Chapter 286: The rest of the step, I can't walk

The crisp sound came from the side, and the little girl waited for a long time after speaking, quietly raising her head and looking at Zhao Yan.

Su Ni looked at her through the lattice space, and could only vaguely see the small figure, with her hands behind her back, her fingers all entangled.

The light came down, and her figure was somewhat blocked by Zhao Yan, and only a side face could be seen in her small appearance.

"Auntie, you speak. ”

The little girl was very serious, vaguely anxious, her little hands were almost twisted, her face was bright and shadowy, and after a while, she simply walked up to Zhao Yan and took her hand.

The latter lowered his eyes in a daze, and only looked at her, his red lips squirming a few times, but he couldn't speak.

The little face in front of her was full of anticipation, white and tender beside her, and her long eyelashes almost covered her eyes, but they were full of deep sorrow.

Sadness?

Zhao Yanwan'er, a girl of this age, how can there be any sorrow at all.

He shook his head, "It's an adult's business, you don't understand." ”

yes, she doesn't understand.

Su Miaomiao thought about it, and her eyes began to glow.

She slowly let go of her hand, but instead bit her lip, and her voice suddenly became hoarse, "You are all like this, you can only talk about Miao Miao, but you don't understand it when you are young? You obviously don't like your father, I can see it, why do you want to lie to Miao Miao?"

"Auntie, you should marry someone you like. ”

She was a little anxious, her little feet moved in the slippers, chopped her feet hard, and suddenly looked at Lu Anzhi, "Miao Miao likes Anzhi, so she is only with Anzhi, and she wants to marry Anzhi when she grows up." That's right. ”

"Auntie, since you are an adult, why don't you even understand the truth that Miao Miao understands?"

Zhao Yan was really speechless at this time, but felt that this little girl who was serious about reasoning with herself was too cute and too pleasing.

I like it so much that she wants to fulfill all her wishes, and I like it enough to tell her, yes, I won't marry your father.

I have someone else I like, and your dad has always only liked your mommy.

But after all, these words could only be stuck in her throat, and she squeezed her palm and looked at the man standing on the balcony.

The smoke that lingered around him had already covered half of his face, and from a long distance, his narrow and deep eyes could not see clearly, only vaguely felt that he smiled and did not make a sound.

Zhao Yan stretched out her hand, stroked the little girl's hair, felt the soft hair in her palm, and said softly, "Auntie understands, Auntie will marry the person she likes, don't worry." ”

The little girl didn't seem to understand, obviously she wanted to ask something more.

But Zhao Yan had already walked away and went straight to the direction of the balcony, without even looking back.

Su Miaomiao stood still, her feet stood in place as if they had taken root, and she kept looking and watching until she couldn't see clearly, then she suddenly lowered her head and let out a long sigh.

"Hey......" sound.

Su Ni only felt a burst of pain in her heart, and some small pains lingered in her mind, as if she had been stabbed by something, as if she was suffocating.

How could she let a child fight for herself?

How can it be ...... Let your daughter do this.

"Mommy. ”

Su Miaomiao had already seen her, and her little face wrinkled.

Nervous, aggrieved.

Then he took small steps and walked slowly towards her.

In just a few steps, he walked for a long, long time, until he stood in front of Su Ni, and suddenly raised his face, delicate and tender.

"I'm sorry Mommy, Auntie, she doesn't listen to Miao Miao. She's like, she's really going to get married to her father. ”

"Miao Miao doesn't understand, why do people marry people they don't like? Why does Dad suddenly not want us? Why, people change so fast?"

There was confusion in her eyes, she was still young, and she didn't quite understand those profound truths. I only knew that after I hadn't seen my father for a long, long time, he suddenly had someone else.

Suddenly, I don't want her and Mommy.

The little girl was a little aggrieved, the more she thought about it, the redder her eyes became, her little body trembled slightly, and her eyes looked behind her across Su Ni's waist.

Seeing the figure hidden in the shadows, tears suddenly fell out of his eyes.

"Obviously, Mommy and Miao Miao found it together, and they said that they would be with Miao Miao for the rest of their lives. ”

Her voice choked, "Mommy, you also said that you want to live together as a family, and you want to watch Miao Miao grow up with her father." ”

"Miao Miao hasn't grown up yet, so you won't keep your word. ”

Su Ni was a little at a loss, she didn't expect this girl to suddenly become excited, and hurriedly wanted to comfort her, but as soon as her fingers touched the corner of her clothes, she was immediately waved away.

"Liar!"

The little girl took a few steps back, covered her face and refused to speak again, only biting her lip and glaring at the two of them.

It wasn't until Lu Changming's throat rolled and wanted to open his mouth that he suddenly shouted, "It's all liars!"

After saying that, she ran away, Su Ni wanted to catch up, but the small figure next to her was faster than her.

Lu Anzhi followed almost the next moment the little girl turned around, "I'll go, don't worry." ”

Su Ni was relieved of him after all, the house was so big, she couldn't run anywhere except to hide in the corner.

……

"You didn't make it clear to her. ”

As soon as the little girl left, she remembered a deep voice behind her, which seemed to have been infected by the fog in the night, revealing a sense of hoarseness.

Inexplicably, her throat was cold, and her fingertips were pinched deep in her palms, until the sound of the wheelchair behind her sounded, and a cool voice was revealed, "So you are satisfied." ”

Lu Changming was slightly stunned and didn't speak.

