang, Chen Xiang wouldn't have been talked about by so many people, and it would have been impossible for Qi Xiang to be targeted shortly after he went abroad.

If I still stood by Chen Xiang's side to protect her, no one would dare to bully her so blatantly.

From the beginning, he knew that the people who framed Chen Xiang were Lin Xuan and Ding Mengyang, Lin Xuan always thought that he had dated Qi Xiang, but later Qi Xiang said that he would leave without explaining to her, and even regarded him as not knowing her. So Lin Xuan hated Chen Xiang because of this incident.

As for Ding Mengyang, it was also my relationship with Qi Xiang that bullied Chen Xiang.

Not only was it suspicious, but once I saw Lin Xuan throw away those cheating notes. Lin Xuan also knew that I saw it, and maybe it was because of my connivance in this matter that they would later hurt Chen Xiang even more.

And I naively thought that as long as I watched her being bullied, I could really give up on her and let her give up on me.

Not long after the cheating incident, there was another rumor that someone in their class had stolen something, and the incident was even more troublesome, and almost everyone in the school knew about it. Even Jiang Tong came to me and asked me why I didn't help Chen Xiang.

I asked her if she shouldn't be happy if I left Chen Xiang alone?

Jiang Tong said that she was not as bad as I thought.

I looked at Jiang Tong's back and warned her not to help Chen Xiang, these people in the school didn't know the relationship between Jiang Tong and Jiang Hao, if Jiang Tong helped Chen Xiang, maybe they would be rectified together.

Then Jiang Tong asked me a question, you obviously like her, don't you feel distressed that she is being bullied?

I was speechless, I always felt that it was more painful for her to be with me than these things at school, and it hurt my heart.

Jiang Tong didn't go to Chen Xiang, I thought she gave up on this matter, but I didn't expect her to find Jiang Hao to help.

Jiang Hao is no different from Qi Xiang in the past, and even worse, I don't want him to get close to Chen Xiang, whether it is out of selfishness or for Chen Xiang's good.

But on the contrary, Jiang Hao moved quickly, and Jiang Hao appeared when Chen Xiang was bullied in school again. She didn't speak, just handed over a tissue while she cried.

Chen Xiang didn't look up, she always felt that she was ugly when she cried and didn't want to see people, Jiang Hao didn't force her, and left after standing there for a while.

The whole time, I kept hiding behind and peeking.

was said by Jiang Tong, I was really distressed.

The next day, Jiang Hao came to our school early in the morning, and I secretly followed him and saw him put a small goldfish in the bathtub on the windowsill of Chen Xiang's classroom.

Qi Xiang also raised one before, and later gave it to Chen Xiang.

I thought that Chen Xiang's crying yesterday was related to this fish. Jiang Hao also saw me, and looked at me with special contempt, and when he passed by me, he said that Jiang Tong told him about Chen Xiang being bullied at school.

However, before Jiang Tong, Qi Xiang contacted him on the Internet and asked him if something was wrong with Chen Xiang recently.

I understand, I'm being compared again.

Under the pretext of picking up his sister from school, Jiang Hao drove to our school to find Chen Xiang in three days.

After leaving a Qi Xiang and another Jiang Hao, Jiang Hao's family background doesn't need me to say more, a year ago he was a high school student like us, even if there is a difference, it is not much bigger.

As for now, he drives a multimillion-dollar sports car, and I can't even afford the original CD.

I was jealous, and once again I couldn't restrain myself, so I went to ask Chen Xiang if he had been very close to Jiang Hao recently. I'm afraid that Chen Xiang will like Jiang Hao, to put it mildly, Jiang Hao is definitely not a suitable person for Chen Xiang, I am afraid that she will be deceived.

But actually, it's me who gets crazy with jealousy every time I see her with someone else.

What I rely on is nothing more than that she likes me, even if I don't have anything, the person Chen Xiang likes now is also me, not Qi Xiang or Jiang Hao, she just likes me, I don't allow her to like others.

She's the only hope I have.

During that time, I felt that I was very selfish and terrifying, I could watch Chen Xiang being bullied and not protect her, but I couldn't stand her liking others. Maybe the saddest thing in her life is to be loved by someone like me.

When I confessed to Chen Xiang, she accepted me almost without any struggle, because Chen Xiang always thought that I had done the things that Jiang Hao had done for her before.

I don't know if I'm taking advantage of it when she's lonely.

I also kissed Chen Xiang and swore to her that from now on I would only kiss her alone.

It's a pity that all the promises I made for Chen Xiang were not fulfilled.

Except for the breakup.

After reconciling with Chen Xiang, it will be the day of the art examination, I want to go to Beijing for the exam, and I must be temporarily separated from Chen Xiang, she sent me to the train station, and made an appointment that she will be admitted to a university in Beijing like me in half a year.

I also naively thought that when the time came for the two of us to fly away, my mother would not know Chen Xiang's identity, and Chen Xiang would not know my secret.

But in the past few days of the art exam, my mother fell ill again, more serious than the last time, and ran to my grandparents' house to smash things.

My grandparents didn't like my mom in the first place, they didn't like me, and they never even recognized me. This time they didn't send my mom to a psychiatric hospital on the premise that my dad said good things.

I went home to stay with my mom for two days, and when she woke up, she asked me if it was the day of the art exam, and then she drove me away and asked me to go to the exam.

When I was sober, my mother would cry and tell me that my dad wouldn't care about us in the future, and she wouldn't expect that in the future, and she wouldn't drag me down, she just hoped that I could be admitted to a good university, become a teacher after graduation, and live a normal life on my own.

The more my mom said that, the more I hated my dad.

may be a victim himself in his eyes, inexplicably pestered by a crazy woman and a son who doesn't want to accept it for more than ten years.

But I'm also a man, and I know that even if my mom does something wrong, Si Datong is not a victim. I resent him, without him there would be no me, without me my mother would probably marry someone else and have her own family, let alone go crazy.

Later, I couldn't even control my emotions, and this hatred spread to Chen Xiang's mother and even Chen Xiang's body.

I know they're all right, and I know I shouldn't hate them, but I still think that if it weren't for them, even if Si Datong wouldn't have chosen my mother, my mother wouldn't have gone crazy.

On the day I returned to S City, I suddenly received a call from Qi Xiang asking if I had made an appointment with Chen Xiang.

I haven't made an appointment with Chen Xiang, so when Qi Xiang asked, I guessed that it was Lin Xuan and Ding Mengyang's prank again. I didn't expect them to go so far, I thought they would make Chen Xiang wait for a few hours in vain at most, and I asked Qi Xiang to leave me and Chen Xiang alone.

Qi Xiang told me Chen Xiang's location, and I didn't go to her, and I couldn't send a text message to her when she went home.

At that time, I really didn't know how to face Chen Xiang, and I didn't want to see her.

Later, the phone rang several times, and I didn't want to listen to it, so Qi Xiang sent a text message telling me that Chen Xiang was in danger.

I just woke up at that moment.

I rushed to the warehouse where I had fought with Qi Xiang before, and saw that Jiang Hao was also here, and there was no doubt that he was also called by Qi Xiang. This made me understand that Chen Xiang was really dangerous this time.

Jiang Hao and I were looking for someone separately, he stopped the people who were bullying Chen Xiang outside, and I went inside to find Chen Xiang.

When she was found, her face was covered with a scarf, tears were streaming through it, and her clothes were torn unseemly.

If something really happens to Chen Xiang, I can't forgive myself if I die.

(The next chapter is finally going to drive, what car...... ）

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