Shen Xi grabbed Zhuang Yan's hand and bit it hard, her eyes were obviously panicked, but she said loudly: "Don't treat me like this, I know you are pretending!"

It stands to reason that Zhuang Yan should have pushed her away, and then walked away indifferently.

But his feet seemed to be glued to the floor, and he couldn't move his body even if he read it. At that moment, he knew that he would lose to this little girl, her feelings were so strong, so strong that all the feelings he desperately pressed in his heart were hooked out.

"Do you think I'm going to leave you like that? You want me to go to the hospital and beat the baby? If you do go to jail, I'll wait for you for a year, two years, three years...... If you don't come out all the time, I'll be a widow for the rest of my life!"

Listen, what stupid thing is she talking about?

Zhuang Yan was almost mad by her words, but he was like this, and under normal circumstances, the greater his emotion, the calmer his face became: "It's not mine, don't I know if I have sown seeds?"

He has been pretending to be indifferent, forcibly suppressing his feelings to prevent himself from peeking at Shen Xi for half a second.

She said that she was pregnant with his child again, this time it was a son or a daughter, and that she was accidentally born prematurely last time, will she be able to give birth safely this time?

At such a time, how can she conceive a child?

Zhuang Yan clenched his teeth in pain, his eyebrows trembled slightly, and he hung his head weakly and stared at the floor in a daze.

He didn't know what to do, he was about to go to prison, if Shen Xi had no other concerns, he should have found another man to live a new life, but now that she has a child, how could she listen to him and kill the child?

Knock out...... Thinking that she had conceived a little life for him in her belly, he felt that the word "abortion" was cruel just thinking about it in his head. So how could he be willing to say these two words to Shen Xi?

There is nothing to tell about the entanglement in his heart, and he can only use indifference to whitewash his contradictions.

Shen Xi had morning sickness and red eyes, all of which were seen by his afterglow, and he tried his best to control his behavior and not let himself show any concern.

Now that he is soft-hearted, he will watch Shen Xi suffer in the future, but he can't do anything about it. He felt that if a man couldn't protect his wife and daughter, then the man would not be at home.

In his last marriage, he had already hurt a woman, and now he is not married to Shen Xi, he doesn't want to drag Shen Xi along. But she is pregnant with another child, what should she do?

"What's the use of you pretending to be indifferent to me now? I know you're in pain, and I'm in pain too. My grandmother's stomach cancer has recurred, and I didn't tell you because I was afraid that you would be worried...... Don't you really want to care about me? Le Le Tianba looks at us to take her home, you don't care about me, you have to take care of her, right? Grandma won't live long, if you don't want me, then I'll take this child out after a while, and then ...... When the time comes, you don't have to care if I'm dead or alive......"

Zhuang Yan knew that abortion was not good for Shen Xi's health, Shen Xi was a dead eye, he knew that Shen Xi would not leave him easily, but time could always make her slowly forget this relationship, but it was different when she had a child, she was definitely reluctant to kill the child. She said that Zhuang Yan didn't want her, so she would take the child, but he knew that she would definitely be reluctant.

Thinking of this, Zhuang Yan was nervously glad, he thought that it was fortunate that Shen Xi was pregnant with a child, so she would not seek death at will.

When he heard that her grandmother's cancer had recurred, Zhuang Yan subconsciously wanted to ask Shen Xi if the money was enough, but as soon as he opened his mouth, the cold wind blowing in from the balcony window blew away his emotions.

Shen Xi said that his mouth was so dry that he didn't see Zhuang Yan give half a response, so he had to sigh and compromise: "Zhuang Yan, don't be like this, you can sleep." If you don't want to see me, I'll go out first. ”

Zhuang Yan smiled silently and bitterly, and scolded her in her heart for being a fool: How could I not want to see you? Xixi, how can you conceive a child at such a time?

His body was so tormented by the contradictory feelings that he was trembling all the time, and only after Shen Xi and Jiang Yang had left did he stiffen his neck and turn around, greedily looking at the space where Shen Xi had just now and was stunned for a while.

He searched for a long time but couldn't find a bottle of wine, and finally ate two bites of the cold dinner, and then sat on the sofa like a walking corpse and was stunned. His brain hurt so badly that he thought that wine was not a good thing.

He didn't know when he fell asleep, but when he was half asleep, soft little hands began to toss his chin.

Shen Xi was afraid that the blade would be too cold, so he soaked it in warm water for a while before shaving him.

This is the first time Shen Xi has helped Zhuang Yan shave, and Zhuang Yan used to take care of herself very well, and she never had to worry about it.

Zhuang Yan had been struggling whether to open his eyes to see her, until Shen Xi suddenly dropped a kiss on his lips, and Zhuang Yan's heart throbbed fiercely.

When he finally decided to face Shen Xi, she actually fell asleep on the edge of the sofa.

He greedily slapped her face, and Jiang Yang, who was not far away, smiled faintly: "Don't pretend?"

Zhuang Yan looked at him sadly with a frown, shook his head gently, and carefully carried Shen Xi into the room.

