I wanted to raise my hand and slap Jiang Yang, but my arm was numb, and I couldn't lift it as if my strength had been drained.

Tears almost welled up, I panicked and unbuckled my seat belt to get out of the car, but he grabbed my wrist: "I'm sorry, you're so charming, I couldn't hold back just now." ”

He's just such a light girl, isn't he? After all, he thinks I'm B's girlfriend and kisses me unconsciously?

I obviously didn't say anything, but he seemed to know what I was thinking: "Lao Tzu didn't treat you as someone else, Lao Tzu is neither A nor B." Yuanyuan, you are really charming. ”

I shook off his hand and stomach and walked back, the road was dark, and to be honest I was scared, but I didn't want to be in the same car with the scoundrel. But the thought of that inexplicable kiss just now made my face start to heat up.

My coat was still in his car, but I didn't want to go back.

When he drove after me, I had only walked a short distance, and I wanted to run, but it was so dark that I was afraid that I would accidentally fall into the ditch.

"Yuanyuan, I'm sorry, I really couldn't hold back just now. You're a girl with a lot of character, it won't be the first kiss just now, is it? Lao Tzu is willing to be responsible for you, get in the car, and send you ......"

"Isn't it just a kiss? I do mind, but I don't need to hold you accountable. "Although it was not the first kiss, except for Zhu Bin, he was the second man to kiss me. His kissing skills are better than Zhu Bin's, which shows how rich he is.

Thinking of this, my antipathy towards him returned.

He let me get into the car three times, but I didn't pay attention, so he didn't ask me to get in the car anymore, and kept driving next to me to light the way. My coat was left in his car, and when he stopped to drape it over my shoulders, I was angry and threw it off. I regretted it afterwards, but my stubborn temper was like this.

It was so windy and cold that I walked for a while and sweated, but I couldn't help but shiver when the cold wind blew it.

When I came to the fork in the road, I stubbornly chose a random one and continued walking, and Jiang Yang still drove to follow. I later learned that I was on the wrong path, but he knew it and didn't warn me, he did it on purpose!

I walked for about an hour, and Jiang Yang followed me all the time, but he didn't call me to get in the car.

I knew that I just wanted to die to save face, but I couldn't swallow that breath, why did I have to pretend to be generous when he kissed me casually? I just minded this kiss, and the most important thing was that I couldn't help but reminisce about that kiss along the way. This feeling is terrible, I thought I could be very rational with feelings, but why was I irrational after listening to him talk all afternoon?

In the end, I was too tired to walk, so I had to squat on the side of the road and sulk.

I regretted that I had given him the opportunity to play a hooligan because I was curious about Heehy, and I didn't really have the slightest interest in him at first. He was unlike anyone of the opposite sex I knew, and I really didn't expect me to change my opinion of him in such a short period of time.

When the car stopped, and the two slender legs appeared in my sight, he held out a hand to me: "Get up, get in the car, and I'll take you back to school." ”

"It's too late to go back, the dormitory is already closed. After saying that, I was afraid that he would think too much, so I quickly added, "You send me back to the city, I will find a place to live by myself, I didn't give you any hints, don't think about it." ”

He actually laughed, not mocking, just like the laughter of adults when they see children doing embarrassing things, with a little pampering.

I forgot, Hee-hee said he was a round older than us, and I was a kid in his eyes, and he must have seen through everything. I felt very embarrassed, so I stood up suddenly and wanted to get in the car and go back to the city, but I squatted for too long and my legs and feet were a little numb, and I stumbled two steps and was directly picked up by him in his arms.

He hugged me, and it was warm.

I was cold at the time, and he actually touched my face without hesitation: "Heh, Lao Tzu just put on a coat for you, I'm afraid I'm going to get sick." ”

I quickly pushed him away and sat down in the back seat.

On the way back, he was silent a lot, and I didn't take the initiative to say a word to him. I've been reflecting on myself, it was my own negligence that gave him a chance to take advantage of, and I blame myself, if I wasn't so confident that I wouldn't be attracted to him at first, I wouldn't have been so embarrassed now.

He didn't send me to the city that night, and he stopped the car before he drove out of the suburbs, and looked back at me with some frustration: "I said, you little girl is so stubborn? Lao Tzu really couldn't hold back for a while just now, you are my sister's roommate, do I dare to do anything to you? You say, how can I forgive Lao Tzu?" ”

"Don't come to Lao Tzu, rascal. ”

He smiled very flirtatiously: "If Lao Tzu is really a hooligan, will he eat you directly here, believe it or not?" I'm not so unbearable, I was wrong just now, and I won't touch you without your permission in the future, okay?"

Where's the future?

The way he apologized was like a boyfriend coaxing his girlfriend, and before I knew it, my heart was out of the circle I had drawn for myself, and I didn't know when I started talking to him again.

That night, the two of us were in the car, and I said a word for most of the night, and then I don't know when I fell asleep, and when I woke up, I was covered with his coat, and there was no miscellaneous fragrance, which surprised me.

When I had breakfast with him the next morning, I knew I was sick, and I was very uncomfortable with the hot and cold on my body. My face seemed to be red, and he thought I was being shy.

After breakfast, I stubbornly left on my own, my mind was in a trance, I skipped class, took a dazed circle around the campus and went back to sleep in the dormitory......

I can't help but think about that kiss, and I can't help but annoy it, but I can't help but control it. Obviously not a little girl who has just fallen in love, but I just suddenly moved my heart.

Jiang Yang began to ask me out frequently, and I thought that maybe I could be disgusted with him again if I tried to find out a little more about him.

So when he asked me out again, I met with him.

