Chapter 418 The boat encountered a head wind, and the heart did not die until the Yellow River

Xin Fengxia is an important figure in the literary and artistic circles and the face of the Ministry of Culture, so the leader personally came forward but said that Xin Fengxia wanted her to divorce Wu Zuguang and draw a clear line. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Xin Fengxia, who has always been afraid of leadership, retorted for the first time, "Wang Baochuan has waited for Xue Pinggui for eighteen years, and I can wait for Zuguang for twenty-eight years." Zu Guang is a good person, I will wait for him. ”

The leader was annoyed and asked Xin Fengxia to go out, Xin Fengxia ran out crying, and in the face of pressure from the outside world, she said, "Commenting on drama is my life, Wu Zuguang is the soul that supports my life, I can't have both, I would rather Zuguang." ”

As a result, she was rated as the right in the theater.

At that time, she was only thirty-one years old, at the age of her prime, her thriving career, and the peak of art, she was one of the most ticket-selling celebrities in the capital.

It is no exaggeration to be crowned with Jinghua.

And for the sake of her lover, she is willing to give up all this, halo, glory, wealth, she loves Pingju deeply, but she knows better what is more worthwhile.

In the last scene of the day, she was not allowed to take a curtain call, so she was taken back to the backstage and changed into work clothes to do some unsuitable labor.

The wall fell down and everyone pushed it, and when Xin Fengxia was popular, everyone held her, although she never treated anyone differently, but there were vicious people who were jealous and jealous, and during the time she was degraded, she was tortured.

Although she was soon corrected, she still did not change her treatment.

However, the audience's love for Xin Fengxia cannot be changed, when performing in Shanghai, every time Xin Fengxia starring, the venue is full, and when others star, there are many fewer seats.

When Xin Fengxia was wronged, she missed her husband very much, and Lao She persuaded her to write more letters, but she couldn't write, so she used symbols instead, or painted a picture, and told her husband about trivial matters. During this period, Wu Zuguang also wrote thick letters to her, and also wrote a lot of "pillow poems" to express suppressed emotions.

Letters became the only comfort between husband and wife.

Most of the people who went to work with Wu Zuguang died in the Great Northern Wilderness, but because he needed to use Wu Zuguang to write the script, he escaped death.

When she returned home three years later, Xin Fengxia took her three children to decorate the home with a new look, and the flowers and words with the word "welcome" were pasted with joyful atmosphere.

But the sudden change and the tragic encounter of the divided period made Xin Fengxia exhausted, suffered from high blood pressure at a young age, and her body was not as good as before, but she still had to go to the suburbs to participate in labor before dawn every day.

Finally the huge mental pressure and physical burden crushed Xin Fengxia, she fainted at the door of the house, Wu Zuguang sent her to the hospital after the detection of cerebral hemorrhage, need to recuperate, the third day of hospitalization, the Ping Troupe sent people to condole, did not care about Xin Fengxia's condition, only said a word to Wu Zuguang.

All of Xin Fengxia's hospitalization expenses are only reimbursed by this hospital, and all other expenses are paid by herself.

For a pillar who has brought great prestige and contribution to the troupe, this is the attitude of the theater.

The husband and wife have long been relieved, but Xin Fengxia has another illness that makes her feel painful.

Hemiplegia of the left limb and "meniscus" injury of the left knee.

For opera actors, singing and doing are indispensable, and once the legs and feet are not good, it will be fatal.

During these three years, because Wu Zuguang was drawn to the right, the family plummeted, and the family was surrounded overnight, and Mr. Wu Ying, who was half-paralyzed at that time, also died unexpectedly because he did not receive good care, and Wu Zuguang's mother was nearly 90 years old and had to go to work with him, and finally died of exhaustion in the hospital.

In the past three years, it is not an exaggeration to describe the death of the family, Xin Fengxia is pulling three children alone, how difficult it is, you can imagine.

At that time, Zhao Lirong also depended on Xin Fengxia, Zhao Lirong entered the Ping Troupe through Xin Fengxia, and later her first husband Sheng Qiang was also introduced by Xin Fengxia, at that time, Sheng Qiang and Wu Zuguang were also friends at work, and the two families were close friends.

But Sheng Qiang, like Wu Zuguang, was also drawn to the right, was assigned to the south, and unfortunately died of a serious illness in the process of labor, and if there was no Xin Fengxia at that time, Zhao Lirong would probably have lost hope in life.

Later, Sheng Qiang and Wu Zuguang showed snow together, and Zhao Lirong married Sheng Qiang's brother Sheng Hong and depended on each other, and the originally promising days were torn apart by the sudden storm.

During that period, many literary and artistic workers were mostly put on hats and suffered from this huge mental pressure, and Zhao Lirong was pregnant at that time, because she was intimidated by those people, and her mental disorder caused fetal damage.

The third daughter was born with dementia and died at the age of seven, which is the biggest pain and regret in Zhao Lirong's life, so she likes her daughter very much and treats Xin Fengxia's daughter as her own daughter.

