Chapter 7: The Ghost of Love
If there is such a person in this world that you will never forget, she is like a ghost hiding in a corner of your heart, and when you are about to forget her, she will come out and bite you hard in your heart, making you colic. Then, this person is the love of your life, and your love for this person is like taking drugs, and you will become addicted to it from now on, and you can't quit if you want to. If you have to quit, you have to spend a long time and suffer unbearable pain, and in this kind of suffering, you may die, and you may die halfway.
For Kevin Lin, Sakurako is the biting ghost inside him, and she will sneak into his dreams on a sudden night without him deliberately remembering it. In the dream, all kinds of things will happen to him and Sakurako, some painful and some sweet, but whether it is painful or sweet, at least, he and Sakurako are together. This kind of dream happens from time to time, and Kevin Lin himself has no control over his brain to stop her coming. However, every time he woke up from a dream, Kevin Lin's heart would suddenly be emptied, as if his heart had been taken away by that ghost, and this ghost was Sakurako.
Sakurako stood in front of him, still so innocent and lovely, lively and active, she held a microphone, barefoot, dancing and singing on the sofa, her hair also flew with her dance steps, very beautiful, this is the Sakura that Kevin Lin wants, carefree, happy to live, heartless and heartless. Kevin Lin was responsible for feeding her water, fruit, and dried fruit between her singing...... Suddenly, Sakura jumped on Kevin Lin's body, clamped his feet around Kevin Lin's waist, and happily kissed Kevin Lin's mouth. The whole KTV box is full of happy singing and sweet atmosphere.
"Kevin, Kevin, what's wrong with you?" a voice suddenly stopped Kevin Lin, and he reluctantly opened his eyes to see a girl similar to Sakurako with her hair draped, looking at Kevin Lin with bright eyes. Suddenly, Lin Kaiwen's forehead and palms secreted cold sweat, and he didn't know what to say, because he was still immersed in the dream he had just followed.
"Kevin, Kevin, what's wrong with you?" the Shu Jing repeater called him.
"No, not much. Lin Kaiwen wiped the sweat from his forehead and said, "Why haven't you slept yet?"
"Did I ask you what's wrong?" Shu Jing anxiously asked Kevin Lin: "Did you have any dreams?"
"Maybe, I can't remember when I woke up, and my head was dizzy. Kevin Lin actually remembered the sweet dream he had just come from, but he didn't dare to say it, it was too hurtful.
"You sing in a dream, you know?" Shu Jing said curiously: "It's the first time I've seen someone singing in a dream, hehe......"
"Ah, really, what song did I sing?" asked Kevin Lin curiously.
"It's vague and can't be heard clearly, it seems to be Leehom Wang's "The One". Shu Jing said, "Do you want to sing? Why don't we sing tomorrow?"
"Well, let's talk about it tomorrow!, do you want to ask them to go with you?" asked Kevin Lin.
"If you call them, you can do it, but ......" It seemed that Shu Jing didn't want to call her friends, so Lin Kaiwen immediately rushed to say: "If you don't like it, don't call them, just go together, and you can sing for an afternoon." Kevin Lin leaned close to Shu Jing's ear and whispered, "I'm Maiba?"
"Then I'll be taught and taught by then!" Shu Jing gently kissed Lin Kaiwen on the forehead, and said softly: "Go to bed early, tomorrow morning we will go to Qingqing World to play first, and then go to sing in the afternoon." ”
"Good night!" Kevin Lin said goodbye softly, he looked at the back of Shu Jing walking into the room, and slapped himself hard.
Maybe it's because they don't have much time to get along, so they don't have much quiet place in their hearts, so Sakurako takes advantage of the weakness to get into her dreams. Kevin Lin firmly believes that feelings can be cultivated, as long as each other is willing to pay for each other, the hearts will slowly lean together, closer and closer, until the two hearts merge together.
