"Why did you suddenly start thinking nonsense? Hee-hee, don't worry about that. ”

I can't see his expression, so I can't tell if he's angry right now. I admit that Zhao Yaru's words have had a great impact on me, the more I reminisce about it in the past few days, the more I don't feel it, but I can't say the specific reason, anyway, what I'm most afraid of is dragging him down.

"You wait for me for ten minutes, and I'll arrange for the client to rest first. ”

He seemed to sigh softly when he hung up the phone, and I was shocked to hear it, and immediately began to annoy my current behavior. I shouldn't have bothered him during his working hours, he would have thought I was ignorant this time.

What I hadn't figured out for a few days was forced to think about it quickly in just a few minutes. When Mr. Zhuang's call came again, I hurriedly admitted my mistake to him.

He was stunned for two seconds, and then sighed again: "Xixi, I don't blame you, what are you doing in a hurry to admit your mistakes? I don't want you to be too involved in the divorce, so I didn't talk to you about it." Tell me, why are you worried about these things again?"

"Mr. Zhuang, I've always been worried that I'm going to drag you down, and you know, my aunt and uncle are like that, and my grandmother has had a serious illness...... In case you ruined your life for me, I'm afraid you'll regret it sooner or later. Who doesn't like to live a good life, I don't want to see you suffer, I ...... I was very uncomfortable. ”

Mr. Zhuang was silent for a long time and did not speak, we have not spoken on the phone for the past few days, but only say goodnight to each other every night, so he has no way of noticing my abnormality.

"Hei-hee, how old am I?"

"Huh?" I didn't keep up with him, paused, but listened to him continue: "I'm such a big person, can I do things without thinking twice? I was thinking about divorce before I met you." ”

He wanted to tell me that even if I didn't show up, he and Zhao Yaru would divorce sooner or later, right? But I still accelerated the process.

"You can make more money when the money is gone, and you can reopen the company if it collapses, Xixi, no matter how much money I make but I don't have the energy to spend it, is it meaningful? You don't want to see me suffer, I'm afraid that I won't be able to endure that hardship in the future and I will regret my current decision, but let me tell you, if I let you go now, I will definitely regret it for the rest of my life." Don't think about it......"

There was a knock on the door on the other end of the phone, Mr. Zhuang paused, and Zhou Jin's voice immediately floated over: "Zhao Yaru or Shen Xi?" Zhuang Yan, I'm waiting for you, hurry up." We're going to talk about it soon, so don't fall short. ”

My heart tightened inexplicably, but when Mr. Zhuang spoke to me again, I still asked him to hurry to the meeting first.

He hesitated a little: "Really don't think nonsense? Xixi, if you have something on your mind, you have to tell me in time, don't hold it in your heart and toss yourself, do you know?"

"Okay, I got it. In fact, my boredom did not disappear because of his few words, after all, I was bored for a few days, but I felt more comfortable after saying it.

Not long after, Mr. Zhuang sent a message: Xixi, if I leave the house, do you mind?

Don't mind, I certainly don't.

He quickly sent me another message and asked: It's not terrible to start from scratch, are you willing to accompany me to endure hardships?

I hurried back to him: I am willing, I am not afraid of hardship.

After more than ten minutes, he sent another smiling emoji.

He's in a meeting, and he must have been in contact with me halfway through. My heart was sour, and I told him to be busy with work, so I didn't hold my phone bitterly and wait for news.

I went home early that day, my body is the capital of the revolution, and if I fell ill, my grandmother and Mr. Zhuang would be worried. But it's really unlucky, I just went back more than an hour early, and I actually caught my uncle's office rummaging through boxes and cabinets at home, obviously looking for money.

As soon as he saw me, he smiled and beckoned me into the house, I didn't dare to go in, preferring to bask in the sun outside. He must have come back snuck back, and he didn't know where the debt collectors were.

I thought about it and ran away, and called Aunt Tian Hua halfway and asked her to help contact the creditor.

My uncle-in-law didn't know when he chased me out, and when he saw me on the phone, he was anxious, and he came over with his legs to snatch my phone: "You fucking elbow turned out, right? Who are you calling? Give you a good face and ride on Lao Tzu's head, it's really itchy!"

I am no longer the little girl who let him beat and scold but didn't dare to resist, gritted my teeth and hurriedly ran into the yard of a house, and then I heard someone shouting that Shen Laipi was back, and chased him to ask him to pay back.

Shen Laipi is his uncle, and everyone in the village calls him that.

My uncle-in-law was so panicked that he cursed and ran away, glaring back at me as if he wanted to hang me up, peel me off and cramp.

I patted my chest in horror and froze for a moment before going home.

Aunt Tian Hua said that her grandmother was helping her pick watermelons, and the 6,000 yuan left by the counselor was hidden in the jar under her bed. When I went home, I saw that the jar was broken, and there was still half a dime!

