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Next to the pillar at the door of the bar, a tall figure leaned against the pillar, it was Lu Yan, his posture was cold, looking at Ji Muyang and Yanyu.
The dim street lamp hit him, he held a lit cigarette in his hand, the smoke curled, the scarlet fire was eye-catching, and on the ground, there were already a few scattered cigarette butts, he didn't know how long he had been standing here.
Under the beam of the street lamp, you can clearly see the undulating floating particles in the air.
He stared at Yan Yu, who was very close to Ji Muyang, and didn't know if he was restraining something, he rolled his Adam's apple unhurriedly, took a slow and methodical puff of cigarette, and then threw the cigarette butt on the ground, extinguished it, and walked in the direction of Yan Yu step by step.
His back was to the light, and his whole well-defined face was enveloped in shadows, and between the bright and the extinction, there was a frightening aura, and the aura around him was powerful and breathtaking.
When he saw the slim cheongsam that Yan Yu was wearing, his eyes were even colder.
In the blink of an eye, he had already walked to Yan Yu's side, stretched out his hand, and grabbed her waist, the strength of his hand was increasing, and the hoop was a little painful.
Ji Muyang straightened up, looked at Lu Yan lazily and coldly, and hooked the corners of his lips: "Ah Yan, you're back." ”
Lu Yan's eyes fell on Ji Muyang's body, and with the action of hugging words, he was invisibly swearing sovereignty: "Ah Yang, long time no see." ”
Ji Muyang smiled with crooked eyebrows, looking a little careless: "I have time to have a drink together." ”
"Hmm. ”
Ji Muyang's gaze followed Lu Yan again.
Lu Yan's eyes sank, and he said in a light tone: "She came out tonight and didn't tell me, the two children in the family are still waiting for her." ”
It was about the word "two children" that woke up Ji Muyang.
His fingers in his trouser pockets clenched.
The words were already a little uncomfortable, according to the inertia, she leaned on Lu Yan's body, her eyelids were heavy, she obviously heard the conversation between Lu Yan and Ji Muyang, but she couldn't hear the content of their conversation clearly.
Lu Yan finally glanced at Ji Muyang, his eyes were calm, but in those dark deep eyes, he seemed to have insight into everything: "Ah Yang, Yan Yu is the mother of my children, and she will also be the only wife in my life." ”
Ji Muyang's eyes shrank slightly, and he didn't say anything.
Lu Yan had already taken the words and walked outside.
And he, Ji Muyang, would only look at the figures of the two of them behind him, and he didn't dare to do anything, and he couldn't do anything, even if he went up now and took away the words from Lu Yan's arms, what could he change.
Along the way, there was a driver in the car, Lu Yan didn't say anything to Yanyu, just hugged her, staring at her all the way, and when she arrived downstairs in the apartment, Yanyu's brain had been invaded by alcohol, she pursed her lips tightly, and found that her whole person was being held in her arms.
Her head was empty for a long time, and when she was half-hugged and half-carried into the apartment door, she subconsciously began to resist, and her right elbow pushed into the abdomen of the man behind her.
Lu Yan tightened his eyebrows, his lips straightened, and he grabbed Yan Yu's right elbow with one hand, melting all her attacks in the palm of his hand.
She was still struggling, and in the next second, her back was pressed against the slightly cold wall, and the man's tall, cold and hard body covered it.
The light in the hall on the first floor is not bright, but it is not dim either, but Lu Yan blocked the light behind him, his face was hidden in the half-light and half-dark, only a pair of eyes were extraordinarily deep.
She stared at Lu Yan's face, the handsome face in front of her was blurred and clear, and the smell of wine lingered all around her.
She wrinkled her nose, as if she had forgotten that she had just drunk.
"You're drinking. She blamed the other party.
Lu Yan laughed angrily, and couldn't laugh or cry a little: "Yes, I drank, you didn't drink at all." ”
In fact, Lu Yan hadn't touched wine at all tonight.
"You let go of me. As she spoke, she began to struggle again, she was wearing a cheongsam tonight, but it was not very short, but it was very high, and in every move, her white straight and slender long legs loomed.
