"Are you here!?" Surprised, I forgot my usual title, and greedily enjoyed his kiss and the embrace that made me greedy.

But he took a step back at this moment and nodded at me lightly: "Well, passing by here, come by and have a look." Are you still in the habit of living?"

A trace of loss hit my heart, and the emotional change of joy and sorrow tormented my heart, but the cruel reality always reminded me of my identity, I am here to give birth to other people, what else can I hope for.

I wanted to cry, but I didn't dare to.

He suddenly said, "Hee-hee, why are you always like a rabbit?"

He called me Xixi again, and the little loss in his heart suddenly disappeared.

All my current joys, sorrows, and sorrows can be controlled by him, this feeling is amazing, so magical that it makes me faintly worried. I can't continue to indulge myself, I won't have a future with him, and he doesn't like me at all?

I was afraid that he would get close, and I was afraid that I would sink, so I kept reminding myself in my heart: all he cares about is my stomach, and I can't fall in love with him.

That day was probably the most dreary meal he ever had, because I never spoke to him from beginning to end, and every time he asked me a question, I answered with a hmmmmmm

Before he left, I hesitated to take advantage of my aunt's inattention to pull him into my room, took out the bank card and stuffed it into his hand.

He pulled down his face, and his voice was cold: "What do you mean? Don't? You're not in a hurry to use the money?"

My heart contracted violently, and my self-esteem was stomped on the soles of my feet by this sentence.

He really pitied me, but I liked him, I just wanted to try to retain a little dignity in front of him - although the moment I signed the contract with Zhao Yaru, it was already indecent.

I panicked and avoided his gaze: "Sister Yaru will give money, I haven't conceived a child yet, so I can't ask for more for no reason." ”

Zhuang Yan snorted lightly, didn't answer, turned around and strode away.

I was confused, and I wanted to leave some self-esteem in front of him, because I didn't want him to think that I was the kind of woman who had no bottom line for money. But I'm him off now, so he'll never come in to see me again when he passes by here, right?

I suddenly wished I hadn't conceived so soon, so that I would have a reason to see him again.

I was so frightened by the thought that I raised my hand and slapped myself hard.

It's only been a few days, and I've been fascinated by him like this, even to the point of missing my grandmother!

Shen Xi, you are so sorry for your grandmother's hard work to pull you into love, and sorry for your grandmother's tireless work to provide for you to go to college! Cancer tortured her like that, how can you be confused by such shady feelings?

I cried, and I cried heartbreakingly.

I don't deserve to talk about feelings at all, and I don't deserve to like Mr. Zhuang. What is his identity and what am I status?

I, a person who is reluctant to throw away even broken shoes, a person who doesn't even know how to eat mangosteen, should just look up to him silently. Sister Yaru is so good to me, how can I break my promise to fall in love with her husband?

I touched my stomach and cried so much that I was sobbing.

Child, come on, as soon as you come, I will have no reason to have any crooked thoughts about Mr. Zhuang, and I will be able to go back to take care of my grandmother as soon as you come.

In the afternoon of the same day, Zhao Yaru came.

She smiled and brought some supplements and nutritional supplements, and asked me if I was still used to living there.

I nodded flatteredly, not daring to look at her: "Very good, thank you Sister Yaru." ”

In fact, it's not very good, my grandmother's land is all soil, and even cement is not built. When I was walking in the villa, I was always worried that the bright tiles would be dirty, so I rushed to help my aunt clean it this morning, but Mr. Zhuang criticized me, and my aunt had an opinion on me, and she hadn't spoken to me since lunch, so I was worried that she would ignore me from now on.

"I wanted to come over to see you in the morning, but I happened to be a little uncomfortable, so I asked my husband to come and see it. ”

I felt a sense of loss in my heart, it turned out that Mr. Zhuang didn't come to see me by himself.

I suddenly felt a sour nose and was overwhelmed by the wishful thinking I had been having. I didn't dare to look up at Zhao Yaru at all, and I was so embarrassed that I grabbed the corner of my clothes and wanted to burrow into the ground.

Zhao Yaru saw my abnormality and raised her hand to touch my forehead: "What's wrong, is there something uncomfortable?"

I looked up in a panic, and I happened to meet the beautiful big eyes, she seemed to understand everything, so frightened that I quickly shook my head and looked on the ground: "Sister Yaru, there is no discomfort, I know that I can't get sick now, I will definitely take good care of my body." ”

Zhao Ya calculated my ovulation period before I began to let me have sex with Mr. Zhuang, and I would know if I was pregnant in a little more than a week.

She didn't stay for dinner, I was so depressed that I couldn't eat at all, and my aunt cooked the soup a little greasy, and I didn't want to drink it. But I was afraid that she would tell Zhao Yaru secretly, so I had to drink it all.

When I called Aunt Tian Hua to ask about my grandmother's situation, she couldn't help but sigh and told me: "Xixi, she fainted when she helped Li Rong's family dry wheat this morning, hey, I haven't eaten until now, I cooked some mung bean soup for her, and she barely drank half a bowl." Xixi, don't worry, you're fine, I'll help take care of it if the family can take care of it. ”

I was so anxious that I burst into tears, and I wanted to put on my wings and fly back.

Grandma must be distressed that her wheat was sold by her uncle, Li Rong is the richest in our village, all the farm work is spent on others to do it, the work of drying wheat is the most relaxed, helping their family to dry wheat for a day can turn 50 yuan, provided that they turn over the drying and bagging all by themselves.

My heart ached for a while, and I choked up and asked Aunt Tian Hua: "What about my aunt and uncle, are they willing to take care of my grandmother?"

Aunt Tian Hua sighed again: "Your uncle, tsk, that bastard doesn't know how much money he lost, he ran away." Yesterday, there were people from other villages who came to your aunt to collect debts. ”

I was suffocated, no wonder my grandmother dragged her illness to make money, maybe my aunt forced her to do it!

Tears flowed uncontrollably, and my nose was plugged: "Auntie, can I ask you for something?"

It will take at least another half a month for me to leave, but my grandmother's illness really can't wait any longer. Since Mr. Zhuang gave the money, then I will use it first, and I will use it decently, isn't it just for the money that I came here?

Auntie, I can't count on it, I plan to remit the money to Aunt Tian Hua and ask her to help send my grandmother to the hospital: "Auntie, your wheat should be dried in the house, right? You can work hard to help send my grandmother to the hospital and take care of her for a while," I didn't hear her say a word, so I had to ask cautiously, "Auntie, do you think this is possible? I will pay you for the labor fee." ”