I thought he would take me to the mall or to the movies, but he took me to the arcade and played all kinds of games very childishly. I was a little disgusted with him, but when I got back, I couldn't help but think of his particularly childish side in the arcade.

The more I touched, the more I fell. We started out like this, he asked me to be his girlfriend, and I don't know how I nodded.

But I know he's obsessed, really, when he dates me, other girls often contact him. Although he never answered their calls, who knows how he had an affair with them in private...... I don't dare to think about it, it was quite a contradictory time.

I forgot under what circumstances I broke up with him, anyway, I was in a trance at the time, and I was afraid that I would be reluctant to leave him if I was serious.

He understands women very well, and even if he guesses what I don't want him to know, he will pretend to be stupid and stunned. But there are too many women around him, I know that we will not have results if we continue like this, and if I don't give him my body for a long time, he will be impatient after a long time, right?

Maybe I'm too serious about relationships, and I want a lifetime of love, the kind that I can get married and have children in the future. But I know I'm too stupid, in this era, there is not necessarily a future when I go to bed, and I want to hold hands for the rest of my life just after kissing.

The long pain is not as good as the short pain, but I didn't expect it to hurt so much, the pain is so bad that I don't have the heart to do anything, and the pain is so painful that I can't help but think about him when I am free. When I don't meet him, even his hair feels more perfect than everyone else.

He never admitted that he was a substitute for his ex-girlfriend who used me as a substitute for B, but I always felt that he wasn't 100% interested in me, but what was the use? I was already too deep.

You should never be too confident, getting along with a man like Jiang Yang is like taking drugs, you will be addicted, and you will know how difficult it is when you want to quit. After all, I'm just an ordinary girl, and I've long been used to his pet.

Falling in love with Lao Xiao is purely selfish, Lao Xiao is definitely the kind of man who can meet my previous requirements and seem to be able to live a down-to-earth life. is not particularly outstanding, but his career is a small achievement, and the most important thing is that he is not careful. But I just didn't feel for him, and I regretted it after the date.

I don't like it, I don't like it, I don't even bother to deal with him when he finds a topic to talk to me, and when he wants to hold my hand, I can't help but bounce away like a ball.

I didn't think I should deceive him, so I told him the truth that night and broke up, and he didn't blame me, and said that he would wait for me.

What have I done here? How can I use such a good person to achieve my goal of forgetting Jiang Yang?

I don't like to cry, I hid in the street and cried for a long time, at that moment I felt that I was really finished, I was just uncomfortable for a few days when I broke up with Zhu Bin, why did I feel so painful to break up with Jiang Yang?

When Xi Xi told me that Jiang Yang had a stomach problem, all my defenses collapsed, and I hurried to his house only to find that he had lost a lot of weight.

After feeding him the porridge, he held my hand tightly and refused to let go, with unprecedented determination in his eyes: "Yuanyuan, we are not separated, okay?"

He had never spoken to me in such a pathetic tone, and he had spoken to me a lot that night, saying that he had never cheated on me when he was with me. Later, I learned that the "cheating" in his eyes is different from our standards, maybe in his opinion, the body does not reach the negative distance contact is called cheating, this is a later story.

He didn't say anything about love that night, he just told me that during the breakup, he didn't think about anything and thought about me. I believed it, because I was like that.

I'm sure he did think that when he said that to me at the time. Women in love always love to weave all kinds of lies to deceive themselves, I used to think that I would be rational when I fell in love, but it turns out that I am just an ordinary person.

I asked him if he was still thinking about B's ex-girlfriend, and he shook his head, admitting for the first time that he was the A he once said: "Lao Tzu is indeed a little abusive, but Lao Tzu knows what he can and can't do." If it's not mine, it's not always mine, how can I always think about it? In the future, I will only think of you in my heart, and I will only think of you. ”

I believed it again, and kissed him involuntarily.

I'm not particularly conservative about men and women, but I'm not casual either, and when I talk to Zhu Bin, we're both quite simple. When I was admitted to college and wasn't as innocent as high school, I didn't want to give it to him, because I was too disappointed in him, and if I had a relationship with him in that situation, I would feel very cheap.

Actually, I didn't think anything would happen to Jiang Yang, after all, he had a bad stomach pain before, and I didn't think he would recover so quickly. But in fact, the two of us kissed each other and went off the rails, and strings of electric currents stirred up in me, so that everything that happened next seemed to come naturally.

I never regretted what happened to him that night, I felt that kind of thing should be done with the man I loved, and I loved him to the core. At that time, I thought that we could hold hands for a lifetime, and my feelings for him were also very cliché because of physical contact, and I always felt that after that night's fermentation, I seemed to love him more.

It was he who made me feel the watery tenderness lurking in the night.

If you ask me what I love about him, I can't tell. I like him to kiss me, I like him to always be so sincere when I'm with me, or I like his humor? I like them all, but I don't like the warbler Yanyan next to him.

At that time, he should not have been emotionally attracted to Xixi.

I remember the second breakup very clearly, when I was training with Xixi in Shanghai for company training, and I saw him intimate with other women on the street, and I dared to be sure that his so-called non-cheating did not include such a thing as kissing and hugging.

During that time, I suffered a lot of gains and losses, after all, he didn't give me enough security.

In fact, before the second breakup, I felt that something was wrong with him, and I can't say exactly when it started to be wrong.

That time, I made up my mind again to break up with him, no matter how painful it was, but in the end, I still didn't get clean, so much so that I got married later.

Later, I once thought back to the bits and pieces of our together, and some words were reluctant to be put on the table, because once some words were spoken, we were bound to part ways, and I was reluctant to completely disconnect from him at that time. Mobile phone users please browse m. reading, a better reading experience comes from.