062 I must confess to you
Brother Ming, who had not been in touch for a long time, suddenly called me and forcibly told me about him, and Li Yi answered Daiyu's phone call in the middle of the night, and went out despite my pleas, these two things made me unbearable, they actually happened together, which made me very uncomfortable, I held my knees in a daze until midnight, Li Yi didn't come back, I persuaded myself to let go, don't ask for hardship, take good care of yourself, and no longer be a fool who waits stupidly.
Until dawn, Li Yi came back, he was full of exhaustion, and the faint fragrance, he lowered his head to kiss my forehead, I moved my head in, avoided his kiss, Li Yi lay down, he hugged me and said, "Angry?"
He put his arm around my head, kissed my eyes, put it on my forehead and said in a coaxing tone, "Daiyu, she is very afraid of thunder." I was too worried about her last night, worried that she would do stupid things, that's why I will be fierce to you, don't be angry, okay? Don't drink vinegar indiscriminately, I only treat Daiyu as a sister, good!"
It's my sister again, I can't help but want to laugh, what an ambiguous word!
He scratched the tip of my nose with his hand and said in a doting tone, "Are you still playing with children's temper? You're about to become a mother, are you obedient? Smile at me, I'll go to work later." ”
If it were normal times, I would listen to him very much, as long as he said, I would be obedient, but this time I couldn't forgive Li Yi, I turned my back to him, he let out a long sigh and said, "Shuangshuang, I'm going to work, tonight, I'll try to come back a little earlier, let's have dinner together, okay?"
I couldn't give Li Yi a response, I couldn't pretend to be fine, I simply turned my back to him and didn't say a word, I was afraid that I would say mean words because of jealousy, I would hate myself like that, I closed my eyes, closed my eyes and pretended to sleep, I heard Li Yi enter the bathroom, took a shower, and after cleaning up, he went around to the head of the bed, bowed his head and kissed my cheek, "Baby, tonight, I will compensate you!"
He touched my forehead, got up and went downstairs. I thought of Adi, and finally asked, "Do you know that Adi is leaving today?"
"Hmm!" Li Yi replied indifferently.
"Do you want to send him off, he likes you so much, if he can see you, he will be very happy, maybe this is the last time we see him, maybe ......."
His phone rang again, urging him to go to work. Li Yi was silent for a moment before saying, "Shuangshuang, today's guest is very important to me, let's go see him another day!
What can I say? My body curled up together, my heart and mouth were sour, and my throat was sour, and I was sluggish to find that I didn't understand Li Yi at all, and I couldn't see through him. I thought I knew him well, but in fact, I didn't understand anything, and I had the urge to cry, but I couldn't cry, and I didn't have time to cry.
I got up casually and changed my clothes and went out, at ten o'clock this morning, Du Xiaoyue and Adi were leaving, Xiaoyue is a very decisive person, since she decided to leave, she didn't give Song Muzhi a chance to redeem, and when Adi's condition got better, she was going to take Adi out.
Although Du Xiaoyue said that I don't need to send her, it's too troublesome, after all, I'm a pregnant person, don't toss too much. But I still want to send Du Xiaoyue, she has helped me too much, although she always says that she is not a good person, she has done a lot of bad things, but she has never hurt me.
When I arrived, I found that everyone was there, and the Chen family and his wife cried and looked at Adi who was sitting on the seat with pity. Mr. and Mrs. Chen are very reluctant to Adi, no matter how they are brought to the age of six, just because they love Adi, so they hope that Adi can survive, even if everyone's chance is very slim.
Adi saw that it was just me and hung his head in disappointment. After Adi's condition recurred, in just a few days, the whole person lost weight, I looked at his little face, I felt distressed, I hurriedly walked up, touched Adi's head and said, "Your Uncle Li has a very important matter, so he can't come, but he said, when Adi is better, he will go to see you." Shall we see you in a while?"
Adi looked up, those big, round eyes looked at me innocently, and smiled weakly at me and said, "Really?"
