Chinese I have heard people say that a woman has no love, and whoever treats her well will follow her.

Gradually, I began to wonder if Chen Xiang loved me or not.

I didn't seem to be good enough for her, and even though I tried to give her as much love as I could, it seemed to be in the wrong way.

Moreover, in the past few days, I have experienced countless blows, and I have endured pressure and pain that I have never experienced in my life.

In less than a year, I had to deal with a love that I had both moved and questioned, I lost my first child, I lost my best buddy, and the company I worked so hard to build, and I became in debt.

I don't have everything I used to be proud of, and the only thing left is Chen Xiang, so I'm even more reluctant to let go.

Under this pressure, I felt more and more tired, and when I saw Chen Xiang, I was afraid that she would be unhappy, and sometimes I even wanted to avoid her, as if I couldn't see anything and nothing.

I even thought I might as well look at the scenes she filmed, look at her pictures, and think about the way she smiled happily at me in my memory.

I didn't want to doubt her, but she really didn't pick me up or wait for me at home.

When the evidence that is difficult to distinguish between truth and falsehood is in front of me, my distrust is, in the final analysis, because of my panic and lack of self-confidence.

Without a company and money, maybe I won't have a status in this family anymore, so even a nanny dares to come to me and say bad things about Chen Xiang.

The only stupid and ridiculous solution I can think of when I can't figure out these things is to take possession/possession of her body/body.

What surprised me even more was that Chen Xiang did not refuse, she cooperated.

Why did she do this?

I still wanted to be gentle with her, touching her hair, kissing her, and even wondering if it was a hurt for me to do this, and I thought about stopping.

But when I entered, that strange feeling made me feel like I had been pierced with 10,000 needles.

I know too well how Chen Xiang's body feels to me, if she hadn't done it, it wouldn't be like this. Even though I didn't have any money/// play, her body was not as dry as I imagined, and even I made me feel something that was clearly not in her own body.

I asked her if it hurt and she said it was fine.

Of course it's okay, because she only did it with someone else today, and she didn't even have time to wash herself before she came back to deal with me, I asked her coldly, "How many times have you had with Blu-ray?"

She didn't answer either.

I finished it with hatred, pulled out without a trace of emotion, and when I came out of the shower, I pointed to the tooth marks on her body, and she made up a reason to deceive me.

Even though she kept explaining, I couldn't really listen to a word from my anger, blinded by anger.

Later, she threw me with a pillow and even slapped me, and the sound of our quarrel attracted other people, and I closed the door and asked them to leave.

Chen Xiang could only cry, and at this time she still kept crying and crying. Every time I see her crying, it makes me feel like a piece of crap.

Then I pulled back the covers, only to see the file bag that had been pressed under the pillow.

Inside, is a divorce agreement. I'm not in the mood to see all of the above at all, the word divorce is enough for me to go crazy, I tore those things and told Chen Xiang that even if she dies, don't want to divorce me.

After saying that, I left.

To be exact, I should have escaped, I didn't bring my mobile phone, I was afraid that if I stayed there any longer, I would not be able to control myself to hurt Chen Xiang, and I was also afraid that she would mention any divorce because she didn't want to see me.

I don't understand, and I can't figure out why Chen Xiang is still divorced at this time.

Is it true that she doesn't love me anymore, does she really have no love, so when I treat her badly, she has to follow the person who is good to her?

I spent the day calming myself down, thinking I could figure it out and go back and talk to her, but it turned out I still couldn't figure it out.

Or maybe one of the things that happened in the year was something I could barely bear, but when they came one after another, I was already devastated, and as a man, there were times when I felt pain about my incompetence.

I don't want to go home, I don't want to see Chen Xiang, I don't want to hear her repeat divorce divorce divorce in my ear.

Later, I mixed up with those friends in the past, and I don't know who mentioned Chang Cheng when chatting, saying that Chang Cheng had been talking to them about me in the days before he died, and at first he complained that I was not righteous for a woman, and then he admitted that he was wrong, saying that he himself was also a ghost and did so many foolish things.

The man who relayed Chang Cheng's words to me said, "Who would have thought that he would die?

I lowered my head and smiled coldly, Chang Cheng was killed by someone, and not only did I not think about avenging him, but I also wanted to rescue the person who killed Chang Cheng for a woman.

What's even more ridiculous is that I ended up with nothing, and that damn woman would just tell me about divorce except to give me money and let me fuck her.

