At the third meeting, Zhang Nan handed me a card that I estimated that I would never finish in my life, and said that he would come to pay the bill and my tip in the future and let me brush it myself, which is the most generous lord since the dynasty and even since I grew up. After that, Zhang Nan came back every night, and for a long time I was cut off by him.

Almost overnight, the dynasty closed down and changed hands, Zhang Nanlai came to the dynasty and couldn't find anyone, saw me in the dormitory, blushed and said Lei Xi come to Beijing with me, let's live together.

It's Beijing again, and I hesitated.

I still remember that day, Zhang Nan stood in front of me, his expression sincere and not the slightest deception. He said that his family asked him to go to Beijing to take charge of the company there, he said that he would support me, he said that he couldn't imagine me being held in the arms of other men, and he said that he wanted to possess me endlessly in his life.

Well, Zhang Nan, who was blushing, was talking about possession.

I laughed. I disdainfully asked him why?

He said that he would support me, and he would be able to support me without worrying about food and clothing.

I suddenly felt that my mind was very clear, and I remembered that I hadn't smoked methamphetamine for a long time since I met Zhang Nan. Every day I was crazy with him until the early hours of the morning, he went to work and I slept, and in the evening I went to work by roll call, and he came again. The cycle went on and on, and I didn't have time to spend the night with the gang on stage.

After waking up, I feel that the intoxicated life is meaningless, and the dream world will eventually return to reality. The day of the opening of the dynasty is far away, Ding Qian has fallen in love and lived a stable life, and it seems that I should find someone to rely on, right?

The anesthetic effect of methamphetamine has really made me forget the little pain caused by Zhou Yangzhou for more than a year, and I feel that it is okay to return to Beijing.

More than a year after I left Beijing, I followed Zhang Nan back. When I first returned to Beijing, I really just regarded the days with Zhang Nan as the work of the imperial dynasty, and he gave me money to live by his side.

But slowly, I realized that he took care of me in the slightest, he stayed by the bedside to take care of me when I was sick, he would take me abroad when I was irritable, and even when I couldn't sleep and wanted to watch a drama, he would sit with me in the living room eating potato chips and watching a bubble show.

I asked him if he liked it?

He said he didn't look.

I said, what are you doing?

He said I'm looking at you.

In the middle of the night, or all night, I watched TV, and he watched me. He had potato chips in his hand and fed them to me piece by piece.

The heart, after all, will melt little by little, I forget the pain after the scars, I love again, almost crazy.

It was I who found a harbor to dock in Zhangnan, like a dead leaf that had been floating for many years, and was finally picked up and carefully treasured.

Zhang Nan never asked about my past, he said that he wanted to face a better future with me, so I changed for him, quit smoking and didn't drink, and never went there again even if he lived close to Houhai.

I learned to dress him, and every day before he went out, he picked out the right tie for him to tie, and he bowed his head and kissed me on the forehead and said I'll see you in the evening, baby.

I learned to cook many, many dishes, carefully select the ingredients and prepare dinner for him to return, and when he took the bag in his hand, he whispered that baby is so good.

I enjoyed my time with him, and unconsciously gave up my once casual state and devoted myself to being his woman.

He finally brought back a diamond ring with our names engraved on it, and said that my baby would marry me.

I said yes, but did your parents say yes?

He said I liked it and they would say yes.

I said what if I didn't say yes?

He said I'll take you away.

Then he took me by the hand and walked into the door of their house, led me to stand in front of his parents and said this is Reich and I am going to marry her.

His parents greeted me for dinner, and politely said Rexi, you go first, and we will discuss your marriage with Nannan.

So I left, and then I literally left.

As soon as I left Zhang's house, a group of people surrounded me and took me to the hotel. Ever since I was a child, I was very fearless and not afraid of anything, so I was very calm at the time, but I wondered who was doing this to me and what they were going to do?

As a result, they didn't want either, they wanted to give me money and ask me to leave Zhang Nan.

I understand, I have the same thing as Zhou Yangzhou again, but this time his family came to me head-on. Zhang Nan's mother, Chen Yimei, stopped my card with no limit, gave me a card with 500,000 yuan in cash, and asked me to tell Zhang Nan that I was getting married and going abroad.

I asked her what if I didn't say yes?

She said I didn't have a choice.

I asked her why she didn't let me marry Zhang Nan?

She said that she didn't want the Zhang family to marry an unclean woman like me!

I never thought that my casualness would bring anything, but it wasn't until Chen Yimei said this sentence that I felt a little painful. Who can have no past, I am willing to go on with Zhang Nan, we love each other, isn't this more important than anything else?

