Chapter 314: Reason for leaving
But as long as Ye Lin still has him in his heart, he is already content.
"Mrs. Gu, how long are you going to hide from me?"
Ye Lin raised her head and looked at Gu Yanshen's eyes, there was no longer any retreat, Bai Haotian was right, no matter what, what had been decided, they had no way out.
"Mr. Gu, from the moment I decided to send Bai Xue to your bed, do you think I will still be Mrs. Gu? Many things, even if you don't ask, you already know very well in your heart. ”
"Our relationship has changed a long time ago, we can't go back, we have experienced so much together, but we have to admit that the pain of hurt is greater than happiness and happiness. ”
"So it's time to think carefully about our relationship. ”
She looked at Gu Yanshen's eyes, there was never a moment more calm than now, she loved Gu Yanshen, but she wanted to desperately let Gu Yanshen forget her.
Knowing that Gu Yanshen also loved her deeply, she had to find a way to make Gu Yanshen let go of his love for her.
"Do you want to divorce me? For what? Don't say that you like Bai Haotian anymore, I won't believe such a lie anymore, Mrs. Gu, you won't lie at all. ”
"I can see that you still love me, so don't say anything about you that you have forgotten about me, why on earth? Is someone forcing you to leave me?"
Gu Yanshen raised his hand to hold Ye Lin's shoulder.
"Tell me, who hit the wound on your face?"
He couldn't imagine that anyone else would dare to do anything to Ye Lin, he had promised Ye Lin that he would not let Ye Lin suffer any more harm, but now he didn't know where the wound on Ye Lin's face came from.
Ye Lin took a step back and distanced herself from Gu Yanshen, but she didn't take her eyes off Gu Yanshen.
"Gu Yanshen, don't you understand? It's not that I don't love you anymore, it's that I don't want to love you anymore, loving you makes me feel too painful, and I can't forget those hurts. ”
"I can't accept it, the toxins in your body will explode at any time, I don't want to face you and you may leave at any time, you understand? I will let myself forget about you. ”
"Because I really can't accept that one day you will suddenly leave me, and if we are destined not to grow old together, then I would rather leave first than the one who will leave. ”
Regarding the toxins in Gu Yanshen's body, it was the only thing that Gu Yanshen couldn't control, and it was also a faint worry he had always had, but he didn't give up on Ye Lin because of Coconut Grove's condition.
Now Ye Lin would leave him because of the toxins in his body, he really didn't expect that Ye Lin would do all this to let him forget Ye Lin, just because Ye Lin wanted to leave first.
Everyone is selfish, Gu Yanshen believes in Ye Lin, but he didn't expect that Ye Lin would be unwilling to advance and retreat with him.
"Ye Lin, is what you said true?Why didn't you leave when I was unconscious, and why were you willing to help me take on the Gu clan at that time?"
Listening to Gu Yanshen's questioning, Ye Lin could feel the surprise and forbearance in Gu Yanshen's emotions, no matter how smart Gu Yanshen was, he still fell into Ye Lin's lies after all.
"At that time, I knew that you would definitely wake up, but I didn't expect the toxin to stay in your body, and I knew that you let Fei Renxing hide your illness from me. ”
"Gu Yanshen, do you think you can hide it from me? Your hands already feel paralyzed, right? The toxin has appeared on your body, and I can feel it. ”
"I can't accept that you don't have a future, I'm willing to let go of the hurt because I thought we had a future, but now, you have to admit that we don't have a future. ”
Ye Lin's every word hit Gu Yanshen's heart, so that Gu Yanshen had no reason to refute.
Looking at the firmness in Ye Lin's eyes, Gu Yanshen stepped back step by step, and the distance between him and Ye Lin became farther and farther away.
In fact, he had already felt Ye Lin's alienation, but he never thought that Ye Lin really gave him a reason that he couldn't refute.
Gu Yanshen turned around, turned his back to Ye Lin, took a step, and stopped, but he didn't look back at Ye Lin.
"Ye Lin, if you can have a good future, I am willing to fulfill you, I am willing to fulfill you to do what you want to do, you are right, I have no future. ”
His future is indeed full of unknowns, even if Fei Renxing didn't say it, he could feel that this time he fainted because of the toxin, but Fei Renxing didn't speak for a long time.
It is because so far, Fei Renxing has not been sure, maybe there is no way to cure the toxins in his body at all.
Maybe Yelene made the right decision.
It's just that he was really a little surprised, the woman he protected with his life would leave him because of his body, who else should he trust in this world?
Back in the ward, Bai Xue and Lu Shaoshi were still waiting for Gu Yanshen in the ward.
Gu Yanshen lay back on the bed expressionlessly.
"When I was young, go and call Fei Renxing. ”
He hadn't taken this poison to heart before, but now he should confirm Ye Lin's guess.
When Fei Renxing walked into the ward, he saw Gu Yanshen's very calm appearance, calm and a little frightening, and asked Lu Shaoshi with his eyes, but Lu Shaoshi only shook his head.
"Gu Shao, you call me. ”
Hearing Fei Renxing's voice, Gu Yanshen's eyes still stayed on the maple tree outside the window, the maple leaves in late autumn were very beautiful, but Gu Yanshen was not in the mood to appreciate it.
"Is my high fever related to the toxins in my body? Is there an antidote?"
It turned out that the things he had not paid attention to at all had really become the reason why Ye Lin left him.
Fei Renxing looked at Gu Yanshen's obvious feeling, and he didn't dare to hide anything, so he could only tell everything he knew.
"This time the high fever and fainting are indeed because the toxin remains in your blood, as for the antidote, in fact, the formula is not a problem, but it lacks an important medicine guide. ”
"That kind of medicine, so far, I have only seen it in medical books, and no one has seen the real appearance on the market, even if Lu Shao has been looking for it on the black market, but there is no result for the time being. ”
Without medicine, no matter how clever his medical skills are, it will be useless after all.
Lu Shaoshi listened to Fei Renxing's words, and lowered his head helplessly, he had already released the news and looked for medicine at any cost, but to this day, there is still no result.
Gu Yanshen turned his head to look at Fei willful, without any emotion, as if the person they were talking about was not himself at all.