090 Don't have children
(Cat flutter Chinese) Si Chen's mother went to the nursing home to find Dr. Jiang, and in the end he still let the little nurse pass it to Jiang Pupil, who was on vacation in Beijing.
Then Jiang Tong chose to resign in a dashing manner, preparing to return to the United States to continue his studies.
Then she said sorry to me through Jiang Hao, she really didn't do anything wrong with this, and I may not have been calm about the people I liked since I was a teenager, what really made me unacceptable was Si Chen's fucking attitude.
I think I'll probably never be accepted by her.
As for me suddenly being on the entertainment news, Jiang Hao reminded me as a person whose private life was often exposed in the entertainment version: "You have offended people." ”
I couldn't figure out who I could offend, so I didn't take it to heart.
Then Si Chen and I went back to Beijing, but Si Chen has always stood firmly on my side after making such a fuss, and accompanied me back in advance because I was unhappy in S City.
In fact, I am very grateful to Si Chen for being able to defend me so much, and I am ashamed that I have never been able to do anything for him, but I just can't express it, I can't say thank you or sorry, and I don't dare to make any more guarantees, I will only hug him very tightly when the two of them are alone, and say over and over again that they will never be separated.
We fell in love for a while, I was busy recording and rehearsing the runs between Beijing and Tianjin, and Si Chen was also repeating the boring life day after day under the pressure of his mother and Chen Shi's absolute perfectionism.
At this stage, I even kind of liked the feeling of getting together less and leaving more, because the recording did not go well, because I met new friends, I often stayed in Beijing for the night, and the company even prepared a dormitory for me, and later, SLAM also went to Beijing to develop, obviously in the same city, it is not uncommon to meet in a hurry for three or five days.
Sometimes I say, it's nice to make a phone call like this.
Si Chen just smiled faintly and told me that he was also very busy, and he was caught by Chen Shi all day long to practice and practice arranging, arranging, arranging, and arranging, even if I went, he didn't have time to accompany me.
I could only hear his comforting voice, but I couldn't guess how lonely he looked on the other end of the phone.
Qi Xiang came to the record company to find me and brought a big bag of things.
I was puzzled, and then Qi Xiang explained: "I went on a business trip to S City a while ago, and my aunt asked me to bring it to you." ”
I opened it and looked at it, most of them were supplements, maybe because I lost weight during the New Year, and my spirit was not very good, my mother was not at ease, Qi Xiang glanced at things, and then looked at my face seriously, he said: "The face is not good, are you sick?"
"No, I'm probably too tired. ”
As soon as Qi Xiang came, I rested, it was just lunch time, I said, "Then I'll invite you to have a meal, thank you for helping me bring something." I asked Si Chen to come over too. ”
After Qi Xiang agreed, I called Si Chen, Chen Shi answered, and angrily told me that Si Chen was not available and hung up the phone.
Usually Chen Zhi is like this because they are practicing, and it is not going well, besides, the first single of SLAM is about to be released, and Chen Zhi has not been nervous recently.
I stuck out my tongue at Qi Xiang, "No, their family is paranoid and won't let people go." ”
Qi Xiang didn't speak again.
After saying hello to the people in the company, I went out to eat with Qi Xiang, and I didn't choose any special place, it was a restaurant in a shopping mall near the company, I am not a star yet, and few people know each other when I go out.
Qi Xiang accommodated me, the dishes I ordered were all light in taste, the key is that I have no appetite for boiled vegetables in white water these days, and the company does require dieting, but I have been a little sick recently, but I didn't take it seriously.
Qi Xiang asked me, "You and Si Chen haven't seen each other for a few days?"
I counted, "Probably, a week." ”
"He doesn't know you?"
"Isn't it nice that I'm like that? ”
I laughed a little, I really couldn't help it when the taste of the food on the next table was deceived, I covered my mouth and ran to the bathroom, and vomited in the dark.
The lipstick was also spent, and after the things that barely maintained my complexion were washed off, I looked like a patient in the mirror, and I had to go back with this patient's face.
Qi Xiang's eyes when he looked at me were quite complicated.
He asked me, "How long?"
"What, for how long?"
"I have no appetite and want to vomit. ”
“……”
I'm not sure if it's a lot when I don't have an appetite, and it's not a few times I've vomited like this.
Qi Xiang asked me again: "What about the menstrual period, is it normal?"
Is this question too straightforward?
I'm definitely embarrassed to discuss this matter with Qi Xiang, but he did remind me of a possibility that I had to pay attention to, and the last time with Si Chen, we didn't do anything about it.
Now that changing the topic can't save me, I simply took out my wallet and prepared to check out, and told Qi Xiang that I had to go back.
He didn't embarrass me, so he said, "Remember to tell Si Chen and let him accompany you to the hospital." ”
I laughed dryly, stood up with a black eye, and then fell unconscious.