She was still in the mood to get the divorce deal ready when I had nothing.

I hate more and more, hate myself, hate Chen Xiang, and I don't know how much wine I drank, I want to just let me drink to death, anyway, the person I care about never cares about me, the person who cares about me, he was not a human being, and now he has really become a ghost.

When I was drunk, I just found a girl to sleep with her lap in her arms, isn't it just sorry for Chen Xiang, I don't do it once or twice, anyway, she has done so much, what else do I have to be afraid of?

I was so drunk that I even had hallucinations, hallucinating to Chen Xiang coming to me,

She doesn't cry, she doesn't make trouble, she doesn't blame me, she just wants to take me away, and someone bullies her. This group of fox friends and dog friends around me didn't know about my marriage to Chen Xiang at all, even if the scandal between the two of us made headlines, but at that time there were too many girls like Chen Xiang around me, and it was impossible for anyone to recognize her.

That's why they dared to do that kind of damn thing to Chen Xiang.

Bastard, I pressed the person who bullied Chen Xiang to the ground and beat him, I want to kill him, and if I can't kill him, I will unload his hands.

When I was in high school, I also had such a desperate fight, and the other party's people wanted to bully Xia Xia, so I was seriously injured and almost died. I didn't have anything to do that time, and I didn't need to be responsible, and it was also Chang Cheng's crime for me, his father took care of him when he did something wrong, if it was me, no one would care about me, and it is estimated that he would have been in the juvenile detention center to keep a criminal record.

Now Chang Cheng is gone, in the eyes of others he deserves to die, in my eyes, I don't want him to die.

I went crazy and vented all the pain in my heart on the person in front of me, until I heard Chen Xiang's voice, she said that if I fight again, I will sue for divorce immediately.

This sentence made me stunned, followed by a glass of ice water splashed on my face.

Chen Xiang left, she really didn't want me anymore, I chased her out with a dead face, called her wife, and then drunk and crazy and wanted to hug her and keep her.

I told her what I had been thinking about in the detention center for a few days, about my pain this year, and about how hard I had ever felt in my life.

I don't remember what happened after that, because I never woke up from alcohol, and I couldn't even tell the difference between reality and dreams.

All I remember is that I beat up another guy who forced his girlfriend to have an abortion, and then went to the police station. He actually wanted to kill his own child, shouldn't he be beaten?

I seem to remember that Chen Xiang took the money to solve this matter, and then took me away.

Hehe, at that time, how did I think that I couldn't not protect her, it turned out that I was still the one who was protected, I said wife, let's have two more children.

I want to have children, I want to be a dad.

I really miss the child we lost, if Chen Xiang gets pregnant again, will he also come back to us. But Chen Xiang seemed to be crying again, when I said the child, what did she cry about?

What the hell was she crying about.

Don't cry, okay.

Don't cry, okay?

I don't want Chen Xiang to take care of me anymore, the more she treats me, the more I feel like a waste. When I got home, I slapped my dad.

Did he beat me? What he wanted to hit was Chen Xiang.

What can I do, I can't even take care of my own wife, watching my family humiliate her, I can only go to drink.

I'm upset, I'm in pain, all I can do is still that damn thing, I tossed Chen Xiang until he didn't react and continued, in fact, I didn't feel it at all, just mechanical movement.

It seems that only by doing this can I prove that she is still mine.

I fell asleep when I was exhausted, and when I woke up, I found that she didn't want to put a quilt on me. I humiliated her with words, remembering her betrayal of me.

Even if she explained to me with those recordings and photos, I wouldn't listen to anything, I didn't believe it, I didn't want to believe it.

I feel annoyed when I see her, and I feel annoyed when I see her sympathetic to me, and the way she takes care of me because of guilt. No matter what Chen Xiang explained to me, I couldn't listen to it, and finally I pushed her out of the door.

The moment I stood in the doorway, my mind was full of her running away from me, and I locked the door from the outside.

Before leaving home, I told the nanny to call my office if there was any movement in Chen Xiang's place.

I still have to go back to work after losing the company, and even if I don't have the mentality, I can't watch my things being snatched away without paying a single price.

Now, I have changed to a small office, which is empty, and there is not even a photo of Chen Xiang.

I locked myself inside, looked at the contract, looked at the project, and then called one bank after another, explained to them the reason why I couldn't repay the loan in time this month, and then chased the bad debts little by little.