I regret it to death, I should have taken time off to deposit my money on my bank card. I worked hard for a month, and my salary plus high temperature allowance was only more than 2,000 yuan in total!

The house was turned into a mess by him, and when I was holding my breath to clean up the mess, Mr. Zhuang called again.

At that time, I hadn't adjusted my emotions yet, so I was still panting when I spoke. He heard something was wrong and hurriedly asked me what was wrong.

I sniffed and didn't want to say, "I'm just angry with my uncle." Mr. Zhuang, have you finished the meeting?"

"Hmm. Xixi, you said that you are willing to accompany me to endure hardships, and you are not afraid that I will have no money, so how can I, a big man, be afraid of hardships? I am only worried that you will suffer when the time comes. I don't want you to have too much pressure, you just need to be responsible for studying hard in the future, don't think about anything, can you do it?"

Zhao Yaru said that Mr. Zhuang didn't talk much, but sometimes he talked to me like chatter.

Maybe it was because I didn't reply, but Mr. Zhuang called me twice: "Xixi, it's far away, and there are many things that can't be discussed face-to-face." You're about to start school, just make up your mind to go to school, and if you have anything on your mind, you must tell me in time. ”

"Mr. Zhuang, I see. ”

Before hanging up the phone, Mr. Zhuang said that Jiang Yang would come to see me on his behalf. I presumed no, but it didn't seem to work.

When my grandmother learned that her brother-in-law had taken the 6,000 yuan, she was so angry that she didn't eat much dinner.

I have to admit that Zhao Yaru's words had a great impact on me. I occasionally wonder, will I really become the next her? Isn't it impossible for Mr. Zhuang and Zhou Jin to get back together?

Two or three days before I left school, my salary was in hand, and I kept half of it for my grandmother.

Jiang Yang asked me when school would start, and said that he would come and see me and send me to school. I didn't dare to let him come to the village, because the car he drove was too ostentatious, and he would definitely be gossiped from the head of the village to the end of the village in less than an hour.

I met Jiang Yang in the city, and he always had a lazy and cynical look on his face. As soon as he saw me, he took a few steps back exaggeratedly, circled around me like a monkey, and then without saying a word, he took out his mobile phone and took a few photos of me, saying that it was for Mr. Zhuang to see.

I wondered as I touched my hair and face, wondering why he was so responsive.

As a result, Mr. Zhuang immediately called, and his tone was very worried: "Xixi, why have you become dark and thin after not seeing each other for more than a month?"

Jiang Yang hurriedly smashed his mouth and pressed my mobile phone on speakerphone: "No, it's like a refugee." ”

I was so embarrassed that I quickly covered half of my face, probably because it would get dark after a period of time every day, but I could see myself every day so I didn't notice this change.

I suddenly felt that Jiang Yang was a little bad, and the black was black, so I didn't say a word to show Mr. Zhuang such an ugly me!

"Hahaha, Zhuangzi, my sister is angry, her mouth is so pouting that she can hang a teapot, you can comfort and comfort her. As he spoke, he turned off the speakerphone again, and consciously walked not far away to smoke.

"Mr. Zhuang, I'm just a little darker than before. ”

He smiled sullenly and counted me down: "This is also called a little bit? Hey, why don't you listen to me, didn't you ask you to stop working? Your bank card is not bound to your mobile phone number, next time it is bound, I have already sent you money, don't worry about that little living expenses." Look you're skinny now, hey......"

I comforted him for a while, and when I hung up the phone, he was still sighing softly, and I felt like I had sinned. It's just that he lost a few pounds, but he was so distressed that he had to promise me to send him photos every week before he stopped.

On the way to school, Jiang Yang apologized to me very solemnly: "Sister, I sent you to Zhuangzi Apartment in the first place...... It's my fault, and it was originally kind, in fact, I mentioned it to Zhuangzi before I went to pick you up, but he didn't agree at the time. I thought he was shy, but I didn't know he thought so much. ”

He said and hummed sourly: "Even if you think too much, it really happened." Don't blame him, I'm not thinking it through. ”

"I don't blame anyone, Brother Jiang, don't blame yourself. ”

He looked at me, hesitated for a moment, and then admonished, "Sister, you can't be tricked away by those little boys when you go to school." ”

I couldn't help but laugh and mutter, "You say I'm black and ugly, and no one will look at me." ”

He rolled his eyes, he was poor all the way, and I finally understood why so many beautiful women were looking for him. Because he knows how to make girls happy, he will feel very relaxed and happy with him.

When he was about to arrive at school, he suddenly became serious: "I was worried that Zhuangzi's marriage would be in vain, but now I think it is worth Zhuangzi's toss." Sister, if Zhuangzi's divorce lawsuit has to be tossed for a year and a half, can you really wait for him with all your heart?"

I nodded firmly, but he patted the steering wheel irritably and exhaled heavily: "Sister, there are many things that Zhuangzi won't let me tell you, but I still want to talk to you about the divorce lawsuit." ”