Love, whether you are happy or hurt because of it, it is beautiful in everyone's heart. It's just that some people feel happy and sweet because they have managed well, while some people have made each other miserable because they have not managed well. But even if it is painful, many people still choose to continue to persevere, because every love is actually hard-won. In the words of Qin Fen in "If You Are Honest, Do Not Disturb", it starts from the eyebrows, and then holds hands and stays together, it is like a spring, at first it is just bubbling calmly, gradually, you taste its sweetness, and you want to drink it often, so you will turn this spring water into a well.

Love is not like this, starting from having a good impression of each other, the eyes are right, the feeling is coming, and I want to stay together. However, the well water will be muddy and dry, and love will have such a day. When it really comes to the day of breakup, each other's pain is self-evident, sometimes, a really paid relationship needs to take a long time to recover, maybe a few months, maybe a few years, even like Yang Guo and other little dragon girls for more than ten years, some people can't even let go of their lives! Many years later, when you meet again, all things and people will make you feel abrupt, a center sour, and a sigh, I'm afraid only the parties can understand.

Anyway, each of us comes and goes on the road of love, just hoping to find someone who can really love him as always, short-lived love is beautiful, but it is by no means what each other expects. Although at the beginning, everyone said that they didn't care about the eternity and only cared about what they once had, but in the deepest part of each of us's hearts, who doesn't want to be able to love to the end? Love does not need a short sweet stay, but needs a long-term operation.

After all the things were over, Kevin Lin boarded the flight to Shenzhen as he wished, and at the exit of Bao'an Airport, he saw the chubby James from afar, and next to him, Kevin Lin was quiet and sweet. There was no sweet hug, only looking at each other and smiling, then took the bag on Kevin Lin's body, walked quietly next to Kevin Lin, and listened to him and James's constant greetings, this scene made Kevin Lin feel like home, and he didn't deliberately talk to her, because James was really nagging, talking about how good his sister-in-law was and how funny the company was.

For the Chinese New Year, James rented his house on Barding Street, which is a bit chaotic, but fortunately, it is in the center of the city, and it is easy to go anywhere. When passing by those street girls, James always gave Kevin Lin a bad look, making Shu Jing's head lower and lower, and his face became redder and redder. Back to the rented house, sister-in-law and Shirley had already prepared a meal for Lin Kaiwen, everyone at the dinner table was joking and playing as always, Shu Jing but always sat quietly next to Lin Kaiwen, laughing with everyone, serving him vegetables, whenever Lin Kaiwen wanted to drink, she always looked at him with an uneasy look.

When Kevin Lin took James's cigarette, she was in a hurry, hurriedly grabbed it and threw it away, and said eagerly:

"He can't smoke, and he was talking about a bad voice the other day!"

"Oh, how do you know?" asked James slyly.

"Ago, I heard him on the phone a few days ago. Shu Jing bowed her head embarrassedly and said.

"Oh, Kevin now that he finally has someone to take care of, buddy, I'm relieved. Hahahaha-----" Shu Jing turned her head and glanced at Kevin Lin, and lowered her head again.

"Hey, James, you're talking a lot of nonsense, eat well!" Fortunately, the sister-in-law changed the subject and everyone stopped attacking.

Lin Kaiwen looked at Shu Jing and whispered in her ear, "Why don't you speak?" I never understood why Shu Jing was so lively and cute the night she first met him, but now she is becoming more and more ladylike, docile and quiet. Later, Kevin Lin found out the real reason, of course, this is a later story.

"I can't interject from what you say. Shu Jing shyly lowered her head again. Kevin Lin stretched out his hand and gently stroked Shu Jing's head a few times.

After the meal, James said noisily: "Let's go to the happy world to play, anyway, there are fewer people in Shenzhen recently, and it is more fun." ”

Kevin Lin felt a little tired and said, "I won't go, I've been on the plane for a few hours, I'm a little tired, and I want to take a break!"

James smiled, "It's not an international call, and you're jet lag?"

Lin Kaiwen replied: "No, I cleaned up late last night, so I slept late, and I didn't sleep much when I caught the plane early this morning." ”

"Okay, okay, I don't know what you kid thinks, you want a two-person world, right?" James's words made Kevin Lin and Shu Jing embarrassed for a while.

"Okay, if you don't go, we won't go, anyway, there is still more time, and we will go together another day when the weather is better." Kevin, you can rest well today!" or the sister-in-law stood up and played the round.

