I knew that Zhao Yaru just didn't want me to feel better, but I still followed her.

She obviously asked people to follow Zhuang Yan and Zhou Jin, because she knew exactly which room to go to find someone.

I followed behind in a panic, and saw her back in a hurry, as if she was the one who should have gone to catch the adulterer, and I was just a spectator.

As soon as she found the room, she began to knock on the door, and the louder and louder the knocking sounded to me restlessly. I don't know what's wrong with me, I suddenly want to step forward to stop her, her face is now blue and red as if she hasn't divorced Zhuang Yan yet, and she wants to use the people in the room in front of her to prove that she wasn't jealous at the beginning.

I was pressed against the wall with the door, so depressed that I couldn't breathe, and I could walk a few steps away, but my legs seemed to be out of strength.

The door suddenly opened, and Zhou Jin's voice came out: "Zhao Yaru, what's the matter, what are you doing here?"

Zhao Yaru sneered, her tone was full of sarcasm: "What about Zhuang Yan, heh, I really underestimate you, his best friend's family is doing a funeral, and he can actually open a room with you with confidence." ”

"Caught the rapist?" Zhou Jin's tone was even more sarcastic, "It's not your turn to catch the rapist, you should let his fiancée Shen Xi come." ”

She deliberately pronounced the five words "fiancée Shen Xi" more heavily, and Zhao Yaru immediately turned her head to look at me with a blushing face: "What are you rubbing? At your speed, even if you take off your clothes, you will already be dressed!"

Zhou Jin poked his head out, only to realize that I was also there.

She opened the door as usual and made a "please come in" gesture towards us.

Her calmness embarrassed me very much, I didn't want Zhuang Yan to feel that I didn't trust him enough, but this time I followed Zhao Yaru to embarrass him. When Mr. Tang helped me with psychological counseling before, he said that I was too humble in this relationship, probably because I knew that the gap with Zhuang Yan was too big, so I tried my best to get closer to the image he liked.

Zhou Jin's shoulder-length hair is a little messy, wearing a tight low-neck woolen sweater, and a small silk scarf around her neck, revealing a piece of fair skin on her chest, and a sexy career line is faintly visible. I remember that she had learned to dance before, and not only did she have a good temperament, but she also maintained a very good figure, which was so uneven that even I couldn't help but look at it twice.

The moment I walked in the door, I hesitated, and I really wanted to turn around and leave.

I don't think I should have come this time, no matter what the outcome was. If something really happened between him and Zhou Jin, I don't want to see that kind of situation, not to mention that I still don't think he would do it? But since I believe him, isn't it clear that I don't trust Zhao Yaru enough?

This room is a suite, and when Zhou Jin led us in, she couldn't help but sneer at Zhao Yaru, and her eyes glanced at me as if she were nothing: "I've always stayed in a hotel, don't you know?"

"What you lived in before"

Before Zhao Yaru finished speaking, Zhou Jin interrupted her with a sneer: "I don't think it's noisy there, so I've changed places, can't I?"

Zhuang Yan probably didn't expect me to come along, there was a desk in the suite, and he was sitting at the desk typing rapidly on his notebook, and there were many pieces of paper scattered on the table. Zhou Jin's laptop screen is facing us, and an English website is open.

Nothing happened, but I secretly sucked hard into the air in the room, as if trying to sniff out the clues from the air. However, the curtains were blown by the cold wind, and if there was anything, it would have been blown away by the wind long ago.

Zhou Jin looked at Zhuang Yan lightly and teased: "Your ex-wife and your fiancée have come to see you." ”

"Huh?" Zhuang Yan frowned, stopped his movements and raised his eyes to find me, I was inexplicably weak, and subconsciously hid behind Zhou Jin and Zhao Yaru.

Zhao Yaru aggressively walked around the guest room, and went to open the door without even saying hello to check Zhou Jin's bedroom.

Where was Zhou Jin willing to let her check, and took the first step to block the door: "Zhao Yaru, don't be too much! You don't have the right to search my room." ”

She took out her mobile phone and dialed a call, as if she had called the hotel front desk, and after reporting the room number, she asked people to come up and take the "messy people" away.

Zhuang Yan didn't pay attention to the farce here, frowned and quickly typed the keyboard for a while, and then began to clean up the materials on the table. I was embarrassed to go over and help, but he shook his head and motioned to me to sit on the couch for a while.

The waiter of the hotel soon came up, kept apologizing to Zhou Jin, and persuaded Zhao Yaru away after a while. Zhou Jin looked at me, then at Zhuang Yan, closed the notebook and entered the room alone.

The living room suddenly fell silent, and I froze in place without the strength to move, and I didn't dare to look at Zhuang Yan.

