Chapter 199: Come Home With Me
"Evening!" a dark shadow suddenly appeared in front of me, and the next moment I was picked up, holding my arm still trembling slightly, the familiar breath, accompanied by the smell of disinfectant water, made my sleeping consciousness gradually recover, I shouted in a dumb voice, "Pei Shaobei!"
"It's good to wake up, otherwise, we really have to consider operating on you!" A doctor next to the bed opened his mouth with relief, "Pregnant women should maintain a good mood, no matter how big things are, they can't compete with their bodies." You are not children anymore, you are all adults, you have to be responsible for yourself and the next generation!"
"Thank you, doctor, I think, I want to be alone with my fiancée for a while!" Pei Shaobei let go and said to a group of doctors.
When everyone left, Pei Shaobei straightened up and looked at me, I didn't understand, what's wrong with me?
"What's wrong with me? Why did you call so many doctors?"
"Gu Wan, is this the threat you gave me?" Pei Shaobei stared at me with a thick hatred in his eyes. My heart tightened, and I couldn't understand where this hatred came from.
"What threat? Pei Shaobei, you don't have to look at me like that, I don't want that kid to threaten you, or further entangle you, the breakup is what I said, I will simply leave!"
I was a little annoyed, and I lifted the quilt and was about to get out of bed, but my legs collapsed directly on the ground with weakness. Pei Shaobei looked at me, didn't help me or speak, just looked at me like that.
It was as if I had become a stranger, someone who wouldn't blink an eye even if he died. I felt more and more aggrieved in my heart, thinking how this person had become like this in an instant. I was unwilling to give in, so I supported my body over and over again and tried to stand up, but I couldn't do anything, and finally, holding my legs, I couldn't hold back anymore and cried.
I don't know how long I cried, Pei Shaobei slowly walked to my side, reached out to grab my arm, I wanted to break free but I didn't have the strength, so I pulled it into my arms and hugged it.
The grievances that choked in his throat also broke out at this moment, and he cried straight to himself, twitching and couldn't stop.
"Gu Wan, don't make trouble, let's go home, okay?"
Pei Shaobei's voice was also a little hoarse, faintly with a little pleading.
I didn't want to say yes, but my heart was longing for such gentleness.
"Don't you want me? Don't you ignore me? Don't you think I'm threatening you with that kid without reason? Why don't you come to see me, why do you leave me alone in the hospital. Do you know how I've been here for the past three days? I can't eat, I can't sleep, you don't ask me why I've become like this, you just think I'm jealous, you just think I'm suspicious of you, I don't believe you, but have you thought about it? Do you know how much pressure the Pei family has on me, do you know that I hurt a person who has great trust in me, do you know how hard I work to be with you and stand by your side, why can't you understand me and tolerate me, Pei Shaobei, why are you, hmm......"
My crying was blocked by a soft lip in my mouth, tears and snot on my face, I knew how bad I was at this time, but I didn't want to care, I wanted to accept it, I tried my best to push Pei Shaobei away, but I couldn't break free from his embrace no matter what.
"Come home with me, when you get home, I'll tell you what you want to know, okay?"
Pei Shaobei patted me on the back gently, as if he was coaxing a child.
My emotions gradually calmed down, and the depression of the past few days slowly dissipated. That night, we didn't go back, and with my physical condition, I couldn't go home to recuperate. The doctor's suggestion made Pei Shaobei embarrassed, and I looked at his appearance, and my heart softened again.
I said, "Stay, go back, no one will take care of me!"
Pei Shaobei looked at me with some guilt in his eyes, I didn't start, I didn't want to look at him.
The doctor gave me a hanging bottle and left, Pei Shaobei sat on the edge of my bed, held my other hand, and said softly, "Gu Wan, don't say anything about it in the future! My character You know, I'm not the kind of boy who jokes with feelings, since I decided to be with you, no matter what difficulties I face, I won't let go." However, Gu Wan, since you can understand the Pei family, please also understand my situation. Under the difficulty, I can't give you a positive ending in a more radical way except for weighing and solving it slowly. I'm sure you don't want to end up like that, so give me some time, okay?"
"Who cares about you, you do everything, you have your reasons, you have to do it, do you need my understanding? No, so, do you want to do it, from now on, I will never ask!" I said with some anger, still reluctant to look at him, but my hand did not let go.
People are always like this, and what they are best at may be duplicity.
How much I long for Pei Shaobei's explanation, how much I long for Pei Shaobei to give me a righteous and bright answer, only I know.
