Chapter 287: What's better than letting go

At the beginning of May, the weather is gradually warming, the air is wafting with the smell of blooming flowers, the budding trees in the yard have grown new leaves, and the warm wind blows with the humidity of the sea, making the whole city warm.

On weekends, the park is always crowded, and it is undoubtedly the most suitable time to go on outings and sketch paintings.

Zhao Sen drove the two children to the park and walked forward along the bluestone road.

He carried a sketchpad in his hand and a huge backpack behind him. When you arrive at the place, you put down your belongings, spread out the dark blue and white plaid cloth, and take out the fruits and bento boxes that you have prepared in advance.

Not far away, the little girl had already found a suitable place to set up an easel, and the little boy in the same jacket as hers sat silently on the grass next to her, turning the book against the light.

Everything was so peaceful.

Zhao Sen was once again glad for his choice at that time, and when Su Ni walked into the room, he took out all the photo albums left by her mother and the items that had been placed on his side in the past.

It was something Su Ni had never seen before, a precious memory left by her early death and countless days with Zhao Sen.

My grandmother's house has not left much, but I didn't expect that her college photos and diaries of her post-graduation travel are all here.

Su Ni just looked through it and didn't take it away.

However, before leaving, he called him, "Dad." ”

In the next two months, he would often receive calls from little girls, and he drove to the kindergarten to pick them up after school in the afternoon, which also happened to let the Lu family's driver take a vacation.

Everything went exceptionally well and was as good as that.

It's just Zhao Yan, but she hasn't appeared for a long time.

I don't know what she and Shen Dong had trouble with that day, and since that day, she has disappeared from everyone's field of vision with Lu Changming.

Lu's equity transfer is still not over, and what is more striking is the case of Lu Yuan's death more than five years ago.

He stared at the two well-behaved and lovely children in front of him, and left these chaotic thoughts behind.

……

Su Ni in the hospital.

Today is the day of the prenatal check-up. The child is more than five months old and almost six months old, and she is already pregnant.

Coupled with the increasingly hot weather, she only wore a thin long knitted sweater, and the skirt inside was simple, just covering her bulging abdomen.

Under the feet, there are soft and suitable flat cloth shoes, which are soft when stepped on the ground.

"Doctor. ”

I changed to a prenatal check-up in a branch hospital purely because of my last hospitalization.

The doctor also knew her situation very well, but it was a little strange to see her accompanied by Lu Wanwan for prenatal checkup again.

"Let's make a film first, and the Down screening can almost be done. In addition, the hospital bed you mentioned last time has already been applied. It's just that the obstetrics and gynecology department of our hospital is tight, and there are not many beds. There may not be a separate ward at that time, is that acceptable?"

"Yes. ”

She doesn't care about this, she came here to give birth purely because of the proximity to the Lu family, and she often goes there recently.

The corners of Lu Wanwan's mouth squirmed, obviously disgusted that the conditions were not good enough. But after thinking about it, Su Ni didn't speak by herself, she didn't speak well, she just snorted.

"But you're Mrs. Lu, originally, let's go to the main courtyard to give birth. There's no need to crowd with people. ”

"Sister-in-law, my brother is not here, but I can't let you be wronged. ”

Su Ni's face changed slightly, and she was already sitting on the edge of the bed and picking up her clothes.

At this time, he scolded her slightly, "That is, the doctor is not here, and you are not afraid of being surprised when you talk like this." Besides, he doesn't care where or how I give birth. ”

"Why don't you care, he ......"

He's always cared about you.

When the words came to her mouth, Lu Wanwan didn't say it after all, and her lowered eyes met Su Ni's smiling eyes. I knew it in the past, Su Ni was stubborn, and she didn't like others to point fingers at what she decided.

What's more, her brother has disappeared for almost two months, and there is no news at all except for the occasional inexplicable appearance in the Lu family.

A few days ago, I heard Zhou Yi mention that others have been doing reconstruction somewhere in Haicheng, and his recent state seems to be much better than before, and his left hand is said to have recovered.

It's just that my legs still don't move very well.

Lu Wanwan looked down at Su Ni, who was already very familiar and lay down and talked to the doctor.

The screen next to it shows the image of the child, and the doctor points to the small lump on the top and tells her where the head is and where the feet are.

Most of the children who are more than five months old have developed their limbs well, and they can even vaguely see their gender.

It's just that Su Ni didn't care, and she couldn't look at it while lying on the bed.

On the other hand, the outline of the child can be clearly seen.

The small body curled up, biting the umbilical cord and not letting go, the hands and feet seemed to be very long, and the big head could only be seen halfway.

"The child is developing very well, the test results are out, and all the indicators are fine. Although you were in a hurry when you were pregnant, it seems that he is very well-behaved and has been trying to grow up. ”

The doctor got the results and printed out the photos to show her.

Because I explained it in advance, I took the 3D image that I printed last time.

Su Ni stood on one side, her palm spread out and stroked her head, only to feel a strange warmth emanating from her womb.

She whispered, "Baby, this is your first picture." ”

Store it carefully, and when you turn it out in the future, the child who knows what is going on will be so excited that it will be difficult to control it.

……

After the prenatal checkup, because everything went well, Su Ni relaxed a lot.

These days, she eats hard and exercises hard every day, and finally makes up for the lack of nutrients.

When she got on the elevator, she didn't go straight down, but followed it all the way up to the surgical inpatient department.

"Sister-in-law, what about them?"

"It's about the cause of your second brother's death. ”

Mo Yawei has almost recovered, and she has already been allowed to be discharged from the hospital.

But Lu Yuan's death has been filed by the police, and after so many years of investigation, there are finally clues, and the police prefer her to be under surveillance.