I thought I had been dizzy for a long time, but in fact it was only three or five minutes, but this time it was because of low blood sugar, and Qi Xiang gave me a piece of chocolate.
Then he said, "Si Chen just called you, and I asked him to come over." ”
"I'm fine, I'd better go back. ”
"I'll be with you. ”
The place to eat is not far from the company, but across the road, Qi Xiang directly told me that he was afraid that I would faint again in the middle of the road, although I am not so squeamish, but everything has a case, I accept this kindness, and I don't feel the need to avoid suspicion.
Qi Xiang handed me over to the company's people and retired, and it took almost two hours for Si Chen to come over, and when he arrived, I was already a teacher of choreographing, and the movements were very big, and I didn't know if I was sweating tired or sweating on my head.
After Si Chen greeted someone, he took me to the lounge, "Why don't you rest?"
"It's fine. ”
"Qi Xiang asked me to accompany you to the hospital, what the hell is going on. ”
My mind went blank for a moment, about that possibility, I actually planned to verify it myself first and then tell Si Chen, he asked me so suddenly now, I didn't know it in my heart.
Si Chen didn't think about it so much, he just took me to the hospital, and when he arrived at the hospital and saw a few pregnant women with big bellies coming and going, he was stunned for a moment and asked me, "Is it?"
"I don't know ...... either"
"Let's check first. ”
Check it, sooner or later, you have to check it, the results came out quickly, the answer is yes, I touched my belly, which was flatter than the previous few months, and I couldn't believe that there was a life in it.
But I wasn't ready.
Not only was I not prepared, but even for me, pregnancy at this time was definitely a problem, there was nothing to be happy about but that feeling of being sick.
Si Chen's reaction was different from mine, although his eyes also flashed a hint of incredulity, but the corners of his mouth clearly raised a small arc.
Si Chen is happy, although the desire for this child is very subtle, it still makes me unable to deceive myself.
The doctor also said that although I was a little malnourished, the child was healthy and well developed, and it was already three months old.
This leave also had to be requested, on the way back there was a red light, the taxi happened to stop next to the mall, and the baby products were displayed in the window, Si Chen kept looking over there, his eyes were expectant and gentle.
After sending me to the dormitory to settle down, he went out to buy groceries, and I secretly looked at the information he had just checked on the computer, all of which were about pregnant women, what to eat, what to pay attention to, and it had only been a few hours, and he had already been so concerned.
Si Chen waits for me to eat, Si Chen waits for me to take a bath, and Si Chen serves me to sleep.
He really held me in the palm of his hand, and told me that I would go back to S City to talk to my mother about marriage when I got better in a few days. He didn't even mention his mother, and said that our child would be born around the National Day, so that we could have a long vacation on my birthday every year, and when I showed hesitation, Si Chen even said: "I will accompany you to take care of you, slam, I think it's understandable that I temporarily quit Chen Shi." ”
"Don't. This time I was very excited, "You guys worked so hard to get to where you are now, how can you quit after you finally released a single, even if SLAM doesn't matter without you, what about your own dreams? Don't you want to have a concert with them and release a record?"
I admit that my reaction was a little more intense, and this reaction was related to not understanding Si Chen's abandonment of SLAM, and also related to my own unwillingness to give up.
I flattened his hand and held it gently, "Actually, I don't want to get married so early, you and I, our dreams are just starting now." ”
Si Chen frowned, maybe he felt that he could have children without getting married, and then he understood, and his brows were even tighter.
I can only completely spread out the words, this is my decision after thinking about it in the past few days, my decision alone: "I don't want the child, the movie will be released in two months, everyone will hear the theme song I sing, and I can't appear in front of them with a big belly." ”
"Whether it's having children or getting married, we can plan for the future, in fact, it's not too late to be thirty years old, aren't all the big names in the circle thirty or forty years old and not married, we still have a few years. ”
Si Chen lowered his head, "I just want to be an ordinary person with you." ”
“……”
He went on to say, "Don't have a child, you kill him." That's me and your child, Xiangxiang, that's a life. If it weren't for this accident, I could have promised you thirty, forty, fifty, and I would have waited for you, but he exists now, and we can't kill him. ”
"But he's not, he's not like that now, he doesn't have a thought, he doesn't know the pain, he's just a cell. ”
This time, Si Chen looked at me with an incredulous gaze.
I understand that what I said was excessive, but this is what I really think, my child with Si Chen, at this time, can't stop me from pursuing the stage that has always fascinated me.
(Everyone may think that Chen Xiang is selfish, but this Chen Xiang is a more realistic character...... Because after being injured by Si Chen that time...... Many things have a process of growth, she doesn't care about this child now, and she may care about another one in the future, but she feels sorry that Si Chen doesn't have this kind of life...... )
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