Chapter 237: Beyond Life and Death
He listened to me, and for a moment the atmosphere was quiet and peaceful.
"Later, the last breath of air in my chest was squeezed out by the seawater, and I finally lost consciousness completely. Before I lost consciousness, I was thinking, in fact, death is not a very difficult thing, as long as I am not so afraid in my heart, the most uncomfortable moment is only ten seconds. Gu Yixiao said this and smiled.
"And then?" I asked, "how did you get rescued?"
"I was woken up by the sea. Gu Yixiao looked up at me and said, "When I woke up, the first thing I thought of was not that I was still alive, but that I remembered the past." Those who used to come together were so crowded that my brain hurt for a long time. Eventually, I straightened things out and got a little better of my headache. These memories made me cry like a fool on that reef. ”
His narrative was so real that there was hardly any rhetorical exaggeration, and I burst into tears.
"When I digested my own memories, I realized that this time I was not an escape, but an escape. Gu Yixiao smiled bitterly, "I was probably hit on the reef by the waves, but that reef is at most two or three square meters in size, and it has a tendency to get smaller and smaller." I know it's the tide of the sea. The sun is getting higher and higher, and the sun is almost dried fish. And the sobriety of my mind has slowly restored all my nerves, I am hungry and thirsty, and the wounds on my body are painful, and now if I blow up the sun for another day, I will definitely die. At that time, I thought, what's the point of reminding me of the past, do you understand how to die?"
"What about later? were you saved?" I asked.
I was very anxious to hear it, he would have been rescued in the future, but I didn't expect that when he woke up, it would be a desperate situation.
Gu Yi smiled and said: "If I was rescued so easily, how could I go back to Beijing so late, in that case, I would have been rescued before you prepared for the wedding." ”
"What have you been through?" I asked.
His smile gave people a very vicissitudes of life, and I was very uncomfortable to watch. Like, my words are ridiculous.
"It doesn't matter what I went through, the important thing is that I survived. Gu Yi looked at me and said, "I don't want to talk about those experiences, in short, they are very unpleasant." After I returned to land from the sea, I was raised there for more than a month before slowly recovering, and then it took a lot of effort to contact my parents, after which they went to pick me up and bring me back to China. ”
"I'm sorry. I said.
"There's nothing to say sorry for, it's the greatest luck to be able to let you be rescued first. If you switch places with me, you won't survive in the end. Gu Yixiao was reluctant to go deeper.
"I'm sorry. I still say.
He smiled and finally said, "Well, I accept your apology." ”
I breathed a sigh of relief.
"When you go back to Beijing, you know everything. Now Consortium A has been hollowed out by Gu Tianbao by various means at home and abroad, and he himself has not fallen into his hands much. On the contrary, it is cheaper than those competitors. I had no other way but to put my whole family into the car company and keep it. As for what will happen in the future, I don't know. But at least one thing is guaranteed, I also have a life-saving career lawyer. If the company is all gone, I can still help people in a lawsuit. This money is enough for you and me. Gu Yi said with a smile.
"I hope you can succeed, and if you have any problems with the funds, you can ask me for help. I said.
"No, with your money, if you can't pay it back, then I'll lie to you again. Gu Yixiao shook his head and said, "This time, I just want to use my strength to see how far I can go." As for Gu Tianbao, I am also looking for him, if I can find him, many dilemmas can be solved. However, it seems that you have sued him. ”
"Yes. "I briefly talked about Luo Xiaotian's investigation.
"I know all of this, actually, ......," he said and hesitated.
I looked up at him.
He didn't look at me, he looked out the window.
I didn't know what he was thinking, and I didn't want to interrupt his thinking.
He looked outside for a while, then turned around and said, "In fact, after such a life and death, I really look down on the money company." If it weren't for the purpose of finding some purpose in life, I would definitely not meddle in the company's affairs again. However, there is no way, you have to give yourself a goal in life. ”
Gu smiled. "I called his name.
He was obviously seven years younger than me, but now he has a very desolate feeling in his eyes, as if he has experienced many things that ordinary people can't imagine in a short period of time.
"Hmm. He smiled and looked at me.
"You can actually do nothing, you gave me back the KB, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be able to get the KB now, as long as you want, I can give you a dividend of 30% every year, so that you don't have to live so hard. I said.
Gu Yixiao looked at me with a very doting look: "If I take your money, what will I become? ”
"Do you care what other people think?" I asked.