Finally quiet, Lin Kaiwen entered the room and turned on the computer to put on music, and quietly lay on the bed with his eyes closed. Shu Jing was cleaning and washing dishes outside, and vaguely heard the sound of a dustpan and the sound of dishes and chopsticks colliding...... Everything made Kevin Lin feel like home, plain and happy. Maybe this is the life I want now, there is no impassioned dream, there is no empty house in Yiwu, there is just a dull love, a dull life. Kevin Lin wasn't sure if Shu Jing wanted such a life, but at this moment, he did feel very down-to-earth and comfortable. Thinking about it, Kevin Lin fell asleep!

In the haze, Lin Kaiwen smelled a fragrance, wandering on his face, opened his eyes, and a quiet and delicate face appeared in front of him.

"Woke you up?" hehe-hee...... Shu Jing smiled happily.

"It's okay, it's good to see you. Are you tired, have you been working for so long?"

"Luckily, I do this a lot at home. Indeed, Kevin Lin believes that Shu Jing is the same as himself, and has done heavier work than this.

"Why haven't you talked to me much all day?"

"It's you who don't talk to people, you only care about catching up with your buddies, and forget about me, an irrelevant person. ”

"Hehe---- how can you be an irrelevant person? Then why am I here?" Kevin Lin gently scraped the bridge of her nose with his index finger.

"You, who are here?" Shu Jing asked when she looked up.

"Sit down, I'll tell you. Shu Jing sat on the bed, her ears came over, and Kevin Lin lay in her ear and said a "you" softly. Shu Jing listened, a smile flashed on her face, and she quietly buried her head in my arms.

Lin Kaiwen's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, Rulan's breath rushed to his face, and the hormones filled the entire room, which was a little overwhelming, so he began to kiss her hair, ears, and lightly tapped her lips.

Although the two of them couldn't stop thinking nonsense at this time, Lin Kaiwen still controlled himself and didn't dare to go further, he knew that sooner or later there would be such a day, but since he had identified her, he couldn't take what he wanted, and he couldn't deviate when he didn't pay anything for her. Kevin Lin never thinks of himself as a decent gentleman, but he is also by no means a selfish man who only cares about taking.

After this reunion, Kevin Lin secretly warned himself that he must work hard to guard the last line of defense between them, and to love someone is to respect each other mentally and physiologically, this is not to show off how upright he is, even if he is hypocritical, Kevin Lin also thinks it is a good thing.

The next day, Lin Kaiwen had no reason to shirk going out with everyone, so they went to the east gate together after breakfast. The east gate is still as lively as a few years ago, crowds of people, traffic, men and women, I haven't been in such a noisy city for a long time, the car exhaust smoke makes people a little dizzy, Lin Kaiwen and his party hurriedly drilled into the side street, walked into a clothing store, just as he was counting the clothes in the rows, a figure shook in front of him, heard a voice.

"Liu Jun, come over here!"

A familiar figure, a familiar voice, Lin Kaiwen followed the prestige, and a fashionably dressed back was pulling a man outside. It's her, it's definitely her, this world is very small, Shenzhen is also very small, he still met her, Lin Kaiwen did not hesitate, but he did not deliberately avoid it, but walked to the door after walking around his clothes, he saw the two of them go to the store next door, Lin Kaiwen had to walk to the opposite storefront, observing her and his every move. That's right, it's her, that's right. Today, two years later, when Kevin Lin was about to start a new relationship, he met her again, although Kevin Lin knew that they were at the end of their fate in this life, but when he saw her holding someone else's hand, Kevin Lin's heart still trembled.

"Kevin, where have you been?" Shu's quiet shout made this originally lively street temporarily still, and Kevin Lin waved at her, only to be seen by Sakurako on the other side. At this moment, the three of them looked at each other, Shu Jing looked at Lin Kaiwen, and then looked at the direction that Lin Kaiwen was looking at, Sakura looked at Lin Kaiwen, and then at Shu Jing, and it lasted for a while.

However, when Kevin Lin saw him beside Sakurako, he began to walk towards Shu Jing, took Shu Jing's hand, and then pretended to be very generous and walked over to greet Sakura. Sakurako is a little thinner than before, and the down jacket under her delicate short hair is still wrapped in that familiar beautiful face, her eyebrows are still thin and curved, and her shy smile is mixed with a hint of astonishment and embarrassment. Looking at the long-lost Sakura, Kevin Lin was overwhelmed in his heart, and he was at a loss for a while, but he had to pretend to be calm, take a deep breath, exhale a breath, and walk over generously.

"Hi, long time no see. Hello, I'm Xia Ying's college classmate Kevin Lin, call me Kevin!"

"Hello! My name is Liu Jun, and I am called John. I've seen you and heard about you. Liu Jun spoke very generously.

"Oh?"

"Well, I saw it in Xia Ying's college album, and she told me interesting stories about your college. ”

"Hehe---- that was many years ago. Kevin Lin replied nervously and politely.