Lu Yan pressed her wrist and pressed her against the wall, her heart beat faster, a little disordered, Lu Yan's handsome face was getting closer and closer to her, and she felt a little hot and uneasy.
Before she could react, her waist was held by him, and through the thin cheongsam, she could feel the coldness of his fingers, obviously the weather was already warm.
Yan Yu was a little distracted, the alcohol slowed down his nerves, Lu Yan's lips touched hers, and they stuck together, and his body was almost pressed together with her seamlessly.
She felt that her breathing was a little difficult, and the breath in her chest seemed to be squeezed by someone, and she could not get in or out, while he was still snatching her breath, poking out the tip of his tongue and holding her in his mouth.
The air around me seemed to freeze, making people feel stuffy.
As he kissed her, he asked her, "Who am I?"
Sick.
The metaphor's thinking was slow, the reflex arc was even slower, it went around several times, and she didn't say who the man in front of her was, she was now full of heavy wine in her belly, her whole body was hot, she was kissed so much that she could barely think, she attributed it to the effect of alcohol.
In the end in the hall of the apartment building, Lu Yan was still restrained, his hand just pinched the waist of the indescribable hand through the cheongsam, and then hugged him horizontally and went upstairs with her.
Xiaoxing and Lu Shumu both slept, and the nanny lightly helped Lu Yan open the door, and after the two of them entered, she closed the door again.
Lu Yan turned on the light and threw Yan Yu on the bed, but he didn't go over immediately, but took off his thin blazer, unbuttoned his slender fingers, loosened the collar, and then walked to the side of the bed, looking condescendingly at Yan Yu on the bed.
His brows were twisted into knots, and he asked lightly, "How much did you drink tonight?"
I don't know the words, so naturally no one will reply to him.
He straightened his lips, picked her up again, and led her into the bathroom, where he gently and skillfully helped her remove the makeup from her face, wash her face, and undress again.
Her whole body is evenly flesh and bones, thin where she should be thin, plump where she should be plump, and now she is at the mercy of others, it is impossible to say that Lu Yan does not have the slightest side thought, but he is a person who does not like to be forced, and he does not like to have a relationship when he is delirious.
After he cleaned up the words, he went out again, and the nanny had already boiled the wine soup, he brought it in, helped the words, and patiently fed him one bite at a time.
At this time, Lu Yan, who was hidden in the dark, was like a beast dormant in the dark, he had patience and a goal, as long as the result was good, he didn't mind the long wait.
After drinking the words, he didn't go crazy with alcohol, but fell asleep under the infusion of alcohol.
Lu Yan went into the bathroom, he was naked, turned on the steaming shower head, the water flowed down, and his bathing movements were slow and orderly.
After drying his hair, he lay down beside him.
At about three o'clock in the morning, Yan Yu suddenly woke up slowly, her temples were throbbing, her eyelids were heavy, and her head was as if she had been punched, sullen.
She slowly rolled her eyes, feeling that she was being held in her arms, this person's breath was obvious, it was Lu Yan, she slowly recalled that after she drank the wine, she seemed to be a little dizzy, and then she was brought back by Lu Yan.
She frowned.
The wine was so strong that she still felt dizzy.
"Awake?" The man's voice sounded from the top of her head, coming out of her throat, with a low and hoarse voice, the eyelashes fluttered, the hand that was originally clasped on her waist tightened suddenly, Lu Yan's face was suppressed, and his voice was charming, "Just ......"
Exactly, what?
When the words fell, his hand was not very restless, slender and rough, and he wandered up and down on her, for a while, for a while, without any focus.
Yan Yu subconsciously avoided and scolded in a low voice: "Lu Yan, you take it back." "She had drunk too much wine tonight, and had fallen asleep for a while, and her voice was rustling, but there was something demagogic.
Lu Yan smiled lowly, rarely, he seemed to have no skin and no face: "No, I've been waiting for you for hours." ”
He approached the parable.
In a daze, she smelled the wine, she originally thought it was her own, but after a careful sniff, she took a deep breath: "Lu Yan, are you still drinking?"