I don't believe that after so much, he will still be willing to live in other people's mouths.
"Living in this kind of society, how can you not care about what other people think. I do the company, one is to find a life goal for myself, and the other is to stand with you in the future, not to be too inferior to you. Three......" he said and sighed.
I looked at him and waited for his next step.
"Three, let's not talk about it, there's no shadow. He smiled and hid it.
I took a sip of my own sake, looked at him and thought for a while, and said, "Since I promised to come out and talk to you, I'll tell you about myself too." ”
Gu Yixiao gave me a reassuring smile, and then looked at me gently.
Today, we are all at peace. Suddenly, I realized that he was not the same as before. The most obvious change is that he is much calmer, speaking and doing things chapter by chapter, and speaking slowly.
"I married Duan Jingchen, I can't say whether it's right or wrong. It's just that everything is like God has arranged, and it has come to this day step by step. When you went to me that day, you should have known that on that occasion, with my character, it would be impossible to go with you desperately. Desperate for love, or something, that kind of thing is far away from me. There are a lot of things I have to worry about, parents, children, the company, and Duan Jingchen's face. I said slowly, "Later, I was relieved to see that you were doing well." ”
I don't know how to go on when I talk about this.
In fact, in what I just said, I involuntarily expressed my feelings. That is, I still have feelings for him. However, no matter what kind of relationship it is, it can't go through so many changes.
Now, the feelings are there, but the feelings are gone. I don't even feel the need to be together. I don't know if I'm tired of it, or if I'm dead.
"Tao Ran, I know you still have me in your heart. Gu Yi said with a smile.
I didn't speak, he was right.
"I also know that what you can't get over now is your own level, your life has changed too much in a short period of time, so you need time to digest. He added, "Don't worry, I can wait for you to come out slowly, and even if you want, I want to come out with you." ”
He said sincerely, and I was listening.
It is false to say that I don't have any thoughts in my heart, but when I think of Duan Jingchen, I immediately have no idea. No matter what others say, the emotional changes between me and Duan Jingchen make me a little unable to believe in love.
He said that he liked me for more than ten years, and it only took three months after entering the marriage, and there was nothing.
Now, even though I'm not in the country, I know that he and the woman often go back and forth.
Gu smiled. Thinking of this, I looked up at Gu and smiled.
He also looked at me and smiled slightly: "Whatever you say, I'll listen." ”
"The two of us have had a very good past, whether there are commercial calculations in the middle, but you do make me feel happy. So, I'm grateful to you too. Later, when something happened at sea, you almost traded your life for my chance to live. I feel like I owe you my life now. However, I can't tell you about emotional matters, and I don't know what I want. To be honest, I'm confused about this piece right now. And, I don't think I need it anymore. If you're going to wait for me, there's nothing wrong with that. But there is a great possibility of failure. I'm talking about failure, not that I'll never have my heart set on you again. Rather, we all end up losing to marriage. Si Jianlian and I also had a good time before we got married. Later, he cheated. Although Duan Jingchen and I are not really in love, his kindness to me is obvious to everyone. In the end, he cheated. I'm ...... with you."
I paused, looked at him and said, "I can't think of what it would be like if you and I were really married." I can't accept that my marriage has failed again and again. ”
When Gu Yixiao started, his expression was quite gentle, but when he heard it at the end, his face was a little ugly.
"Tao Ran, don't you even have the courage to try?" he said helplessly, "You didn't make it to the end with them because you didn't meet me." When you meet me, you will be the most correct person in this life. ”
I smiled and said to him, "If the copywriting is good, you can go and write the advertising slogan." ”
"I mean seriously. He said.
I said to him with a joking expression, "I'm serious." In the process of getting along with you, I have already had three disasters and six difficulties, can I get better in the future?"
"Yes. He said firmly.
I shook my head and said, "I don't believe it." It's not that I don't have confidence in you, it's that I don't have confidence in myself. ”
He wanted to say something, but I didn't wait for him to open his mouth and glanced at the time and said, "It's not early, it's time to go back and rest." ”
Gu Yixiao was helpless, so he had to nod.
Actually, it's not that it's late, it's that I don't want to listen to him anymore. I don't know what I'm going to do or what I'm going to say.
I actually know very well what I think in my heart, even now that I am disheartened, I still feel heartbroken when I see Gu Yixiao. However, I didn't dare to take that foot again. I don't have the courage to step out and be discounted once, and then I get discounted again.
