(Cat flutter Chinese) During those days, Chen Xiang was not less wronged, my mother was obviously sober but often wronged Chen Xiang, mean her, and met a person in the whole nursing home and said that she wanted to find Jiang Pupil.

In addition to my mother, Chen Xiang also encountered a trouble, I don't know what she offended, the photo of the quarrel with Chen Zhi was exposed in the gossip news, and it was also implied that Chen Zhi was Chen Xiang's boyfriend, and the two quarreled because Chen Xiang was submerged = rules = rules in order to get the opportunity to get the theme song of the movie.

I never doubted Chen Xiang from beginning to end, but my mother took advantage of the topic to make a lot of noise in the nursing home and said a lot of embarrassing things to Chen Xiang.

This is the second time I chose to stand by Chen Xiang's side, and I swear that I am really ready to give up everything for Chen Xiang, and that everything actually includes my mother.

Later, it was Jiang Tong who resigned, left the hospital, and returned to the United States to continue his studies that calmed down the matter.

After returning to Tianjin, Chen Xiang and I were at peace for a while.

It's just that both of us are very busy these days, Chen Xiang is busy developing her career, looking for various opportunities, and every day is either in the recording studio or in the company's occasional break, she would rather be with Xiangxi than come to me.

I'm actually not as busy as Chen Xiang, I spend most of my time practicing with Chen Shi, and even in order to put pressure on my mother, I didn't answer the call from S City.

This period of Chen Xiang feels that the happy days, for me, in addition to confusion, there is only loneliness.

I began to wonder if Chen Xiang and I were not suitable at all, how much happiness she had when she was with me was real, and if we were separated, would it be good for everyone.

Maybe I won't take the initiative to break up, but I understand that once Chen Xiang says she is leaving, I won't keep her, and I don't want to stay.

When Chen Xiang doesn't look for me, I don't go to her in particular, the longest time, the two of us are in Beijing but haven't seen each other for more than a week, and finally Qi Xiang called me.

Qi Xiang asked me to go to Chen Xiang's company to find her, and it was best to take her to the hospital for a good checkup.

At first, I thought Chen Xiang was sick again, but it turned out that she was pregnant.

The adult is a little malnourished, but the child is developing well and healthy, it has been more than three months, and after a while he will be able to move. The moment I saw the inspection report, all those messy thoughts about separation were gone.

I think I was ridiculous some time ago, thinking about what I didn't have.

Although I didn't tell Chen Xiang, I had already blamed myself hundreds of times in my heart.

I looked up a lot of information on the Internet, learned to take care of Chen Xiang, and began to work hard to prepare to be a husband and a father. I began to think about getting married, how long I could save to buy a house and make a down payment, I wanted to give Chen Xiang the best wedding, I thought about the name of the child, and I also thought about how to mention it to Chen Xiang's mother.

I even planned not to tell my mother, in order to protect Chen Xiang, I could not let my mother come to our wedding.

Also, quit SLAM and say goodbye to your original dream.

I only never thought that Chen Xiang would not want me and her children.

Chen Xiang said that she didn't want me to quit slam, and she didn't want to give up the development in front of her, she also wanted to sing the theme song of this movie and want to hold a concert.

Chen Xiang told me that she never thought about getting married, let alone having children.

I can understand what she wants, and I can also feel the psychological pressure of suddenly facing such a big thing. But I don't think that's the same, I don't plan to have a child, it's not the same as killing the child when he already exists and can move.

I've seen cartoons of abortions and inductions, and it's horrible, and I can't accept that my child has also become torn apart, from a living little thing, to a mess of flesh and blood.

But Chen Xiang feels that it is not a life before he is born.

For the first time, I felt that this girl I had loved for many years was very strange, and I even felt that she was cold-blooded and ruthless.

During that time, I still lived with Chen Xiang, preparing three meals for her every day, I knew that she didn't want to see me, in fact, I didn't want to see her, I always thought about the child when I was face-to-face, and then there was only a quarrel.

It's not interesting to spend it like this, Chen Xiang doesn't want children, maybe one day she will come back with a pale face and tell me that my child is dead.

To be honest, I'm quite afraid that every day when Chen Xiang comes back and hasn't come back yet, I will think crankily every time she goes out. I've argued with her many times, and I've said everything I said about forcing her to keep the baby.

Later, both of our children were gone.

On the day of the accident, Chen Xiang went out alone without dinner, as usual, and I sent a cover letter on the Internet, thinking that I would find a stable job no matter what, and if Chen Xiang agreed to get married, I would at least prepare everything that should be prepared.

However, the person who called me was Qi Xiang again.

It's Qi Xiang every time, and when Chen Xiang has an accident, the person next to her is always Qi Xiang.

Not long after the phone hung up, Qi Xiang came back with Chen Xiang in his arms, and the two of them were downstairs just now.

Before I could speak, Qi Xiang asked me if I was forcing Chen Xiang to give up his dream and then marry me and have children. I asked him why he knew so much, and he said he guessed.