"It's just fun. Lu Yan didn't seem to feel that there was anything wrong, "It's just a few glasses of red wine." ”
In fact, he himself understands that where is just to help the fun, it is to give him courage, he doesn't want to force her, but he has to sleep with her tonight, the best state is that both of them are slightly drunk.
As soon as Yan Yu was distracted, she felt Lu Yan's rough fingers wandering over her body.
Lu Yan was not restrained and depressed at all tonight, he seemed to be in love with talking, and his voice was hoarse: "Actually, you like it too, right?"
Yan Yu's face was hot, she didn't feel that there was anything shameful about having needs, she just felt that the person she was facing was Lu Yan.
Lu Yan chuckled, turned over, and when he didn't have time to dodge, he entered from behind, his burning breath sprayed on her ear, and he smiled in a low voice: "What are you hiding?"
The smell of wine is entangled, and the ten fingers are entangled.
Suddenly it rained heavily, and the rain crackled on the window glass, making a dull sound, and the wind and rain outside the window were blowing, and the interior was also raining, and everything was coming in a hurry.
When he arrived at the back, Lu Yan seemed to be a different person, different from before, the bodies of the two were in contact without gaps, and he always blew and spoke in her ear when she was confused.
Even he himself is rare not to suppress his sexy and low voice, and at his peak, he tightened his body, Yan Yu clenched his fingers, and his whole person hung on the side of the bed, shaking.
The corners of his forehead rose and fell, and he vaguely seemed to curse a dirty word, and his mind was blank.
Even so, he refused to quit when he was over, she could still feel his temperature and impatience, his sweat dripping on her back, his voice was sexy to death, ready to make a comeback at any moment.
He covered the eyes of the words.
"Lao Tzu is addicted. The cochlea of the words warmed up, and he said, "Do you like this?"
Yan Yu didn't have time to think, because she was dragged into the next storm by Lu Yan again, but there was still a trace of thought bypassing her mind, this is probably what Lu Yan would say in his teens or twenties, when she met him, he was already the president of the Lu Group, not the frizzy teenager Lu Yan.
*
When Yan Yu woke up the next day, she still remembered what happened last night, she was not hypocritical, since it happened, she also enjoyed it, she looked at Lu Yan's eyes, and she was also very calm.
It's just that the atmosphere in the room is very beautiful.
She broke free from Lu Yan's embrace and said lightly: "I still have to go to work in the law firm today." ”
Lu Yan was silent for a while, and after a while, he smiled: "What did you do at the bar last night?"
Yan Yu's movements in his hand paused: "It's nothing, I met Ji Muyang by accident." ”
"I'll take you to the law firm. ”
Yan Yu rejected him: "No, I'll just go by myself." ”
The curvature of Lu Yan's lips was shallow, and he smiled again: "Yanyan, I know, you want to explain last night's incident as the ...... of adult men and women."
Before he could finish his sentence, Yan Yu laughed, she had already put on her dress, took out a stack of money from her wallet, and put it on the bedside: "Who told you that it is the natural nature of adult men and women? This is what I played with you last night." ”
Lu Yan was stunned, his eyebrows moved slightly, but he didn't move, and watched Yan Yu leave the room.
After a while, he lowered his eyebrows and smiled, looking at the stack of money, the smile in his eyes deepened a little, and then put away the money and said slowly: "Oh, I'm quite valuable." ”
*
After all, Xu Yingxia is the daughter of the Xu family, no matter how many things she has done in the past, after three years, not many people in the circle have always remembered those scandals, not to mention, who has not seen anything unpleasant.
Now Xu Yingxia has regained her own girlfriend group, several of them are from dance, the previous Xu Yingxia was high, held by Lu Yan, and didn't like to play with everyone, but now she puts down her body and plays with everyone, which is also popular.
By the pool, Xu Yingxia came out of the pool, her long legs were straight and slender, she grabbed the bath towel on the side and wrapped it around her body.
A girl looked up at her: "Xia Xia." ”
"Huh?" Xu Yingxia said, lying on the recliner.