Wang Yao left Su Yong by the old lady's side, hoping to make up for this regret.

And in that short period of time, Wu Zuguang and Xin Fengxia were also tortured even more.

was first divided by his friends Lao She and Mei Lanfang and others, and then taken to the Temple of Confucius by that group of crazy people to 'atone'.

Among them, after Lao She returned home with a pain, he committed suicide in Taiping Lake before dawn the next day.

He had a cane in his hand and a poem that the leader had given him by hand.

'The wind and rain send the spring back, the snow welcomes the spring, it is already a cliff of ice, there are still flowers and branches, and the pretty does not compete for spring, only the spring is reported, and when the mountain flowers are blooming, she laughs in the bushes. ’

Although he was accidentally criticized by his old friend, Wu Zuguang never held a grudge, because he understood what it meant to have a different position, but the suicide of his old friend made him very painful.

From that day on, it was written

'The eyes are higher than the top of the life, and the life is at the right time.

The boat encountered the head wind, and the heart did not die until the Yellow River. Wu Zuguang became more and more introverted and low-key.

But Xin Fengxia did not escape the blows of those crazy people, in those years, Xin Fengxia was beaten many times by some people in the Ping Troupe, and finally caused the original injured left knee to be completely disabled.

By the time the audience saw her on the stage again after the turmoil was over, this beauty, who was once famous in Jinghua and had both talents and appearances, was already staggering and stumbling.

Those who hear are sad, and those who see are in tears.

However, no amount of suffering could crush her, Xin Fengxia became more and more tenacious over the years, she began to learn culture, from an illiterate person who was not a big character to a writer who could write books.

Later, he published a number of autobiographies, telling the story of himself and those around him, with more than 4 million words.

In 1975, because he could no longer carry out opera work, he retired from the front line to train disciples, and continued to shine for Pingju.

And the husband and wife who have experienced wind and rain and hardships are more and more affectionate, Xin Fengxia's body is too bad, every time Wu Zuguang goes out, he will carefully select gifts for his wife, but Wu Zuguang's biggest wish is to take his wife to go out to see, it is best to go abroad to see.

In his later years, Wu Zuguang was still upright, although he was introverted on the outside, and when he talked about some serious issues when he got together with friends, he would still argue with reason.

In 1991, two young female customers of a supermarket in Beijing were unreasonably suspected by the supermarket staff, and were subjected to insulting inspections such as undressing and unpacking.

So Wu Zuguang started a lawsuit battle with this little lawyer for justice, and finally got everyone's support and got due compensation for the two victims.

The incident lasted for more than three years and was not finished until 1995.

But Xin Fengxia, who has experienced great panic and tribulation, has long been a little frightened, and she will scold Wu Zuguang for some 'truths' about her husband, which is the only reason for the old couple to quarrel.

Wu Zuguang always felt that he was being interfered with with 'freedom'.

Later, Xin Fengxia died, and her old friend Yu Feng told the truth.

"She's worried about you, how much have you suffered for so many years because of this mouth?

In 1998, Xin Fengxia died of a serious illness, and Wu Zuguang often stayed in a daze by the bookcase written by his wife before her death, and gradually learned to be silent.

But because of Wu Zuguang's fame, there are still many people who come to visit, but as the old man gets older and older, he is no longer talking, and there is no use value, and these people have disappeared.

In his later years, Wu Zuguang lived in an old city in the capital, a dilapidated house with one bedroom and one living room.

Many people thought he was old and dumb.

But only those who are really close to him know how sober he is.

Mr. Wu Zuguang and Zhao Lirong talked a lot about the past, Wang Yao, Zheng Xixi and Su Yong sat obediently and listened, wiping the tears from the corners of their eyes with a handkerchief.

Xin Fengxia, a strong and independent woman, is worth learning from, and her love with Wu Zuguang is even more moving.

When Zhao Lirong asked him to go out of the mountain again, Wu Zuguang shook his head lightly and said in an angry voice, "I'm old and can't speak." ”

"Do you want to go to Taiping Lake to have a look?" Wang Yao suddenly said.

Mr. Wu Zuguang's dull eyes suddenly lit up.

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In Taipinghu Park, in the early morning of 35 years ago, an old man walked slowly in the morning light with a cane and a book in his other hand.

Spend the whole day sitting by the lake, which is covered with water lilies and koi fish.

From morning to night, there was almost no movement, like a stone sculpture.

At that time, the people who came and went didn't understand what this scarred old man was thinking, and they couldn't think of it.

No one can understand what kind of mood he threw himself into the lake and what he died.

Is it tradition, culture, or a new era?

With humiliation, confusion, self-blame, and pain.

He gave a line to Chang Siye, who was proud of the canyon, in his novel "Teahouse", which may have been something he didn't expect at the time, so compatible with himself.

"I love this country, but who loves me?"

When Mr. Wu Zuguang tried to say this sentence to the lake in his own angry voice.

Wang Yao's heart seemed to be like this calm lake, setting off earth-shattering waves.

Tears rained down.