Early the next morning, Gu Yixiao called me: "Have you gotten up, let's go have breakfast together." ”
"I'm in the restaurant. I said.
He arrived five minutes later.
Gu Yixiao was already good-looking, and he was a model figure, especially now that he has lost a lot of weight, and his temperament is more outstanding. When he entered the restaurant, he really attracted a lot of people's attention.
He stood at the entrance and glanced at the room, then walked briskly in front of me.
"You've just arrived? Are you still eating almost? If there's anything you want to eat, I'll bring it to you." He said.
We had a hotel breakfast buffet and had to pick up everything at the counter. As soon as he said this, I remembered the days when I was taken care of by Duan Jingchen, and my heart was slightly affected, and I said lightly: "I'm almost full." ”
"Wait a minute, let's go to the airport together, you wait for me. Gu Yi smiled and said, "I'm fast." ”
I think I've been talking to him completely since we finished talking last night, so there's no need to pretend that we don't get along. After all, Beijing is so big, everyone looks up and doesn't look down.
On the way to the airport, Gu Yixiao and I chatted without a word. I didn't really care, but I felt very relaxed.
After boarding the plane, I put on an eye patch and prepared to sleep, Gu Yixiao stretched out his hand to stop me and said, "Tao Ran." ”
I took off my blindfold and looked at him, "Something?"
"It's okay, I just want to call your name all of a sudden. Gu Yi said with a smile.
I looked at him, and he smiled and didn't say anything more.
At this moment, I saw in his eyes the relief and relief after going through a lot of hardships. I smiled at him and put the blindfold back on.
I don't know exactly how long I slept. I was awakened by the tremendous jolt of the plane.
As soon as I woke up, I noticed a hand holding my hand tightly. I turned my head and saw Gu Yixiao.
He held my hand very nervously and said, "The plane encountered strong convective weather, and the flight attendant just said that it might last for half an hour, don't be afraid." ”
I looked around at the people around me, and everyone's face was full of nervousness.
"It's okay, it's not the first time I've encountered extreme weather. I said I tried to pull my hand, but I couldn't.
"I'm afraid you're afraid. He said.
In such a situation, I was not in the mood to struggle, so I let him hold it.
Five minutes passed, and the bumpy situation did not get any better, and even got worse, and some people had red eyes and silently wept.
At this time, the flight attendant repeatedly said on the radio that the crew had encountered extreme weather, please keep your seats and do not walk back and forth, and the bathroom has been closed.
Through the porthole, I could see thick black clouds outside, and then lightning exploded one after another not far from the plane.
It's the first time I've encountered extreme weather to this extent, and I'm nervous for some reason. Because the lightning was so close, I was afraid that it would slash into the plane.
If so, is it going to be wrecked?
I just thought of this, the fuselage suddenly shook violently, and then fell down violently, because the descent was too fast, I felt weightless.
Gu Yixiao also grabbed my hand on the armrest with his other hand and said, "It should be almost over." ”
Before he finished speaking, the flight attendant's voice sounded again on the radio: "Passengers, it's an emergency announcement." The left wing of our plane has malfunctioned due to lightning damage and is now descending rapidly, please fasten your seatbelts and wear oxygen masks......"
Before the stewardess's words fell, there was chaos in the cabin.
In the face of life and death, no one can be calm. At our current flight altitude, if the cabin is damaged, no one will survive. At such an altitude of the sea, the oxygen content is too low, let alone in this case.
Gu Yixiao held my hand tightly, and his face turned pale.
I was nervous at first, but after panicking for more than a minute, I quickly calmed down because I remembered the storm I had encountered at sea that day.
"Are you afraid?" Gu Yi asked.
I shook my head and suddenly said, "I really didn't expect that I would die with you in the end." ”
His face was originally very ugly, but after hearing my words, he immediately smiled: "I didn't expect it either, but I don't want you to have an accident in this accident after experiencing nine deaths." ”
With that, he opened the oxygen mask and helped me put it on.
"This time, it's you who should live. I took off my mask and said to him, "In fact, every time this happens, we feel that life is all about life except life and death." However, once this moment passes, as soon as you return to society, you will forget that life and death are the most important thing, and then be haunted by idle things. ”
"The most important thing for me right now is to hold you tight. Gu Yi said with a smile, reaching out and hugging me.
The plane was jolting terribly, but he hugged me right away.
Fortunately, on the return trip, we booked economy class ourselves, otherwise his arm would not be that long.
