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Yan Yu was stunned for a long time, and felt that he couldn't digest what the north and south said.
Nanbei's expression was very calm, especially the tone, she seemed to see through everything, but it was precisely because she saw through everything that she couldn't get out, and she was sad to find that she knew him like this.
She said softly: "Song Qingran is a man like this, he separates marriage and love very separately, he doesn't care about marriage at all, for him, marriage is just a formality, marriage is a material, something that can be exchanged, so he will marry someone else while saying that he loves me." ”
Nanbei's lips were a little pale, and she gently tugged at the corners of her lips: "He didn't take me to heart at all, and he never thought that after he got married, my position would be so embarrassing." ”
This is a man who is too calm and rational, and his love is also restrained and calm, even discounted.
Yu didn't know what to say for a while.
She understands the feelings of the North and the South.
Maybe Song Qingran thinks that marriage is just a fictional siege, except for a piece of paper, it has no meaning, but the meaning of marriage is far more than that, marriage is a solemn commitment of two people to the rest of their lives, and it is two people who form a new family.
Song Qingran can unite for the sake of interests today, and tomorrow he will be able to have an heir with his wife for the sake of interests, and in the future, he will abandon the north and the south for the sake of interests.
Marrying someone else is just the beginning of Song Qingran's betrayal of the north and the south.
Nanbei smiled, the smile so faint that it was almost invisible.
"Song Qingran chose to marry, he may not like the girl in the marriage, but he will choose to have a child with his legal wife, and then, he will tell me that he doesn't care about that child at all, what he wants is the child in my womb and me. ”
"Isn't it ridiculous?"
Yan Yu pursed his lips, and the hand holding Nanbei became tighter and tighter.
Nanbei continued: "I have known him since I was a child, I liked him, for as long as I can remember, he was the object of my constant pursuit, a long, long time ago, I thought that I would never get tired of chasing him for the rest of my life. ”
Later, when he knew that I wanted to go, he began to keep me, and I thought it was a pursuit, because the object was him, and as long as he took the first step, I had imagined the rest of my life. ”
"When I found out that I was pregnant, I deliberately left with great fanfare, just so that he could chase me back, but when he really came to chase me, I found out that he just regarded me as his possession, his forbidden belly, because he didn't like the girl who had been obedient and revolving around him since he was a child, and treated another man in the same way. ”
The smile on Nanbei's lips became deeper and deeper, her eyelashes fluttered, and she took a deep breath: "Forget it, don't talk about it, I feel that my experience can be written as a bosom friend, comparable to a boyfriend cheating on his best friend." ”
Her emotions were quickly hidden, and in the blink of an eye, the sad expression was invisible on her face.
She gently pushed Yan Yu's shoulder, stepped back a little, and stared at Yan Yu seriously: "Recently, I have been locked up by Song Qingran's brute, and I can't touch anything, he took my mobile phone, did he use my mobile phone to send you random text messages?"
Yan Yu remembered the strange behavior of Nanbei not answering the phone and only replying to text messages recently, she wrinkled her brows, and stretched out again, it turned out that Song Qingran took Nanbei's mobile phone and dealt with Yan Yu, just so that Yan Yu did not doubt Nan Nan's personal safety.
When Nanbei caught the expression of the words, he knew what Song Qingran had done.
She took a deep breath: "Ah Yu, Song Qingran doesn't have time to take care of me now, but if I wait a little later, the bodyguards he arranged will find out that I am gone, can you take me in first?"
Of course, there is no problem in taking in the north and south.
But......
Yan Yu paused: "Song Qingran should know about this apartment, maybe he will find it tonight." She groaned for a while and proposed, "Let's go to the hotel and open a room with my ID card."
Nanbei said: "If you have your ID card, Song Qingran may still find out, where does the hotel not need an ID card?"
Yan Yu's heart jumped, and she thought of the hotel under the Lu Group, if Lu Yan was willing to help......
