Chapter Eighty-Three: Can't Fall in Love With Her
Without even thinking about it, I rushed over, greedily breathing in the fresh morning air, and suddenly felt that the weather was exceptionally sunny today.
No matter how uncomfortable you feel in your heart, as long as you throw yourself into this embrace, you will feel at ease.
Mr. Zhuang was almost slammed by the car door, he held my shoulder and leaned back slightly to look at me with a smile: "You haven't slept well lately, and you haven't eaten well, Xixi, why are you disobedient again." ”
I buried my head in his arms and said sullenly, "I miss you so much, it's good for you to come." ”
He patted me on the back: "Let's go, let's go to the hotel to put things first." ”
He brought a trolley suitcase, and when I arrived at the hotel, I helped him sort out the clothes in the suitcase, and found that there were a lot of things: "Mr. Zhuang, are you going to stay here for a while?"
"Well, I contacted a few factories and I wanted to go on an inspection. ”
He was lying on the bed watching me while I hung up his shirt, and when it was done, he beckoned to me: "Come here, hug." ”
Remembering what he had said earlier about having a good talk, I began to hesitate.
He saw that I was struggling for a long time and didn't take a few steps forward, so he had to reluctantly walk up to me and carry me to the bed. He didn't have any other intimate behavior, just held me in his arms and lay down: "I'm free today and tomorrow, where you want to go, I'll take you around." ”
"I don't want to go anywhere, I just want to be with you. "I was afraid that I would run into my classmates when I went out, and I didn't want Mr. Zhuang to know that someone was scolding me with such ugly words.
He didn't rush to talk to me about things, touched my face and muttered, "Why don't you ...... Let's go hiking and then soak in the hot springs. Heexi, don't worry about spending money with me, the money you earn is used to spend it. ”
He said that he used to like to climb mountains, but in the past few years, he has been busy talking about various projects and has no time to climb.
He was a man who did what he said, and he took me to the mall to buy a suit and headed for the nearest mountain.
It was the golden autumn of October, and the osmanthus flowers were fragrant along the way, and I couldn't help but peek at Mr. Zhuang. This is the first time I have seen him wear sportswear, and he has worn a simple T-shirt and sweatpants out of a model, and the whole person is several years younger all of a sudden.
He quickly noticed my actions and hooked the corners of his mouth with a smile: "Have you seen enough?"
I shook my head and smiled, feeling like I could never get enough of it.
It was not yet ten o'clock when he reached the bottom of the mountain, and he said that it was more than enough to climb to the top in two hours, and he carried food and water in his backpack.
In fact, I rarely climb mountains, and halfway through the climb I can't keep up with his deliberately slow pace.
He found a shady place to sit down, and asked me to sit on his lap to rest, saying that it was too cold on the ground: "Xixi, I learned from Yoko yesterday, did someone scold you at school?"
I shuddered, too weak to look at him. He told me to tell him something, but I hid a lot.
I subconsciously began to wring my fingers, but he grabbed both of my hands directly in the palm of his hand: "What are you scolding? ”
His voice was faint, and there was no anger at all, but I knew that he was suppressing his temper, and he was already angry. But I don't know if he's angry because I'm hiding it, or if he's feeling sorry for me being scolded.
I pretended to smile at him casually: "Just scold me for being a junior." ”
The big hand holding my hand tightened slightly: "Xixi, I don't like you like this, don't be reckless and hold things in your heart, it's easy to hold things down." ”
I shuddered when I heard this, and quickly raised my eyes to look at him.
He frowned, raised his hand and pinched my nose: "Men are used to rely on, you don't tell me anything, what else do you want me to do?"
I was secretly relieved and couldn't help but lean over and kiss him. I hadn't had physical contact with him for a long time, so I was nervous.
He laughed out loud and pressed the back of my head to deepen the kiss. My nose was full of flowers, and the electric current flowed from my lips to my body, and I felt like I was wrapped in a marshmallow.
When I fell weakly in his arms, he gently patted me on the back and asked again, "Tell me, well." That night, you asked me when I could come over, and I felt that something was wrong, so I asked Yoko to help ask. ”
"Mr. Zhuang, in fact, it's just some unpleasant words, I just don't take it to heart. I just can't calm down, and I can't think of a good way to solve it. ”
Mr. Zhuang groaned: "You are still young, and it is normal to panic in case of trouble. If you can't ignore their words, then you have to think of ways to protect yourself. For those who talk too much, you can ask for the name of their class and then report the situation to the counselor......"
He was very serious about teaching me how to solve the problem, and I listened very carefully.
I also thought about leaving those notes as evidence, but I didn't want to go to him again at the thought of the accident with the counselor, and I always felt extremely embarrassed.
My thoughts drifted for a long time, and when I came back to my senses, Mr. Zhuang had finished speaking, and was staring at me: "Why is your face still red?
