Si Chen Fanwai 5
(Cat flutter Chinese) Before the winter vacation, I had a fight with Qi Xiang.
Since we were children, we have fought together for I don't know how many times, there are fewer people than us, the older ones are younger, and Qi Xiang and I have always stood on one side.
Win or lose, get hurt together or laugh together.
Only this time, I am the same, and so is Qi Xiang, we chose to stand on the opposite side of each other at the same time, and the reason was just for a girl.
I didn't have reason to speak of when I made a move, I felt the chair behind me after I was punched by Qi Xiang, I lifted the chair just on the spur of the moment, even if it wasn't for Chen Xiang suddenly rushing in and blocking Qi Xiang, I couldn't really put such a heavy hand.
But her actions at that time seemed to me to be more painful than Qi Xiang's fist.
Chen Xiang announced that from now on, she would treat it as if she didn't know me and Qi Xiang.
After that, I hesitated for a long time and wanted to go out to find her, but Qi Xiang moved faster than me.
On Chinese New Year's Eve, my mother had her first seizure.
Early in the morning, she called me to get up and help her paste blessing characters and prepare the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner.
In the afternoon, before my dad came, my mom asked me to go to him, and said that he had promised to come back to accompany us for the Chinese New Year.
My mother might have believed it, but I heard it from the beginning as a perfunctory sentence, maybe he had forgotten about it a long time ago, maybe he didn't care if he remembered.
Only my mom was so naïve that she thought she had something to do with him.
In Si Datong's eyes, maybe my mother is not even a third party.
I went to his house to look for it, but there was no one, so I went to my grandparents' place, and when I just walked to the gate of the yard, I saw my father walking in with Chen Xiang's mother.
In the end, I didn't go in with them, I really didn't want to be a wretched creature in front of them.
When I got home, I told my mom that my dad wasn't at home, and my grandparents weren't there, so I might have gone on a trip.
My mother didn't believe it, so she had to look for it herself, I couldn't stop her, and when I was about to get to the station, she pushed me and got on the train alone. I had to call my dad and ask him to find a way to hide it.
I don't dare to imagine my mother seeing them together, and I don't want my mother to go crazy and be seen by Chen Xiang's mother, although it is impossible for the two of us to do so.
Later, I don't know what method my dad used to make my mom give up, and when she came home, I had already prepared the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner.
I walked over and said, "Mom, I'll eat with you."
My mom looked up at me and suddenly her eyes widened, just like when I was a kid when she always jumped off the building with me. Then she walked over to the table and flipped it up.
The Chinese New Year's Eve dinner I was going to have with my mom was all spilled on the floor.
I didn't want to say anything, I squatted down to pick up the pieces of the plate, and my mom rushed over and grabbed my arm and bit it hard, biting and shouting, asking me why I didn't practice well, and she said that my dad likes to watch me play, why don't I practice well so that my dad doesn't like me.
The first time, I couldn't help but shout back at her, and I said that Si Datong didn't like you.
Then my mom went crazy, really crazy, and everything in the house that could be smashed by her was smashed, and I was hurt a little bit. In the end, the neighbor called the police, and the police came and took my mother away.
I called my dad and he was already off. Maybe it's just to avoid me and my mom.
When I was at the police station, my mother was still not calm, and she made trouble until almost 12 o'clock, and the police couldn't help it, so they locked her up and told me that she couldn't let people go.
This year's Chinese New Year's Eve, I sat alone in front of the police station.
The winter in L City is very cold, and people who come and go look at me wearing a torn thin sweater and probably think that I am sick too.
The first person I thought of was Qi Xiang, but when the phone called, I heard a busy line tone.
The second thing that comes to mind is Chen Xiang.
When I saw her mother, I wondered if she would come to L City too, but with her character, maybe she would stay at home by herself.
I didn't plan to complain, I just wanted to hear her voice, it was so lonely to be alone.
But Chen Xiang's phone is also busy.
For more than an hour, Qi Xiang and Chen Xiang's phones were busy at the same time.
I only picked up my mom on the first day of the Lunar New Year, and I don't know how she was treated in the police station, but I could clearly see that she was wilting and hiding behind me with me all the time.
In this way, he was in a state of dodging when he saw people, and it was maintained for a few more days.
My dad was busy with the Chinese New Year, and everything related to my mom was an excuse in his eyes, so in the end I had to take my mom to the doctor alone. The doctor advised my mom to be hospitalized in a psychiatric hospital.
My mom cried and begged me not to.
How could I bear to lock up my mother with a group of crazy people, really to that point, even normal people will be driven crazy, and my mother's situation is not so serious, except for the Chinese New Year's Eve when she reacted greatly, and then she only often was in a daze by herself, secretly crying, she seemed to be afraid of everyone and only relied on me.
My mom also begged me not to tell my dad, because if my dad found out, he would only hate her even more, and she promised me that she would take her medicine on time.