She was allowed to continue to live in the hospital, and there were two plainclothes patrols in the hospital on weekdays.

However, Su Hongna, who has been transferred from the intensive care unit to the general ward for more than a month, has gradually recovered various body functions, but there is still no sign of awakening.

When Su Ni arrived, the escort was Su Hongshan, and she was a little surprised when she appeared, so she got up and called "eldest sister".

At this time, Su Hongshan is finally different from five years ago, he is wearing a white T-shirt with a cartoon image on his head, and his jeans are a little white, lined with slightly dirty cloth shoes under his feet.

On a chair next to him was his denim jacket, his hair undyed and neatly cut.

At first glance, there is no longer the shadow of the past.

"Big sister, you sit. ”

What hasn't changed is still that cautious and restrained, Xu was too afraid of Su Ni in the past, but now when he sees her, he is so nervous that he doesn't even know where to swing his hand.

Fortunately, Su Ni didn't sit down, just stared at the person on the bed quietly, "She hasn't woken up yet." ”

"yes, the doctor said he should have woken up a long time ago. Not sure why. ”

Su Ni smiled mockingly, stood condescendingly by the bed, and looked at her with cold eyes like this, "What could it be." ”

"I'm afraid that after waking up, it's better to lie down comfortably. ”

If she wakes up, she must be investigated, and it is uncertain whether she can be prosecuted, but once she is interrogated, she can't hide a lot of things.

There are countless ways to get her to speak.

Su Ni stood on one side, her eyes quietly falling on the side, and after a long time, she found that Su Hongshan was standing obediently in place from beginning to end, and she was quite surprised.

She hesitated for a moment, "What have you been doing lately?" ”

"Doing an internship. ”

When asked suddenly, Su Hongshan's face flashed with nervousness, not like an adult in his twenties, but more like a child who was asked about his studies by relatives during the Chinese New Year.

"I ...... I was released on early bail two years ago. I have been studying in it, and after I came out, I took the social examination and was admitted to the School of Computer Software Work of Haicheng University, majoring in programming. ”

"After completing the credits, I am doing an internship, and I will graduate at the end of the month. ”

He is like the most well-behaved child in the world, and he answered Su Ni's questions clearly word by word, without hiding at all.

"Big sister, I'll do it well. ”

Suddenly, another sentence was added.

Su Ni was taken aback, and said, "It's useless to tell me." ”

"Yes......"

Su Hongshan seemed to be a little disappointed, and the head under him waited for a few seconds before raising it again, "I know, but no one can say it, so I want to tell you." ”

He didn't say anything further, but for some reason, there was a slight light in his eyes when he saw Su Ni.

"Su Hongshan, it's not too early. ”

It wasn't long before a familiar voice came from outside.

Su Ni was also surprised, and when she looked back, she saw that familiar face.

The latter exclaimed, covering his mouth in disbelief, "Sister Ni!"

Su Ni blinked, and only then did she recognize that it was Xiao Jing.

Thinking about it, I haven't seen her for many years, but she has matured a lot.

"You ......"

"I'm here to go with him to Xiao Ai's parents. ”

Xiao Jing took the initiative to explain, "That was the first case I handled, and I can't let go of it all the time." Later, I would often go over to have a look, but I didn't expect to meet him one day. ”

"I went countless times, and every time I was beaten out by Xiao Ai's father. ”

Su Hongshan waved his hand again and again, his cheeks flushed, "This time has allowed me to enter the door." ”

Su Ni was a little relieved and raised her eyebrows, "Why are you going?"

"That's it...... I don't want to go. Su Hongshan lowered his head, he no longer had the squirming atmosphere of the year, and there was no difference between his dress and the way he spoke.

She ...... After committing suicide, they didn't have any other children, and they had a hard time. I know it's all because of me, so I want to make amends no matter what, even if they won't forgive me, I want to help as much as I can. ”

Xiao Jing thought for a while and grabbed Su Ni to the side, "That's the case, when I met him, it was two years ago, and I haven't returned home during this time." I'm working and studying outside. You didn't often tell me that knowing your mistakes can improve a lot, so you thought, if you can, you can help. ”

"It is true that what he did is not worthy of forgiveness, but in the same way, from our point of view, who is qualified to talk about forgiveness or not. ”

Xiao Jing was a little anxious, "Sister Ni, he has changed a lot." ”

Su Ni looked over quietly and nodded.

After a while, he gently pulled his lips and handed over a business card, "If she wakes up, call me." ”

"Good!"

Su Hongshan saw that the time was about to leave, and Xiao Jing rarely saw Su Ni, so they went to the café downstairs and sat down.

After many, many years, Xiao Jing is finally still in the lawyer industry, and now she works in a large law firm, which is also a little famous.

"Before, I really didn't know that he would change so much, maybe he was still young when he went in, and under the light of the great xxx brilliance, the reshaping of the three views was very successful. ”

"Xiao Ai's father didn't spare his hand at all, and my head was about to be knocked out when I saw him. But I've been there countless times before that. ”

Su Niwan'er squinted, "Xiao Jing, have you noticed that you have been talking around him." ”

Xiao Jing was stunned, her cheeks flushed, "Yes...... Yes. ”

"Don't you mind? He's hurt people after all. ”

Xiao Jing shook her head, "We know that thing best, don't we?" I am willing to atone for my sins with him, and I am willing to take care of Xiao Ai's parents with him, and do charity and public welfare." ”

"There are too many people who have done wrong things in this world, and I am not a party to the party, so I can't say the word forgiveness. ”

"But I thought, what could be better than letting go of the past and letting him start a new life?"

……

Su Ni's hand holding the cup stiffened and froze.