"Alas, what do you tell me to do with you!" Pei Shaobei sighed, but he didn't talk about that matter again, but asked me, "Are you hungry, do you want me to buy some food and come back." The doctor said that you are weak, and you blame me for the past few days, and I didn't come to see you in anger, forget it, don't talk about it, I'm a man, whether it's right or wrong, it's my fault, what you want to eat, I'll buy it for you!"
My eyes were a little damp, but my stomach was really hungry.
"I want to drink porridge!" I was bored for a long time, but I still said this, which can be regarded as the end of this farce. Pei Shaobei quickly bought it back, it was hot, and it was accompanied by a few side dishes and a drawer of steamed buns.
The index finger I watched moved, and half of it was quickly wiped out. The stomach is comfortable, and the person is much more energetic. After thinking about it, I still told Pei Zile about it, including what I said.
Pei Shaobei didn't express any opinions, just nodded, indicating that he knew, but he began to persuade me to eat more. I was a little unsure of the other party's thoughts, and I wanted to ask, but I felt that at this time, once I asked, I would slap myself in the mouth, and I would overturn all the postures I had put on before.
Forget it, anyway, that person is Pei Shaobei's younger brother, not my younger brother, so I think what's the point of so much. After eating and infusion, I lay down and slept under Pei Shaobei's care, and I didn't want to take care of these trivial matters anymore.
The next morning, Pei Shaobei waited for me to wake up before leaving, and came over to eat with me at noon, chatting for a while, although basically he was talking and listening, but my mood was gradually improving.
After staying for another three days, Pei Shaobei seemed to see my resistance to the hospital, and took me home after discussing it with the doctor. Lying in my own bed, that sense of stability really returns. Pei Shaobei bought me ingredients and supplements, but he didn't mention anything about Pei Zile. He didn't say it, and I was happy not to ask. Although I didn't express any feelings for Pei Zile beyond friendship, however, in Pei Shaobei's psychology, Pei Zile's existence has always been a thorn.
This thorn is different from Lin Dong, Lin Dong can torture, hate, and exclude, but Pei Zile can't, I can't be sure how much Pei Shaobei cares, but judging from his attitude towards me and Pei Zile, he cares. It's just that this kind of care, whether it's because of my feelings for me or because of the brotherhood with Pei Zile, it's unknown.
After my body gradually improved, Pei Shaobei returned to a busy state, and my mother came to see me twice with supplements, and I only then knew that Pei Shaobei had been to my house several times in the middle and made an explanation of the marriage between us.
My mother understood this and advised me many times not to push people too hard. Marriage is an adventure, what you can do is to cooperate, it is to trust each other, I don't know if I can do it, but I made a commitment to my mother.
I don't want to let them worry about my marriage anymore, I tried my best to be calm, and the relationship with Pei Shaobei has also eased because of my mother's visits.
It took me three weeks to fully recover and get back on campus. Sister Yu expressed great enthusiasm for my return and told me that Pei Shaobei had personally come to the dean's office to ask for leave and refused to be visited by a colleague.
Sister Yu looked at me mysteriously, half-jokingly and half-tentatively, "Gu Wan, you are now the heart and soul of the Pei family, and you have been in the hospital for more than half a month with low blood sugar!"
Only then did I know that the reason for Pei Shaobei's leave was that I had low blood sugar and an unstable fetal position. I didn't refute, I smiled self-deprecatingly and replied, "It's not that I'm golden, it's my stomach that is expensive!"
Sister Yu saw that my expression was not very good, and she paused for a while before saying, "Gu Wan, are you unhappy because of Pei Zile's matter?" Actually, his choice is quite good, you, you don't need to blame yourself!"
I was stunned and pretended to be casual and asked, "What's wrong with Pei Zile? I haven't seen him for so long." ”
"Huh, you don't know?" Sister Yu was a little surprised, but nodded and explained clearly, "That's right, you're sick, and it's impossible for your family to tell you such a worrying thing." You were also told that Pei Zile's child still has a lot of ideas, I heard that his mother arranged a foreign university for him, who knew that when he left, he directly gave a disappearance, the school was quite big at that time, and almost called the police, but then Pei Zile sent a message, we only then learned that he went to another country, worked and studied part-time, participated in the enrollment of that school, and really admitted him, guess what he studied?"
Speaking of this, Sister Yu suddenly smiled a little ambiguously, picked the corner of her lips and said, "Law!"
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