Chapter 209: I've Never Hated You Like This
Hurrying and hurrying, I ended up getting on the last train before departure. I was panting and resting in my seat, but the phone in my pocket rang at this time.
I looked at the number, it was very strange, because I changed the number when I went to the capital, so there were no acquaintances who knew this number at all, and when I called at this time, the only thing I could think of was the staff of the heating company.
I hurriedly picked it up, but there was no sound on the other end, only a slight gasp, I felt strange, and asked a few more questions, but still no one responded, and finally had to hang up the phone again.
I didn't care about this episode, and when night fell, I was like an arrow. Since I had Gu Xiao, I don't care much about many things, and the only thing I care about is that little milk baby.
As soon as he thought of Gu Xiao, the mood fluctuations caused by Pei Shaobei spread again, so he was entangled in cranky thoughts and went all the way home. Gu Xiao didn't see me for a day, it was a lot of trouble, I was busy breastfeeding, coaxing the child, and I didn't know where to run away when I was entangled in the car.
My mother asked me about the situation, and I briefly explained it, but hesitated to tell her how my father's relics were disposed of. The mother sighed, but did not blame, "That's fine, your father didn't see Gu Xiao before he died, this time when he went back, he set up a spiritual position in the house, it's been a year, I always feel like he hasn't left!"
My mother stretched out her hand to wipe away her tears, my nose was also a little sour, at this time, Gu Xiao was full of food and drink and fell asleep in my arms, my mother hurriedly took it and hugged herself to bed. I don't know if it's because my father left suddenly, my mother's feelings can't be relieved and changed, and she is particularly doting and dependent on Gu Xiao.
Early the next morning, I was going to take the morning bus to deal with the heating passage, but before Gu Xiao got up, my mother was reluctant to get up, and only asked me to buy some breakfast on the way. I answered and hurried away.
This time, I arrived in the city a little early, and I was hungry, so I went to the nearest breakfast shop for breakfast. I looked at the office workers in a hurry, and I was a little envious. After having a child, the expenses became very large, although I had some money in my hand because of the treatment of my father, but there was less than 300,000 left in the capital hospital. My mother is old, Gu Xiao is young, and there are too many places to use money in the future, and the only one who can go to work is me.
I suddenly remembered Lin Donglai, remembered what he had told me in the capital hospital, I had become the pillar of the family, and no matter what, I couldn't fall.
I made up my mind that when I moved here, I would look for a job, but I didn't know what else I could do.
After a year of vacancy, many things can't be turned back, the same is true for work, and the same is true for feelings.
I called the heating company, saying that I had fallen home and asked them to arrange someone to come over as soon as possible, but it was very fast, and someone came in less than an hour, and after the pipe was dredged, I was told that the heating would start tomorrow, and it was best for someone to test the temperature at home for three days.
I nodded in thanks, and after sending the people away, I put away the sheets and covers I had washed yesterday, packed everything up, looked at the empty refrigerator, and went downstairs to buy groceries.
As soon as I walked to the gate of the community, I met a familiar car, and I was stunned and a little afraid to approach. Pei Shaobei lowered the window and looked at me, his eyes were cold. The sun was just right, but I shuddered, and I wanted to pretend that I didn't see it and run away from the car, but I knew that all evasion was in vain when facing Pei Shaobei.
I took a deep breath, walked over and greeted with a stiff smile on the corner of my mouth, "Pei, lawyer Pei, long time no see." ”
The moment I spoke, I didn't know what to call him, so I suddenly stammered, causing my aura to be completely lost, and I despised myself fiercely in my heart.
"Hmph, yes, I haven't seen you for a long time, I thought that Mr. Gu had forgotten about this city, and I forgot that there are still some old people in this city. Pei Shaobei snorted coldly, raised his eyebrows and said, "Get in the car, as my old friend as Teacher Gu, I have some questions that you need to answer in person." ”
I hesitated, lowered my head and didn't act.
Pei Shaobei laughed sarcastically, "What's the matter, in the eyes of Teacher Gu, I, like your ex-husband, like to do dirty things that force others?"
"This has nothing to do with Lin Dong. I retorted urgently, but when I looked up, I saw Pei Shaobei's face becoming more and more gloomy, I felt a little at a loss, I felt that such an emotional change was really weird, what qualifications does a person who has betrayed love have to question the victim.
Thinking of this, I had some confidence again, and I no longer dodged when I looked at Pei Shaobei.
Pei Shaobei obviously lost his patience, so he opened the door and got out of the car and stretched out his hand to drag me into the car. I subconsciously struggled, but he bullied me and pressed me into the saddle. The warm breath hit my face, so familiar and so unfamiliar, it seemed that I had longed for too long and it seemed that the previous tacit understanding between each other was still there, and I was moved at this time.