"I'll take you there. ”
Just as he was thinking, a distant and deep voice sounded.
Yan Yu and Nan Nan looked in the direction from which the voice came, and saw a tall and straight figure, the outline of which was blurred under the shadow of the lamp, blurring the edges.
With his hands in his pockets, he walked in the direction of the two of them, and the closer he got, the more he could see the smooth lines of his face, as perfect as a sculpture.
Lu Yan said lightly: "I'll take you there, go to the hotel, you don't need an ID card." ”
It also erases all information.
Yan Yu's eyelashes fluttered, and when she met Lu Yan's dark and dull eyes, she pursed the corners of her lips, and soon, she looked away.
Several people got into Lu Yan's car, speechless all the way, north and south leaned on Yan Yu's shoulder, she lowered her slender and thick eyelashes, covering all the sadness in her eyes, Yan Yu also lowered her eyes, full of eyes only north and south in front of her.
Her eyes fell on her from the face of the north and south, little by little along the direction of the line extension.
She had lost too much weight, and her hands alone were still white, but they were more than slender, but pale and thin that had lost their blood color and vitality.
Because Nanbei is a psychiatrist, she rarely has a time when her sadness is completely exposed, she is good at hiding and hiding her calmness, and her state can only be observed from some subtle details.
As for Lu Yan, in the driver's seat, he clenched the steering wheel, looked at the rearview mirror from time to time, and stared at the words behind him.
Her clean and white face swept away the floating shadows on both sides, with the sweet smell of a summer evening, her fluffy and fair skin, and every part of her was worth his sight.
But after she got in the car tonight, she didn't look at him again, as if she was looking at him more, it was superfluous.
The hotel that Lu Yan took the two of them to was a branch of Cheng's Group in China, an international chain hotel, and Lu Yan parked his car in a private underground parking lot under the hotel, and went up from the encrypted elevator in the underground parking lot to the center of the top floor.
He continued to enter the password of the door, a whole floor, there was only this room, the lights were bright, the lights were shining, Lu Yan sat up straight, leaned on the shelf on the side, his voice was low: "This is my private property, no one will come up, I have already called the hotel housekeeper, and he will be in charge of your daily life." ”
Nanbei looked at Lu Yan, and then at Yan Yu.
Lu Yan walked away with interest, Nanbei and Yan Yu walked to the floor-to-ceiling window of the living room together, Nanbei didn't know why, opened the window, the wind on the upper floors has always been very strong, as soon as she opened the window, the wind poured in from the window, she held the railing with her hands, and when she held something, the green tendons on the back of her hands were abrupt, and the whole hand seemed to have no fat.
She was still wearing a wide blanket and shawl, wrapped tightly around herself.
She asked, "...... you and Lu Yan?"
Yan Yu said lightly: "That's it, but Young Master Lu probably wants to put down his body and redeem me again, but his redemption actually doesn't have much emotion, and it's not as he thinks." She paused, "It's okay, you live here, at least now Lu Yan, he doesn't dare to tell Song Qingran." ”
Nanbei turned his eyes to look at Yan Yu and smiled: "Ah Yu, in fact, your attitude towards Lu Yan has always been quite special, back then, maybe because he looked like Cheng Ci, what about now?"
Yan Yu's lips moved, and Nan Nan interrupted her with a smile: "I said special because, if it weren't for your belief in Lu Yan, if it weren't for your softening of your attitude towards Lu Yan, you wouldn't have agreed to let me live in Lu Yan's place." ”
Yanyu's eyes drooped, she had nothing to say, she was quiet.
Nanbei didn't speak for a while, there was a strange silence between the two, she looked out the window, the city was full of sparks, neon flashing, and traffic was surging, but she had an urge to jump from above.
What was Song Qingran doing at this time?
His family and his father-in-law's family had dinner together, sharing the joy of getting married, and discussing the future direction, the direction of the two companies, and the future of the marriage of the two young people.
