121 I'd rather die myself
Li Yi's dark eyes pinched at me, as if he wanted to see through my thick coat, and the gaze was too sharp. (5) ∞ eight (5) ∞ eight (5) ∞ reading (5) ∞ book, .←.o≈ I unconsciously lowered my head, nervously grabbed the hem of my skirt, stirred it into a ball, and almost stirred the hem out of the hole.
Li Yi sat next to me with a big grin, his restless feet reaching over and stepping on the edge of my shoes. He looked at Xiaoyue with a mocking smile and said, "Du Xiaoyue, you are quite capable of doing things, what are you hypocritical? I don't care what happened to you and Song Muzhi, since you have given birth to a child for him, she can't be at ease, do you all like to be cheap, or are you prodigal, you want to go to work in a nightclub, and you have to sleep with so many men?"
As I listened to his words, I wanted to grab the vase from the bedside table and slam it down on his head.
I moved my foot slightly, away from Li Yi, this bastard is clearly the type of begging, and the dog can't spit out ivory from his mouth.
Xiao Yue glanced at Li Yi, and a sneer habitually appeared at the corner of her mouth, "Li Yi, you can't be arrogant for long, at that time, I see if you can still put on such a high posture." ”
"You don't need to worry about Lao Tzu's business, you'd better keep your mouth shut. Do you think Lao Tzu is Song Muzhi? Lao Tzu is not so gentlemanly and not so patient. If you want to provoke me, I don't care who you are. Li Yi didn't care that Xiao Yue was still sick, and said something more ruthless than the other.
Satsuki simply closed her eyes and said nothing, and the ward fell silent again. Li Yi stood up and glanced at me, my head lowering and my chin resting on my neck.
Li Yi bent down and took my hand, and dragged me up, "Get up, what are you rubbing?"
He was so powerful that I couldn't resist it, and I was like a puppet pulling the strings. He dragged me out of the room, pushed me into the next room, pressed me to the bed, and I thought he was going to assault me, so I jumped up from the bed in a panic.
Not long ago, I experienced the most disgusting thing in my life, for men, I was not only desperate, but I felt disgusting when I saw them, really disgusting, and I couldn't tolerate them touching me, I tried hard to withdraw my hand and shrink to the other side of the bed.
Li Yi pinched my wrist tightly, insisted on not letting go, leaned down, and touched my cheek that was scratched by weeds in the morning, which had already scabbed, but he still felt a little painful when he touched it, I frowned, and he touched his exposed neck along his cheek downward, the force was extremely light, he looked up at me and asked, "Did they touch you here?"
I touched the current, my body shrank suddenly, and my hand slapped the back of Li Yi's hand vigorously, shouting loudly, "Don't touch me!"
I thought that according to Li Yi's temperament, he would be angry with me, and if he didn't beat me, he would reprimand me. Out of surprise, he stared at me quietly, his dark eyes flashed with a flash of grief, he stretched out his hand to wrap around me, and hugged my whole person into his arms, that dangerous aura hit, my body trembled involuntarily, I remembered what happened in the office, the hateful face of the man, the piercing lewd laughter, and four or five hands wandering around the body, the dirty man, I twisted my body violently, not letting Li Yi hold me, and shouted hysterically "Don't touch me, I beg you not to touch me!"
Instead of letting go of my hand, Li Yi grabbed my waist, like a thousand-year-old rattan, tightening it little by little, so that my ribs hurt, and I hammered his chest with both hands frantically, calling out loudly for him to let go of himself. The more I struggled, the tighter he clutched, he held the back of my head and pressed me into his arms, I was anxious to break free from his confinement, and I opened my mouth to bite him. He was wearing a black tweed suit, which was not easy to eat, and I just had to bite into the fabric.
I felt the urge to cry when I bit it, the tip of my nose was a little sore, and my heart was not comfortable. I don't want to cry in front of Li Yi anymore, lest he say that I am weak in front of him. I asked angrily, "Can you let go of me, if you let go of me, if you let go of me, will you let go of me?" ”
Li Yi patted my head softly and coaxed in a low voice, "Don't make trouble, I don't dislike you, okay?"
He doesn't dislike me, he doesn't dislike my, he really takes himself seriously. Fuck, men are nothing at all, arrogant and arrogant.
Listening to his words, my anger rose directly from my chest, and I saw a piece of white flesh under the button of his unbuttoned shirt, and I bit down hard. I bit him with all my might, my teeth were embedded in his flesh, and my mouth was full of blood.
