003 The more empty the heart, the more it will be disguised

Originally, I didn't think about marrying Jiang Yang so early, and he never mentioned to me about getting married before.

Jiang Yang drank a lot of wine on the night of Zhou Jin's wedding, and I spent the night with him that night. He may not know that he has been talking nonsense at night, and he has a big tongue after the preface, and I can't hear what he said clearly, but I can hear the names he called: Zhou Jin, sister.

He kept saying that he had let go of Zhou Jin a long time ago, but when Zhou Jin got married, he was very drunk, which was one of the reasons why I hesitated to marry him, and he also called his sister several times, more times than Zhou Jin's name.

He had a lot of younger sisters, and I didn't really suspect that Nozomi had a certain place in his heart at the time. Maybe he didn't even realize it, right?

Maybe it's because I know how strong Xixi's love for Zhuang Yan is, so I didn't doubt Xixi's relationship with him at first, and even when I talked to Xixi about it, I only hesitated for half a second.

My girlfriend relationship with Xixi is not like a bloody eight-o'clock soap opera, I will never like Zhuang Yan, and Xixi will definitely not like Jiangyang. So even if Jiang Yang really had a heart for Xixi, it was just his secret crush.

The suspicion that he liked Xixi became more and more solemn because he was suddenly anxious to marry me.

At that time, his father was nervously pressuring Hei Xi to get engaged to him, and he didn't attend. But he was very irritable during that time, and I was also very worried, because Xixi was still pregnant with Zhuang Yan's child, if she was really forced to marry Jiang Yang, what would happen to her child?

Xixi is a dead-hearted person, and he will definitely be willing to wronged himself for the sake of Zhuang Yan for the rest of his life.

I know that she doesn't love Jiang Yang, she only has ordinary affection for Jiang Yang, she said that her heart is very small, and she can only pretend to be Zhuang Yan.

Jiang Yang proposed to me in that environment, but I didn't think about it at all. But when he brought me home to meet his father, I was still stupidly overjoyed, even though I knew he might not be ready to get married.

"Yuanyuan, Xixi is pitiful, I can't let the old man force her to marry me. How can we get married? Isn't this a big joke? She still has Zhuangzi's seed in her belly, and I promised Zhuangzi that he would take good care of her, but it's not this kind of care, Lao Tzu is not so animal. ”

Looking at his righteous indignation, I am not sure anymore, he should not have excessive feelings for Xixi, right? If he is as righteous as him, how could he like Zhou Jin and then like Xixi? These two people have an inexplicable relationship with Zhuang Yan.

Forced by circumstances, I agreed to his marriage proposal.

Jiang Yang can't be blamed for the marriage, because I nodded myself, and if I didn't want to, he would put a knife on my neck and I wouldn't be able to nod.

It's just that at that time, I hypnotized myself too much, and always found excuses to cover up the past for all the signs that he liked Xixi.

I think about it, take 10,000 steps back, even if he really has feelings for Xixi, he is only in love for a long time, and he has never been in love with Xixi, so he can't help but think about it, and he will definitely accept it after getting married. I wasn't generous enough to allow him to like Xixi, in fact, I couldn't tolerate him having this kind of affection, I always felt that he only cared about Xixi as a brother and sister.

Xixi's kind of rabbit-like person, who wants to protect and take care of anyone who sees it. I also hope that Xixi can be happy, so I can't let her marry Jiang Yang, that kind of result will make many people miserable.

As I said, I sometimes feel blindly confident, and marrying Jiang Yang is the biggest bet I've made in all my life.

Although the Jiangyang family and the Zhuang Yan family had begun to deal with each other at that time, our married life was quite nourishing at the beginning. He subconsciously began to restrain his behavior, and when a friend asked him out to eat, drink and have fun, he would deliberately take me with him, and he also took the initiative to say in front of his friends that he was married and could no longer play like before.

Actually, I don't like that kind of place, all kinds of people, most of them want to hide their loneliness by spending time drinking. I have always felt that Jiang Yang seems to be lazy and lazy on the surface, but he is lonely to death in his heart.

That time, I accompanied him to the bar again, I didn't drink, and secretly warned Jiang Yang several times to ask him to drink less. Because we were trying to conceive at that time, didn't his father take revenge everywhere? He thought that if I conceived a child earlier, I would remove the hatred in his father's heart.

I thought I was married anyway, and it was a matter of time before I had a baby, so I didn't shake my head.

When I went to the bathroom, a scantily clad woman blocked me in the bathroom. Seeing the big ball of green tendons squeezing out of her chest, I felt a wave of contempt in my heart.

This kind of woman is mostly a person who can play with money. To be honest, I don't look down on this kind of person who makes money by selling his body, most of them are lazy, they just want to make money by opening their legs, they are easy and happy, and they can make more money than going to work seriously and make them happy.

Dignity is earned by themselves, and no matter how much money they make, they are still lowly in the eyes of many people.

"You are Boss Jiang's woman?Cut, how beautiful I thought, that's it, where are you worthy of Boss Jiang?" she said and reached out to touch my chest lightly, while proudly straightening her chest.

I almost threw up, Jiang Yang is indeed indecent, but I believe that he will definitely not look down on the woman in front of him, and his taste will not degenerate to such a point.

So I ignored her, and when I wanted to leave, she was like a little sister, and stretched out her hand to block my way: "Hey, stinky Sanba, you are dumb, you can't speak......?"