"Hmm!" I nodded, kissed Adi on the head, and coaxed, "Adi is a superman, he can definitely beat monsters away, right?"
Adi was silent and didn't speak, I looked at the bulging green tendons under his skin, my eyes were wet, I couldn't understand why God was so cruel, why he was so cruel to a six-year-old child, when everyone was finally getting rid of the disease, it happened to him again, and the most feared thing for a person is to lose hope.
My throat was blocked uncomfortably, probably because of insomnia last night, and cold, I couldn't help retching, fortunately there was a trash can next to me, I rushed over quickly, my stomach had turned over the river, I couldn't help but vomit, I didn't eat anything for breakfast, and I couldn't vomit anything, and it became more and more uncomfortable.
Du Xiaoyue walked over, took my hand, patted me on the back and said with a smile, "Didn't I tell you not to come? ”
This time I vomited very badly, as if my internal organs were about to vomit out, and it took a while to ease up, Du Xiaoyue twisted the mineral water bottle and let me rinse it several times, and I felt better. She caressed me and sat on the chair next to me, and took out a tissue to wipe my face, I hated myself for being dirty, let alone others, so I quickly took the tissue.
Du Xiaoyue looked at me quietly for a long time, and I felt uncomfortable, and I asked puzzled, "What's wrong?"
Du Xiaoyue shook her head, raised her lips and showed a gentle smile, not a bitter smile, nor a mocking smile, but a gentle smile, she said, "Shuangshuang, I lived in Xincun for a while, that was when I just came out of prison, I didn't have any money, and I couldn't find any job, and the house I rented was in the building diagonally opposite your shop." ”
When I listened to Du Xiaoyue's words, my eyes suddenly widened in shock, Du Xiaoyue, a person like a fairy, actually stayed in Xincun? This world is really small, but I have never seen her.
She seemed to see through my doubts, and said with a smile, "At that time, I rarely went out, occasionally went out to the wholesale market to buy some beads, cross-stitch back, stayed at home all day to do art, and I walked through the west gate, and did not pass in front of your house. But I know you, that day you rushed out of the shop crying, your stepfather grabbed you and beat you hard, and then I saw your stepfather do something to you from time to time, and at that time, I hoped that you would have a better life. ”
Du Xiaoyue lowered her slender eyes, looked straight ahead, and regret flashed on her face, "But when I see you again later, you will be walking in a nightclub in your work clothes, smiling and smiling, you have learned to be tactful, and you have learned to please people." But that kind of family will definitely not be better there. I'm afraid that in a few days, you will pick up customers according to Sister Chen's arrangement, and you won't be able to escape. Even if I knew the truth, I wouldn't have told you. I don't know if I'm right or wrong, I can only take the initiative to ask Sister Chen to let you live with me, and I also asked Sister Chen to arrange for you to arrange Old Man Li, a few days ago, I introduced you to Old Man Li, since you want to sell, sell it for a little more money, maybe you can find a gold owner, take care of yourself, it's better than sleeping with countless men, you want to make you a red card. ”
I looked at Du Xiaoyue in disbelief, it turned out that she had long known what Brother Ming was doing, yes, I was such a fool, Sister Chen and Du Xiaoyue were so good, how could she not know anything? But she chose to stand by and watch, yes, who in this world does not sweep the snow in front of the door? But why, I feel sad?
Everyone in this world is calculating and planning, I feel very tired, no wonder Old Man Li found me, I am unknown in the nightclub, I am still a newcomer, it turned out to be a thread drawn by Du Xiaoyue, and the trap was designed, although the purpose was for my good, I still felt unacceptable. For any normal person, you can't accept the help of human traffickers, and you treat people as friends, what a fool.