The winter in Shenzhen is much warmer than that of his hometown Hunan, and at 9 o'clock in the morning, Lin Kaiwen was awakened by the sunlight outside the window, he got up and looked around, only to see Shu Jing busy in the kitchen. Lin Kaiwen walked into the kitchen, looking at Shu Jing busy, he felt a touch of warmth, a sense of home, hugged Shu Jing from behind, put his head on her shoulder, and asked softly, "What are you doing?"
"I'll fry a few eggs, you go out first, and you'll have something to eat in a while." Shu Jing turned around and pushed Kevin Lin out of the kitchen.
After breakfast, the two immediately rushed to Qingqing World, on the bus, the two snuggled up to each other and listened to songs, this scene made Lin Kaiwen suddenly think of the clip of going to Qingqing World with Sakura. There is no way, he has been to these slightly more famous places in Shenzhen with Sakurako. Therefore, no matter where he goes, he will think of Sakurako, and at this time, Kevin Lin remembered Andy Lau's song "My Heart Can Only Accommodate One You": "So I always think of you when I see something." ”
Thinking of this, Lin Kaiwen's heart was a little uncomfortable, he became more and more panicked in his heart, he was afraid that no matter where he went or what he did, he would think of Sakurako, which was an invisible harm to Shu Jing and an unfairness. Because when he thinks of Sakura, he will become perfunctory and absent-minded when he is doing something with Shu Jing, although he has tried his best to restrain himself and try to cooperate with Shu Jing, but people's thoughts are really difficult to control, especially Sakura, who is like a ghost.
In the green world, Lin Kaiwen and Shu Jing visited many scenic spots, and also went to the pottery museum to make a clay figure together, Shu Jing said that he wanted to engrave the names of two people on this clay figure, and when he watched Shu Jing engrave his name on the clay figure, Lin Kaiwen's heart felt that he was also carved by Shu Jing with a knife. Lin Kaiwen felt inexplicably sad, he wanted to stop Shu Jing, but he didn't know what to say, so he had to let her continue to carve.
In the afternoon, Kevin Lin didn't think much about going, he made an excuse and said that he was tired and wanted to go home to sleep, although Shu Jing was displeased, but he was not reluctant, so he had to follow Kevin Lin back to the rented room. Kevin Lin came home and lay on the sofa, not saying anything, he didn't know what he was thinking. Shu Jing continued to be busy with some housework in the room, mopping the floor, washing clothes, tidying up the room, and after she finished cleaning up, she asked Kevin Lin: "I'm going to buy vegetables, what do you want to eat?"
"Whatever, I eat whatever you buy, I'm not a picky eater. Lin Kaiwen said lightly. Shu Jing saw that Lin Kaiwen had something in his heart, so he didn't ask much, closed the door casually, and went out. Maybe he was really tired of walking, and Kevin Lin soon fell asleep.
When Lin Kaiwen woke up again, Shu Jing was already stir-frying again, and the fragrance wafted into the room, Lin Kaiwen smelled the fragrance and felt hungry, so he went to the bathroom to wash up, and sat down to eat with Shu Jing.
At night, James called and asked Kevin Lin and Shu Jing to go to KTV to sing, and as soon as the two arrived at KTV, they were ridiculed by everyone.
"Kevin, we haven't bothered the two of you in the past few days, isn't the world of the two of you very nourishing?" James smiled slyly, making Kevin Lin and Shu Jing feel embarrassed.
"What's the matter, it's nothing more than eating and sleeping boringly every day, and I don't want to go anywhere!" Lin Kaiwen said.
"Come on, don't ask anything, come on, Kevin, sing a song you're good at, and give Shu Jing a hand. "It's still Meiling's sister-in-law who will play a round.
When a song of Xueyou's "Love Network" was sung, everyone immediately applauded, and Shirlier stretched out her thumb: "The singing is so good, it's too Jacky Zhang." ”
"Don't praise me so much, people are the god of songs, I can only imitate the voice, and I can never imitate his expression. Lin Kaiwen turned his eyes to look at Shu Jing and saw a different look in her eyes.