I don't know if it's to cover up my embarrassment or to prove that I actually have a conflicting contradiction in my own heart, I tried my best to push him away, and I didn't know what to think in my head, so I said generally, "Pei Shaobei, what are you doing, you are rape." ”
Pei Shaobei was amused by my words, but I blushed instantly, isn't this the three hundred taels of silver here? The other party has not taken any further action, but I said that meaning in advance, I couldn't be more ashamed.
"No, I, I mean, you, don't force others, yes, it's against the law!"
I tried to explain, but it got darker and darker. Pei Shaobei got up and sat back in the cab, and after fastening his seat belt, he pulled the corners of his mouth and laughed, his expression could not show joy or anger, but his words were extremely sharp and mean.
"Gu Wan, thank you for reminding me that it's really not worth committing a crime for a woman like you. ”
Pei Shaobei started the car and didn't speak. I was speechless by his rebuttal, and for a moment the air in the car seemed to be frozen, and I was depressed and silent.
After a long time, I spoke with difficulty, "Pei Shaobei, where are you going to take me?"
"We don't know each other, so it's better to call me Lawyer Pei in the future. Pei Shaobei replied lightly, and the car quickly stopped in the square of a park, but he didn't mean to get out of the car, so he took out a cigarette in the car and lit one.
I swallowed the sourness in my heart and followed him and said, "Okay, Lawyer Pei, if you have anything you want to say and want to ask, just ask." ”
"Still there?" Pei Shaobei suddenly interrupted my words, but his eyes did not look over, and his cold side face did not show any fluctuations.
I was stunned, and I didn't know how to answer for a moment, so I inexplicably asked, "What are you asking this for?"
Pei Shaobei smiled eatingly, "Teacher Gu, please don't discuss ownership with a lawyer, I have countless ways to prove it to you." ”
My heart tightened, what does ownership mean? Could it be that Pei Shaobei wants to monopolize Gu Xiao, this is absolutely impossible.
As soon as I thought of this, my mother's nature made me instantly vigilant, and I replied in a spurious tone, "It's gone, the child is gone." ”
Pei Shaobei's hand on the steering wheel paused slightly, turned his head to look at me, and I found that his eyes were bloodshot and looked a little hideous and haggard.
The sense of vigilance that I just had just became stronger and stronger, and I felt that the reason why Pei Shaobei was waiting for me at the gate of the community was for the sake of the child, and what Pei Zile had said before sounded in my mind, the reason why the Pei family tolerated the child in my belly was because of the Pei family's inheritance.
I couldn't bear it, and the door that opened slightly in my heart closed completely.
After calming down my emotions, I repeated again with a calm face, "The child is gone, I went to the capital to accompany my father to see a doctor, I was too tired and lost my clothes." ”
What I said was very simple, without too much exaggeration, I know that according to Pei Shaobei's suspicion and sharpness, only the simplest description will make him believe it.
"Gone?" Pei Shaobei suddenly grabbed my arm, and the force was so great that I felt like my bones were going to be crushed.
"Yes, no. I looked at him calmly, without any timidity, "A life that shouldn't have come to this world, I can't keep it if I want to, it doesn't belong to me in the first place, I let it go, Pei Shaobei, I let it go." ”
Pei Shaobei stared at me deadly, the hatred in his eyes made my heart tremble, and I even felt that in the next moment, this person would come over, pinch my neck with the hands that almost crushed my arms, and then twist it completely.
"Pei Shaobei, what are you doing? Are you reluctant? Hmph, don't act for me anymore, and don't deceive yourself anymore, the child is gone, you don't know how easy it is in your heart, right?" I was stimulated by the hatred in his eyes, if the child is gone, shouldn't it be me who should be hated? What was he doing when I was in my most difficult time? Where was he when I was hovering on the line of life and death?
The death of my father, the birth of Gu Xiao, all the suffering I suffered during that time finally found a person to vent at this moment, and found a way to vent.
I chuckled lightly, with a mocking tone, "Pei Shaobei, forget it, it doesn't make sense for you to act so affectionately." My dad is gone, and the baby is gone. There will be no intersection between you and me in the future, Pei Shaobei, you don't have to look at me with that kind of eyes, if it comes to hate, I am not less than you. ”
Pei Shaobei let go of my arm at this time, his face became a little stiff and hideous because of the control of his emotions, he tried to light a cigarette, but his hand trembled violently, I looked at it, and my heart was unbearable, but I was quickly overwhelmed by my own resistance.
I turned my head away from him, listening to his heavy gasping in my ears, like a beast trapped in a cage, the sound of the lighter rang four or five times, and finally it was smashed on the front windshield, making a "bang" sound, which shocked me and made me want to drive away.
Pei Shaobei spoke at this time, his voice hoarse and depressed.
"Gu Wan, I have never hated someone like I hated you!"
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