I should have come here with a sense of confidence, but now I want to get into the cracks.

"Hee-hee, come here. Zhuang Yan beckoned to me, I quickly raised my eyes and glanced away.

I've always kept myself calm, but I still haven't been able to calm down today, after all, I saw Zhou Jin hugging him with my own eyes earlier, but he didn't push it away. In fact, when Zhao Yaru said that when he and Zhou Jin came to open a room, I believed it a little bit, right?

Zhuang Yan raised his voice slightly: "Come here." ”

I suddenly felt a little angry, I wondered why I was the one who was so weak?

So I gritted my teeth and finally lifted my feet.

But when he sat down to look at him, it was probably because he was a little shorter, and as soon as he looked up, the momentum that he had summoned up the courage to burst out suddenly disappeared.

He looked at me quietly, and the momentum in his eyes quickly made me uncomfortable.

I admit that I have a low rank, so I couldn't help but open my mouth first: "Why are you lying to me? Aunt Fang said that your father said that you don't need to bring Lele over, it will scare the child." ”

His father didn't necessarily mean that the deceased would scare Lele, maybe he meant that the atmosphere in Jiangyang's house was scary.

He didn't admit his mistake, he just looked at me lightly, and his dark eyes reflected me who was not confident, which made me feel more and more embarrassed: "I saw Sister Xiao Jin hugging you, and you let her hug you." ”

I also want to hide something and think about it in my heart, but the pattern of getting along with him to this day has long been fixed, and I will lose first when I see him angry.

There is always one strong and the other weak when two people get along, I am used to listening to his words, and I can't stand up in front of him.

It was only at this moment that I realized that we had a problem getting along this way. I'm too transparent in front of him, and he's still mysterious, so I sometimes feel like I can't hold him.

Still silent, he touched my head and began to pack up his notebook and briefcase, and then dragged me out of the hotel.

After getting in the car, he still didn't say anything, I couldn't hold my breath at first, took his hand and asked, "Don't you explain? Is it because I went with Sister Yaru that you are disappointed in me? I don't want to doubt you, don't you don't talk, okay? How do I feel that you are strange during this time, is there something wrong with me?"

He has always been silently giving and silently bearing all kinds of pressure, so when something goes wrong, I will always subconsciously find the reason in myself first.

He seemed to sigh softly, but still didn't say much: "Let's talk about it when we go home." ”

My hand shook violently, unconsciously let go of his arm, and when I came back to my senses, I grabbed him tightly: "I'm sorry, I saw your materials on the table last night, I didn't open them to see why you printed those emails? If you don't like me anymore, you must tell me that I don't want you to be with me for the sake of responsibility." ”

I feel sorry for you, and I don't want you to go through an unhappy marriage again. If there is a real problem in the relationship, I will try to adjust it, but the key is that we are getting together less and leaving more, and I don't know where the problem is or when it will occur.

The hand he had just held the steering wheel trembled violently, and his voice was still unhurried and light: "Xixi, what stupid things to say, go home first." ”

His reaction made me very uneasy, it was really wrong to come over this time, but obviously we used to be in long-distance relationships before, why was this time different?

But when I think that his father has agreed to our marriage, I think I thought too much about it.

Zhuang Yan's father's house was quiet, Aunt Fang, grandmother, and Le Ledu were not there, so it was estimated that they were out.

Zhuang Yan walked into the room, put down his notebook and briefcase without hurrying, and then sat down and patted his leg and asked me to sit over. I complied, and I shuddered the moment he put my arms around my waist.

"Don't walk around with Yaru in the future, try to avoid it when she comes to you again. This was the first thing he said, and I gave him a questioning look with a frown, and he pondered for two seconds before explaining, "Her father is a little frantic now, you can hide." ”

"Xiao Jin hugged me, she was going back to the head office, but she was just saying goodbye, I didn't expect you to see it. That hug meant nothing else. I went to the hotel with her because I had an urgent matter to deal with, and I didn't have time to explain it to you at that time, so I used the excuse of coming back to pick up Lele. ”

He explained very carefully, and I always felt that he was hiding something from me.

I believe that there is no skin-to-skin relationship between him and Zhou Jin, but there must be other secrets between the two of them, and he obviously trusts Zhou Jin very much now, I don't know if it is a tacit understanding after long-term cooperation.

But this incident made me deeply aware of what I need to change, Bao Yuanyuan is right, too transparent is not attractive, I can't think of expressing my heart with honesty in everything, and I should also grow up emotionally.

"What about the emails? Why did you print them out and look at it, I don't think you can forget her?"

He had just opened his mouth to explain, when suddenly there was a very dull sound outside, as if something heavy had fallen the floor, and we both shuddered.

He hurriedly put me down and dragged me out to see what was going on.

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