He just looked to the side, his brows furrowed, and the calm breath on his body forced her to almost breathe.

And Su Ni, at this time, was quite cold and disheartened, she smiled stupidly, listening to the little girl's noise not far away, the tip of her nose was pantothenic.

"What more do you want?"

She clenched her palms, there was some obscurity in her eyes, and she could still smell the familiar mint smell on the tip of her nose, but the breath that rushed into her body could no longer make her feel comfortable, just like a cold wind in winter, blowing towards her through the bleak path.

Many emotions that had been covered by the past pierced her heart at the moment when the little girl's crying came, stirring the bloody flesh.

The figure of the man was obscured by her, and the shadow that fell from her head fell in front of her for a long, long time. It just so happened that it finally touched the tip of his nose.

That shadow only fell on the wing of his nose, and above was the brilliant light, and all his good and warmth, like the deep eyes, were unfathomable. And down there are thin lips that are trapped in the gloom, as cold and thin as ever, without a trace of temperature.

Su Ni clenched her palms and looked at him with a smile, but there was no more temperature in her eyebrows and eyes, and her reddened eyes reflected the same emotions as the little girl before.

Anger, loss, and despair.

"I'm tired, Lu Changming. ”

She smiled, her red lips gently pulled apart, and the pear vortex on her lips was revealed again, and some extremely delicate emotions bloomed because of this smile. His eyes flickered in the light, and there was a subtle sense of alienation flowing in them.

No longer like when she first saw him, the sun was shining and the weather was good, and she stood in front of him with a bright smile.

Lu Changming couldn't help but think of that sentence, "No matter if the weather is good, the weather is bad, the weather is just right, all the days are dazzling." ”

But now, there was a little more indifference in her smile.

The man's ears immediately remembered the cold tone, without ups and downs, "I don't know why, or maybe it's something too heavy for you and me, so you just choose to avoid it." ”

"But you may still not understand me, what I really want. When I like you, are you good or bad, normal or disabled, billionaire or penniless...... I don't even care. ”

Her eyes were shining with water, but in Lu Changming's mind, the appearance of the two when they got married suddenly appeared.

The woman beside him was wearing a white veil, and her soft hand fell on his palm. When the vow was read, there was always a hint of excitement in the cold voice that usually came.

She said loudly, almost reserved.

"I do!"

But at this time, the same cold voice came from the side, and it was cold and no temperature when it entered the ears, "Playing small, Qian Yinyin told me a word when she brought Su Hongna in, I should fight for my own things." If you always go with the flow, why does Heaven favor you? I don't need to be a preference, I'd rather go over and get everything myself. ”

"But Lu Changming, I have already taken ninety-nine steps towards you, if you don't even want to take the remaining steps, what is the point of these ninety-nine steps. ”

She's going to get tired, too.

……

The words fell.

Su Ni only glanced at him deeply, and a trace of imperceptible panic flashed on the latter's face, but the next moment it was well concealed under the deep eyebrows.

His hand was clenched on the armrest of his wheelchair, and the joints were blue and white from being too forced. The body was already clamoring to come to her, to hug her, to kiss her hard, to tell her that he was willing to take the last step.

It didn't matter if he had to walk past the ninety-nine she had staggered over.

But no matter how hard he tried, his legs still didn't move.

The slender figure in front of him had already turned, and in the dim light it had crossed the room, past the living room, and into the master bedroom.

Zhao Sen was inside.

……

I don't know how long it took, the moonlight outside the window became bright, the dark sky was illuminated by the bright moonlight, and the cold clouds intertwined into an inexplicable pattern.

The flickering neon in the distance became more and more dazzling.

Step into the living room.

There was a small figure sitting on the sofa with someone in his arms, and there was Xiong Da Xiong Er in the TV in front of him, but his voice was very low, and he couldn't hear it if he didn't pay attention to it.

The flickering light on the screen was just right to reflect the appearance of the two of them.

The little girl lay in Lu Anzhi's arms, her whole body shrunk into a ball, and she fell asleep as if she was tired of making trouble.

Lu Anzhi, on the other hand, slowly raised his eyes, and his quiet eyes flashed bright in the night.

He made a "shhhhh

"Dad. ”

Lu Changming was going to cross the living room to the door, but a voice behind him finally stopped him.

Thin, with a hint of longing.

He didn't look back, and Lu Anzhi's voice was not raised, as if he was afraid of disturbing the sleeping Su Miaomiao, so he deliberately lowered his voice, "I will take care of Aunt Su and Miaomiao, don't worry." ”

The voice that is still too immature is not particularly convincing when he says such a responsible word.

And Lu Changming was still turning his back to him, but he could already imagine the determined look in the boy's eyes when he said this.

"No matter what happens, I'll take care of them, as well as our brother or sister. And then, wait and wait, wait until you come back. ”

Lu Changming's heart suddenly burst with coldness, and the pain that pierced his bones made him almost out of breath.

He wanted to turn around and hug him again, this sensible child since childhood lacked too much love.

After taking a deep breath repeatedly, he could barely nod his head.

Mo Yawei had nothing but hurt him, and Lu Yuan died early.

He frowned, suddenly remembering something.

……

Lu Anzhi seemed to hesitate for a long time, and finally spoke, "You have to get better as soon as possible." ”