025 I've been a joke all my life!

Zhuang Yan hid from everyone and quietly returned to China, and when he was prosecuted, Zhuang Wuxin knew what Zhuang Yan had done in secret.

But he couldn't see Zhuang Yan, Zhuang Yan was like the world had evaporated, and if he didn't go home to find him, he couldn't get through on the phone.

Zhuang Wuxin inquired about Shen Xi's tone, but Shen Xi hadn't contacted Zhuang Yan for a long time. Originally, he hoped that Shen Xi could persuade Zhuang Yan, but he didn't expect Zhuang Yan to even want Shen Xi.

Thinking of this, he walked to the posthumous photo of Zhuang Yan's mother, and weakly raised his hand to touch the woman in the photo. There were tears in his cloudy eyes, and he now regretted extremely regretting that he had taken a shortcut with Zhao Dehai.

"Do you think Zhuang Yan really broke up with Shen Xi's girl? doesn't he love her very much? Why don't you even want her?" A big tear slid down his eyes, and he didn't wipe it, but the tears in his eyes gathered more and more.

Since Zhuang Yan's mother died, he began to regret it.

In the past, no matter how late he played, even if he didn't return at night, he still had a sense of belonging in his heart, because he was sure that his wife and children would not leave him. It is precisely because of this determination that he will be so unscrupulous.

But after Zhuang Yan's mother died, his heart suddenly became empty, no one cared about him when he came home late, no one talked to him anymore, and what he received was Zhuang Yan's indifferent face and Zhuang Xiaoting's taciturnity. He knew that he had already lost the hearts of the people, so he would try his best to make up for his debt to his children.

Now his conscience and responsibility have returned, but Zhuang Yan has been prosecuted in his place......

After Zhuang Yan returned to China, he repeatedly warned himself that he could no longer provoke Shen Xi, as long as he went in, Shen Xi gradually forgot about him. He knew that he shouldn't have made such a decision for Shen Xi, he was not qualified to demand that he be "great", but he didn't give Shen Xi any chance to choose, but emotion had already overcome his reason, and he didn't want to delay Shen Xi.

He quietly went back to see Shen Xi, and every time he went to see her, Jiang Yang was by her side.

He looked at his beloved woman from a distance like a bystander, and he was stunned from time to time, he knew that Shen Xi was thinking about him, and he especially wanted to go over and hug the little girl. He coveted the scent of shampoo in her hair, the soft passion in her, her shy kisses, everything she had to do...... Suddenly, however, he slammed into a slam.

When Shen Xi was walking with his head down, Jiang Yang glanced back at her, and the emotions at that glance were so complicated that Zhuang Yan began to tremble when he saw it.

He knew Jiang Yang, and the affection contained in that eye surprised him.

Zhuang Yan shook his head vigorously and muttered to himself: Impossible, Yangzi won't be like this.

He thought that even if he and Shen Xi were completely separated in the end, Jiang Yang would not take the opportunity to pursue Shen Xi. But after thinking about it, he hesitated again. Some of the evidence at the time of his indictment was originally confidential, but how did the people in those departments get the information?

Zhuang Yan suspected that someone around him had betrayed the dealer, he didn't want to suspect Jiang Yang, but Jiang Zufeng's grievances with the dealer were naked in front of him. Jiang Yang once asked him when he was drunk: "Zhuangzi, if one day I do something sorry for you, what will you do?"

At that time, Zhuang Yan thought that Jiang Yang was alluding to the fact that he liked Zhou Jin and that he wanted to chase Zhou Jin, so Zhuang Yan smiled: "I should forgive you." ”

At that time, Jiang Yang's eyes were actually red, and his voice was a little choked: "Why?

"No one is at fault, there are times when they make mistakes, and they can be corrected when they know their mistakes. ”

Even today, Zhuang Yan still answers like this. But that night, he had a nightmare, dreaming that Shen Xi was smiling like a flower in Jiang Yang's arms, and dreaming that Jiang Yang kissed Shen Xi unscrupulously, and he was watching from the side, and he couldn't stop it.

When he woke up, a layer of sweat broke out on his forehead. What if that thing that was sorry for him was to snatch Shen Xi away?