He carefully took a shower before going back to the room to hug Shen Xi, he always woke up that night, and every time he woke up, he had to touch Shen Xi's face and stomach, and after confirming that she was really lying in his arms, he would close his eyes again.

The hug that touched his hand gradually pulled his depressed heart back, this little girl gave him the courage to divorce and the courage to start a new life, how could he be willing not to recognize this child?

Shen Xi was pregnant with his child in his belly, he couldn't pretend that he didn't care about anything anymore, he couldn't do it. At the beginning, he thought about lying naked on the bed with Zhou Jin, so that even if he didn't do it, Shen Xi would think that he was cheating, then he and Shen Xi should really end.

But he couldn't do it, a man and his former lover really got off like that, who knows if he would go off the rails? The main reason is that Zhuang Yan can't hurt Shen Xi in this way. Shen Xi looks strong, sometimes fragile, it is the first time she likes a man so much, how can Zhuang Yan be willing to let her collapse?

When the sky was bright, Zhuang Yan woke up again.

In the dark, he felt the temperature on Shen Xi's body, and tightened his arms little by little, but he didn't dare to hug it too tightly, because he was afraid of disturbing her good dreams.

He didn't fall asleep again, and when the sunlight slipped through the cracks in the curtains, he stared greedily at her face by the light.

In the eyes of lovers, everyone said that Shen Xi was not as beautiful as Zhao Yaru, but in Zhuang Yan's eyes, her small nose was so cute, her long eyelashes were so charming, especially her natural rosy lips, which always made Zhuang Yan can't help but want to lean over and kiss.

Between them, they always gather less and leave more, and thinking of the prison disaster they are about to face, Zhuang Yan's heart can't help but tremble.

Before Shen Xi left that day, he didn't tell Shen Xi everything after all. He wanted to work harder, and when there was a turnaround, he was confessing everything to Shen Xi.

This turning point appeared on the list that Zhou Jin secretly copied, and Zhuang Yan gritted his teeth in anger when he learned that Shen Xi sent him a USB flash drive regardless of the danger. Does she even know that she's pregnant, and how can she be involved in all this nonsense?

But thinking that she didn't know anything, he couldn't really blame her.

Zhuang Yan was detained again because of the USB flash drive, this time, he saw a strange man, about 1.75 meters tall, with a very ordinary face, so ordinary that after a glance, he couldn't distinguish it when he threw it into the crowd, so he called him Xiaopu for the time being.

Zhuang Yan was supposed to be imprisoned, but after Xiao Pu showed up, Zhuang Yan was transferred to a very cheap suburban house. Zhuang Yan knew that something was wrong, but he understood that Xiaopu must have something to do with the forces behind him, so he didn't panic.

"Where's the list?" Xiao Pu didn't beat around the bush with Zhuang Yan, and looked at Zhuang Yan very calmly, as if Zhuang Yan really had a list.

Although there are rumors outside that one party has destroyed the USB flash drive, in fact, Zhuang Yan really got part of the list, but he can't reveal it. He had read the list, and the names of his father, Zhao Dehai and others were all in it, and he estimated that someone had made it specifically for self-protection, in order to use this list to blackmail the other party when he was threatened.

Zhuang Yan shook his head: "What list?"

Xiao Pu looked at him coldly and did not explain.

For two days in a row, he only repeated this sentence each time: Where is the list?

Rao is such a calm person as Zhuang Yan, and he is about to go crazy because they don't let Zhuang Yan sleep, and every time Zhuang Yan is so sleepy that he wants to doze off, someone will imprison his arms, and then someone will whip him on the back.

Zhuang Yan didn't know what kind of whip it was, anyway, it hurt heart-wrenching on his back, especially the place where they whipped was always concentrated in a certain place, and he seemed to be able to hear the sound of his back peeling flesh.

Xiao Pu didn't have much time, so he believed that Zhuang Yan didn't have a list before the limit of his patience was reached.

He forced Zhuang Yan to agree to help Baizi's students, the reason was naturally that the relationship between Zhuang Yan and Jiang Yang was the most suitable for investigating the Jiang family's hidden financial resources.

Zhuang Yan is not pedantic, he knows that he can only take one step at a time, life is not a martial arts drama, he has no way to compete with these people, and he has no way to save himself from accusations. But he found that the list could be a turning point for him, and if he could, he hoped to find a way to get the dealer out of the dire situation by going deep into those two forces.

He is very business-seeking now, because Shen Xi is pregnant with his child in his belly.

Zhuang Yan was forced to sign a so-called confidentiality agreement and other messy things, and he couldn't help himself, and he didn't even have time to read the content of the agreement carefully. So he could only glance at the content of the agreement and sign it according to Xiaopu's request.

But Xiaopu didn't have a copy of his ID card and other relevant information, so there was a matter of his pig teammates using photos to coerce Shen Xi.

Zhuang Yan didn't know what trouble the confidentiality agreement he signed would cause him at that time, because he didn't have a chance to read the next few pages. Xiao Pu didn't know either, but before looking for Zhuang Yan, they had planned that if something happened in the future, Zhuang Yan would be black-hearted.