She was still silent in the corner of the bed, her eyes were empty and unfocused, and no matter who spoke to her, she seemed to be inaudible.

It's been two days, and she doesn't eat, drink, or sleep. Jin Nan has been guarding her for the past two days, and her eyes have also darkened. She didn't let the doctor touch her, and the strong resistance made her look very broken, Jin Nan had never seen her like this, and she was helpless against her like this.

"I can't hide it, and if my parents come to see her, maybe she'll be in a better mood. Jin Nan thought about it, this matter has come to this point, I am afraid that I can't hide it from the second elder of the family.

Bai Yiming had already stopped him, but this was also his family affair after all, not to mention that it did make some sense: "Although I still hope that the second elder will not know about it for the time being, but ...... I won't stop you. Sister-in-law's situation, none of us can be the master, but Lao Xue hasn't woken up yet......"

Bai Yiming's words fell, and a hoarse voice sounded: "You woke up ......" Before he finished speaking, he coughed first. Originally, there was still a little pale, but this would be a red cough.

Bai Yiming shouted in surprise: "Old Xue, old Xue, you can be regarded as awake!" Xue Yihuai was wearing a hospital gown, and a circle of green scum grew on his chin, obviously he was haggard, but he also had a unique charm like an uncle.

Jin Nan was relieved to see him, but he was not as excited as Bai Yiming: "Niannian's situation is not very good, you go and see her, it's not good for her to listen to you." ”

When night fell, the ward was pitch black, and not a single light was turned on. She was still curled up in a corner, holding herself like a child abandoned by the world.

The door squeaked softly open. Looking through the light outside the hallway, she still didn't move. Jin Nan said that she would not let the lights on, and when the lights were turned on, she would cry like crazy. Xue Yihuai remembered his words and did not turn on the light directly.

The door was open, and only a glimmer of light came in from the outside. He touched the edge of the bed and sat down, and the darkness made people feel inexplicably flustered: "Niannian." He called out tentatively, but she did not answer.

He took off his shoes and slowly moved towards her: "Don't be afraid of ...... Niannian"

Don't be afraid, in my memory, that voice said the same thing. He told her not to be afraid, but blood fell on her......

"Ah...... Don't!" she screamed, and Xue Yihuai hurriedly hugged her.

"Nian Nian, don't be afraid, it's okay, it's okay!" The gunshot wound on her shoulder had only been stitched up for a short time, and the more he hugged her, the more she struggled to leave. Between this pull, Xue Yihuai's wound still collapsed, and he snorted in pain, but he still hugged her tightly.

"Nian Nian, look at me, it's me don't be afraid...... Nian Nian finally calmed down a little, Xue Yihuai took out a free hand and turned on the lamp in front of the bed. The light was not particularly strong, but it still made her shake her eyes, she closed her eyes, and Xue Yihuai saw her clearly.

It's only been a few days since I saw her, and her originally somewhat round face has been out of shape, why did she torture herself into such a haggard appearance?

"Niannian, it's okay, you open your eyes and look at me. He was so persuasive that she buried her head in her knees, still looking evasive.

Blood oozed from the wound on her shoulder, Xue Yihuai glanced sideways, and continued to coax her without taking it seriously. She finally raised her head slowly, and he smiled at her against the light, but his brows were tightly furrowed. She looked at him blankly for a long time, as if looking at another stranger, and after a while, she called out his name in a daze: "Yihuai ......"

Xue Yihuai finally smiled: "It's me, it's all over, it's okay." ”

She shook her head, the expression on her face was still so dull: "Child...... Nope. ”

After a pause, Xue Yihuai couldn't help but turn his face away, saying that it was fake not to be sad. He was looking forward to this child, but because of his own negligence, this child was gone. At the beginning, she always said that she was not feeling well, but she didn't take it seriously, and if he paid more attention, he wouldn't ......

There was only one outline left in the darkness of his side face, and she withdrew her gaze, disheartened: "You're angry......"

Xue Yihuai shook his head: "I'm not angry, it's that I didn't protect you, this is an accident that no one wants to happen." Niannian, we will have many children in the future, so it doesn't matter. ”

She smiled stupidly, "There won't be." "They are divorced and will never have anything to do with each other again. More than twenty years ago, she owed him a life, and now she has paid it back. Now, can it be considered even?

Xue Yihuai still held her and didn't let go, even if he opened his mouth to divorce, he didn't have the feeling of losing her forever: "Niannian, don't be like this, we are still young, and we have opportunities." How many children do you want, and I will cooperate with you in the future, okay?"