I abruptly got up from my seat and took two steps back, Du Xiaoyue stood up and held my sleeve, she smiled bitterly and said, "Shuangshuang, I know you won't forgive me, over the years, I have done too many things that will not save me and help the abuse, if you want to hate me, hate me! Originally, I wanted you to follow Xu Yuwen, he is a little ruthless, but he is good to you, who knows that Li Yi has taken a fancy to you, it is really not as good as heaven. At present, Li Yi is also good to you, and I am at ease. ”
Shouldn't I be glad that she helped me a lot for my good, but someone can bear to be used? I took a few steps back, shook off Du Xiaoyue's hand, and looked at Du Xiaoyue in shock, "Shouldn't I thank you, for my good, take great pains?" All along, I know that Anan is good to me, she is pitying me, pity me, and satisfy her high sympathy, Weiwei is good to me, that is because she thinks I have value of use, I will introduce guests to her in the future, but I think you are different, I have nothing, you can use it, you don't need to plan anything, I treat you as a sister, I admit that I am very selfish, I didn't give you anything, and you helped me a lot, but the feeling, you understand........?
I couldn't find any words to describe my feelings, forgive me for being too selfish, I couldn't accept that Du Xiaoyue set a trap for herself and pushed me down personally.
"You don't have to worry too much, you don't have to feel bad, I'll tell you the truth! Mei Niang didn't ask a man to teach you a lesson, those people were arranged by me, Li Yi and Song Muzhi made an appointment to come to the nightclub that day, the car hit his car, it was all deliberately arranged, I said that I wanted to make you a red card, because I wanted to retreat, at that time, I wanted to be with Song Muzhi, but Mei Niang was Sister Chen's opponent, she had to be broken, and then cultivate a new red card to help Sister Chen make money, I had some handles in her hands, I wanted to take it back. Sister Chen didn't dare to calculate Li Yi, but I am different, Song Muzhi loves me, Li Yi will definitely not embarrass his brother, do you understand what I mean? You don't have to be grateful to me, I have been using you from beginning to end, you don't have to be uncomfortable, I am not your friend at all, and I can't be your sister. You can understand why Li Yi hates me! He's such a smart person, I'm afraid I've seen through it a long time ago. ”
My heart was already full of holes, as if someone had cut it into pieces with a knife, why did this happen, why did it happen, all of a sudden, my world was turned upside down, my most precious friend - Anan, she regarded me as an enemy, and Du Xiaoyue, in this filthy society, she once extended a helping hand and gave me warmth, but everything has changed and no longer exists.
I shook my head vigorously, covering my temples with both hands, and I looked at Du Xiaoyue in pain and asked suspiciously, "Why do you want to tell me this? If you don't tell me, I will never know, I will still treat you as a friend, why do you tell me, I would rather not know anything, just be a fool." ”
"Shuangshuang, there may still be a little conscience, every time I see your pure face, the sincerity in your eyes, I feel guilty, I am tormented by my conscience, I must confess to you, even if you hate me, I also have to tell you the truth, I understand that this truth is cruel, but you know, it is better than not knowing! ”
Du Xiaoyue took out a data bag from her bag and handed it to me, I couldn't take my eyes off the data bag, and my whole body trembled slightly involuntarily. This bag is very common, but its glue is yellow, which is slightly unique. I've seen it, that time on Li Yi's birthday, he missed the appointment, I was with Xu Yuwen, and the two of us were photographed, and the photo was in this bag at the time, exactly the same.
I felt a bucket of ice water fall from the top of my head, my whole body was shivering from the cold, and my mouth was trembling so much that I couldn't make a full voice, "You..... you...... Did you send Li Yi a photo of me and Xu Yuwen, half a year ago. ”
Du Xiaoyue slowly closed her eyes, and said for a long time, "I sent one, but it's not a photo of you and Xu Yuwen, but your life experience, I have never asked someone to take a photo of you and Xu Yuwen, it should be Mei Niang who sent it!"
I finally got some brains, like a good detective, "But at that time, Mei Niang was gone, how could she still send photos? ”
God knows, I'm not happy at all with my wisdom, and my heart is cold.