Mr. Zhuang shook his head and smiled: "Yoko said that you women always try to change men, Yaru must have thought that I would slowly fall in love with her after I got married." But her temperament is not the type I like, and I have tried, but I have not succeeded. ”

I opened my mouth to say something more, but he pressed my mouth with his fingers: "The failure of the marriage cannot be attributed to Yaru alone, I am indeed at fault, there is no reason to deny it." Xixi, many marriages are crushed by trivial things. When Yaru brought your grandmother over, I shouldn't have criticized her in front of you, and part of the reason why she refuses to divorce now is because she wants to get revenge on me. ”

I pulled his hand away and apologized to him, "I'm sorry, I didn't know what to do with it at the time to find you, I shouldn't have involved you." ”

My grandmother was not in good health, and I was afraid that she would be angry with me.

Mr. Zhuang sighed: "If you don't look for me, who are you looking for?" ”

He said a lot of trivial things between him and Zhao Yaru, just to let me know that when he has a conflict with Zhao Yaru, he will most likely solve it in a cold way. In the first two years of marriage, he would try his best to coax Zhao Yaru, but he couldn't figure out why Zhao Yaru had to make him admit his mistake every time.

Maybe this is also the reason why Jiang Yang said that he is an emotional idiot, in Mr. Zhuang's cognition, husband and wife need to understand each other, blindly attributing the fault to one party, no matter who it is, they will be tired. For example, he is very tired, after all, he has no love foundation for Zhao Yaru.

He had been compromising for the first two years, thinking that their way of getting along would change after having a child, but he didn't expect Zhao Yaru to be willful enough to run alone to have a baby.

Speaking of which, I couldn't help but ask him, "Why didn't you chase him out at that time?"

Actually, I don't like to hear him say these things, to be honest, I'm jealous, jealous of Zhou Jin, and jealous of Zhao Yaru.

Mr. Zhuang was stunned for a while, frowned and thought carefully: "She turned off the phone at that time," he said here and smiled bitterly, "She was pregnant with a child at the time, do I dare to let her run around alone? At that time, her car was parked at the door of the house, and when I took the car and wanted to chase it, she was gone, how could I chase it? I asked a circle of friends, but Yaru didn't find anyone. ”

I breathed for a while, and inexplicably began to feel sad: "Sister Yaru thought you didn't chase you out, there was obviously a misunderstanding between you, why didn't you explain it clearly." ”

I secretly swore that I would never have a misunderstanding with Mr. Zhuang in the future, and if there was really a misunderstanding, I would definitely give the other party a chance to explain. I don't want to lose to a misunderstanding, and he certainly doesn't want to.

"After that, I thought about divorce, because I didn't want to maintain that kind of marriage anymore, and Yaru should also find a man who could tolerate her. At that time, she may have heard from Xiaoting that I had the idea of divorce, so she didn't bother me during the Cold War. It's also to blame that I wasn't ruthless enough at the time, if I had left then, I wouldn't have tossed for so long. ”

"Every time I talked to her calmly about our problems, she had to quarrel with me, and I was never able to face the problems. Maybe I'm too demanding of her, so life is getting worse and worse. In her eyes, this marriage may be something else. I am older than her, and I do take the main responsibility, but now that I have betrayed first, it is only right to leave the house......"

Mr. Zhuang told me a lot, most of them were about this marriage.

He said that he didn't like to treat it coldly, and that I might have this problem if I was with him, and that was something I needed to face.

He also said that he is a businessman, and it is inevitable that he will have to socialize outside, so he may not be able to take care of his family affairs all the time, which is also a problem that I need to face......

Many of the questions he asked that I hadn't thought about too much, and he asked me what I would do if my grandmother strongly objected to us being together.

I don't know anything else, but I've thought about it, so I hurriedly replied to him: "I'll convince my grandmother, and when the time comes, I'll tell her that I gave you a baby, and she won't object again." ”

In fact, I'm not sure, my aunt was also pregnant with me before she married her uncle-in-law with hatred, if my grandmother knew that I had even given birth to a child, would she be angry?

Mr. Zhuang pulled me up and hugged me in his arms: "Xixi, I'm not in a hurry to get your answer, these questions are very realistic, I hope you think about it carefully." You are still very young, and you may meet better men when you enter society in the future, and I don't want to tie you to me too soon. ”

"Are you afraid that I will like someone else in the future? Mr. Zhuang, who can predict what will happen in the future, I only know that now I want to be with you forever. ”

I suddenly felt that Zhao Yaru had always wanted Mr. Zhuang to give her enough security, but in fact, Mr. Zhuang himself was emotionally insecure. The sense of security is mutual, if one party suffers from gains and losses, the other party is not enough no matter how extreme it is, right?

