Zhao Yaru didn't come back that night, and Zhuang Yan didn't come back either, when I was sitting in the living room waiting for someone, Zhao Yaru sent me a text message: We won't go back tonight, you go to bed early.

I stared at the word "we" and my nose suddenly became sore.

Although I kept telling myself that I just wanted to conceive a child as soon as possible so that I could get money for my grandmother's treatment, I knew that I still had a heart for Zhuang Yan. Or why would I faintly have anticipation tonight, and be so disappointed to see him not returning?

I walked to the study in a daze and stared at the bookshelf for several minutes.

When I came to my senses, I quickly ran back to my room in a panic.

After lying in bed, as soon as I closed my eyes, I would think of what happened in the study in the afternoon, and my body was hot for a while, and my heart suddenly disappeared. I think he may regret asking me in the study in the afternoon, he just wanted to have children, and he must have been impulsive at the time. Tonight, in order to make up for this guilt, I specially dated Zhao Yaru.

I pinched myself so hard that tears welled up in pain.

I don't know how my grandmother is doing these days, whether she has eaten enough, whether she is still working?

Thinking of this, I raised my hand and twisted myself again, Shen Xi, Shen Xi, what qualifications do you have to let yourself have crooked thoughts about Mr. Zhuang, he is a man with a wife, and you are just helping him have children for money.

I didn't sleep well that night and woke up several times in the middle of the night.

On the fourth night, I sat at the head of my bed and waited for half an hour for him to come in.

He didn't say anything, and I didn't dare show any enthusiasm, but I especially wanted to ask him why he was impulsive that afternoon. But every time the words come to my mouth, I feel that there is no need to ask, and doing it more often can ensure that I will conceive a child as soon as possible, how can he have other thoughts about me? I am not as good-looking as Zhao Yaru, and my figure is not as good as Zhao Yaru, he just wants to have a child to do this kind of thing with me.

Thinking of this, my heart hurts, and I feel a little like crying.

"Yaru said that I will send you to a villa in the suburbs tomorrow, and I agreed. ”

I didn't expect the first thing he said was separation, and his body trembled violently, staring directly at that face for the first time.

He was better looking than any man in our village, and his facial features fell on that face just right, as if God had carefully carved it.

Thinking of the upcoming separation, I didn't know what was wrong, so I stood up with a "puff" and threw myself into his arms in a hurry.

Hold him tightly, tightly, because after tonight he doesn't belong to me anymore.

He didn't respond, and it took a while before he raised his hand and patted me on the back: "I'll go take a shower first." ”

My arms froze in the air, and I was sweating profusely. He thought that I only wanted to do that kind of thing with him before he took the initiative to hug him, and sure enough, he only had the matter of having children in his heart, and I was simply thinking too much about myself.

He is so good, how can he be impulsive to me?

I sniffed hard and pushed back the tears.

By the time he came out, I had already struggled several times. It was the first time I had been tempted by the opposite sex, and I wanted to say something to him before leaving. But I can't say anything to confess, otherwise I'm sorry for Zhao Yaru's trust in me.

I sat stunned at the head of the bed and wrung my fingers, and I didn't come to my senses until his hand reached into my clothes.

I struggled for a long time, and it wasn't until he had become one with me that I mustered up the courage to ask him: "Mr. Zhuang, I, I'm not pregnant yet, why did I leave so early?"

I told myself that I just wanted to make sure I could conceive the baby and not covet his kisses and hugs.

But after asking this sentence, I couldn't help but look into those eyes expectantly.

I hope he can say something reluctant, even if he lies to me, I am very satisfied.

When I discovered this mentality, I scolded myself fiercely in my heart. Shen Xi, you are very shameless now, Sister Yaru went shopping yesterday and bought you new clothes, and she never treated you badly when she usually eats and drinks, you can't be so ungrateful!

I waited for a long time before Zhuang Yan's answer, and the heavy loss fell in my heart, so that my body was unable to respond to him.

Towards the end of an affair, he suddenly called out to me fervently, "Hee-hee." ”

"Huh?" I felt like a rabbit in my heart, and my heart was pounding. This is the first time he has called me so affectionately, and he used to only call me Shen Xi. I stared at that face expectantly, not daring to miss any of his expressions, maybe he was a little reluctant to me like I was reluctant to him, right?

But I waited for a long time and he didn't say anything, and when I looked away in disappointment, he sighed: "It's nothing." After thinking about it, he added, "If I hadn't been pregnant, I would have taken you over." ”

Tears suddenly fell, and he really only had the matter of creating a villain in his heart.

We tossed and turned for a long time that night, and when we left the master bedroom, Zhuang Yansai gave me a white envelope, but said nothing. I was very uncomfortable that night, and I didn't bother to open it after pinching the ID card inside.

When I left the villa the next day, I felt depressed and wanted to cry.

Since I was a child, apart from my grandmother, Mr. Zhuang was the only one who made me feel warm. I admit that I did fall in love with him shamelessly, but I couldn't stop this feeling, so I always felt very weak when facing Zhao Yaru, so weak that I didn't dare to look into her eyes.

I don't know if she noticed anything unusual about me, but she hasn't seen me since she sent me to the villa in the suburbs, but she calls every day to ask me about my condition.

When I left Zhuang Yan's house, I realized that the envelope he gave me contained nothing but my ID card and a bank card.

Zhuang Yan may have seen that I was pitiful and gave me some money alone, I pinched the card and felt very hot, and I didn't know whether to confess to Zhao Yaru.

If I confess, will she think that I have breached the contract? After all, why did he give me money privately? But maybe this was Zhao Yaru who asked him to give me, maybe she guessed that my family was in difficulty and specially paid a part of the deposit first.

I struggled for two days before finally deciding not to say anything.

The aunt who took care of my daily life wouldn't let me go out, and I didn't like to go out, so I kept stuffy in the villa.

Every day, I can't help but think of Zhuang Yan, his kiss, and his embrace. Especially at night, he was going crazy thinking about it.

Probably because he heard the call from the bottom of my heart, on the third day, he suddenly came to see me.

I stood at a distance and stared at him dumbfounded, feeling like I was dreaming.

He told his aunt to stay here for lunch, and she looked at us both strangely, and then went to cook.

After my aunt left, he strode towards me, and suddenly he grabbed my face and lowered his head and dropped a kiss on my forehead.