"Brother Yan?"

In the dim light, he hung his head, hot tears falling on her arms. It felt as if they had been separated for a long time, and Yan Fei's face felt a little unfamiliar to her. But such a Yan Fei, she has never seen it, and she can't imagine it. He cried, and a man who seemed to be ruthless cried.

She thought, probably because there was no one but her who could save Luo Shanya!

"I'm sorry, I can't help you. She said lightly. Yan Fei was stunned for a moment, and quickly reacted, she said that she couldn't save Xiaoya.

He misunderstood his thoughts, which didn't feel good, and it hurt a little: "Niannian, it's me who is bad, it's me who hurt you." ”

He Niannian looked at him stunned, she didn't quite understand what Yan Fei meant, and she didn't have the strength to think about what she meant. The feeling of exhaustion came back to her, and she turned her head away: "I'm tired, you can go!"

Yan Fei stood up and responded: "Okay, then you have a good rest, I will come to see you again when I have time." Niannian, you have to take care of yourself, I ...... I'll go first. ”

Yan Fei just went out, but he didn't expect Jin Nan to be waiting for him at the door: "Do you smoke?"

At the end of the corridor, Yan Fei spat out a smoke ring: "The second elder still doesn't know what is going on here?"

Jin Nan nodded: "This matter is a big blow to Nian Nian, she was still like that before today, how dare I let the second elder know." He paused and asked rhetorically, "How's the situation with Luoshanya?"

The hand holding the cigarette paused, and the expression on his face was a little melancholy: "It's not good." "The doctor has already issued a critical illness notice, and it will probably be a matter of the next few days.

Jin Nan patted him on the shoulder without any hostility for the first time, but comforted him: "This matter is inherently unreasonable, you don't have to blame yourself." I'm glad you made the right choice when it mattered. I thought later that if you had hesitated, then by the time we found Niannian, her heart might already be in Luoshanya. ”

Yan Fei paused, he couldn't think much about it at that time. Gu Nan stopped him, he was desperate, and the car fell to the bottom of the road. Although they all picked up a life, some things can't go back to the past. Without He Niannian's heart, Luo Shanya's life would not be long, and Gu Nan would never be able to forgive him.

Between the dilemma, he has betrayed his relatives, and this is probably his fate.

"I'm sorry for Niannian, I'm sorry for Xiaoya, I'm sorry for the world. I sometimes think, what am I living for?" Gu Nan said, people like them shouldn't think about this kind of question. In fact, he was right, but he was asking for trouble.

Jin Nan extinguished the cigarette butt, and suddenly said very seriously: "Then have you ever thought about ending such a meaningless life? Cooperate with the police, this will be the most meaningful thing in your life." Yan Fei knew that if he was chatting with him, he would definitely come to lobby him in the end.

Yan Fei chuckled: "Do you know how I spent my childhood? Children of the same age, when they were still playing with handkerchiefs, we were playing with how to kill people and how to survive. I've checked your information, and although your background is unfortunate, you're so lucky compared to me. ”

Jin Nan nodded: "Yes, because I met the second elder, and I also miss this follower who can't get rid of me all day long." He said, chuckling, memories spreading out in front of him. Compared with Yan Fei, he is indeed much luckier.

But no matter what happened in the past, whether it was luck or sorrow, there was no way to go back. What people can control is the future and the future. Self-redemption is the only way to have a future.

Yan Fei waved his hand: "I understand what you want to say, give me some time, I need to think about it." You don't need to say anything, people like me don't like to hear that. If I really did something for the police, it wasn't because of justice, it was just for the safety of my family. ”

Jin Nan nodded, and Yan Fei snuffed out the cigarette butt. After walking a few steps, he turned around and waved his hand at Jin Nan: "You smoke, too much!"

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Gu Nan hit his head and is still in a coma.

Early in the morning, Yan Fei bought a bouquet of fresh lilies downstairs and was stunned when he returned to the ward. Xiaoya woke up at some point, changed into a pale pink dress and sat on the edge of the bed. Even with makeup, you can still see the strange look on her face.

"What are you doing there, this flower is so pretty, give it to me!" she stood up and looked at him with a big smile. Yan Fei didn't move, not even smiling.

"Xiaoya...... You're finally awake. "It's not so much about waking up, it's about getting back to the light.

Xiaoya nodded, grabbed his arm and said coquettishly: "I suddenly want to eat street food, you take me there!"

Yan Fei shook his head: "You are still sick, you can't run around." Besides, those things are too dirty, and it's not good for the body. Be obedient, when you get better, I'll take you whatever you want to eat. ”

Xiao Ya lowered her face: "I'm going to go, I really want to eat those snacks, you can take me there! ”

Yan Fei's face stiffened, and then he said angrily: "What nonsense! We still have a lot of time, I have learned what you want to eat, and I will make it for you in the future." Xiao Ya smiled and bent her eyebrows, knowing that this was just what he said to make her happy, but she took everything seriously.