"It's not blushing, it's the heat. "I don't even dare to mention the counselor now, I'm afraid that Mr. Zhuang will be angry.
After resting enough, we continued to climb up, but Mr. Zhuang suddenly said: "I have a client who knows the dean of academic affairs of your school, and I have already contacted them to invite them to lunch tomorrow." Hee, don't always be afraid that it will cause me trouble, you say, is it more troublesome for me to find clues and then investigate it myself?"
I was speechless, and finally couldn't help muttering: "But you also have a lot of things that you don't tell me, aren't you also afraid that I will be annoyed?"
He touched my head: "That's different, I have the ability to solve it before you notice, can you do it?"
I choked, and I only felt sullen when I caught a glimpse of the smile on the corner of his mouth, but there was still a sweet sense of happiness in my heart.
In the end, I almost got to the top of the mountain with him around his neck, and his backpack was like Doraemon's magic pocket, and in the blink of an eye, I pulled out a lot of fruits, sandwiches, and other things, and I quickly took the backpack and tried it, it was very heavy.
"Why do you carry so many things, how heavy. "I feel distressed when I think about it, and he almost carried me up the mountain in the last quarter of the mountain road, and he must have been exhausted.
He stretched his muscles, stood up and looked at the scenery below the mountain: "It's quiet up here, the environment is good, I want to talk to you about it." ”
The heartbeat suddenly missed half a beat, and the one who should come still has to come.
"My dad just talked to me when I decided to come to you that night. He looked back at me and didn't eat, then sat down and stuffed a grape into my mouth. ”
He told me that his parents were also very in love when they were young, and that when his father was a self-made business, his mother was strong enough to take care of the family. It is said that when his father was about to go to the sea to do business, no one was optimistic about his father, and even Mr. Zhuang's grandparents shook their heads and said that his father would not be able to achieve great things. Only his mother has always been behind the encouragement.
During the start-up period, his mother had been with his father to endure hardships, and when Mr. Zhuang was five or six years old, their family had already bought a house and a car. But as soon as the business grew, his father had more entertainment, so he often spent the night outside.
His father began to mess with flowers, and every once in a while, a strange woman would call his mother to provoke them to divorce, and the quarrel began at that time.
Some couples can share hardships but not happiness, and this may be the case with his parents.
But they have been noisy for half their lives but have not divorced, but the unpleasant relationship between husband and wife has brought a psychological shadow to Mr. Zhuang.
"So when I got married to Yaru, I never thought about divorce, I always thought about waiting for my own children to give my children a complete and warm home. Mr. Zhuang suddenly grabbed my hand when he said this, and didn't give me a chance to dodge at all, "After I divorce Yaru, I will definitely start over in my career." Although I have all the connections, I definitely don't have time to spend with you at first, and I will even snub you. ”
"Hee, that's what you need to think about, and we'll definitely not get along as comfortably as we do now. ”
He moved his mouth and didn't go any further. Maybe he also wants to say that our results may be like his parents, who can share weal and woe.
"Besides, I'm with Yaru. She grew up in a good family, and my parents-in-law have always held her as a princess, so her temper is a little arrogant. In the past, when my dad had problems in his business, my father-in-law took a hand, so we had a good relationship with each other. Originally, I always thought of Yaru as my sister, so when my mother asked me to talk to her, I refused. ”
But at that time, Zhou Jin couldn't get the approval of his family, and his parents did some very hurtful actions behind his back, which led to the forced separation between him and Zhou Jin because of misunderstanding and reality.
After they separated, he didn't immediately agree to be with Zhao Yaru, at that time Zhou Jin was preparing to study abroad, and he originally wanted to go abroad with him, but Zhou Jin didn't know why he quarreled with his mother again, so there was a tragedy that his mother had a heart attack and was not rescued.
He was really disheartened at the time, thinking that his mother would want him to be with Zhao Yaru until he died, so let's be together. At that time, he really felt that if he couldn't marry Zhou Jin, it would be the same for anyone to marry.
"Before we got married, I told Yaru that I had an ex-girlfriend that I couldn't forget, and she said she didn't mind, in fact, we had a good relationship in the first two years. But she has been asking people about me and Xiao Jin behind my back, and I didn't say anything when I knew it. Occasionally, when she checked my phone, she would try her best to ask people in my address book, and I answered truthfully......"
He suddenly became a little irritated when he said this, and he felt in his pants pocket as if he wanted to pull out a cigarette, but the cigarette was in the changed suit pants.
I seem to suddenly understand his intention by saying these words to me, he has witnessed the failed marriage of his parents, and experienced his failed marriage with Zhao Yaru, so he may be afraid that our relationship will also end in failure.
"I can give Yaru anything, but I can't fall in love with her. After a long time, she also found out, which is why she became so scheming, so I have to bear the main responsibility for this marriage. ”
I defended him sullenly: "But didn't you tell her before you got married that you can't forget Sister Xiao Jin? ”