I made too much noise, Anan knocked on the door from outside and asked me what was wrong, I didn't want to respond, I used to see women being "qiangjian", suicide, I think they are really too fragile, since they can all die, what else is there that I can't bear. (3) ≠ eight (3) ≠ eight (3) ≠ reading (3) ≠ book, .↗.o●

When it really happened to me, I realized how much damage that experience caused to me, and I am afraid that I will remember it for the rest of my life, like an imprint deeply imprinted in my heart that can never be dissipated.

Anan was shouting anxiously outside, but my mind was very messy, my heart was also very painful, I couldn't control myself in pain, the back of my head hit the wall hard, my mind was blank, I temporarily lost my senses, and fell heavily to the ground.

Anan took the spare key, opened the door and broke in, she helped me who was paralyzed and comforted, "It's okay, it's okay, everything has passed." ”

I know I can't get past it, and I'll never forget it, there are five men touching their bodies, and the manager is against me in the picture below. Maybe people will think that I take Qiao, aren't you just a young lady? Aren't you usually touched by men? What do you care, maybe I'm hypocritical, I buried myself in Anan's arms and cried loudly.

I wailed loudly, grabbed Anan and asked loudly, "What did I do wrong? What did I do wrong? I really don't be greedy, don't I just want a home? I want everything just to have a home." ”

In the eyes of many people, what is home? But I have lived too much of a life of displacement, I long to be able to settle down, have a home, have someone who loves me, and live an ordinary life, why do I want to become a longing for this kind of dream?

Anan hugged me, raised her hand to gently wipe away my tears, and coaxed me, "You are not greedy at all, really, you may meet someone who really loves you in the future, he loves you and holds you in the palm of his hand, because you are a good girl, you deserve to be cared for." ”

"No, no!" I shook my head vigorously and retorted excitedly, "I'm not a good girl, how can I be a good girl?" I'm going to take a bath, I'm going to take a bath. ”

I resistantly stood up and pushed Anan away and turned on the shower again, the cold water fell, Anan grabbed me and persuaded me, "Shuangshuang, you are not dirty, you are really not dirty, you don't wash it anymore, your body is peeling, you can't rub it anymore." ”

Anan's voice was also stalking, and her eyes were shining with tears, she forcibly dragged me out of the bathroom, comforted me on the bed, and took a towel to help me wipe my wet body. Her movements were very gentle, not at all in line with her tough nature.

She wiped my hair awkwardly, and coaxed me softly, "Be good, it's okay, I'll protect you." Shuangshuang, in my eyes, all people in the world do not deserve to be happy, you definitely want to be happy. You're such a nice girl, and you're so kind. God is fair, and it is too good for a person, and the initiative is to be compensated by something. It's too stingy for a person, then there's definitely something in return. ”

Anan is a very devout Christian, she believes in God and she believes in cause and effect. Usually she is very good to me, and when I resist, she always says that I owe you in my last life, so I am here to pay off my debts in this life, and I am so good to you, so that I can pay off the debts I owed in my last life.

I glared and moved my lips to fight back, Anan blocked my mouth, she covered my eyes with her hand and said, "Don't think about it, close your eyes, don't think about anything, and everything will pass when you wake up." ”

At first, I resisted and opened my eyes wide, and saw the light through the gap between my five fingers, Anan saw that I didn't close my eyes for a long time, and leaned close to my ear and said, "Shuangshuang, no matter how many difficulties you encounter in life, such as the eyes covered by my hands, as long as you open your eyes tenaciously and do not admit defeat, you can always see the bright light, and there will be hope." ”

Her words didn't make much sense, but they went into my brain and made my heart throb. I'm only 19 years old, and there are still a lot of things to do, so no matter how sad I am, I have to live, and my life has to go on!

I slowly closed my eyes to calm myself down, I couldn't sleep, my mind was still, and I kept recalling the most vivid memories. When this kind of thing happens, even if there is no one who has no heart and lungs, she can't treat it as if everything hasn't happened.

Anan stayed by my bedside for a long time, and she knew that I couldn't sleep, so she asked me, "Are you hungry?

Yes, today is really my birthday, it turns out that there is still someone in this world who remembers my birthday, it's not bad, right? I thought it had dried up tears, and a tear slipped from the corner of my eye, and I responded with a snort "Okay!"