Zhuang Yan was at a loss, he couldn't accept this happening.

He quickly put on his clothes and wanted to see Shen Xi, wanting her to know that he only had her in his heart, and hoped that she would never be with another man.

If you love deeply, how can you be willing to just watch from a distance?

But he calmed down halfway, he had done so many things before, and if he gave up halfway now, it would be too sorry for this toss. He thought that even if Jiang Yang really liked Shen Xi, it would be a good thing, at least Jiang Yang would take good care of Shen Xi and protect Shen Xi for him when he was not by Shen Xi's side.

Thinking of this, his Shen Xi trembled violently, and his distress spread throughout his body.

Love is not great, he is a normal man, where is he willing to send his beloved little girl to someone else's arms? But he has no choice but to look at Mei from a distance to quench his thirst.

Before being detained, he couldn't help but miss the video with Shen Xi for a while. He missed her voice so much that when he couldn't sleep at night, he listened to her voice repeatedly, and listened to her whispering her name over and over again, and then the anxiety in his heart would subside.

It's a pity that the reality is always so cruel, although he didn't know what to say to Shen Xi during the video, and more often he was listening to her, but he really hoped that time could stay at this moment and let him listen to this little girl's voice more, after all, he may never hear it in the future.

However, the person in charge of the relevant department still called, he reluctantly cut off the video, stared at the screen for a few seconds before answering the call: "Come here, I'm ......"

When he was first detained, Zhuang Yan was very restless.

The mobile phone was confiscated, and he copied the portraits of Shen Xi and Lele in his mind, without thinking about how to extricate himself from the predicament in front of him. He did everything he could, he knew that their dealer would inevitably have such a catastrophe, if he hadn't divorced Zhao Yaru, this catastrophe might have come a little later.

However, there are no ifs in life, only consequences.

When he was detained for the first time, he was not physically harmed, because before the forces behind him could use him, Jiang Yang hurriedly bailed him out.

Who is Jiang Yang? Jiang Zufeng's son, and Jiang Zufeng's business is suddenly getting bigger and bigger, and it is booming.

Zhuang Yan lived in Jiangyang's apartment, and for the first time, he was so depressed that he didn't want to toss anything anymore.

At that time, he felt that he was in prison and that he had only been released on bail for a few days, so he was a little self-defeating.

But as soon as he was free, he couldn't help but miss his two most important women now, and he was afraid that he would not be able to help but contact Shen Xi, so he learned from the previous Zhao Yaru and began to numb himself with alcohol.

He found that drunkenness worked, at least after falling asleep, he was unconscious, and he would not do anything impulsive.

"Damn, Lao Tzu has never seen you like this, Zhuangzi, look at it, all the good apartments have been turned into pigs' nests by you!" Jiang Yang kicked away the empty wine jar at his feet, sat on the sofa, and as soon as he leaned on the pillow, he found that there was something behind him, and when he fumbled, there was an empty wine bottle hidden behind the pillow.

Zhuang Yan lazily raised his eyelids: "You bail me out...... It's good to be in there, waiting for the verdict...... Just pronounce the sentence. ”

Jiang Yang frowned and waved his hand to sweep away the smell of wine that came to his face.

He knew that Zhuang Yan should not live like this, Zhuang Yan should always be calm, elegance and composure are the standard for this man. So he angrily snatched the bottle of wine from Zhuang Yan's hand, raised his head and poured it all into his mouth: "You don't pretend to be decadent to Lao Tzu, how did you persuade Lao Tzu when Lao Tzu was decadent before?

Zhuang Yan shook his head sluggishly, and suddenly smiled bitterly: "Different...... Different...... I'm going to jail, Hee-hee is gone, come out...... After coming out, Lele didn't know me anymore...... My dad may not have died by then...... Yoko, this is the end of my life, my life is a joke!"

As he spoke, his voice became higher and higher, Jiang Yang had never seen Zhuang Yan like this.

His nose was slightly sour, and after a long time he muttered, "How come? Zhuangzi, don't play melancholy for Lao Tzu, do you know? You drink, just drink it and you won't die, I'll bring my sister to you tomorrow!"