Mr. Zhuang didn't respond to my words in time, but he hugged me for a long time, and my heartbeat slowly returned to normal from the chaos.

I don't know what he's been through during the time we've been missing each other, but he's not the same now as he was when we first met during the summer, and it makes me panic.

I expressed my uneasiness in his arms: "Mr. Zhuang, hearing these words of yours makes me panic. ”

He breathed a sigh of relief, took a step back and looked down at me: "Xixi, you will have to face these problems sooner or later, it is better to think about them earlier." ”

He said and smiled with a slight curl of his mouth: "There are some things that I shouldn't help you decide, and I was busy with a lawsuit some time ago, so I revisited this marriage." He pinched my face, and a smile of tenderness appeared in his eyes, "The reason why I interviewed in person is because I am afraid that you will be suspicious, and I must be by my side." ”

"Mr. Zhuang, you have confused me. What you said before made me feel like I wanted to separate, but now I'm saying it. I was still very uneasy, and when I saw him gradually gather his eyebrows, I hurriedly raised my head to kiss him.

He sighed softly before responding to me gently, biting my lip with his teeth, then rushing his tongue into my mouth to tease my lips and tongue, and licking the corners of my mouth twice from time to time. I soon felt my mouth tingle and crispy, and my whole body trembled slightly.

I couldn't help but bite his lower lip like him, but it didn't seem to be able to bite him hard, so he let go of me after a muffled grunt.

The sound of our breathing is one after another, and it is very disordered.

He poked deep into my eyes and raised his hand to help me comb the messy hair on my sideburns: "Xixi, I don't want to part with you. I hope we can sort out the problems that may arise in advance, so that the relationship can be more stable, can you understand what I mean?"

He seemed to have something to say, but after a two-second pause, he still accepted the topic: "How could I be willing to let you go." ”

"Mr. Zhuang, in fact, I am quite reasonable, I have always felt that I will not like anyone else except you. ”

Mr. Zhuang laughed sullenly and rubbed my hair to pull me to eat something more. I looked very quiet around me, and I don't know if it was because my vision was very wide when I looked down, and my heart felt like a door had suddenly opened, and it was extremely bright.

I let go of Mr. Zhuang's hand, hurriedly walked to the side of the hill, put my hand to my mouth and shouted: "Zhuang~first~sheng~me~love~you!"

Almost at the moment when I opened my mouth, Mr. Zhuang behind me exclaimed, and hurriedly ran over and hugged me from behind.

After shouting, his body froze visibly, but he quickly lowered his head and whispered in my ear, "I love you too." ”

In fact, I didn't think he would reply to me, I just impulsively confessed to him to tell him that I was very clear about the feelings in my heart, and I really wanted to be with him.

I hope that we are talking about being together and for a lifetime, rather than all kinds of trivial issues that may separate us, and I think that as long as we love enough, we can definitely solve problems when we encounter them.

When I turned around and tried to hug him, he lifted the whole person off the ground and took several steps back: "You scared me just now, and I thought you were going to fall." ”

Although I haven't figured out the questions he said, after he told me what was on his mind in person, his expression was obviously much lighter than before.

After going down the mountain, he took me to the hot springs, and on the way back to the hotel, he asked me if I would go back to school tonight.

I was suddenly embarrassed, took his big hand and wrote the word "no" in the palm of his hand. He laughed out loud and took me in his arms and kissed me.

I thought something was going to happen in the evening, and I was a little nervous in the shower, but when I went out in his shirt, he was looking at his laptop and talking on the phone.

I waited and waited and fell asleep, and when I woke up in the morning, I was nestled in his arms, and the air felt several times fresher than usual.

He slept very peacefully, his eyelashes were thick and long, and his mouth was slightly pursed into a line. It was like a little hand was gently scratching and tickling in my heart, and I couldn't help but pout my mouth and want to kiss him secretly.

As a result, before I could kiss him, those resolute eyes opened: "What, you want to take advantage of me?"

His hoarse voice was like a stimulant for me, and I hurriedly hooked his neck and pecked him in the mouth before I was satisfied: "Mr. Zhuang, morning." ”

"Early. He kissed me on the forehead, and after breakfast, as usual, he worked for me to read, and the atmosphere was very warm and peaceful.

At noon, he had to accompany the dean of academic affairs to dinner, and it was inconvenient to take me there, so he ordered me to eat in advance.

When I was eating alone in my room, Mr. Zhuang's notebook suddenly rang, and it turned out that he hadn't turned off his computer. Someone was making a video call to Mr. Zhuang, and I saw the caller's avatar at a glance, it was Zhou Jin, and her smile was as bright as a flower.

My heart was beating faster, and I quickly looked away.

After more than ten seconds, she canceled the video call, but sent several messages in a row. I only glanced at it in a hurry, and I saw two words that made my heart worry: daughter.