"I heard that Lu Yan is back?
Xu Yingxia's eyebrows moved slightly: "Otherwise?"
The girl was unhappy for Xu Yingxia: "It's really unwilling, you just handed over Lu Yan who was trained by yourself to others, no one in the circle knew that you and he were a golden boy and jade girl, who didn't know how much Lu Yan loved you, as soon as you cried, he could hold the whole world in front of you, Lu Yan's ex-wife took advantage of the situation, donated and donated, and asked to marry Lu Yan, which is really shameless." ”
There were other girls next to him who also heard it and chuckled: "Lu Yan is also a scumbag with no conscience, because of his marriage, what did Xia Xia be scolded for, I don't know, I thought Xia Xia was the junior, not to mention, Xia Xia had a life-saving grace for him, if you want me to say, Xia Xia, you should be brave, snatch Lu Yan back, and let Lu Yan marry you!"
Xu Yingxia smiled lightly, and there was some softness: "It doesn't matter, as long as Ah Yan is doing well, I am very happy, although I still like Ah Yan very much, I am now worried that Ah Yan's ex-wife has no feelings for him and is still pestering him." ”
"That woman is indeed not a fuel-efficient lamp, so you can't let Lu Yan be with her. ”
Oh, yes.
Xu Yingxia raised her hand, the sunlight penetrated her palm, with a transparent look, little by little, slowly blooming, it was she who met Ah Yan first, and it was she who accompanied Ah Yan from the young master of the Lu family to the president of the Lu Group, and she trained Ah Yan to be a person who would hurt and spoil people.
Words should not always be enjoyed, the fruits of her labor.
*
Xu Yingxia appeared to find Lu Yan again, she was very familiar with the layout of the Lu Group, when Lu Chengguo took over the Lu Group, he didn't change the layout much, and the front desk still knew Xu Yingxia, so she didn't stop it much, but when Xu Yingxia entered the elevator, she called the president's office and told them that Miss Xu was going upstairs.
After Lu Yan finished the meeting, he casually glanced at his watch, and was about to make a call to Yan Yu, when he raised his eyes and met the eyes of the special assistant.
Just as the special assistant was about to say something, Lu Yan's eyes moved slightly, and he had already seen Xu Yingxia who suddenly appeared.
She didn't rush over and hug Lu Yan as soon as she appeared like before, but stood a little uneasy, the makeup on her face was very clean, almost equal to no makeup, but her eyebrows and eyes were gentle arcs, she seemed to be a little nervous, and her plain toes curled up gently.
She called softly, "Ah Yan." ”
Lu Yan pursed his lips, didn't say anything, turned around and entered the office.
The special assistant looked at Lu Yan's back, turned his head again, and said to Xu Yingxia, "Miss Xu, you can go in." ”
Xu Yingxia pushed open the door, Lu Yan was already sitting behind the wide desk, he leaned back in the chair, raised his eyebrows lightly, and asked, "Xia Xia, is there something wrong?"
Xu Yingxia shook her head, and she said, "I want to come and see you." ”
Lu Yan twisted his eyebrows, staring at her with dark eyes.
Xu Yingxia said softly: "I haven't seen you for too long, in the three years in the United States, I have already figured it out, I know, you don't like me now, but I ...... I can't forget you, the more time passes, the more I think of the beauty of our time, I know I was wrong, I want to redeem it now, okay?"
Lu Yan's eyes were cold: "Xia Xia, you have done something wrong, not everything will be forgiven, our affairs have passed." ”
Xu Yingxia's eyes were a little red: "I can't pass it, I can't forget it, I remember all the love words you said, you said that you would love me for the rest of your life, and when I cry, you will be uncomfortable......" Her tears fell, "I know I did something wrong, but who hasn't done anything wrong, why can you forgive words, forgive yourself, you just can't forgive me?"
Xu Yingxia was stimulated: "Yan Yu used you as a stand-in, she deceived your feelings to marry you, the person she loves has always been your brother, you can forgive these, but I have always loved you." ”
"You can also forgive yourself. Ah Yan, do you know how scared I was of you when I was with you, because I watched you shoot and kill...... Gradually, however, I saw that you had forgotten about it, and I paralyzed myself and told myself over and over again that the scene of the shooting was all my imagination......"
