Chinese When I first arrived in the United States, it was also the most confusing and lowest period of my life, I didn't have my own job, let alone my own life.

Actually, I don't plan to stay in the United States for too long, just because I once planned to bring Chen Xiang here, so this trip can only make up for the regret in my heart.

I went to the children's furniture store that Chen Xiang found on the Internet, and saw the delicate and cute children's beds inside, but in the end, because I was shy in my pocket, I could only afford a small doll.

In fact, I will come to the United States, which is also my mother's suggestion when she handed me the money, and she talked to me a lot, including what she finally told me about Chen Xiang when she had a miscarriage.

A lot of things I had misunderstood were finally completely resolved, and I realized that Chen Xiang was under no less pressure than me, and it turned out that she listened to my mother's words to tolerate me again and again.

All her performance after the miscarriage was not pretending to be reckless, but that she was really trying to live a good life with me.

It's me who single-handedly destroys it all.

At first, my mother asked me to come to the United States, on the one hand, she wanted me to start over in a different environment, and on the other hand, she asked my aunt, who lived in the United States, to introduce me to a psychiatrist.

I rejected this suggestion, not only because the word psychiatrist was already a taboo for me, but also because at the moment when Chen Xiang and I were separated, I actually figured it out.

It is precisely because I am as relaxed as her that I am confident that after leaving me, Chen Xiang will live well.

I didn't stay in the U.S. for long, because two months later it was not only Chen Xiang's birthday, but also the year our children were gone.

At that time last year, also because the child was gone, Chen Xiang and I were not in the mood to give her her first birthday after we got married.

It was her twenty-third birthday, in fact, no matter in the same age or older than her, there are really few girls who can do better than her, now think about it, I am five years older than her, but I have never given her the love she deserves, but in addition to bullying her, I am fighting with her.

I didn't trust her, I even hated her, and now that I think about it, it feels like I'm bullying a little sister.

And Chen Xiang is willing to give up his dream at the age of twenty-two, marry me, get pregnant, and have a child, which is really brave and great.

I found that my knot in her heart had finally opened and I had figured it out.

I also realized that I really couldn't be so naïve anymore, so I really didn't have much time left for me to be sad and nostalgic for the past, so as soon as the two months were up, I was ready to return to Beijing as scheduled.

Coincidentally, on the flight back to Beijing, I met Xiao Ning.

At the time, I was flying in economy class, and the pregnant woman next to me was uncomfortable, so the flight attendant kept trying to find a way to change her seat.

Later, the flight attendant came up to her and told her that she was lucky to have a kind lady who was willing to switch seats with her, and it was a first-class seat.

I couldn't help but laugh when I heard it, probably I didn't trust the world enough, so I always thought that such a kind person only lived in a textbook.

And what surprised me, the last person to change seats to me turned out to be Xiao Ning.

We hadn't seen each other for a year, or we hadn't seen each other a few times a year ago, and the last time it was that awkward situation, and I thought she was going to resent me.

Unexpectedly, she smiled heartily and said that she hadn't seen her for a long time.

I nodded awkwardly.

I feel guilty about Xiao Ning, she is a good girl like Chen Xiang, but what I left her is not a good memory.

The whole flight took more than ten hours, although at first we all tacitly read books and listened to music, but later, Xiao Ning still took the initiative to chat with me.

She said, "No, I'm going to suffocate if you don't let me say a word." ”

I was immediately amused by her.

Xiao Ning in my eyes used to be very dignified in front of the elders, and in front of me, there seemed to be a little bit of a well-behaved shadow like Chen Xiang. Now the girl with a ponytail and jeans next to me seems to be a little naughty and cute.

Because of her initiative, the embarrassment between us gradually disappeared.

She talked to me about her life this year, volunteering, and volunteering, but this trip to the United States was for shopping, and when she talked about this, she didn't shy away from taking out the newly bought limited edition handbag.

Many people may feel that it is very contradictory to live a luxurious life while teaching.

But Xiao Ning's explanation convinced me.

"I think it's good for everyone to enjoy their own lives and not care too much about other people's opinions. When I was dumped by you, I was also very unhappy, and I thought about going to your girlfriend for trouble, but then I suddenly changed my mind and went to Japan with my girlfriend for plastic surgery. I want to wait until I'm a little prettier before I come to you. But after I recovered, I felt that it was nothing. In fact, whether I like you, or teach and help those children in the mountainous areas, or spend money to buy luxury goods, it is what I want to do, and I can do it. ”

Speaking of this, she laughed again, "Don't get me wrong, I do like you, and I like it now." You also know that in a family like ours, what is required at every turn, among the right boys, it is a miracle that you can grow up like you, and I am also an appearance association. ”

Xiao Ning also told me that she also knew some about Chen Xiang and me, and she also knew all about my company. We talked almost all the way, including an original book I had read in college, which she had also read, and the contents of the book had us arguing for two hours.

In the last two hours of the flight, Xiao Ning took the suitcase off the luggage rack, she went to wash, and then applied a mask and makeup next to me.

The way she loves life like this really makes me envious.

Talking about her future plans, she said that she might not get married for the time being, or try to work her career.

Xiao Ning asked me what I thought again.

I sighed, "Now I'm alone, to be honest, I'm almost twenty-nine, let me go to my dad to pick up the step funds again, I can't open my mouth a little." ”

"Why don't we cooperate?"

Xiao Ning said very directly, "Actually, I still appreciate your ability, but my previous personality was not calm enough." As for me, in the past few years after graduating from university, I am not good at business except for teaching, traveling, and business. So I invested, how about you?"

"I ......"

"Don't rush to answer, the plane is about to land, you can't think about it in such a short time. It is also respectful to give a reply after careful consideration. ”

"Okay. I could only smile and nod to her.

Before leaving the airport, I exchanged a new mobile phone number with Xiao Ning, and I haven't used it for a long time, and my mobile phone was also broken by me, and I lost it together with the card inside, and I decided to make a new one when I wanted to replace the card.

When I returned to Beijing, I learned that my dad had sold my houses in Beijing and Shanghai, and the money went directly to my mom. All I was left with was a limited edition sports car.

To be honest, I'm poor and white, and I don't have the confidence to be able to afford a car. Besides, no one knew that I was back, so I simply took a taxi when I wanted to go out, and even squeezed the subway a few times.

Chen Xiang also returned to Beijing.

It was the year since our children left, and I arrived at the original hotel, stood outside for a long time, and then saw Chen Xiang get out of another car.

I almost subconsciously chased after her, but she was across the road, and the red light was long enough to get her out of my sight, and all I could see was a bouquet of lilies on her hand except that she was wearing a white dress.

I've been on it for a long time.

Also, she should be doing well, the girl began to dress herself up very beautifully again, and she also wore high heels, she used to love beauty so much, her feet hurt so much that she had to wear it every day, she was not short, I just seemed to like her.

And flowers, did someone give them?

It was a long time before I walked over and stood in a daze where she had stood.

There was a small park opposite the hotel that I walked into before I knew it. In Beijing, it's hard to find such a quiet place in the middle of the city.

I walked under a tree, and when I looked down, I saw the bouquet of lilies that were still in Chen Xiang's hand just now.

There is also a card next to it, I picked up the card, the handwriting on it is very familiar, and it is written very clearly, I don't know if Chen Xiang was afraid that our children would be too young to understand when he wrote it.

The card reads: Little Juanjuan, Mom misses you very much, happy birthday.

Xiao Juanjuan, Xiao Ming, whom Chen Xiang and I gave to the child at the beginning, because she had a dream, in which our child's hair was curly.

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