He whispered softly, like a good husband who doted on his wife. But her tears poured out in an instant, and she turned her face to look at him: "There is no future, Xue Yihuai, there is no future between us." I owe you a life, and I have paid it back with my child's life, and from now on, we have nothing to do with each other. ”

Xue Yihuai's hand let go suddenly, and she finally remembered......

The dusty memory was finally opened by the bloody reality. He had hated, and even never forgotten her in the past twenty years. Grandpa always said that it was not her fault, but when she was young, she couldn't think so nobly. For more than 20 years, he hated her and hated her for taking his father's life.

This marriage with her is a trap he dug. He calculated everything, but he only miscalculated that he would really fall in love with her and feel sorry for her.

He said that heaven and hell would pull her along. When he chose this profession, he chose danger. The people around him were destined to live in peace, so he didn't hesitate to pull her in. But he regretted it, and he suffered between letting go and not letting go.

All the words froze in his mouth, and he opened his mouth but said nothing. Her tears were dripping down the back of her hand, hot as if they were about to burn her skin. She buried her head in her knees again: "You go!"

Xue Yihuai was motionless, and she was silent. The air seemed to freeze, and she suddenly felt so cold. Xue Yihuai finally stretched out his hand and hugged her again: "I'm sorry......"

He has nothing to be sorry for himself, she owes him first, and there is nothing wrong with him coming to collect debts: "You go!"

Xue Yihuai felt for the first time that his hands had nowhere to put them, so he had to hug her like this: "Niannian, I don't blame you for what happened back then, it's me who has been too stubborn for more than 20 years." Can you forgive me for my immaturity and forgive me for my mistakes?"

She looked up, and the dim light stained his silhouette, still as good as the first time she saw it. She didn't regret falling in love with him, it was just that there were too many things between them. It can't be said that they can't go back to the past, but they never went back. It is said that only human life cannot be crossed.

"Xue Yihuai, I really used to ...... I really love you. However, it will never be again. That bloody face always appeared in front of my eyes, and I couldn't stand it anymore. I wonder if that bloody face will also appear when you look at me?

The more she spoke, the more excited she became, grabbing his arms, before she could realize that his wounds were bleeding: "Let's let each other go!

She didn't wait for his answer, the palm that slipped from him was sticky, and she spread out her palm and touched Yin Hong: "Blood ......" She fell into madness again, and the doctor rushed in, held her down and gave her a tranquilizer before she fell asleep.

Jin Nan felt that his scalp hurt, and when he saw Xue Yihuai coming in and not going out for so long, he thought there was a door. Unexpectedly, it was still like this: "You go and treat the wound first, this weather is easy to become inflamed." ”

Xue Yihuai's back was very lonely, he didn't know what the two said, but he thought they probably couldn't go back.

Late at night, everything is silent.

Xue Yihuai sat on the edge of the bed, and the wound had been re-stitched. looked at He Niannian who was asleep, and his mind was full of her words.

'Let's let each other go,' she pleaded, so desperate. Every word is like a sharp knife in the heart, and there is probably no one like them. There was no dispute, no anger, only helplessness and despair, and they calmly broke off each other's thoughts.

He had never told her that his original intention had changed a long time ago. Even he couldn't tell when it happened. He had a dream last night that they had gone through their lives like this. But when I woke up, I realized that life is actually very long, and there will be too many changes in the middle to predict.

Jin Nan patted him on the shoulder: "It's time for you to rest!"

Xue Yihuai slowly stood up, and suddenly asked Jin Nan, "Are we not a good match?" Do you also think we should separate?"

Jin Nan paused and nodded: "I have never approved of you being together!" This is the truth and the words from the heart.

Xue Yihuai nodded: "You also think I should let go, but I really ...... It's sad. Jin Nan was stunned, such words were not like what he could say. He watched Xue Yihuai leave, and then looked at his sister who was finally asleep, and finally closed the door and chased after Xue Yihuai.

After he left, the door was pushed open again, and a dark shadow gently walked in.

He turned on the bedside lamp, looked at her sleeping appearance, and said softly: "Niannian, eldest brother is sorry for you......" Everything started with him, Yan Fei recalled the past carefully, if it wasn't for finding a matching heart for Xiaoya, he wouldn't have found He Niannian.

Is this self-inflicted? Harming others will end up harming himself, but this retribution is just on him, why should he let his sister bear it? He wants to exchange other people's lives for Xiaoya, but in the end, this other person is his own sister, how ridiculous!

He held her hand, and a man who had always been cold began to cry softly......