I said okay.
When I went back to school after the start of school, it was not that I hadn't seen Chen Xiang, but after seeing her, I deliberately avoided her.
My mother suddenly went crazy, and I may have to carry this burden for the rest of my life in the future, which also makes it impossible for me and Chen Xiang to do so. But despite my repeated avoidance, Chen Xiang still found our class.
It's just that the person she is looking for is Qi Xiang.
Obviously, I said that I didn't know the two of us, but Chen Xiang and Qi Xiang never seemed to have broken contact, I couldn't misunderstand, and I couldn't help but be strong in front of her.
Jiang Tong still came to our class to look for me as soon as he was free as before, and this time, in front of Chen Xiang, I offered to accompany Jiang Tong to go shopping after school.
Jiang Tong didn't know what was going on between me and Chen Xiang, she was very simple, she only knew how to hold my hand and smirk.
I also smiled at her, and I saw Chen Xiang running away alone.
Later, just as Chen Xiang saw, Jiang Tong and I got closer and closer, and to my surprise, my withdrawal didn't seem to be able to fulfill her and Qi Xiang.
Qi Xiang was instead with Lin Xuan, a girl who liked him in our class before.
I reconciled with Qi Xiang, and it was after that.
I like a girl at the same time, and I give up at the same time, and I give up, and there seems to be no reason to compete with each other.
It's ridiculous, I actually took Jiang Tong with me, Qi Xiang with Lin Xuan, and the four of us would eat together.
For several days in a row, the four of us appeared neatly, Jiang Tong always stuck to me, Lin Xuan and Qi Xiang, it was clear that Qi Xiang was taking the initiative, and he even gave Lin Xuan a spare key.
But I can see that Qi Xiang doesn't like Lin Xuan at all.
Qi Xiang kissed Lin Xuan once, at school, he pushed Lin Xuan against the wall, kissed with a perfunctory and impatient expression, and walked away by himself after kissing.
Walking up the stairwell, he saw me.
For the first time, Qi Xiang and I were talking about Chen Xiang, and I asked Qi Xiang why he liked Chen Xiang.
He said that after his mother left, at that time, Qi Xiang felt that only Chen Xiang was the only girl in the world who would treat him well. In fact, it's not like that, there are still a lot of girls around Qi Xiang after the incident has passed, but there is no one who can replace the feeling that Chen Xiang gave him.
I said not necessarily.
Qi Xiang told me very firmly that he would only let himself be decadent once in this life, so Chen Xiang's meaning to him would never have a chance to be replaced by a second person.
Then he asked me why I liked Chen Xiang.
I don't know.
Maybe it's because she likes Qi Xiang, so I want to fight with Qi Xiang? Maybe it's because she's good-looking, because I saw her legs in a short skirt during the summer vacation of my freshman year of high school? Or because I have the same disease as her, she ran away from home, and I want to run away from home.
I can't tell, I just want her and care about her anyway.
Like Qi Xiang, I don't think I will have the same feelings for the second person as I have for Chen Xiang in this life.
So the stupid things we're doing now don't make any sense, and they're going to hurt the other two girls.
I don't know what Qi Xiang's attitude towards Lin Xuan is, as for my attitude towards Jiang Tong, although I can't like her as much as I like Chen Xiang, I know that Jiang Tong is a very good girl, and I can't bear to let her have hope and be disappointed in the end.
I still explained it clearly to Jiang Tong, in the way that I could do the most appropriate and hurt her the least, but this girl didn't seem to know what giving up was, and even when I asked her not to come to me again in the future, she said that as long as I didn't have a girlfriend, she would continue to like me.
She is too simple, she will not hide any careful thoughts, Jiang Tong is the kind of girl who can't be annoying.
But Chen Xiang always has the ability to anger people when he says a word.
When I was approaching the summer vacation, I saw Chen Xiang again, not at school, but at the place where we used to buy DJs together a year ago.
A few months ago, I asked my boss to help me find a Green Day album, and I got a call from him saying that I would go after the disc arrived.
Unexpectedly, Chen Xiang was also there, and kept begging the boss to give her the disc.
The boss said that someone had ordered the disc, and then pointed to me and asked Chen Xiang to discuss it with me.
Chen Xiang was probably quite embarrassed when he saw me.
I said I don't want the disc, let it be given to her.
Chen Xiang looked at me, she said she didn't want it either, she also said that she bought it because I liked her, and she just planned to buy it for me.
When I heard this, I was very excited, but on the surface I pretended to be indifferent.
On the contrary, it was Chen Xiang, she took the initiative to ask me why she avoided her for the first time, although she didn't say some things clearly, when I seemed to be able to feel that the person Chen Xiang likes now is me, not Qi Xiang.
But I still have my mother.
Forget it, Chen Xiang and I should forget it.
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