197 The sea and the sky

(Cat pounces Chinese I am not dead, and I can't die.

Actually, the extra pills I took were nothing at all, and I would faint, and it was more about the bottle of wine than it was related to illness.

So, I was drunk at best, but when I was carried out of the room by Jiang Hao with red eyes, everyone thought I was going to kill myself.

In the end, the one who explained this matter clearly was the blue light and Xu Qianqian who rushed to the hospital after getting the news.

Of course, I wasn't awake yet.

I slept for a long time, and I had a long, long dream in which someone held my hand all the time, but he didn't say anything.

What I can feel is just like Jiang Hao always said in the past: "Just your hand, I can touch it." ”

So I can also be sure that the person holding my hand now is Jiang Hao, and he is the one who is holding me and crying, and he is the one who has been talking to me before I arrived at the hospital, and the doctor announced that I am not in danger at all, but after I was drunk, he was the one who accompanied me silently without saying a word.

But I just couldn't wake up, I felt my heart pounding, the rhythm of the breathing of the person around me, and the movement of him breaking my clenched fingers again and again.

If this is a dream, then these feelings are all too real.

If this is not a dream, why can't I wake up?

Later I realized that I was just tired. I've been tired for months, haven't had a good night's sleep, haven't had a single laugh.

So much has really happened in these months, more than I've ever encountered in my life. I'm so tired that I can't afford it. I tried my best to get by, but every time I forbears and suppresses, it seems like I'm paying off a debt.

So now, I really just want to get a good night's sleep, I hear someone calling for me, but I refuse to wake up.

And when I actually woke up, it was three days later.

The moment I opened my eyes, it was my parents who were sitting next to me, it was Lin Xia and Lu Xiaoqi who got up from the sofa opposite the hospital bed, and it was Blu-ray and Xu Qianqian who were busy calling the doctor to come and see me.

I sat up slowly, looking left and right, and I always felt that something was missing, and I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart. But all of a sudden, it became easier again.

It took me a few minutes before I reacted and asked Lin Xia, "Where is Jiang Hao?"

Lin Xia didn't tell me clearly, she was afraid that I would be stimulated by something just after I woke up, so she said that Jiang Hao was busy in the company, but he came to see me in the morning and was just called away by a phone call.

Saying that, Lin Xia also took out his mobile phone and pretended to answer the phone, the play was real or false, and the screen was all lit.

After answering the phone, Lin Xia said: "Jiang Hao called, he was going on a business trip temporarily, and he didn't want to come to see you, but I said I didn't want to see him." ”

I pursed my lips and smiled with her, "Well, I don't want to see him either." ”

Lin Xia squeezed out a smile in embarrassment.

The doctor came in to check, it was a female doctor, very careful, and before leaving, she looked at the infusion bottle, and raised my hand to see if there was any swelling.

I realized that I still had an infusion tube on the back of my hand, and I don't know how many bottles of water I had hung up in the past few days.

"It's good, you just can't be too tired with this illness, just rest here for two days and observe, there is no problem and you can be discharged from the hospital the day after tomorrow." You can really sleep, you didn't have any serious illness and slept for two days. ”

After speaking, the young female doctor glanced around the room, "There are so many people today, and your husband has been with you before." Did he go to work?"

"Hmm. I nodded and smiled at her.

I feel like a mirror in my heart now, Jiang Hao is not here at this time, he must be gone. And his departure at this time does not mean that he has made some decisions.

I said I'm going to sleep, and then I closed my eyes, and I felt a sense of relief that I hadn't felt in a long time.

The next two days I spent in the hospital were also quite lively, and there was an endless stream of people who came to see me, except for some former classmates and company colleagues who had developed in Beijing, Xu Qianqian and others almost reported on time and on time.

Unexpectedly, occasionally one or two reporters and people who claim to be my fans come to visit with flowers and fruits.

It turned out that in the past two months, I have had a little fame, in addition to the TV series with Jung Junxi, the reality show I quit halfway also has many people posted on the Internet hoping that I can go back, and even the program team personally called me to invite me to record the second episode.

It's my current physical condition, the doctor has already said during the re-examination, no matter how serious it is, it will be surgery, and it is best for me to recuperate for a few months before considering the next arrangement.

That's what my parents meant.

I used to be young and ignorant, but since I almost became a mother once, I have become more and more understanding of my parents, and I feel more and more that I always felt that they didn't care about me before, so now I try to listen to what they say. The elders must have a reason for their words, and they are genuinely good for me.

Until the day I was discharged from the hospital, Jiang Hao never appeared again.