"Kevin, you and my good sister Shu Jing should sing a song too!" Shellier began to jump out to get it right.
"What are you singing?" Shu Jing asked.
"Hiroshima love, can you sing?" asked Shirley.
"A little. ”
"That's good, let Shu Jing sing with you, she's very powerful!"
Shu Jing's voice is very soft and sweet, which is different from Sakurako's lively and cute, and has a unique flavor. When Kevin Lin was singing, he stared at Shu Jing stupidly.
"I told you to sing, I didn't tell you to stare at people. James said, "Look at your eyes are about to pop out, it's not the first day we met, we've been living together for a few days." ”
Kevin Lin wanted to refute James's, but he was afraid that the more he depicted it, the darker it would be, so he didn't bother to say it. I had to sit on the sidelines and drink beer quietly.
For drinking, Kevin Lin has never been drunk for a thousand cups, and he pours it in one generation, but tonight, Kevin Lin drank a bottle, and he didn't seem to be drunk yet, so he simply opened another bottle. As a result, after a bottle was swallowed, Kevin Lin got drunk and then fell unconscious.
When he woke up again, it was already the middle of the night, and Kevin Lin was already lying on the sofa, he didn't know how he came back, and he didn't know what he did when he was drunk.
Shu Jing heard the movement in the living room and walked out of the room.
"How do you feel?
"A little, but it's okay, I'm much better!" Kevin Lin asked, "What did Mei do when I was drunk?"
"Do you want to hear the truth?" asked Shu Jing.
"Of course!" Kevin Lin replied affirmatively.
"You didn't do anything at first, but when you answered home, you called Sakurako's name a few times while you were sleeping. ”
"Oh? Although he said that it was impossible, he believed Shu Jing's words.
Shu Jing said, "I feel like you've been unhappy all day, Kevin, what's wrong with you today? Can you tell me?"
"It's not much, it's just a little uncomfortable!" Kevin Lin didn't know where to start, he couldn't tell Shu Jing that he had been thinking about Sakurako all day since he saw Sakura yesterday until today. However, Shu Jing is empathetic, and she also knows something about Kevin Lin and Sakurako's past, so how could she not know what Kevin Lin was thinking?
"I know, you've been thinking about Sakura for the past two days, right?" Shu Jing said, "Actually, you can tell me, don't keep it in your heart, so you are not happy, and I am not happy." ”
"I'm afraid you're unhappy, after all, I'm with you now, but I'm still thinking about her, it's not fair to you. Kevin Lin replied.
"There's nothing fair or unfair, it's normal for you two to be together for so long, so unforgettable, you can't forget her. And we are just getting started, so I hope you can tell me every time you think about her, you will treat me as your bosom friend, only when you say it, your heart will slowly let go, you say a little, you will lose a little miss for her. ”
Kevin Lin was shocked that Shu Jing would actually say such a philosophical view of love to him, but he felt that Shu Jing seemed to be reasonable.
"Okay, I'll try it the way you say, and I won't hide it from you anymore. Kevin Lin pulled Shu Jing into his arms and hugged her warmly.
"Then tell me the story of you and Sakurako in detail, I want to hear it tonight!" Shu Jing seemed to want to know the past between us, it seemed that she wanted to make Kevin Lin vomit as soon as possible, and from now on, let him forget Sakurako as soon as possible.
Kevin Lin thought about it, but he didn't know where to start, because this memory was too long and too long. These memories are deeply imprinted in Kevin Lin's mind, he will not forget how he and Sakurako met, how they became friends, and how they came together later, life came together, every stage, every detail, he still remembers it clearly. He remembered the promise that Sakurako said, he remembered that he didn't have to keep the agreement, he used his own downfall as an excuse to give up Sakurako, and he thought that leaving Sakurako was true love for her.
And all these past events have become an eternal pain in Kevin Lin's heart.