(Cat flutters Chinese I want to talk to him.

Say anything, as long as Jiang Hao is willing to listen to me, as long as he doesn't say so, he will leave, give me a little confidence, and I will tell him everything.

This actually has nothing to do with hypocrisy, but a temper.

But in the end, I was angry with Jiang Hao, and it was myself who hurt as a result.

Looking at the locked door, a few lyrics suddenly came to mind.

Maybe you and I often appear in each other's dreams, but when we wake up, we have to readjust our distance. The most endure not being able to have the common tenderness, silently praying for God's blessing in my heart.

Obviously, I was so moved by the words he said when he was drunk, and even I was about to give up because he changed his mind because of those words, but after he sobered up, the two of us really readjusted our distance.

I went and pushed the door again, but I couldn't open it, and I couldn't open it with the key from the inside.

I was about to raise my hand and knock on the door and have someone open it for me, but I felt that I was so pathetic and pathetic that I was not what I wanted.

Maybe I'd rather wait for Jiang Hao to come back and open the door for me than beg those who bullied me.

Now I'm trapped in this room, I sat on the ground for a long time before I remembered to call Jiang Hao, this time he went out with his mobile phone, but no matter how I called, he refused to answer, at first it was hung up, and then it was an intermittent sound.

In this case, it is estimated that he either threw his mobile phone somewhere, or turned it to silent.

I didn't sleep well, so I got into the quilt and went to sleep, and I slept until the afternoon, when I woke up hungry and my stomach hurt from hunger. In Jiang Hao's room, except for a wine cabinet, there were only some messy snacks.

I ate a bag of potato chips, but I didn't even have water, so I opened a bottle of soft drink and drank it as water.

After eating and drinking, the sky began to get dark, but Jiang Hao still didn't come back, looking at everything in front of me, I suddenly felt that I was living a very sad life.

"If Jiang Hao is here, it is estimated that he will dislike me to death. ”

After talking to myself, I called him again, but there was still no answer. So I sent him a text message.

I said: "Jiang Hao, I'll wait for you to go home, I won't divorce you at this time, you have a misunderstanding about me, we'll make it clear when you come back." ”

Jiang Hao still didn't return.

So I sent the second and third articles.

I told him that Blu-ray and I really didn't have anything to do, and I also told him that the divorce deal wasn't something I had someone to do. In addition to what Jiang Hao's father said to me, and the fact that I couldn't get pregnant, which I felt difficult to talk about in text messages, I told him everything I could think of.

But Jiang Hao was like an iron heart, and he didn't respond to me at all.

I was bored, so I continued texting him and turned on the TV.

It just so happened that today's TV station showed Xu Qianqian's special, which she recorded the night before yesterday. I didn't expect it to be released so soon, and it was still the golden time of eight o'clock in the evening.

Xu Qianqian on TV looks very dignified, and she doesn't look like a crazy girl in Chongqing at all. It's not like a little fragrant when I first arrived in Beijing, and I don't have the pompous luxury when I married Blu-ray.

Even her nose that was reshaped in the previous group purchase went to South Korea to do it again.

To be honest, I used to look down on Xu Qianqian and despise her in various ways, but now, look at her, and then look at myself in the mirror.

I feel like I've been dumped dozens of streets by Xu Qianqian.

The special also showed tidbits of Xu Qianqian's new play, she wore a costume and flew in the sky with a tightrope like a heroine, and she looked very confident when she smiled.

I began to think that I had also made such a scene.

Then when everyone has different pursuits, Xu Qianqian is her big star, I will concentrate on running my family well, and it is good not to quarrel with Jiang Hao. Jiang Hao also said that he would support me in filming in the future.

I told myself that everything was going to be fine.

But even Xu Qianqian has a daughter, and now she has a new boyfriend, although she is not a serious person, but how chic she is, the host calls her one movie queen.

I'm so envious.

Now I'm locked in this room, and the noisy person in the corridor should be the nanny playing with Xiaocheng in the car.

With so many people in the family, no one cared why I didn't go out for a day.

When Jiang Hao was away, no one wanted to ask me if I was uncomfortable if I had eaten.

Outside the window, the sky became more and more depressed, there was a few thunders, and then it rained, Xiao Cheng was afraid of the sound of thunder, so he lay outside the door and cried.

The babysitter went over to coax.

All those voices were in my ears, and they were all messed up.

The more I thought about it, the more depressed I became, the more aggrieved I became, and when I turned my head, I glanced at Jiang Hao's cabinet of foreign wine. I haven't drunk in a long time because I know how dangerous it is to drink alone outside.

At home and with friends, I don't seem to have much of a chance to drink.

I licked my chapped lips and staggered to my feet to get a drink from Jiang Hao's wine cabinet. I swear, I don't want to break the can, I just feel uncomfortable, I just want to get drunk.

I didn't expect that just a little bit of alcohol would happen, and so many things would happen that I couldn't predict and couldn't refuse.

I don't understand foreign wine, so I don't know how to drink it in moderation, so I drink it like beer. In the past, when I was in the dormitory with Lin Xia and them, I could drink three or four bottles of beer, but I couldn't do it if I had too much.

But this wine, I only drank a few sips and started to dizzy.

Originally, I was just drinking casually, and I couldn't control myself all of a sudden, I held the wine bottle in one hand and called Jiang Hao with my mobile phone in the other.

He didn't answer the phone, and as soon as I cried, the bottle in my hand fell to the ground.

It's over, Jiang Hao will definitely be angry again when he comes back.

I threw my phone on the bed and barely got up from the floor to get a rag to clean it up in the bathroom. But I'm dizzy, my disease is dizziness at every turn, and after a few sips of wine, it's more like losing half a life.

I heard a knock knock and thought someone was knocking on the door.

He shouted, let me out, shouting with a cry, very desolate. But then I found out that there was no one knocking on the door at all.

It was the sound of my own heartbeat.

People who don't drink well and drink too much must have had the experience of having their heart beating so loudly that you think it's going to jump out, like you're going to die.

I fell to the ground, covered in wine, wet, and dirty.

The headache is more like it's about to explode. Actually, I still have some sobriety, I'm not drunk, I'm just uncomfortable, so I'm still thinking about taking medicine at this time.

The doctor prescribed me medicine, I haven't taken it all day today, no wonder I'm dizzy again.

I got up again to get my bag, poured out all the contents, and found my medicine. My vision blurred, and I couldn't see which one was which.

I don't even know how many pieces I can count.

Then take more, I don't think it's a problem to take one or two more tablets of each medicine. So I poured out some of this, and some of that, and finally I had a handful in my hand.

I cried and shoved the pills into my mouth.

There was no water, and I didn't dare to drink anymore, and after I barely swallowed all the medicine, I couldn't help but lie on the bed and cry quietly, crying and saying that it was uncomfortable.

It's so uncomfortable, I want to die.

When you say this kind of thing, it really doesn't mean that you really want to die, but people who hear it are likely to misunderstand.

I don't know how long I've been dizzy like this, I heard someone talking in my ear, but when I looked up, the room was already dark, and no one was around me.

Later, I fainted.

Later, I was picked up again and shaken awake.

The man slapped me in the face desperately, told me not to sleep, told me he was wrong, told me that I was almost at the hospital, and told me to hold on.

Then the dripping water hit me in the face and into my mouth, salty.

The droplets hit my face like they triggered the switch in my eyes, and I couldn't help but start crying.

It's really uncomfortable, it's really painful.

But I don't want to die, and I don't want to be separated from Jiang Hao.

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