However, Jiang Hao's father called me to ask to meet, and this time the place of meeting was not at home, but at the café of the hotel under their name.

I didn't tell anyone about it, and if I had to bring a companion, it didn't seem appropriate for anyone.

Lu Xiaoqi's personality is softer than mine, Xu Qianqian is babbling, Lin Xia is even more inappropriate, let her meet Jiang Hao and his father, embarrassed to death.

In the end, I arrived at the agreed place half an hour early.

Jiang Hao's father was a few minutes late, and as soon as he sat down, he explained to me: "Sorry, there is a traffic jam on the road." ”

This polite sentence made me a little overwhelmed, and I was hesitant to shout when I met, but in the end I called Mr. Jiang as politely as he did.

used to live under the same roof, Jiang Hao and his father were not intolerant of me, he also comforted me when I had a miscarriage, and also said in front of me that Jiang Hao was not.

But after all, it was Jiang Hao's father, and everything he did was still for Jiang Hao's sake. If I were him, I guess it would be the same choice. And he didn't stop it from the beginning, he gave me a chance.

I wasn't lucky.

This time, Mr. Jiang took out another document bag and put it in front of me.

I paused, and it took me a long time to react, and I reached for the file bag in front of me, my heart beating all the time.

I controlled my fingers to open the bag so as not to tremble, but the circles under my eyes were noticeably hot.

Sure enough, like last time, he gave me a divorce agreement.

The difference is that this time the agreement really has Jiang Hao's signature. The neat handwriting is written stroke by stroke.

I suddenly remembered the scratch paper he wrote four years ago when he first supervised Chen Xi's homework at my home.

I thought that he would write a note to coax me every time I had an unpleasant relationship with me.

This is the first time that Jiang Hao's words have brought me a different feeling. Not a surprise, not a sadness, but a complete relief.

Let me go, and let him go.

I put the agreement away and nodded, "What about the formalities behind it?"

"I'll arrange. Mr. Jiang took out another check from his wallet, "This is given to you on my own behalf." I know you've suffered a lot of grievances in our family these days, and you'll understand when you become a parent. To be honest, I was already against Jiang Hao when he first proposed to marry you, but I never had any feudal thinking that I had to let him find a right person, and my requirements for my daughter-in-law were only stable and able to manage the family well for Jiang Hao. It's not appropriate for this child to say that he is young now, but you also know that what he needs now is not a vigorous love, but a wife who can take care of his life and not let him make any wrong decisions out of control. You are also a good boy, from some points of view, Jiang Hao is not worthy of you, you shouldn't be locked by him at such a young age, without him, you can also have your own better development. Uncle bless you, I know you may not be willing to accept money if you are given it. But this is my heart as an elder to my children's friends, just like when you are Jiang Hao and Hitomi's friends. Don't be too stubborn, if you can't use the money, you can return it to me in the future, but if you don't want anything, Jiang Hao won't feel at ease. As for the houses of the two of you in Beijing and Shanghai, I have already sold them, and I don't want to leave him anything that touches the scene. ”

After listening to these words, I felt as if something was choking in my heart, and I couldn't say clearly.

But I understand that Jiang Hao's father has no bad intentions towards me, but I have always been a stranger to Jiang Hao's family, and they have given me the opportunity to integrate into this family, and I have missed it.

I still accepted the check, Jiang Hao's father was right, if I didn't want anything, how could Jiang Hao be at ease.

I left with a check and a divorce agreement, and Jiang Hao never showed up, I knew he was gone, to a place I didn't want to look for and couldn't find.

On the day of the official signing, it was just me and the lawyer. The lawyer told me not to worry about Jiang Hao, his current debt problem has been solved for him by his family, and I will not be affected.

I nodded, watching as the marriage certificate was stamped with an invalid stamp.

As for the divorce certificate, I didn't ask for it.

The next afternoon, I went back to S City with my parents, and I went to see Jiang Hao's mother and returned the bracelet she gave me.

I think this jade bracelet is an heirloom in Jiang Hao's family, and it may belong to someone else in the future.

As for the ring that Jiang Hao gave me, I just took it off and put it in the drawer.

Our marriage finally came to an end, and in the end, in addition to the deep love and regret we once had, there was only this small ring.

From then on, each has a wide end of the world, and the sea and the sky are wide.

(The monologue from Jiang Hao's perspective in the next 3-5 chapters tells some things that the heroine's perspective doesn't know, as well as the life of Jiang Hao and the heroine before and after the divorce, and a year after the divorce.) After that, it officially enters the ending ~ rest assured ~ the end will be happyending)

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