061 I won't forgive you
I looked at Li Yi's embarrassed back and secretly laughed, and before he closed the door, he glared at me fiercely before reluctantly entering the bathroom. I stood up and picked up the cup, but the ceramic girl fell so badly that it seemed that I couldn't save it, so I had to throw the cup in the trash.
I turned around and there was a lightning bolt flashing from the windowsill, and then there was a shocking thunder, I was so frightened that I shrugged my shoulders and slowly walked towards the windowsill, trying to pull the floor-to-ceiling windows back, my brain was a little messy, I forgot that I could use the remote control to close the window, I walked to the window, and I saw scattered raindrops falling down, quite big raindrops, it seemed that there was going to be a heavy downpour.
I stretched out my hand to pull back the window, there was a lightning flash from the sky, and there was a thunderclap of thunder, I was so frightened that I retracted my hand, and I didn't dare to close the window anymore, so I ran back to the bed, lifted the quilt, and retracted myself into the quilt, for the rainy day, I was a little scruples, maybe it was that obscure memory!
When Li Yi lifted the quilt and lay down on the bed, I immediately rushed into his arms, and my limbs wrapped around him like an octopus, wishing that the whole person was attached to his body, Li Yi pushed me in disgust, and complained dissatisfiedly, "Don't you come, provoke a fire, let me take a shower." โ
I just hugged him and whispered, "There's thunder outside, I'm scared!"
"Why are you women so afraid of thunder?" Li Yi's tone was quite helpless, so he could only let me hold him.
I didn't pay much attention to it just now, but now I am curled up in his arms, I feel very safe, my brain has free time to think about other things, the skin is glued to each other, his skin is really cold enough, it seems that he is really taking a cold shower! The nose smells the milk-smelled shower gel, which smells very good, fragrant, and smells much better than the smoke smell just now.
I poked my head out of the bed, looked at Li Yi with wide eyes, and said with a smile, "Your heartbeat is quite fast." โ
Li Yi glared at me, "Aren't you talking nonsense? A man who has been fasting for more than three months is pressed on his body by a woman, and the woman is still moving around, if he doesn't have a fast heartbeat, it's either there, or he's gay, no matter how I say it, he's a normal man, okay?"
"All right!" I stopped talking, lest I provoke the anger of another person.
I obediently lay on his chest, listening to the thunder outside, and the sound of rain flowing down, Li Yi was restless, he raised his legs several times, and hugged me and turned over several times, all of them were tossing, I looked at him seriously and said, "That, it's not me who moves, don't blame me again later." โ
"Go!" Li Yi sneered in confusion, pinched my nose heavily and asked, "Who taught you this trick, it's too bad, it must be Du Xiaoyue's stinky woman, right! I shouldn't let you get close to her, if you don't learn well, you will learn badly." โ
I stretched out my hand to cover Li Yi's mouth, looked down at him condescendingly, and said, "You are so noisy! I am not allowed to talk the most, I must sleep, the doctor said, I must fall asleep before half past ten, and a healthy schedule is of course very good for the development of the fetus." Medically speaking, the sleeping time and wake-up time of adults during pregnancy will directly affect the baby's work and rest time after birth, for example, adults generally go to bed at 8 o'clock at night and get up at 7 o'clock in the morning, and then the baby's work and rest time is to go to bed at 8 o'clock in the evening and get up at 7 o'clock in the morning. It won't be far off. โ
Generally speaking, if I try to persuade Li Yi with something good for the baby, he will be caught off guard and will never protest again, this time is no exception, he patted me on the back and compromised, "Okay, you can sleep!"
As he spoke, he reached out to turn off the bed light, and the damn mobile phone rang, I thought it was Brother Ming calling me again, so I quickly got up from the bed, but listen to the ringtone again, it wasn't my mobile phone ringtone. I nudged Li Yi with my elbow and motioned for him to answer the phone.
