I thought that Zhuang Yan and his son would come back soon, but my grandmother and I didn't see them go back until dinner time.

During this period, I couldn't bear to call Zhuang Yan, but he didn't answer. I thought I shouldn't bother him, so I didn't contact him again.

My grandmother has been pondering about Zhuang Yan's father saying that I used the money from selling my body to treat her, and I thought that she had long thought that I had been raised by Zhuang Yan, so I simply admitted it directly.

She looked at me for a moment, then sighed and said nothing.

Although Lele kept calling me mother, my grandmother never suspected that Lele was born to me, but only to Zhuang Yan's ex-wife.

At about seven o'clock in the evening, Zhuang Yan called Aunt Fang and asked her to arrange a room for me to live with my grandmother, and Aunt Fang smiled and asked me to sleep directly in Zhuang Yan's room.

When I was in a daze in the middle of the night, someone hurriedly opened the door and came in to look for something, and I saw Zhuang Yan quickly get up and want to greet him: "Do you want to go out?"

When he saw me, he came over with a solemn face and hugged me a little: "I won't be back at night, hurry up and go to sleep." ”

I saw that he was leaving, so I quickly grabbed his arm: "What's wrong? Is something wrong?"

I thought carefully before going to bed, with Zhuang Yan's character, he must have done it before I asked my grandmother to come over, so his father nodded so happily. I think I'm stupid, I've been with him for so long, and I'm still nervous like that before I came.

Zhuang Yan frowned and flashed his eyes, and then kissed me on the forehead: "Sleep, let's talk about it tomorrow." ”

He pushed me down on the bed and hurried away. But two minutes after I closed my eyes, he came back softly, put away the things on the desk and locked them in the cupboard, and when my eyes opened a slit and looked over, he just happened to glance at me hurriedly. He looked like he was afraid of me peeking at something on the desk.

I won't tell him that I have inadvertently read it before going to bed, it is all printed paper, most of which are the emails that Zhou Jin wrote to him before, the kind of reminiscence about the past, which makes my eyes sour. But I didn't flip through it, I just looked at the top one. There are also a few pieces of paper printed with a series of company and company employee names, on which are written and drawn, I don't know how many meanings.

I knew that peeking was wrong, so I had to pretend that I didn't show anything unusual when I was sleeping.

If I guessed correctly, after he broke up with Zhou Jin, he may not even have read the email that Zhou Jin sent him, but he didn't delete it. Now I know that Zhou Jin has been helping him with business behind his back, so I was moved and began to reminisce about the past...... I didn't dare to think about it anymore, Mr. Tang said that a large part of the reason for Zhou Jin's suspicion was psychological suggestion, and I had to control myself.

What Teacher Tang meant was that Zhou Jin took the initiative in front of me and said that she would chase Zhuang Yan back, but in front of Zhuang Yan, she showed a very calm appearance, and never talked about old feelings except for work and help, so she in Zhuang Yan's eyes was different from her in my eyes. I don't know if Zhou Jin is really so powerful, but I can't continue to drill into it and hurt my feelings.

The next morning, I learned that Jiang Yang's mother had passed away, saying that she had fainted after the onset of the disease, and she had never been able to wake up, and Zhuang Yan was helping with the funeral. Because I met Jiang Yang once, and I happened to be here, Zhuang Yan told Aunt Fang last night that I would go to condole, and the car had already been arranged.

This is the first time I have been to Jiangyang's house, there are a lot of people, there is no blowing and blowing eight sounds, but the huge courtyard is almost full of wreaths. I was led to the mourning hall to burn paper money and kowtow, only to find that Jiang Yang's eyes were red.

"Brother Jiang. I called out to him softly and said nothing.

Because I didn't see Zhuang Yan, I accompanied Jiang Yang for a while. He was in a very low mood, and when I patted him on the arm comfortingly, he actually leaned his weight slightly on me: "Sister, I don't have a mother." ”

He had not slept all night, his voice was very dry, and when he said this, it was as if there was sand grinding in his throat, with a sad pain. My nose was sore, and tears suddenly came out.

Because some relatives and friends who didn't know me misunderstood my relationship with Jiang Yang, I accompanied him for a short time and went to find Zhuang Yan.