The more I watched, the more headache I had, and Chen Xiang kept calling and texting me.

I was afraid that she would talk about divorce again, so I simply muted my phone and threw it in a drawer.

It wasn't until the evening, when I finally woke up a little, it was raining heavily outside and it started to thunder.

When we were together, I also asked Chen Xiang if he was afraid of thunder, many little girls were afraid, Chen Xiang told me that in fact, she was also afraid, sometimes she would be very afraid of a sudden sound, and it would be much better later.

Such thunder also makes me feel heartache.

I finally couldn't help but open the drawer and look at my phone.

It turned out that Chen Xiang found that in those messages, there was no divorce at all, she said that she would not divorce me, she said that she wanted to explain it to me in person, and she also said that she would wait for me to go home.

Family......

I called back again, but no one answered.

Then I called the nanny at home, and they told me that Chen Xiang had never come out of the room for a day. That's right, I locked her inside, and these people don't have the key, and they can't get food in if they want to.

I actually imprisoned and tortured Chen Xiang for a day, I'm *** too bad.

I left the company in a hurry with the key and mobile phone, and finally received a call from Chen Xiang when I was stuck in traffic jam halfway, I quickly pressed answer, but no matter what I said, there was no response on the other side of the phone.

There was some confusion in the sound.

There was also the sound of the wine bottle breaking on the ground, I told Chen Xiang not to move, I will go home immediately, and open the door immediately to let her out.

But she still didn't respond.

I didn't hang up the phone, I kept talking to her to apologize on the way home, and I don't know how long it took for me to finally hear Chen Xiang's slurred voice.

I couldn't tell if she was drunk or what.

I couldn't hear what she said, except for the last two sentences: I feel so uncomfortable, I want to die.

She wanted to die......

Because of what I said, even if she dies, I won't agree to divorce? Unexpectedly, Chen Xiang was forced by me to want to die. I didn't dare to relax, I didn't even dare to be afraid, all I could do was drive the car faster and faster.

When I rushed back, the nanny in the hall was still playing with Xiao Cheng's toys, and my father and my stepmother were reading the newspaper and chatting.

Chen Xiang was like that in the room, they didn't even know about it, and they didn't care!

I didn't want to talk nonsense with these people, so I ran to the second floor, took the key and opened the door tremblingly.

Chen Xiang was lying on the ground, with red marks on his clothes, but fortunately it was wine. But there were also broken bottles on the ground. What scared me the most was the few pill bottles she had at hand.

The pill bottle was empty, and I didn't notice that the pill was actually just spilling on the bed.

I thought Chen Xiang had eaten all the medicine and wanted to commit suicide.

I ran out with her in my arms like crazy, and the people outside didn't know what was going on upstairs until then. On the way to the hospital, I held her hand and hugged her, tears kept dripping on her face, and I cried for her again.

I finally know now that I am not qualified to doubt Chen Xiang's love.

The biggest fool in the world is me, and it was I who drove a person who loved me deeply and was desperate to be good to me step by step to a dead end, and forced her to be a good person like this.

Chen Xiang in my arms, there is no blood on her face, and her body is only very low temperature, if it weren't for the doctor telling me that she is still alive, I even thought that Chen Xiang would not give me any reaction in this life.

I told Chen Xiang, don't sleep, don't sleep, give me another chance.

Later, Chen Xiang was sent in for rescue, and it didn't take long for her to be pushed out, so scared that I thought she was really ...... Then the doctor told me that Chen Xiang did not overdose, and that she would be in a coma because she had severe cervical spondylosis, and that she should just be asleep now.

Chen Xiang was sent to the general ward, and I kept guarding her and protecting her, and I didn't have the heart to do anything else. The doctor said she was just sleeping, but why didn't she wake up when I told her so many things?

The next morning, they learned about Chen Xiang's hospitalization, and he called me in the ward: "Mr. Jiang, let's go out and talk." ”

I didn't want to go, but Blu-ray made me feel too dangerous, so I went out with him.

Blu-ray walked up the stairwell, and I followed up and closed the door.

He stood in front of the windowsill, lit a cigarette, and handed it to me.

I took a puff, my fingers chattering.

Blu-ray asked me, "Do you think that Chen Xiang might accept me by now?"

I paused, speechless.