Chen Yimei didn't even give me room to think, but only gave me two choices: accept the card and dial Zhang Nan's phone and tell him that I want to go abroad, and stay in the hotel for the rest of my life.

I chose the former. Because as long as I leave this place, I can have another chance, even if I don't have Zhang Nan, at least I can still use the opportunity to live.

The phone was dialed in front of me, and I said, dear, what are you doing?

Zhang Nan said he was thinking about me.

I said I'm sorry dear, I don't love you anymore and I'm going abroad.

He asked me where I was.

I said I was on the plane and my phone was about to turn off.

Chen Yimei cut off the phone at the right time and handed me the bank card with 500,000 cash, very good, I will send you abroad now.

I was stunned, didn't I just need to tell Zhang Nan that I was going abroad?

She said no, you have to go abroad to stay, and you can't come back until Zhang Nan gets married.

At 6 a.m., I was taken on a flight from City A to Beijing, connecting to New York, to a completely unfamiliar place. I was accompanied by a middle-aged man, who took good care of his life in New York, and had no chance to leave.

He's a man and I'm a woman, and that's his weakness and my strength.

I tried my best to lure him into bed, and tried my best to make him cool. He put his pants up and was about to leave, and I said you take me to the airport or I'll sue you for rape. In the end, this cold-faced and harsh man did not pass my body, and returned to China with a wedding photo shoot taken by a model in New York.

I have a free body again, but I hate Chen Yimei. This hateful woman has taken away the man who changed me and the man I relied on.

I tried to get in touch with Zhang Nan again, he changed his number, I still wanted to be with him, but I didn't want to leave with me as he said at the beginning. I have already seen Chen Yimei's methods, even if we leave her, I will not let her go, so I think I want to marry into the Zhang family with confidence.

I went back to City A and lived in Ding Qian's house, the house is in a good location, although it is not big but very warm. Ding Qian said that Ni Juan bought the house and gave it to her, and I asked Ni Juan what about it? She said she didn't know. In those dreamy days, I don't know what happened to Ding Qian and Ni Juan, taking advantage of the wine when the sisters met, Ding Qian sighed about Ni Juan's various experiences.

I listened to the woman who passed me every day during that time, just like the real life that happened in the TV series, and suddenly I had a feeling. Chen Yimei gave me at the beginning, why can't I return it? My foundation is no worse than Ni Juan, and people are not stupider than Ni Juan, why can't I repay the hatred she can repay?

I went back to the imperial court, and sat in Zhang Hounian's private room under the arrangement of many inquiries, he recognized me, and I whispered in his ear, I was just an ordinary woman. After saying that, I sat down beside him with a trembling heart, and tried to make him stay on me more often with the charm I had almost forgotten.

There is no man who comes to the dynasty who will not steal a fishy cat, and Zhang Hounian is the same. He knew the rules of the game, and before leaving, he asked me if I would like to go to him later, and I lay on my side in his arms, and with my head on his nakedness, I said that I had to go home and change my clothes.

Then I went to Zhang Nan's father's bed.

Of course, he is not as strong as Zhang Nan. I pestered him all night to make him feel more than he could do, but he fell in love with the way I looked in bed, and he said I was good enough. He asked me out three times in a week, and every time he was exhausted, he was still sighing in his heart.

I took the opportunity for him to sigh and asked him, is it a dream to be the groom every night?

He leaned limply against my chest, laughing at himself that he was old.

I said you're not old, as long as you believe me, I'll make you so young all the time, and you'll make me cry and cry and beg you to let me go.

Zhang Hounian successfully took the bait, and in order to prove the strength of his man, he nodded and agreed.

I contacted the person I hadn't contacted for many years, sent us what we needed, and carefully prepared for Zhang Hounian to try first, a small amount made him powerful, he inhaled a larger dose continuously, and the two of us couldn't get out of bed for a day and a night. I re-touched the things I used to stay away from for Zhang Nan, and this time I pulled his father along.

In fact, I don't know too much about the Zhang family, I only know that Zhang Hounian is Zhang Nan's father, if Chen Yimei knows that her man and future daughter-in-law are lying in the same bed one day, and this incident has caused a sensation in the city, if Zhang Hounian agrees, will she lower her standards for her daughter-in-law? Will I marry Zhang Nan confidently?

So I followed this path, but I didn't expect Zhang Hounian in the dream to complain so much, he said that the days he and Chen Yimei were together was torment, he said that he had to face Chen Yimei and the daughter born to a wild man all day long and called him father, he said that he Chen Yimei was a piece of shame to cover his clothes.

He said when he was overwhelmed with excitement that he wanted a divorce, that he wanted to marry me, that he wanted to live this dream life every day, that he wanted to be a real man with me.

I listened to these unbelievable words and began to think.