"Kevin, who are these two?" Shu Jing's question reminded Kevin Lin to introduce to them:

"Oh, this is my college classmate Xia Ying, this is Liu Jun. Let me introduce you to you, this is my girlfriend Shu Jing. After a polite handshake and greetings, everyone sat down in a nearby café together, Kevin Lin pretended to be calm, but he never dared to look at Sakurako's eyes, because she obviously felt that her eyes glanced at her from time to time, and there was a trace of resentment in those still clear eyes, revealing a pressure, invading Kevin Lin, this feeling made Kevin Lin have the idea of fleeing the scene, but he couldn't do it, because he didn't want to cause unnecessary trouble.

After the unnutritious greetings, we said goodbye briefly, and before parting, Shu Jing and Sakurako exchanged numbers, saying that there may be the possibility of cooperation between the two companies in the future.

On the taxi home, Kevin Lin and Shu Jing were very quiet, Shu Jing didn't ask him anything, just took Kevin Lin's arm and leaned his head in his arms. Kevin Lin quietly played with her hair, the faint fragrance of hair came with the breeze outside the car window, the familiar fragrance, the familiar scene, Lin Kaiwen couldn't tell for a while whether it was Shu Jing or Sakura lying in my arms, I couldn't help but take a deep breath and stretch out.

Shu Jing may have felt the airflow in Kevin Lin's lower abdomen, reached out and stroked my face, and asked, "You, what's wrong?" "It's okay." Fortunately, Shu Jing didn't ask anything more, and it was inconvenient for him to say anything more.

After dinner, Lin Kaiwen started to surf the Internet, and as soon as he logged in to QQ, he received an additional message, Xia Zhiying, she added it, her screen name still hasn't changed, but it's been a long time since Lin Kaiwen, because after separating from her, in order to get rid of missing her, Lin Kaiwen deleted all her contact information, only occasionally in the QQ group in the class from friends to see a little bit of her news, but a few years after graduation, there is very little chat in the group in the class, and even if it chats, it rarely touches her topic.

Do you want to add her? Do you want to add her? Kevin Lin thought that he would no longer be entangled because of her, but after seeing her today, Kevin Lin's heart fell into this entanglement again, from the moment he saw him to the present. The QQ message rang again, and there was a line of words in the Add Information dialog box:

"Old classmate, I'm Xia Ying. "Forget it, let's add it, anyway, now that she's about to get married, and she has Shu Jing, and she is about to start a new relationship, now they are just old classmates and old friends, maybe that's what she thinks, but she thinks too much.

A few seconds after the addition, the message came:

"It's been a long time, why are you back in Shenzhen?"

"Oh, I just came yesterday. ”

"Oh, you've been doing foreign trade all these years?"

"Yes. What's wrong?"

"It's nothing, I think I've heard that you're back teaching. ”

"No, I went back to work as a teacher for a year, but then I came back to work. ”

"Why?"

"It's nothing, the original Shenzhen company wants to set up an office in Yiwu, you know, I went to Yiwu for an internship in the summer before, so I applied with the company to come here. ”

"Oh. Go down first, bye-bye!"

Sakura's avatar suddenly turned gray, and a sense of loss in Lin Kaiwen's heart followed, looking at Shu Jing who was sleeping next to him, the guilt in his heart also followed, and the entanglement of these two feelings made him lie on the sofa all night, and from time to time his mind flashed the bits and pieces of the past with Sakura, and also flashed some of those short sweetness and chats with Shu Jing.

Kevin Lin began to scold himself for being a bastard, a hypocrite, a fool---- never thought that he would be unconventionally entangled with two girls, because in Kevin Lin's life, he has always had a sense of distance from women, from his ignorant age, to his school days, and even in the past few years after graduation, except for Sakura and Shu Jing who have walked into his world in his life, no woman can really understand his heart.

And it was these two girls who had occupied Kevin Lin's heart in the past and present that made him struggle---- Kevin Lin knew that the situation at this time was very clear, Sakurako, she was going to get married soon, Shu Jing was the person she needed to cherish and protect now and in the future, the past has become a kind of past, and the present and future are still in your hands, and you have to choose, grasp, and create by yourself. It's just that Kevin Lin is a layman, like most laypeople, he understands the truth very well, but he can't control himself from the shackles of the truth and speculate about something that may not exist at all. Perhaps, Sakurako has long been let go, and the unwritten agreement has long been forgotten, what can't be let go is herself, and what she can't forget is just her own wishful thinking.

In the middle of the night, Lin Kaiwen tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, accidentally, maybe the noise made by the sofa was too loud when he turned over, Shu Jing came out of the room and asked, "Are you okay?"

Kevin Lin pretended to be asleep and did not answer. Shu Jing lifted Lin Kaiwen's head and put it on her body, stroked it gently, and didn't speak again......