Zhuang Yan raised his head suddenly, gritting his teeth and glaring at Jiang Yang: "You dare!Yangzi, if you bring him over...... I...... I'm going to break you off! I'm going to ...... right now. Just go......"

He staggered up to go out, but was blocked by Jiang Yang, and then Zhuang Yan entered the room in a daze and fell asleep.

He really wanted to tell Zhuang Yan, don't be depressed, your woman is pregnant with a child again! I don't know whose seed it is! Although Shen Xi didn't admit it, Jiang Yang always felt that the child should be Zhuang Yan's.

The next day, he really picked up Shen Xi, originally he was worried that Zhuang Yan would really sneak away while he was away, and he specially explained to the community security that he was not allowed to leave. As a result, after he took Shen Xi into the door, he found that Zhuang Yan was drunk at home again.

Zhuang Yan hadn't shaved for several days, his face was yellow, and his cheeks were concave. As soon as Shen Xi saw his appearance, tears welled up in his eyes.

Zhuang Yan in his sleep felt that he had a particularly vivid dream, he dreamed that Shen Xi's soft little hand was gently wiping his face, and the moment he opened his eyes blankly, he saw Shen Xi vaguely, and then he continued to sleep with peace of mind.

However, he was soon woken up by a burst of crying and talking, sat up anxiously, and scolded dissatisfiedly: "Noise, go out!" When he closed his eyes and rubbed his head, he heard a slight sound again, and thought that it was Zhao Yaru or Jiang Yang who turned back again, and continued to scold angrily, "Go out, let me be quiet!"

He vaguely remembered that Jiang Yang said that he wanted to bring Shen Xi over, and he was thinking about it at this moment, or did Jiang Yang really say such things?

At this moment, his four-year-old voice burst into his ears: "Does it have a headache? What are you doing with so much wine?"

His throat rolled twice, and he was surprised to see that his thirsty little girl was really standing next to him. Zhuang Yan felt that he was dreaming, and closed his eyes vigorously before opening them again, it was Shen Xi Yes, her eyes were red.

"Why are you here? I just saw Yaru. He muttered blankly, his heart throbbing.

Shen Xi handed him a glass of warm water, Zhuang Yan looked away in distraction, suddenly felt a dry mouth, raised his head and drank the glass of water, and forcibly held back his thoughts and pushed Shen Xi away: "Let's go, let Yangzi see that it's not good." ”

They have already broken up, yes, he broke up with Shen Xi. He only said to Shen Xi that it was a fake breakup, but he said to everyone except Shen Xi that it was a real breakup.

He is about to go to prison, and he is not allowed to divulge half of his true feelings at this time.

"I have it, we have children again. Shen Xi calmly told him about this happy event.

Zhuang Yan's breathing suddenly stopped, but his mind was desperately searching for the picture of his previous intimacy with Shen Xi. Wasn't he always protective? How could she be pregnant? She was lying to him, right? Tricking him into revealing his heart, tricking him into telling her all the truth.

Thinking of what he heard before, Zhuang Yan ruthlessly got out of bed and didn't look at Shen Xi: "Didn't you sleep with a stranger?

He thought that any woman who heard such words should slap him angrily and leave.

He turned his back to Shen Xi, his expression was extremely complicated, because he was afraid that Shen Xi would see it, so he kept his back to Shen Xi and didn't look back. It's not that he doesn't want to stride out of the room with Shen Xi, it's just that his legs and feet don't obey, and the cells in his body are clamoring to hug the little girl into his arms.

"The time I got pregnant a few years ago, I opened a room outside and lied to you that I went to the bar. I got a hole in the condom, but I didn't expect to get pregnant. Shen Xi hugged him from behind in horror and explained in a panic.

Zhuang Yan thought, that's right, this stupid girl actually learned to play tricks with him.

But he still endured it and continued to speak coldly to her: "This reason...... Hehe. ”

"It's true, did you hear something from Sister Yaru? I lied to her, and I didn't dare to tell them the truth. The first thing I want to tell you is that you're going to be a dad again, do you like boys or girls in this baby......?

Shen Xi was very flustered, Zhuang Yan was worried when he heard it, but he still continued to be ruthless: "Shen Xi, that's enough, do you really want me to take over?" I'm not that stupid." ”