Xiaoya tilted her head and smiled: "Okay then, then I won't go out, but I still really want to eat tofu brains in the south of the city, pancakes and fruits in the north of the city, and bowl cakes in the old city." Can you help me buy them back? I can't leave anything behind, I really want to eat it. ”

Yan Fei nodded, carried her to the hospital bed, and said with a doting tone: "Okay, I'll buy it all back." You quickly take off your makeup and change your clothes, and the doctor will curse when he sees you dressed like this. ”

Xiaoya snorted: "If the doctor scolds me, I'll tell him, my husband didn't scold me, why are you scolding me!"

Yan Fei smiled helplessly, rubbed her hair and said, "My wife is really tough!" When he turned around, Xiaoya ran off the bed barefoot and suddenly hugged him.

"Husband......" With a hint of nasality and bitterness, she whispered softly behind his back. There aren't many opportunities left.

After watching Yan Fei leave, Xiao Ya endured tears for a long time, and finally collapsed: "I don't allow you to forget my ......"

A dose of tranquilizer went down, and Nian Nian fell asleep and still hasn't woken up. It was also because she was on the verge of collapse for two days and two nights that she finally relaxed and slept peacefully. Jin Nan was still guarding the bedside, and when he saw Xiaoya at the door, he was stunned for a moment.

What the Luoshan family did had nothing to do with her, and he shouldn't have hatred for her.

"You...... Awake?"

Xiao Ya nodded, glanced at He Niannian and said, "I...... I want to say a few words to Sister Niannian, is that okay?"

Jin Nan was a little embarrassed: "I'm sorry, she is not in good spirits, and she hasn't woken up yet." If you have something to tell her, why don't you come back later!"

Xiaoya nodded a little disappointed, and when she was about to leave, He Niannian finally woke up: "Brother." After so many days, she finally said a word to him.

Jin Nan was so excited: "Girl, you can be regarded as speaking! Your brother has lost half of his soul in the past few days!"

He Niannian smiled palely, turned his head and Xiaoya was still standing at the door: "Sister Niannian, are you better?"

He Niannian nodded, turned his face to look at Jin Nan: "Brother, you go out first!"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry for my brother. I know that no amount of apology can make up for the damage done to you. Sister Niannian, I don't expect you to forgive me, but ...... Yan Fei has never been involved, don't resent him for this. ”

He Niannian nodded: "Don't worry, I don't hate him." It's just that I think you may still be misunderstood. The relationship between me and him is really just a simple friendship, and there is no other feeling. ”

Xiaoya naturally knew, Gu Nan had already told her: "It's good if you don't blame him, then I'll rest assured." Sister Niannian, take care, I'm leaving. As soon as she stood up, she stopped talking, but finally said nothing.

It didn't take long for Jin Nan to come back with a somewhat strange face: "Nian Nian, Luo Shanya ...... it"

He Niannian thought that what he was going to ask was what she said: "Actually, she is also innocent, and I don't blame her." ”

Jin Nan nodded: "She...... She walked away, calmly. Maybe it's because you don't blame her, so she walks with peace of mind. Jin Nanlou smiled at her, "My sister is kind-hearted, so she will definitely be happy in the future." ”

Are you still going after all? Some people have some things that they can't keep after all......

"Brother Yan, he's very sad! The people in the Luoshan family have all been arrested, and there are not many people who can send her away. Brother, I want to send her. "When a person dies like a lamp goes out, no amount of grievances and hatred should be eliminated.

Jin Nan nodded, he could only sigh secretly in his heart, Luo Shanya was actually her sister-in-law, and she should send it off.

The funeral took place three days later, and it was drizzling that day. The cemetery was solemn, Yan Fei buried the urn with her own hands, and placed snacks in front of the tomb that she didn't have time to eat. Jin Nan hugged Niannian, who looked very thin, and the doctor didn't let her leave the hospital, but she still insisted on coming to give Luo Shanya a ride.

It was drizzling, and she suddenly remembered the past. The first time Xue Yihuai took her to Xue Changhua's tomb, it was also such a drizzle, but she was ignorant when he talked about Xue Changhua. Looking back now, he really hated her at the time.

She coughed a few times, and Yan Fei turned around: "Niannian, she is already very happy that you can come to see Xiaoya." You can't blow the wind, so you better go back early!"

She shook her head, but heard a sharp voice behind her: "Go back, where is she going, she should accompany Xiaoya down!" Jin Nan immediately escorted Nian Nian and took a few steps back, Gu Nan was still wearing a hospital gown, gauze was still wrapped around his head, and he was holding a knife in his hand.

"Put the knife down! put it down!" Yan Fei roared, his voice echoing in the silent cemetery.

Gu Nan's eyes were red, and he turned to look at Yan Fei: "It's you, it was you who took Xiaoya's life with your own hands!"