(Cat flutter Chinese) In a bad mood, I was walking alone on the street, and when I saw a young man holding a guitar and singing on the side of the road, I borrowed a microphone to sing together, and then Yu Guang caught a glimpse of Qi Xiang standing opposite me.

Looking at his appearance, he should go to socialize after work, the suit is very neat, the buttons of the shirt are unbuttoned twice, the neck is a little red, and the eye circles are too, as soon as he drinks, he is like this.

We went to the bar and sat down, and he ordered two more drinks, one of which was pushed in front of me.

I put down the glass halfway through it, I couldn't drink it.

"How's it going?" Qi Xiang asked me.

I nodded, "Good." ”

"I mean......" he paused, his fingers clenching the glass, "you, pregnant?"

"Hmm. ”

Qi Xiang chuckled, "What's next, what should I do?"

"We haven't discussed it yet. ”

"Let's go, pregnant women are not suitable for this kind of place. ”

Qi Xiang stood up, his suit jacket was on his shoulders, it was only a dozen degrees outside, he would definitely catch a cold if he went out like this and blew the cold wind, but as soon as he turned around, he put his clothes on me, "You are wearing too little." ”

I would say I took a taxi back and returned the clothes to him.

But Qi Xiang asked me first: "I want to go and sit outside for a while, do you want to?"

I also thought, I really don't want to go back now, it's not that I don't want to see Si Chen, but I can't think about this problem in front of him, I'm really entangled, if I can completely ignore Si Chen's child as I said, I won't be like this now.

On the busy street, Qi Xiangzhong and I sat on the steps at the entrance of the mall at a distance of half a person.

I gave him the clothes back, and I said it wasn't cold, and it wasn't that cold in crowded places.

He smiled, took it back and folded it up on the steps, "Remember when I was in high school, I put my school uniform on the ground and made it for you, Mom?"

Well, remember, I remember that when I was alone and no one cared about me and didn't know how to care about myself, it was Qi Xiang who was the first to tell me how a girl should be, he taught me to take care of myself and told me to protect myself.

It's been seven or eight years since we did, and we've known each other for so long.

I lowered my eyes, "I recorded several samples of the theme song of the movie, and the company chose the one with the best effect and streamed it on the Internet, and the response was very good." ”

If this trend continues, I will soon be able to release records and hold concerts, and those dreams that were once out of reach are now only one step away.

"I know. Qi Xiang nodded, "I've heard it." ”

He took out his phone and played a short recording, which was the song I sang. This time, the sample is very short, only about 20 seconds, and after this is released, it will naturally move on to the next paragraph.

It was a recording of me singing in that practice room in the UK.

If I'm not mistaken, I think it was when I first got there.

I smiled awkwardly, "Why is there still that." ”

"The only limited edition in the world, reluctant to delete it. Qi Xiang smiled and said, "You are the most confident when you sing." ”

"It doesn't matter if it's on a stage with tens of thousands of people, or in a bar KTV, or just in front of one person, it's actually the same. ”

"Do you really think so?"

Sighing, "I don't know, but I know there's a guy I want to sing to." Otherwise, it would be boring to have him in tens of thousands of people. ”

That person's name is Si Chen, maybe I really have no feelings for this unformed child at all, but in my heart, Si Chen is more important than singing.

"What about regrets?"

"I'm sure he won't make me regret it. ”

Suddenly, I felt like I had made a decision, but I was bound to be sad, and my eyes were wet. I sniffed and stood up, and patted Qi Xiang on the shoulder by the way, "Let's go, you take a taxi back, don't drive." ”

When he returned the clothes to him, he said, "You will always have me as a good friend." ”

"Okay, it's not enough for you to be sensational. ”

Later, I thought about my decision and it was quite sad, but I have to admit that people's sixth sense will really be very accurate, I believe in the relationship between me and Si Chen, but I always feel that this relationship will change because of the loss of this child, so I cried and gave up my dream.

But in the end, Si Chen's child and I were gone.

Our love, by the way, ended together.

Less than two minutes after being separated from Qi Xiang, I was dizzy by a slap, and when I came back to my senses, I realized that the girl in front of me who was a little familiar turned out to be Qi Xiang's girlfriend.

I don't have to guess why I can let her beat me like this.

I didn't explain, she didn't give me a chance to explain at all, and after this slap, she turned around and walked away.

I don't know if I was dizzy from being hit by her, or if it was a reaction to pregnancy, after returning to the apartment, I was going to tell Si Chen about the decision to keep the child, but he was not there, so I waited for a while and went into the bedroom to sleep.