No one will think of her.
She was pregnant, and Song Qingran didn't dare to let the rest of the Song family know, and she kept hiding her, so that she couldn't see the light.
"Ah Yu, I'm a little tired. ”
Nan Nan's voice was low and soft, if she was distracted, she wouldn't know what she was talking about, "I'm not a strong woman, I've never been, I have to get by, it doesn't matter if I work or not, as long as I can be with Song Qingran, the biggest hope before is that when I leave hypocritically, I can get Song Qingran to come back and find me." ”
"It's so boring. ”
Listening to the words, there was a pain in his heart, Song Qingran, a man from a family, if he did not have the determination and strength to resist, his marriage would be manipulated by the family, Song Qingran's situation should be, he had no determination to resist, or rather, he didn't feel that the family's control of his marriage was a kind of manipulation, and he always recognized the practice of exchanging marriage for benefits.
Yan Yu stretched out his hand, hugged Nanbei from the side, and gently leaned his head on her shoulder: "Beibei, if you are not happy, I support you to leave Song Qingran." ”
Nanbei lowered his eyelashes and smiled faintly: "Okay." ”
"What are you going to do with the child in your belly?"
Nanbei first shook his head: "I don't know. After a moment, she didn't know what she suddenly remembered, gritted her teeth, and said, "I will beat him, his month is still young, if I keep the child, I don't think I will be able to get out of the invisible cage set by Song Qingran for the rest of my life." ”
Yan Yu's fingertips tightened slightly, she respected the decision made by Nanbei, she pursed her lips, and said, "I'll accompany you tonight." ”
Before Nanbei could reply, Lu Yan, who had already avoided it, suddenly walked back, he paused not far away, and said lightly: "Xiaoxing and Lu Shumu called, they want you to go back, and you haven't eaten yet." ”
Yan Yu wrinkled her brows, and suddenly remembered that she was cooking at home just now, and the two children were still waiting to eat, and she was halfway through the meal, but when she left, there was still Lu Yan at home...... However, Lu Yan later followed her down, what should the children in the family do?
Lu Yan guessed what she wanted to ask when he saw her tightly knit brows, and Lu Yan said lightly: "When I went downstairs, I had already asked the chef of the hotel at home to deliver the food, and I also called the aunt of the old house to come over to take care of the two children. ”
Nanbei can understand the idea of being a parent, not to mention, she is not worried about the two cuties at home.
She curled the corners of her lips: "Ah Yu, you go back tonight, you don't have to stay with me all the time, it's good here, I'll summon a little fresh meat to come up and chat with me later." ”
Words are still hesitant.
Nanbei added: "How worried the two children at home are, you go home, and when something happens, I will call you immediately." ”
Yan Yu finally went back to the apartment, and she really couldn't rest assured that Xiaoxing and Lu Shumu were not there, mainly because the aunt who usually took care of them was not there.
Yan Yu opened the rear car door and was about to get into the car, but Lu Yan suddenly approached her from behind, his breath shrouded her, slowly, seeping into her snort, he didn't let her get into the car, he held her hand.
Yan Yu didn't know what he was going to do, and his wrist struggled, and his brow was wrinkled.
Lu Yan suddenly said: "I am different from Song Qingran. ”
His voice was low and slow, with a rustling texture, "I won't trade marriage for benefits......"
Before he finished speaking, Yan Yu interrupted him, and she pursed her lips: "Lu Yan, have you forgotten, you are still a person with a marriage contract, you and Song Qingran are no different." ”
She tried her best to restrain her tone, trying to speak calmly, but inevitably, there was still a plausible sarcasm in her tone.
"The exchange of interests in marriage ......" the words were repeated lightly, probably seeing the north and south now, she thought of herself, and her tone became a little colder, "Didn't you ever do it? ”
Her voice was not loud, but there was a sound on the ground, the parking lot was originally silent, and now it was even more terrifyingly silent, this silence was torture to people.