In the next second, Blu-ray's fist smashed into me. I hadn't closed my eyes for almost three days, and I didn't have the energy and stamina to fight him, not to mention, I felt like I really deserved to fight.

Later, he grabbed me by the collar and pressed me against the wall: "Don't think I'm the same as Junxi, I don't fight with you, because I always know how Chen Xiang will choose, but if you still don't trust her, I think her choice will change." Don't think that she will commit suicide for you, have you really understood Chen Xiang? You are afraid that she will not love you, so have you ever loved her?"

Blu-ray didn't give me a chance to refute it.

Like he said, he and Jung Jun-hee are not the same kind of person, and I have always underestimated this opponent.

But so what, I love Chen Xiang, so I can't let go.

I still accompany Chen Xiang day and night, and I know that except for me, no one else has such qualifications at all. In front of the hospital bed, I was always reflecting and reminiscing, thinking about the bits and pieces that had happened between me and her in the past few years.

Thinking of the first time she smiled at me.

Thinking of her hurt expression after seeing me that morning, thinking of her tears, her dependence on me, I heard her name and turned around, but she hid behind the shelves and didn't dare to speak, the time her father was sick and she was desperate in Beijing, her entanglement when she was pregnant, her bravery when she decided to keep her child, her pain when she lost her child, and the ease on her face when she told me about divorce.

Relaxed......

So, should I really let it go?

Chen Xiang was in a coma for three days, I found all the expert doctors to insist, at first they said that Chen Xiang was asleep, and later admitted that she was really in a coma for some reason, which may be related to her illness.

As for how long she will be in a coma, it's uncertain.

I held her hand and was reluctant to let go.

Xu Qianqian is the woman I hate the most in this world except for Chen Xi, but when she said something to me, although I felt very stupid, I actually listened to it.

She said that there is a movie like this, the heroine is unconscious, and the reason why she is not awake is her escape and resistance to the world.

Xu Qianqian said: "Chen Xi is the one who resists, and what he escapes is the marriage you gave her, to be exact, it should be a shackle." It's not that she doesn't love you, but she loves so much, and she still has to hold on hard? Do you know, Jiang Hao, you kidnapped her with your love?"

Is love and kidnapping really like this?

I made a bet with myself that if I didn't show up for a day and a night, Chen Xiang would wake up, and then I would leave her.

I hope I win, which shows that Chen Xiang is not resisting me.

I hope I can lose again, because I want her to wake up quickly, Blu-ray said that there is going to be a new drama for her? I believe in Blu-ray's strength, he can help Chen Xiang realize her dream, this time, I won't be jealous.

As a result, I lost.

Less than ten hours after I left, Chen Xiang woke up without any sequelae.

She thought I wasn't there, but I was outside the room. But she thought that when I was away, she was not sad, but relaxed.

For the next few days, she was still observing in the hospital, and I only dared to sneak a look at her outside every day, and let the nurse go in to make sure she was asleep, and then dare to go in and stare at her face in a daze.

Her expression is very relaxed, she shouldn't be dreaming, she looks so good when she sleeps.

I secretly watched her every day, and I didn't dare to walk on the road until the day she was discharged from the hospital.

The bank went to my dad to collect the debt, and if I couldn't repay the loan, I would not only go bankrupt but also go to jail. Not only me, but also Chen Xiang.

That's fine, anyway, she can only be happy when she can't see me, so I just let her go, and I finally signed the divorce agreement.

Before the day my father handed over the divorce agreement to Chen Xiang, I had already boarded a flight to the United States, and it was my mother who thought that she didn't care about me at all, and at this time used the property left by her mother's family to pay off the debt for me.

I handed over the little savings I had left to my dad and asked him to give them to Chen Xiang instead of me, which was the last thought, hoping that she would not be embarrassed by money.

Chen Xiang and I finally divorced.

ps: I know that some babies don't like to see Jiang Hao's perspective very much. But there are some things that can't be explained in the first person, and I have to do it with the help of this method.

Otherwise, the story would not be complete. At first, I thought it could be made clear in five chapters. But there are too many things involved, and Jiang Hao has too many secrets. In addition to secrets, there are also his ideas.

The next chapter begins with the situation after the divorce. It's still Jiang Hao's perspective chapters 1-2, because there will be no more Jiang Hao's extras after the end, so write it clearly at one time.

(Babies who want to read the conclusion can search for "My Deep Love", "Deep Love", "To the Beloved You")

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