When I was in a daze, I heard someone arguing outside, it was the voice of Si Chen and Qi Xiang. I couldn't make out what they were saying, but there was one sentence that I just heard me.

Si Chen asked Qi Xiang: "Do you think Chen Xiang shouldn't have a child now, or do you think she shouldn't have my child?"

Then came the sound of fists.

Then Qi Xiang admitted: "You are right. ”

It's messed up, it's all messed up.

The two of them were fighting outside, and I still felt a pain in my head, so it took me a long time to open the door and float out with my feet on my feet.

It's impossible for me to watch Qi Xiang and Si Chen fight, or someone will find it exciting to see such a plot on TV, but when I really encounter this kind of thing, the only feeling is that I am not human inside and out.

I used to pull Si Chen, because I regarded Si Chen as my own.

At this time, Qi Xiang was an outsider, and I was able to hold him because I regarded Si Chen as my own.

Qi Xiang also consciously put down his fist.

Si Chen asked me: "If you want to keep the child, are you so wronged?"

I didn't say anything, I cried, and I cried very fragile. To be honest, I was wronged in my heart, I was not ready to be a mother, and I didn't dare to think that in the next few years, I would have to have one more little thing around me that I had to take care of at all times.

I was saddened by the thought of making me give up this opportunity to go home and get married and have children.

But I am even more sad when I think of the unpleasant possibilities of me and Si Chen after not wanting this child in order to be famous.

Qi Xiang spoke up at this time: "Are you reluctant to have children or have no confidence in yourself, are you afraid that Chen Xiang doesn't love you so much at all." Have you thought about her, have you thought about her?"

"Enough, don't make any noise. ”

I was even more dizzy, I should have a fever, and Si Chen and Qi Xiang finally found out that something was wrong with me. The two of them walked towards me at the same time, and in the end, Qi Xiang gave up, and Si Chen ran downstairs with me in his arms and took a taxi to the hospital.

Hanging in the emergency department, I didn't expect that I couldn't get out of the hospital like this, not only me, but even Si Chen was isolated.

This year, what makes people talk about it is **. The first outbreak was in Guangdong, and the patient was only found in the north a year later.

And I happen to be one of the first few cases in Beijing, there is no exact treatment, and many people are no different from being sentenced to death after entering the isolation cell.

I was isolated, Si Chen was isolated, and between me and Si Chen, I was also isolated.

In fact, at that time, I was lying in the hospital room thinking, if I was really so unlucky to have braids, then could I hold on until I gave birth to Si Chen's child and then died.

Even I really want to leave something in this world, preferably related to him.

I began to reflect again, if I really impulsively didn't want to have children at that time, and the sick person was Si Chen, then how painful would I be.

It turns out that people can have so many accidents in their lifetime, and the egg hurts the accident.

However, the doctor told me that it was unlikely that the child would be saved, and even if he stayed, he would be born with a big defect.

Now it's okay, I finally have a reason not to have children and not to be in this trouble, I can still sing and be famous, and I don't need any guilt at all, but I can't be happy and relaxed.

In a closed environment, with little opportunity to communicate with other people, I felt like I was going crazy.

Not everyone has the opportunity to make video calls between those patients and their family members outside on the TV news, I was lucky, I met my mother to see Si Chen, and I also saw Qi Xiang, but at that time my condition was already very bad, pneumonia for more than a week, severe dehydration, chapped lips, I think I looked ugly to death.

I don't know when the child was gone, I lost all consciousness and continued to be in a coma in the days when I was most sick, and I heard my mother say that she received several critical illness notices.

Later, I survived, except for pregnancy and malnutrition, my own physical fitness was okay, so it was not a miracle to survive.

It took another month from waking up to fading fever to being officially discharged from the hospital.

In the two months before and after I was in the hospital, a lot more happened.

Qi Xiang broke up with his girlfriend, and that day he went to my apartment because he knew that his girlfriend beat me, and it turned out that Chen and I met the gossip news before and she did it with her friend.

Slam's single was still released, and the response was not good, ** In the months after the outbreak, everyone was in danger, no one would go to any signing sessions at all, and no one would be in the mood to talk about any music, Slam's hard work eventually became a victim of an era.

The movie that was originally scheduled for me to sing the theme song was released as scheduled, but the singer of the theme song was changed.

It's understandable, I can't let the staff come to the hospital with equipment to accompany me to record.

And Si Chen and I, the happiness of the two of us seems to have disappeared with this catastrophe and is lost.

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