Yan Yu turned her back to Lu Yan, she couldn't see Lu Yan's expression, but she could feel his gradually cold breath, she thought that Young Master Lu was going to get angry, but she didn't expect that after a while, Lu Yan smiled, more like being amused by Yan Yu.
He hooked his lips and smiled: "It is indeed an exchange of interests, I exchanged marriage for you and two children." ”
Yan Yu pursed his lips, his eyes were slightly fixed, and he did not speak.
*
When they arrived at the apartment, both babies sat at the table to eat.
Yan Yu changed her shoes and stepped in with slippers, when she saw Xiaoxing and Lu Shumu, she wondered if she had been deceived by Lu Yan.
Xiaoxing and Lu Shumu don't look like they miss their mother.
On the opposite side of the table stood three chefs, and on the table in front of them was a table full of food, including desserts, meals, and a lot of small snacks.
Xiaoxing was holding a pudding in her hand, she tasted it, her expression was satisfied, then she turned her head with a smile and said to Lu Shumu: "Brother, do you want to take a bite, it's delicious, can you pay for it?"
Lu Shumu was very cooperative, he leaned over and took a bite.
The chef enthusiastically recommended the food he made: "Little Miss, you can pay for this, I made cheese milk tea." ”
Little Star likes the new and hates the old, so he put down the pudding and drank milk tea.
Other chefs also recommended it.
Yan Yu suddenly felt that Little Star looked like an emperor who favored the harem, and the food on the table was waiting for the harem of Emperor Little Star, this emperor was immersed in the excitement of food, and he didn't even know that Yan Yu and Lu Yan walked in.
Lu Yan called Xiaoxing's name, and when Xiaoxing raised her eyelids, her eyes were still a little dazed, and her pink lips were stained with a little cream sauce.
Lu Shumu ate cleanly, at a young age, his movements were a little elegant, he slowly put down the spoon, and then turned his eyes to look at the words, his eyes were as black and bright as the little star.
The only difference is that his eyes light up because he sees words, while Little Star is because there are too many delicious things.
Words: "......"
Xiaoxing called her mother, and then looked at Lu Yan: "Dad, what Uncle Chef makes is delicious, it's better than what Mom makes." ”
Words: "......"
Lu Yan bent his eyes and laughed.
Yan Yu walked over and hugged the little star, the little star pouted, and was about to kiss Yan Yu, but Yan Yu hurriedly dodged it, but was still kissed by the little star's dirty mouth.
She kissed and smiled: "Mom, you eat too, and Mom's nose too." ”
As she spoke, she bit the tip of her nose,
Lu Yan approached the two of them quietly, and laughed lightly: "Little Xing, have you eaten a mouthful of powder?" Xiaoxing opened her mouth slightly, she held her cheeks, bent her eyes, and smiled: "Mom is putting on makeup." ”
She sat in Yan Yu's arms, but reached out to touch Lu Yan: "Does Dad have any makeup?"
Lu Yan opened her slender fingers, wrapped her hand, clutched it to her lips, and touched it lightly with her lips: "Do you have makeup?"
The conversation as a family was actually boring, but everyone enjoyed it.
Lu Shumu sat on the chair, pursed his lips, and looked at Xiaoxing with some envy, Xiaoxing blinked, met Lu Shumu's eyes, paused, and said, "Mom, I want to hug Brother Shumu." ”
As she spoke, she fell to the ground in her arms.
As soon as he turned around, he hugged Lu Shumu in his arms, the two children were tightly pressed together, Lu Shumu was sitting, Xiaoxing was standing, her head was right on Lu Shumu's chest, she smiled and began to tickle him, Lu Shumu didn't hold it, his lips raised a small arc, and in his dark eyes, the ink jade was as warm as the spark.
Lu Yan stared, everything in front of him was like a painting, a painting that made his heart soften.