She pursed her red lips, tears blurring in front of her eyes.
"You see, your mistakes are worse than mine, so why can't you forgive me?"
Lu Yan stared at Xu Yingxia with dark eyes, his hand under the table, the green tendons on the back of his hand were undulating, his nails were faintly white, he didn't speak, his face was gloomy.
When will he ...... Shoot and kill?
He narrowed his eyes, and suddenly remembered what Steward Cheng said......
Xu Yingxia took a few steps in the direction of Lu Yan, her eyes were staring, her eyes were hazy with tears, and her voice was thin and soft: "Ah Yan, I can't forget you...... Even if you don't have love for me anymore, but ......"
Lu Yan knew what the second half of the sentence she didn't say was, and she wanted to say that he still had a responsibility to her.
Yes, even if it doesn't matter what happened when she was a child, when she became an adult, she saved that time on the edge of life and death.
Lu Yan tightened his fingers, his eyes were cold, and he said: "Xia Xia, it is impossible between us, my present and future, there will only be words." If you just want to live your life well, there will be no problem, if you want more, I can't give it. ”
Xu Yingxia lowered her eyes, her eyelashes were soaked.
*
When Yan Yu went home from work, Lu Yan hadn't come back yet, and today the nanny asked for leave, so she got off work early and picked up the two children home.
Xiaoxing and Lu Shumu watched TV together, and after telling them a few words, they went to the kitchen to make dinner.
She took out the beef from the refrigerator to thaw it and was washing the vegetables, when there was a sudden sound of footsteps behind her, and Lu Yan's voice followed: "What are you doing at night?"
Yan Yu's hand movements paused for a moment, and said, "After boiling the porridge, I'll make a beef stew pot." ”
In a few moments, his head rested on her shoulders, heavy, his hands wrapped around her behind, and he continued to wash the vegetables, and the sound of the water rattled between the two.
Lu Yan said: "I'll wash the vegetables." ”
Yan Yu was not polite to him, let go of her fingers, let him come, she raised her eyes, there was a glass window in front of the sink, and there were thousands of lights outside, reflecting the shadows of the two, overlapping shadows, particularly intimate.
Yan Yu turned off the water, and hit Lu Yan's abdomen with his right elbow, asking him to let go of her: "I'll go get something." ”
She was going to get something from the refrigerator, but suddenly she heard her phone ringing outside, and the footsteps of the little star were getting closer and closer to her.
She poked her head into the kitchen and smiled, "Mom, your phone is ringing." ”
Yan Yu smiled at her, praised her, and then took the phone from her hand, which was an unfamiliar number.
She answered.
The sound on the other end was north and south.
She seemed to be very weak, very weak: "Yanyan, I'm downstairs in your apartment, you come down, okay?" Don't tell Lu Yan." ”
The heart of the word contracted heavily, what happened to the north and south?
Yan Yu called Nanbei on the day she returned to China, but she didn't get through, but Nanbei sent her a text message back that day, saying that she was fine now, she was too busy these days, and she would call in a few days.
Yan Yu hung up the phone, and Lu Yan was looking at Yan Yu.
Yan Yu took a deep breath, took off his apron, and said softly: "Lu Yan, you cook first, the law firm has some things, and I will go back to the law firm first." ”
Without waiting for Lu Yan to reply, she grabbed her wallet and car keys, stepped on the slippers in the room and ran downstairs.
She was in the corner of the apartment's underground parking lot and saw the north and south.
It's already summer, but Nanbei is wrapped in a blanket, her face is smaller than a slap, pale and transparent, and only dark eyes are left on one face.
When she saw the words, there was a little light in Mu Ne's eyes, and tears fell immediately.
"Words. ”
She hugged Yan Yu, her bulging lower abdomen separated the two, and she said softly: "Yan Yan, help me leave, okay?" Song Qingran went to get the marriage certificate today. ”
"What? With whom?"
"Not with me. ”