At that time, I didn't believe Qi Xiang's statement at all, even though he was the person who knew me best, I still felt that Qi Xiang knew this because Chen Xiang complained to him.

I quarreled with Qi Xiang, and Qi Xiang said that I forced Chen Xiang to have a child because I was not confident that she loved me.

I asked Qi Xiang if he didn't want Chen Xiang to give up his dream in order to have a child, or if he didn't want Chen Xiang to give me a baby.

What if it was his? I don't think he would be able to do that freely.

While we were arguing, Chen Xiang fainted.

I carried Chen Xiang downstairs and took a taxi to the hospital, I didn't want Qi Xiang to take care of this matter, and I didn't want Qi Xiang to touch my Xiangxiang, but this time, after entering the hospital, Chen Xiang and I didn't come out.

Chen Xiang was infected**, although I was not infected, but I was also quarantined because I had contact with her.

We were in different wards, and I couldn't go to see Chen Xiang, I didn't know how sick she was.

After I was released from isolation, Chen Xiang's condition became more and more serious, she was already unconscious, Chen Xiang's mother also came from S City, we received a critical illness notice in those days, and received the news of Chen Xiang's miscarriage.

I feel that my heart is very painful, it will hurt if the child is gone, and what hurts even more is that I am afraid that Chen Xiang will really not be able to survive.

I love Chen Xiang, I love her very much, in the days when her life and death were uncertain, I thought that if she couldn't come back, I would accompany her to die, anyway, I was so tired to live, anyway, I was not the most important thing in her eyes, and I couldn't give her the best.

Otherwise, I'll die, and she will live well.

Maybe I inherited my mother's illness too, and I felt like I was going crazy every day.

I love Chen Xiang too much, and I want to die for her.

During the period when Chen Xiang was isolated and hospitalized, SLAM's single was also released, but under the shadow of **, no one was in the mood to pay attention to these at all.

Chen Xiang also lost the opportunity to sing the theme song of the movie.

After all this was at his fingertips, Chen Xiang recovered and was discharged from the hospital.

Later, we moved in together, and Chen Xiang also told me that the day she entered the hospital, she had thought about it before she met me, and she wanted to keep the child.

I believe Chen Xiang, and I will believe what she says.

But I couldn't get over that hurdle, I always felt that the poor little guy who had only lived for more than three months had a chance to feel the mother's love and left early.

My mom told me that she didn't give birth to me to pester my dad, she was young at the time, not yet twenty, and she didn't want to be ruined by a child at all, but she felt the fetal movement when she was about to take me off, so she was reluctant.

But Chen Xiang, I understand that even if Chen Xiang is willing to keep the child, it is for me, not really loving that child.

I don't blame her at all, and I don't think I should blame her, people make different choices.

I just think that Chen Xiang and I may really not be suitable for each other, the life we want and the things we carry are all different. Barely together, sooner or later one day will end up in a more bleak end.

At this time, I was already seriously thinking about breaking up, and I thought about leaving her slowly after her body fully recovered, trying not to hurt her.

Chen Xiang seems to be always running away from something, she is always very worried.

A few months later, she finally smiled happily, this time, because the company arranged for her to participate in a draft, and the ranking may be decided.

I didn't support her for the first time, there are many rules in the draft that we can't understand and deal with, and there will be closed training camps during the competition, and I don't want Chen Xiang to go.

Maybe I'm quite selfish in this kind of thinking, but I always have nightmares these days, and I always have a bad premonition, I can't say clearly, I just can't let her go anyway.

The worst quarrel was when Chen Xiang and I said that if you insist on going, we will break up.

As a result, she turned around and went to pack her belongings.

I wasn't angry with that, it was indeed the one I had thought about for a long time about how to speak.

I want to break up with Chen Xiang, even if I'm sorry for her, I have to separate, and I really don't have any confidence in the future.

Maybe Chen Xiang didn't take this sentence seriously.

Maybe she will be busy performing all over the country after she wins the competition, and she can't think of me at that time.

Maybe I'll regret it myself after a while?

Those possibilities can only be possible.

The reality is that when Chen Xiang participated in the event to canvass for votes in the last stage of the competition, he was stabbed with a sharp weapon by a spectator at the scene.

That day, I actually secretly went to her show.

What I saw was that my mother was taken away by the police.

Chen Xiang has blood on his body, Chen Zhi and Xiangxi around him, but my mother has nothing, and the consequences of such a thing happening on this occasion are not comparable to the previous times.

I have no choice, or rather, I have already chosen Chen Xiang.

This time, I had to choose my mom.

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(Actually, Si Chen also fell in love with Jiang Tong later, Si Chen loved Chen Xiang very desperately, he was going crazy, and he wanted to die.) But in the end, for the sake of Jiang Tong, or for the sake of Jiang Tong's responsibility, he chose to live well. He loves both girls, one makes him want to die, the other makes him want to live)

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