He was smoking in the yard, and when I wanted to go over to talk to him, Zhou Jin, who was dressed in black, came over with a cup of hot tea.

Because it was far away, I couldn't hear what they were saying, but I clearly saw Zhou Jin into his arms, and he didn't push away.

His heart stabbed fiercely, was he in a bad mood and needed someone to comfort him? Zhou Jin was just comforting him as a friend, this hug didn't mean anything else, right?

I wanted to rush in front of them, but I hesitated at that moment. One second, two seconds...... After a few seconds, the hesitant footsteps completely stopped, and I hesitated instead of stepping forward, but subconsciously hid.

I covered my fluttering and disordered heart, and suddenly realized a problem: since I got together with Zhuang Yan and left more, I haven't paid attention to what Zhuang Yan is doing every day, and subconsciously I always think that he is busy with work and taking care of his family.

I still haven't thought to doubt him, after all, his dad just nodded and agreed to our marriage. I'm just afraid that he will become more and more accustomed to Zhou Jin's existence, Zhou Jin's care and care are like a "moisturizing things silently" little rain, which may have quietly occupied a place in Zhuang Yan's heart.

The thought of this possibility made me tremble violently.

I patted myself in the face, not allowing myself to be suspicious.

At this time, there was a commotion in the mourning hall, and Zhao Yaru's family came. Zhao Yaru's father is very tall, with a square face and broad ears, and his eyebrows and eyes are full of indescribable arrogance. When he was talking to Jiang Yang, I saw Jiang Yang's father walking over through the crowd, and his eyes were like a poisonous snake spitting snake letters, and I was stunned twice in a row.

I was scared and hurried to find Zhuang Yan, but he and Zhou Jin were no longer in the yard, and I inquired with someone to find out that the two of them left together. I couldn't tell what it was like, so I quickly dialed Zhuang Yan's phone.

"Xixi, I'll go back and pick up Lele, and you'll wait at Yoko's house. ”

"Did you go back alone? I didn't see your father, is he okay?" Actually, I wanted to ask Zhou Jin, but I didn't dare to ask directly.

But I didn't expect Zhuang Yan to say "um" very calmly, but I obviously heard the sound of someone else breathing next to him.

It feels very weird, although I don't believe that he will have an affair with Zhou Jin, but I am still uncomfortable after all: "Someone saw you walking with Sister Xiao Jin." ”

He paused for a second and explained, "By the way, give her a ride." ”

I suddenly wanted to ask what they meant by hugging each other just now, but after thinking about it, I couldn't help it: "Well, you drive well and pay attention to safety on the road." ”

Not long after hanging up the phone, there was a sound of things breaking in the lounge next to the mourning hall, and I looked over to see that Zhao Yaru's father seemed to have dropped something, and Jiang Yang's father was looking at him gloomily. The atmosphere was tense for a while, and looking at the expressions, the two of them were going to fight.

However, Zhao Yaru's father took the lead in smiling and patting Jiang Yang's father's shoulder, and whispered two words in his ear, and Jiang Yang's father's face immediately softened.

I don't know if it's my delusion, I found an interesting phenomenon, the people standing next to Zhao Yaru's father and Jiang Yang's father seem to be subconsciously divided into two factions, some people are obviously standing in the area of Zhao Yaru's father's side, some people are obviously standing behind Jiang Yang's father, and some people, such as Zhuang Yan's father, are still sitting calmly in the middle drinking tea and chatting.

Rao is an outsider who can see that Zhao Yaru's father and Jiang Yang's father really have a feeling of being incompatible, no wonder Jiang Yang's attitude towards Zhao Yaru has always been bad, it is estimated that it has been a long time.

Jiangyang's house to Zhuang Yan's house could have been reached in about 20 minutes by car, but Zhuang Yan didn't come back for an hour and a half, so I couldn't sit still and called to ask, but Zhuang Yan's mobile phone didn't get through.

I left Aunt Fang's phone number last night, so I called Aunt Fang again to ask if Zhuang Yan had picked up Lele, but Aunt Fang asked me in surprise: "Zhuangzi hasn't come back yet, didn't his father say that you don't need to let Lele go over?"