Chinese I lowered my head and was silent for a few seconds, then put my arms around Jiang Hao's neck and kissed him, "I'm hanging you like this, it's better to calm down first." ”

"Separate and calm down, huh? You're still going to dump me. Jiang Hao nodded seriously, gritted his teeth and asked me, "How long will you be calm?"

"One year, I'll graduate in a year. ”

After graduation, I may not see Lu Xiaoqi often, or then I will no longer have a psychological burden.

I know, I'm selfish. If anyone can tell me a better solution please raise your hand, I'd love to hear and I'd like to know.

Jiang Hao laughed ruthlessly for a while, and he said, "Chen Xiang, you are really doing death. I can't promise I'll love you a year from now. ”

"I know. ”

I smiled very lightly, and turned my head to avoid Jiang Hao's flickering gaze.

It's always hypocritical when we separate, Jiang Hao and I said: "Let's make an appointment, just the tree you hold and vomit, and we will meet there today next year, and we will see you there." ”

The meaning of not seeing, I can't bear to say.

Jiang Hao kept laughing, his eyes reddened with laughter, "Let me tell you a secret, when you sent me back with Xia Xia that time, I actually knew that I didn't dream." ”

"Hmm. ”

Jiang Hao said: "I really hate you, but I dump you once, you dump me once, and we are even." ”

"Okay, don't be hypocritical, it's not life and death. In fact, it won't be long, and it may not take you two months to ...... Hey. ”

Jiang Hao said that you might as well die.

I smiled heartlessly, closed my eyes to meet his every heavy and deep undulation, and I felt that he was deliberately making me hurt so that I would always remember him.

In the past, Jiang Hao, he couldn't give me love, he could only give me a blank blank.

Now Jiang Hao, he gave me love, but I reciprocated him goodbye.

After withdrawing, he didn't stop taking a shower for a moment, I opened my eyes and was in a daze, all I thought was that I would simply regret it with him, and then I played with him and acted in front of Lu Xiaoqi. Or pretend to be pitiful, let Lu Xiaoqi sympathize with me, and take the initiative to tell me that she doesn't care anymore.

I've liked Jiang Hao for a long time, and I'm getting more and more scum.

In fact, on that day, Lu Xiaoqi also asked me a question, she said: "If I can't stand my friend and still be with someone who has indirectly hurt me, are you willing to separate from him?"

Although she said a joke afterwards, I understood that she meant it.

I didn't want to take a bath, I felt the warmth in my body, and I felt that I would just give birth to a child for Jiang Hao, and maybe I could force marriage.

I think too much, I think too much, but reality gives me too few and too few options.

When Jiang Hao came back, he still pulled me into his arms, but he was cold but he had to hug me, I wanted to tell him that I couldn't sleep at all if I held me like this, but I was still reluctant to say.

For a long time to come, I can't let him hug me. How did this happen?

Jiang Hao asked me to wake up a little earlier, and as soon as I opened my eyes, I saw him lying on his side and holding his cheeks and looking at me.

I always thought I wouldn't look good when I woke up in the morning, so I tilted my head to stop him, and I wasn't dressed under the covers.

I said to Jiang Hao: "You turn your head away." ”

Jiang Hao glared at me: "Don't even look at it?" I opened it when you fell asleep and looked at it I don't know how many times." ”

"Rascal!" I looked at his serious face, and the more I looked at it, the more handsome I felt.

Well, I was also generous once, and played naked/run in front of Jiang Hao, but the moment I entered the bathroom, I put away my smiling face.

He asked me outside the door, "What do you want me to do so that you can take that sentence back?"

I held the shower in one hand, held back the tears that almost welled up, and pretended to be very gentle and said to Jiang Hao: "Unless you propose to me now, if you propose to me, get married." I'm going to give up everything. ”

Outside the door, it was quiet for a long time.

Then I heard Jiang Hao's voice, and he said, "Think about it." ”

I don't believe that Jiang Haoken gave up the world of flowers and sent himself into the wall of marriage so early. Even if he loves me, how deep can he love me in a few months?