He took a deep breath of pain, let out a scream, let go of his hand in pain, threw me aside, covered his bleeding neck and stared at me, and scolded, "Are you a dog? ”
I stepped back again, and shrank at the end of the bed, to return the favor to him in the same way that he had not always bitten me, and had caused me to be covered in bruises and bites. I stared at Li Yi intently and said categorically, "I let you let go, who told you not to let go?" Li Yi, I have made it clear to you, you are you, I am me, from now on, you take your Yangguan Road, I will take my single-plank bridge, you are the golden young master Li, I can't climb high, you go play with your little star, young model go!"
I was so excited, so excited, my body swayed violently, my body lost my balance, and I fell heavily to the ground, I was wearing Satsuki's coat, and there was a vacuum inside, and I lay down on all fours, revealing my bruised legs, and those scars irritated my eyes and pierced my heart, which undoubtedly reminded me of such unbearable memories again.
Li Yi's gaze swept over my exposed skin, his brow was condensed, his face was gloomy and terrifying, he walked towards me quickly, I shouted at him, "Don't come, I beg you not to come?"
I was really about to burst, my heart really hurt, the heart-rending pain of uncovering the scars. Li Yi's body froze, looking at me blankly, squirming his lips, and he didn't say a word to say anything.
I stumbled up, sorted out my clothes, covered my chest with my hands and walked out, and ran away in a panic, he wanted to catch me, big deal, I bit him again, I don't mind saying something more ruthless, anyway, I was cheap, I was almost raped by a group not long ago, I've seen everything, what are you afraid of?
Li Yi didn't catch up anymore, but that familiar gaze followed me until I closed the door to the hospital room, finally blocking the sharp gaze.
I walked out in a panic and bumped into Cuong head-on, who looked at me indifferently and handed it to me.
I saw that it kept vibrating, and the phone number was Anan. I connected, Anan gasped and told me that he went to the field, but learned that I went to the hospital and was about to come over. I listened to Anan's anxious tone, and my cold heart warmed up a little, fortunately, there were still people who cared about me, and they would stand up to protect me, and I wanted to look at the ward through the glass window, but the ward was too big, and I couldn't see Xiaoyue.
Cuong said coldly behind me, "You go! ”
If someone hadn't told me that he wasn't mute, I really thought Cuong was mute, and this was the first time I heard Cuong speak, and his tone was so cold and hard that I couldn't refuse, and I wished I would have disappeared immediately. In fact, it's no wonder that he hates himself, Satsuki is because of his own accident, empathy, I won't like myself. He looked at me, and naturally he didn't feel good.
"Okay, I'll go, if you need anything, just call me. I tried my best to smile at Cuong's indifferent face, the taste of a hot face against a cold ass was really uncomfortable!
Cuong didn't even look at me, opened the door of the ward, closed it, and turned me away. I stood outside the door for a while, and noticed Li Yi coming out of the next ward, and immediately turned around and left.
I asked the nurse for the phone, called Anan, told her not to go into the hospital, and I went down. When I got out of the hospital, Anan happened to arrive. She got out of the car in a hurry, rushed in front of me, took my hand worriedly, looked me up and down, and asked me, "How is it?"
I shook my head, pulled the car door and sat in, and said anxiously, "It's okay, let's go!"
There is a vacuum under my coat, not to mention that in the cold winter, I shiver from the cold, but I am very insecure when I am naked, and there is a possibility of exposure at any time, I am anxious to leave the public place and find a safe place.
Anan looked at my scarred neck and asked with concern, "You better see a doctor!"
I shrunk my neck uncomfortably, and stubbornly shook my head with my hands and urged, "Let's go!"
Anan didn't say anything more, quickly started the car, and took me back to her residence. Anan lives in a ridiculously large villa, which is empty and has no smell of people.
I have been to her house several times and have never met her parents except for the nanny. As soon as I entered the house, I asked Anan where the bathroom was, so I rushed into the bathroom and turned on the shower, there was no good place in my body, their bastards were really ruthless, they really looked at me inappropriately, and pinched my flesh fiercely, and there were pinch marks on my thighs and chest, as well as slap marks.
The image of the man smiling at me and touching himself with his hands again came to mind, and I turned the hot water into cold water to calm myself down. But I couldn't calm down, the clips came back to my mind again and again, and I grabbed my hair in pain and slammed against the wall, trying to let the pain numb the memories. I smashed all the furnishings in the bathroom like crazy, I was really miserable, really miserable, at this moment, I really wished I was dead and never had to face such a filthy world again.
Only someone who has experienced that kind of thing will understand that it was such a desperate and helpless experience, and the numbness of hitting the wall with their head on the wall makes the damn memories blurry.