Anan helped me fold the quilt and walked out lightly. I opened my eyes again and stared blankly at the ceiling, a faint warmth spreading through my body in the heart-rending pain. People like me can comfort themselves and hold themselves up as long as they have a little warmth.

I still can't forget those ugly memories, but if someone still cares about me, I'll live. I was contemplating life in bed, screaming outside, even though I could hear it through several walls.

Anan is the eldest lady, the type of rice that comes to open her mouth, how can she cook noodles? If she really cooks, maybe the house will be burned. I was also a hard worker, got out of bed, walked out, and came to the kitchen.

I saw Anan holding the lid of the pot in her left hand in front of her body, and holding a tomato in her right hand into the pot, splashing out of nowhere, and she screamed in panic. I couldn't help but want to laugh at her funny appearance, but my mouth seemed to be stuck with glue and I couldn't move at all.

I walked over and snatched the lid from her hand, sighing helplessly and saying, "I'll come!"

Anan looked at me in amazement, as if she saw the help hiding behind me, and complained helplessly, "I obviously did it according to what was written on Baidu......" She stuck out her tongue embarrassedly and continued mischievously, "Or I'll come, you call me next to me, today is your birthday, I will definitely make you a night of longevity noodles." ”

"Okay, I'll help you cook the vegetable soup first, and you can just put the noodles down!" I asked cooperatively.

"Okay, can you turn off the fire when I put the noodles out, I'm afraid of the fire." "Anan is particularly afraid of things that are on fire.

My cooking skills are not very good, plus Anan, what is the taste of the boiled noodles, everyone can fully imagine, forget it when it is paste, and when it is too salty, I can only swallow it with water.

Such unpalatable noodles, we looked at each other but ate hard, I quipped, "Your cooking skills are so bad, what will you do when you get married in the future?"

"I can't cook, he definitely can, my husband must be able to cook. Recently, the old man of my family has started to arrange a blind date for me. Anan complained dissatisfiedly.

How good it is to get married, I'm afraid no man will marry me anymore, it's so strange for people, what you crave, many people are disgusting.

Of course I wouldn't say that again, and pretended to be nonchalant, "What about your Mr. Barron?

"Go" Anan let out a cold sneer, "I like him, so what? If you love, you can get married, if you have a fate, I can still see him, I will use money to raise him, let me be my little white face." I'm definitely better than my mom and won't be so half-hearted. ”

I listened to Anan's words, and I was not curious. In a world of money, anything can happen. A rich man can keep a mistress, Xiaomi, and in the same way, it is not uncommon for a rich woman to keep a little white face. There are many husbands and wives playing their own games, but everyone doesn't tear their skins.

"What if he's richer than yours?" I was in a better mood, because eating food not only fills my stomach, but also heals my wounds.

Anan supported his chin with his hand, raised a bright smile and said confidently, "Isn't that better?

I looked at Anan's stunningly beautiful face, it was really beautiful, impeccablely beautiful. For some reason, I think of Li Yi, he and Anan are so similar, excellent appearance, rich and powerful father, if they meet, what kind of sparks will it create?

"Shuangshuang!" Anan shook my hand, I retracted my mind and looked at Anan, she looked at the corner of my eyes and said seriously, "But there are two kinds of men in this world, I will never fight, one is the man you Lu Shuangshuang loves, and the other is the man who loves you Lu Shuangshuang." Even if I'm in love with him, I won't rob him. I want you to be happy, you are happier than everyone else, including me. ”

"Haha!" I laughed, my eyes glistening with tears, and I shook my head slightly, "What do you say? Do you think I'll ever fall in love with someone else? ”

I didn't tell Anan about leaving, she was obviously stunned, and immediately said with relief, "Then where are you going? Do you want to go back to your hometown? My father is a big landowner, and there are companies there, can I ask him to help you arrange a position?"

I don't even have a high school Chinese credential, how difficult is it to find a job now? Even if it is a chef in a restaurant, people require a secondary school graduate, and I owe Anan too much, friendship and love are the same, a person stands too high, a person stands too humble, there will always be tired.

I grabbed the glass, threw my head back and said with a smile, "No, I still have some money in my hand, enough for me to open a shop that sells clothes." ”

Anan didn't persuade me anymore, just held my hand and looked at me with a faint smile, "Okay! ”