Li Yi took the phone, his face suddenly became serious, he raised his hand and rubbed his temples and persuaded him, "Don't be afraid, everything is fine, Daiyu, you take a deep breath and control your emotions." โ
Anyway, I will pay special attention to the things about Daiyu, my whole body is tense, all my attention falls on the mobile phone, I only hear Li Yi lower his tone, like coaxing a child and saying, "Don't be afraid, I'll come over right away, okay?"
Saying that, Li Yi lifted the quilt and got out of bed, opened the wardrobe and quickly got dressed, I also quickly got out of bed, walked over and handed the clothes to Li Yi, even though I am very unhappy and depressed now, but I can only restrain myself and try to behave naturally, I asked with concern, "What's wrong, what's wrong?"
Li Yi put on a T-shirt, looked at me, looked at me apologetically, and said, "Shuangshuang, something happened to Daiyu, I'll go over and take a look, if you have anything, call me." โ
I don't want Li Yi to go, why is it that as long as it is related to that Daiyu, Li Yi will be very flustered, I grabbed Li Yi's sleeve and asked, "Do you really want to go over? Do you have to go over?"
Li Yi raised his hand and touched my head and coaxed, "Shuangshuang, don't make trouble, there is really something wrong with Daiyu, I must rush over immediately, otherwise something will happen." โ
If that person is An Yao, I have nothing to say, I will lose willingly, but who is Daiyu? I raised my head and looked at Li Yi stubbornly, "Why? Who is that Daiyu? Why do you care so much about her affairs? I don't want you to go over, I don't want you to go over, I'm afraid of staying alone in this empty room, I'm afraid of thunder, I want you to be by my side, I won't let you go." โ
Li Yi's expression became displeased, he frowned and said to me in an aggravated tone, "Shuangshuang, don't lose your temper, what is the matter when I come back, can I talk to you again?" I will explain it to you, you don't want to be too good!"
The phone rang again, and a wave of anger welled up in my chest, and I didn't even think about it, so I rushed over to take the phone and shouted at the person on the phone, "Don't call again, he won't be over tonight......"
Before I could finish speaking, Li Yi snatched the phone, his dark eyes glanced at me sternly, that kind of sharp gaze, I haven't seen it for a long time, and I was stunned all of a sudden. Li Yi shook off my hand and said softly to the person on the phone, "Don't cry, don't panic, in half an hour, I'll be there, can you wait a little longer?"
Li Yi didn't look at me, so he walked straight to the door, a powerful sadness welled up in his heart, every time it was like that, this Daiyu woman became a curse, easily destroying the sweetness between me and Li Yi, I hate her, I am a woman I have never met, I just want to gamble, I and Daiyu are more important, I rushed up, opened my hand to stop Li Yi, and said menacingly, "Li Yi, I won't let you pass, if you pass, I will be finished with you." โ
Li Yi looked at me with unreasonable eyes, rubbed his hair angrily, looked down at me and said, "Shuangshuang, don't you make trouble, okay? I'm really in trouble, if you want to lose your temper and wait for me to come back, can you?"
Li Yi pushed my hand, opened the door without hesitation, the door closed slowly, his voice disappeared, after a while, I saw the car lights flashing through the window, the sound of the car starting, I couldn't help laughing, leaning on the door weakly, I thought I could fight Anan, but I lost to Daiyu, this woman who has never met, but let me lose a defeat, whether I pretend to be generous, or keep Li Yi, all my means in front of that woman, it is simply vulnerable, too failed.
I couldn't help but laugh twice, what a irony, I wanted to cry, I couldn't cry, I wanted to howl, I couldn't scream, I wanted to find someone to cry about what happened to me, but I couldn't find someone to talk to, I was about to be driven crazy by this oppressive atmosphere, and then the phone rang again, and I was grateful that someone called me and someone needed me.
I don't know if you have experienced that feeling, that is, you fall into a helpless mood, thinking that you have been abandoned by the whole world, and then someone calls you, or sends a message to your QQ, is it just there?
I walked over and picked up my phone, it was a stranger's phone again, I couldn't help frowning and asked, "Who are you?"
It was a completely strange woman on the phone, and the woman's voice was hoarse, "Are you Lu Shuangshuang?"