"Who told you to be angry with me? Is it interesting to say these words? There are indeed many prettier than me, but unfortunately, Jiang Yang didn't marry them. "I walked out with her arm in my arms, and deliberately put the hand that touched her in front of her and rushed under the water.

The woman got angry, ran in front of me and came to block my way, and her mouth was still dry and said all kinds of indecent words that Jiang Yang had a night with her.

Fortunately, Jiang Yang saw that I didn't go back and came here, and the woman immediately wilted when she saw Jiang Yang, and acted in front of me aggrievedly, and cried to Jiang Yang with pear blossoms: "Boss Jiang, I just poured you a glass of wine, she ...... She scolded me for being shameless. Boss Jiang, I work here, you know ...... me."

"We don't know each other. Jiang Yang pulled me into his arms with a cold face, and didn't take the woman's play to heart at all, "Yuanyuan is my wife, do you want me to speak for you instead of protecting her?" Lao Tzu is not stupid, and Lao Tzu is not sick!"

I laughed out loud, men are not so confused in many cases, and they are easily confused by the appearance of green tea purely because their concentration is not strong enough, or they don't love the main room enough.

The woman's tears suddenly stopped in her eyes, and she looked pitiful if she couldn't fall, but she looked really pitiful.

When Jiang Yang left with me in his arms, I heard the woman murmur sadly, "You are my first man." ”

I was completely angry when I heard this, no wonder she came to me so brainlessly to say that she had no brains, it turned out that the first night was dedicated to Jiang Yang? When I glared at Jiang Yang, he whispered to me with a little embarrassment: "It was a long time ago, and I will never come to play again, okay?"

I never had a detailed understanding of how many women he had, and I came out with him just to see who his friends were. It can be said that in addition to Zhuang Yan's seriousness, these people who often ask him out to play are all friends of wine and meat, and they get together purely to relieve loneliness!

I was really disgusted that time, and I never went out with him again, but he also knew how to retreat, and I really didn't go out again.

I comforted myself that his past was over, and as long as I was not the same as before after being with me, I would definitely live a good life with him.

When I was with Zhu Bin before, I used to deceive myself like this, when he first became addicted to games, I felt that after the hard high school career, he just wanted to relax completely like everyone else, but then he took games more and more, and did not take study and life seriously.

Maybe in the depths of love, women love to find reasons for themselves to believe each other.

The first time I saw Jiang Yang hugging a woman after marriage was at a birthday party for one of his friends, and I was there at the time, but I was a little uncomfortable halfway through, and I slept in his friend's guest room for a while. When he woke up and went out, there was a baby-faced girl lying in Jiang Yang's arms, and he was frowning and holding the girl's arm.

It was impossible to tell if he was pushing her away or trying to take her into his arms.

My anger came up all at once, and I rushed to him three or two times, and when I wanted to open my mouth to say something angry, my reason suddenly came to my senses.

I once told him in private that I would give him enough face in front of people, and I would count it as much as I wanted when I got home. Men love face, I know this, so I suppressed my anger alive, but my teeth were still rattled by me.

Jiang Yang quickly pushed the girl away, his frowning brows full of impatience and disgust: "Have you made enough trouble?" This is my wife, don't pester me in the future." He put his arm around my shoulders and pointed to the girl on the sofa in front of so many people and announced, "You all listen to Lao Tzu, and you are not allowed to call me over to any banquet she will attend in the future." ”

It's very domineering, I like his attitude, if only every sister was rejected by him so neatly.

On the way home, he explained to me that the girl was his first love, and she was very capable of pestering people. I thought back to that girl's face and believed it, I remember Xixi told me that Jiang Yang's first love was a baby face.

Life after marriage is very trivial, and when we haven't gotten along yet, I found that he likes to be alone more and more, and I don't know what to think. Sometimes he is like a dynamite bag, which explodes at one point, and sometimes he is so forbearing, that people can't figure out the slightest thought of him.

Every time I started to doubt him, I thought back to the good things we had between us.

However, if there is a gap, one day the crack will get bigger and bigger.

After I became pregnant, my father didn't let me go to work, and he also wanted me to take care of the baby at home, but I didn't want to do this myself, but I wanted to make some patience for this relationship. But when I'm bored at home, I like to watch for signs that something is wrong with him.

I found that he would subconsciously not talk about Xixi in front of me, he would not be so shy about talking about Xixi before, always the sister is longer and the younger sister is short, the more weak the heart, the more it will be disguised, and the disguise means that there is a problem.

This question was verified when I was on vacation in Sanya, and I had a lot of fun, after all, I haven't played around without any worries after living for so many years. He was asked by a friend to go to the bar again that day, and he specifically told me that I couldn't control him too tightly, so I agreed.

I didn't see him go back until near midnight at night, and I was worried that he was drunk somewhere, and I would be sick if I slept with a woman. There was no answer to the phone, so I went to the bar.

The bright and ambiguous night, the charming faint, scantily clad beauty, I have been with him for so long, and I have never been able to like this environment.

When I saw him, he was hugging a girl in a dimly lit corner and kissing, his hands already under her skirt.

I stood there and watched for a long time, my anger surging with the faint noise of noise, and I wanted to go up and slap him twice. I knew he had drunk too much, but that wasn't a reason for him to kiss and hug another woman, and he didn't look up in a daze until someone on the couch next to him alerted him that I was coming.

When he saw me, I could see the face of the girl in his arms, and all self-deception completely collapsed at that moment. Mobile phone users please browse m. reading, a better reading experience comes from.