The moment he hugged me, I suddenly felt at ease, and when I looked at his close face, I suddenly became stupid.
He sensed that I was looking at him and was watching me.
I don't know if we looked at each other for a few seconds, the distance between the two of them was getting closer and closer, and his facial features were finally so close that he couldn't see clearly. Then his lips kissed him, as fine as rain, and when he kissed mine, he became passionate.
I was ignited by him.
In the process of kissing him, all the experiences between us played out in my mind one by one. It turns out that looking at me and his past at this speed, I can't see those calculations at all, and some are just sweet and beautiful.
I resisted a little at first, but in the end it became that I couldn't let go of his hand.
At this moment, my dead heart was resurrected, and the world became alive in front of me. I didn't want to die, I could feel the plane flying lower and lower, and I could hear the cries of the passengers around me.
After a violent vibration of the fuselage, the plane lost control completely, and the broken kite fell down.
My tears flowed out of my eyes.
I'm only a third of my life, I still have my parents who love me, I still have children, I still have him by my side, and I don't want to die.
When the nerves of the whole body are revived, the perception of fear is powerful.
I couldn't stop my whole body from shaking.
"Don't be afraid. Gu Yixiao noticed the change in me, ended this long and passionate kiss, hugged me tightly, pressed my head to his chest and said, "It's okay, we didn't meet to go to Huangquan together." ”
"Our plane will make a forced landing on the sea, please wear life jackets. The flight attendant's voice rang out again.
At this time, Gu Yixiao glanced outside and said, "Hold it tight, and it will fall to the sea immediately." ”
My heart was pounding, almost jumping out of my chest.
At this time, the huge water splashed, and the plane shook from side to side for a long time before slowly stabilizing. And Gu Yixiao had already taken out the life jacket with his hands and feet at this time, and he put it on for me first.
"Hurry up yourself. I urged.
He smiled: "Don't worry, it's okay if I don't wear it, I've been floating at sea for so long, I know how to deal with the waves." ”
Despite that, he quickly put on his life jacket.
The emergency hatch opened, the inflatable slide was paved, and people jumped into the slide one by one with the help of flight attendants.
Gu Yixiao and I were close to the middle, and while we were waiting to get out of the cabin, we heard the latest situation broadcast.
The crew had already established contact with the ground rescue services, and we would be rescued in three hours at most, but now after everyone jumped into the sea, they had to quickly swim away from the plane as fast as they could, as far as they could, as fast as they could.
Gu Yixiao and I jumped down together, and after touching the seawater, I was relieved.
As soon as I turned around, I saw Gu Yixiao following me.
He pointed me in the direction with his hand and said, "Swim in that direction." ”
I swam in that direction with all my might.
We are lucky, at least the sea is calm at the moment, there is only a layer of fine fish scale waves on the sea, if it is a strong wind and waves, I am afraid that there is not so much time for everyone to get out of the cabin smoothly.
Gu Yixiao took care of me while swimming, until we were far away to a certain extent, and we had no strength in our bodies, and when we looked back behind us, we were all taken aback. The fuselage of the plane is now halfway to the surface of the sea, and only one nose is still on the water, and it is sinking at a very fast speed.
And around the fuselage, there was a whirlpool because of the sinking of the aircraft.
Seeing this scene, I didn't know where to get some strength from, so I pulled Gu Yi and swam forward like crazy.
He laughed when he saw me, "It's safe enough for now. ”
Immediately after, the plane sank.
I don't know if all of them were rescued, but there were quite a few people on the surface.
We opened our mothers and gathered together, and at this time, the more people there were, the safer it was.
"Let's go, go over there. "I pointed to the place where there were the most people.
Gu Yixiao didn't move, didn't speak, just looked at me with a smile.
"What's wrong?" I was a little anxious, for fear that he was physically injured and couldn't swim.
"It's nothing, I just think it's good to have you by my side, and I'm so grateful for this plane crash, if it weren't for this, you would have to stay in your own little world for a long time to heal this time. Gu Yi said with a smile, came up to me and kissed me on the face with a wet mouth and said, "Don't worry, no matter what happens this time, I will never let go of your hand." Even if I'm bankrupt and penniless, with you by my side, I'm the richest person in the world. Besides, you're so rich, you don't mind raising my little white face. ”
I've seen him like this many times, but this one I felt the most tempting.
I kissed him on the cheek and said, "Let's go." ”
At this time, although I was soaking in the seawater, my heart was full of abundant and fresh beauty.