Chapter 315: No Future
"If it doesn't work out, what will happen to me in the end?"
He wanted to know if Ye Lin's departure was worth it, and he wanted to know if Ye Lin had exchanged their love for only and whether it was right in the end.
"If you don't have an antidote, you'll soon have symptoms of paralysis of your limbs, and your entire organ will be damaged, and it won't be long before you die from organ failure. ”
As a doctor, Fei Renxing has faced countless patients, and he has long been accustomed to life and death, but if he meets Gu Yanshen, he is a little unbearable.
Hearing Fei Renxing's words, the corners of Gu Yanshen's mouth finally had a hint of expression, and the corners of his mouth were filled with a faint smile.
It turned out that Ye Lin was much smarter than him, it turned out that in this love, Ye Lin had already found a way out for herself, and it turned out that he was the only one who really thought that he could share weal and woe.
It turns out that the husband and wife are birds in the same forest, and it is true that they fly separately when disaster comes.
"When?"
He wanted to know how much time he had left.
"About a year, and by the time the poison occurs in the later stages, maybe you will be very painful. ”
For an ordinary person, it is a very painful thing to be able to lie on the hospital bed and wait for death, let alone a proud son like Gu Yanshen.
If Gu Yanshen was allowed to lie quietly on the hospital bed and wait for the torture of illness, he believed that it would be more painful for Gu Yanshen than killing Gu Yanshen.
"I see, weekend. ”
Zhou Zhou, who was standing at the door, heard Gu Yanshen's voice and walked in.
"Young master, you call me. ”
Gu Yanshen looked at the weekend and seemed to have made a lot of determination.
"Help me prepare the divorce agreement. ”
If he can't give Ye Lin a future, then Ye Lin is right, he should let Ye Lin go, if this is the freedom and future that Ye Lin wants, then he can only fulfill it.
It was not in vain that he fell in love with Ye Lin.
It's just that he'll never fall in love with someone again.
Looking at Gu Yanshen's determined appearance on the weekend, he knew that Gu Yanshen had made a decision, so he just nodded and agreed, and did not refute or dissuade him.
Ye Lin's recent series of behaviors have made them incomprehensible, maybe Ye Lin was right to leave Gu Yanshen, but they all know that Gu Yanshen has loved Ye Lin to the core.
Letting Ye Lin leave at this moment is equivalent to asking for Gu Yanshen's half life.
Raising his hand and waving his hand, Fei Renxing and Lu Shaoshi both turned around and walked out, leaving only Bai Xue sitting beside Gu Yanshen's hospital bed in the room, with no intention of leaving.
Gu Yanshen turned his head to look at Bai Xue beside him, with self-deprecation at the corners of his mouth.
"They're all gone, why are you staying here? You've heard that I have no future, and even if you had any thoughts about me before, you should have dispelled it now. ”
"Life is the premise of all possibilities, and if I can't even control the length of my life, then what qualifications do I have to face the so-called love. ”
Listening to Gu Yanshen's negative attitude, Bai Xue reached out and poured a new glass of water for Gu Yanshen, and then handed it to Gu Yanshen's hand with a gentle smile on her face.
"I believe there will be a miracle, Gu Yanshen I will not give up, you don't give up, no matter who leaves, I will be by your side, my love is very simple, I love you and have never changed. ”
"I used to convince myself to change my feelings for you, but now if you are planning to divorce Yelin, then I think I have a chance, I don't know why you divorced Yelin. ”
"Maybe it's because of your illness, but in my heart, it's nothing at all, I love you more than anything. ”
Bai Xue's tone was firm, looking at Gu Yanshen's eyes flickering, as if what Gu Yanshen was worried about couldn't be a problem at all in Bai Xue's eyes.
She had never been more firm in her thoughts than at this moment, because this time it was Gu Yanshen who took the initiative to divorce Ye Lin, although she didn't know what Ye Lin said to Gu Yanshen.
But she knew that Gu Yanshen was not a hasty person, since Gu Yanshen said that she wanted a divorce, it proved that Gu Yanshen had gradually let go of Ye Lin, and the things she used to worry about the most became no longer important.
Looking at Bai Xue's fearless eyes, Gu Yanshen shook his head lightly, perhaps because Bai Xue had never been hurt, so Bai Xue was able to devote himself to a relationship.
He used to treat Ye Lin like this, but he didn't get Ye Lin's cherishment, maybe he would never treat someone like this again in this life.
"Bai Xue, you are still young, and you don't know how uncomfortable it is to love someone, that's why I say this, I don't want to delay you, I have no future, maybe it won't take a year. ”
"There is no longer me in this world, and at that time, it will be even more painful to leave you alone. ”
It was for this reason that Ye Lin chose to leave him, in fact, he had to admit that Ye Lin's idea was wise, only those who love themselves enough can not be harmed.
Bai Xue leaned forward and directly held Gu Yanshen's hands, no longer allowing Gu Yanshen's refusal.
"Yan Shen, even if you only have one day left in your life, then I want to cherish today's happiness with you, if you only have one hour left in your life, I also hope that I will be by your side this hour. ”
"You don't understand that as long as I can be by your side, I don't care about the length of time at all, some things are people who stay together for a lifetime, but they don't love each other at all, so what's the point?"
"I know you haven't let go of Ye Lin yet, I'll give you time, I love you, so I'm willing to wait for you, and I also believe that you will find me good. ”
From Gu Yanshen's words, she could hear that letting Ye Lin leave was Gu Yanshen's helpless move, but she would not let go of this opportunity.
Even if Gu Yanshen's body healed one day in the future, in Gu Yanshen's opinion, the separation between him and Ye Lin was due to a misunderstanding, and by that time she believed that Gu Yanshen had become accustomed to her company.
So the reason doesn't matter at all, as long as Gu Yanshen can feel happy when they are together, it is enough.
Looking at Bai Xue's serious and brave appearance, Gu Yanshen actually felt ashamed of himself, and did not refuse Bai Xue again.
His heart is very chaotic now, because of Ye Lin's departure, he actually has a feeling of disheart for the first time.
At the moment when Gu Yanshen turned to leave, it seemed that he had taken away all the strength on Ye Lin's body.
Her face was smiling, but her heart was extremely painful, her legs were weak, and before she closed her eyes, she only saw the anxious look on Bai Haotian's face.