It's definitely not deep, I don't believe him, and I'm not confident.

Actually, I don't really want to get married, I am deliberately embarrassing Jiang Hao. How can I still be a star and an idol when I get married.

But I also know that if Jiang Hao really wants to marry me, I will definitely be willing. Since my dad fell ill, I have regained my appreciation for the meaning of the word home, and I have become more and more eager to be with my family, rather than the life I had planned for myself.

In the early years, I liked a writer very much, I would read every one of his books, and he was very fond of exaggerating that kind of sadness, and then I read a lot before I realized that all the things he wrote were tragedies? I also looked at his pictures, watched his interviews, and when I grew up, I watched his films, and I thought to myself, what a person who pretends to be forced, deliberately pretends to be sad.

Now, I recall in my mind what I said to Jiang Hao just now, and I am also very uncomfortable with my own acid.

Until this point, I think I can finally understand the writer.

It's not that people who pretend to be forced don't understand sadness, but the reason why we people are pretending to be forced all the time is that we are naturally sensitive and pessimistic. When I was a child, I thought my parents were partial to Chen Xi, and when I went to college, I didn't think Zheng Junxi would like me, and now I don't believe that Jiang Hao loves me very much, isn't that what is going on.

And our life is a long and lasting eternal pretending, pretending to be very handsome and beautiful, pretending to be a celebrity without worrying about food and clothing, you can buy a few luxury goods to feel life, pretending that you have a lot of people who love and many people like it, but you have to give up for all kinds of sad reasons.

It seems that only by living a tragedy can we live a forced life, and if we have to be imperfect to be perfect, isn't that all a lie?

For the sake of the disguised strength and generosity, he sacrificed himself for others, and in the end he harmed others and himself, and became a damned scourge.

But I've fallen into a trap I dug myself, and no one can save me.

I deliberately rubbed in the bathroom for a long time, until I heard the sound of Jiang Hao opening the door and going out, and then slowly walked out of it.

The room was cleaned again, the quilt was neatly puffed, and there was bread and milk on the table.

Even if Jiang Hao has a lot of stinky problems, just because he likes to clean the room, it is quite suitable for marrying home. But he was dumped by me like this, I think, Jiang Hao is really pitiful.

I poured the milk he had prepared for me into my mouth, and I was so spicy that I burst into tears, and I ended up crying stupidly.

It turned out that there was still a note under the cup of milk: Happy April Fool's Day, ex-girlfriend.

Looking at this line of typical Xueba fonts, it seems that Jiang Hao is talking in my ear with a Beijing film, and he deliberately made it awkward for me, so he was going to take revenge on me for dumping him, what a super bastard scum.

And I, as there were more and more tears, and the scene in front of me became more and more blurred, I finally ruined the love that Jiang Hao gave me into this crappy appearance.

I'm sorry for him, I hate myself.

I washed the cup, changed my slippers, put down what he had placed in my palm, and said goodbye to the air.

If I can, I hope that Jiang Hao and I can reconcile in a year.

It's just that reality is many times crueler than dreams, after separating from Jiang Hao, I lived a wandering life, was criticized by the teacher in class, forgot the room number when I went back to the hotel, worked at a convenience store at night, and was targeted by a few thugs.

Later, I learned that it was someone from Chang Cheng's family, and Jiang Hao silently settled these troubles for me, and as we agreed, we would not see each other for the time being.

Later, Chang Cheng's family agreed to go private, and I gave him the last bit of savings as compensation, so that I didn't have to go to prison and didn't have to leave a criminal record, I apologized to him against my will.

That was the second time I cried after Jiang Hao and I separated, I apologized to the person who raped/raped my good friend, and I felt that the more I lived, the more I failed.

On the same day, I was called to the homeroom teacher's office alone for the second time.

The previous time, I was warned because of the scandal with Jiang Hao, and this time, when I received that piece of paper, I realized that there was no way back.

I've been constantly fluttering all year long, filming, falling in love, stammering with the director, and stabbing people with knives. And the consequence of such a flutter is that I was admitted to this school three years ago when I was almost cut off by my parents, and I was advised to drop out.

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