"yes!" I nodded involuntarily.
The phone came faintly, and the woman said, "I'll lend you the phone, and I'll come back in half an hour!"
What the hell? I was about to hang up the phone, when Brother Ming's pitiful pleading voice came from the other end of the phone, "Shuangshuang, it's me, don't hang up the phone, okay? You don't want to blacklist my phone, okay? I just want to hear your voice." โ
When I heard his call, I was very helpless, he actually borrowed someone else's mobile phone to call me, and when did I blacklist his number, it seems that it was Li Yi's masterpiece.
I couldn't help but snort. Obviously, Xu Yuwen and I are innocent, he is going to be entangled, and Xu Yuwen and I can't even be friends, and what about him? First the unforgettable ex-girlfriend An Yao, and then he went to provoke Anan, and now there is a Daiyu sister, he is very happy, provoking one after another, typical only the state officials are allowed to set fires, and the people are not allowed to light the lamps.
Maybe Brother Ming thought that my cold snort was aimed at him, and lowered his voice, because of the drinking, his voice became extremely hoarse, and he said, "Shuangshuang, if my sister is still alive, she should be the same age as you, and it will be her birthday in two months, which is also strange, you were born on the same day in the same year as her, I really think that God arranged for me to meet you to make up for my own debt." She also looks like you, with big eyes, a round face, pinched up fleshy, and she also hates others pinching her face, and she also loves to cry. Shuangshuang, you know what? I wish you were my sister, and if I hadn't disliked her that day, I had followed her like a fart and went fishing with her, and she wouldn't have been abducted, so that I don't even know if she's dead or alive, and where is she again?"
My mind was a mess, my ears were ringing, what was Brother Ming talking about? Those words were just a thunderbolt thrown into my head, and I was completely blindfolded. โงโโงโ(.*)โงโ.๏ผ.
Brother Ming was still babbling, "If I hadn't lost my sister, my dad wouldn't have been drunk and drove a motorcycle to chase traffickers, and died in a car accident, and my mom wouldn't have gone crazy." Over the years, my mother didn't recognize me as her son, she beat me like crazy when she saw me, cursed me, and wanted me to die, and now that she's gone, she's finally gone, and she doesn't have to be tortured anymore, and I don't have to be tortured anymore. But Shuangshuang, I have nothing, no more relatives. Even if my mother scolded me like crazy, but she also left, I was very uncomfortable, I was really uncomfortable. โ
I've seen a lot of reports about traffickers in the past, the family that lost the child is broken, blaming each other, resenting each other, but I always think that kind of thing is too far away from me, although I sympathize, but I can't feel the sadness in it, it turns out that this kind of thing is all around me.
I bit my lip, let out a long sigh, and asked sadly, "So what? Does that excuse you sin? You think what happened to you is miserable, but what about the others? What about the girls who have lost their footing? Aren't they pitiful? Aren't they miserable? I won't forgive you, I'll never forgive you, I don't hate you anymore, and I don't want to see you again." โ
"I know I deserve it, over the years, in order to save money to find my sister, I have done so many heartbreaking things, all of this is deserved, even if a person like me dies, it is also deserved, Shuangshuang, I just want to say sorry to you, and tell your friends not to pursue it anymore, those people have noticed her, those people can do anything, you tell her to stop!"
Brother Ming vomited violently again, coughed heavily several times, and his voice became more and more hoarse, as if someone had choked his neck, and he repeated "Double... Sister, brother, I'm sorry for you, brother shouldn't dislike you for crying, I shouldn't dislike you for fun, my brother is wrong, my brother is wrong, you are wrong, you can go back to your brother's side, okay?"
Brother Ming was really drunk, and he couldn't tell who was on the phone, so I slowly closed my eyes and forcibly held back the tears in my eyes.
After all, the human heart is fleshy, and it will still hurt if the scar is torn, I hung up the phone, hugged my knees with both hands, and pressed my face against my knees, so that I could give myself a little more security, and the distress would be relieved!