"Sister Yaru......" My mind was all in the babbling around her, and I just called her unconsciously, and she immediately sneered: "Shen Xi, you really hate that you call me sister and sister, in order to show that you are younger than me, right?"

"Yaru ......" Sister was about to blurt out, but I quickly swallowed it again, "I didn't mean that." ”

"When he accuses me a little bit in front of you, you feel very happy, right? Hehe, Shen Xi, do you think that marriage is the same as your current freshness? When he leaves the house and has no money, I don't believe you will say that you love him. ”

Zhao Yaru should be desperate now, that's why she told me this.

But I didn't care that Mr. Zhuang didn't have any money, I knew that it was useless to say this, and she wouldn't believe it, so I simply shut up and kept silent. Maybe no matter what I say now, she will feel like showing off in her ears, and I'm afraid that she will hate her daughter when she is stimulated.

"Hey, Shen Xi, seriously, his father will never let you enter the banker's door, are you really willing to see Zhuang Yan make everyone betray and leave for you?"

I didn't speak, so she continued: "When I first married him, he was as good to me as he was to you, he thought of me for everything, and thought of me first no matter what he did, hehe, the only bad thing was that he didn't talk too much. Shen Xi, don't think that he only treats you like that, I'm sure he used to be better to Zhou Jin than to us. If you can pry him away from me today, then Zhou Jin will be able to pry him away from you tomorrow. Men are not all like this, what you can't get is the best. ”

I couldn't help but argue for Mr. Zhuang: "Mr. Zhuang won't be like this. ”

He has a strong sense of responsibility, and even if he has no feelings, he can continue to maintain that relationship with his responsibility. I believe that he is not a mess person, and I feel that even if all men in the world are like that, Mr. Zhuang must be an exception.

That's how I have faith in him, they all say that love is blind, maybe I'm in a blind state right now.

"I used to think that he would spoil me forever, and now he is not in a divorce?" Zhao Yaru said a word to me speechless, I wanted to tell her that she was inconsiderate of Mr. Zhuang, but I thought about it, what qualifications do I have to accuse her.

The way my uncle and my aunt get along is worse than her and Mr. Zhuang, but my aunt still doesn't give up on my uncle, so I can't figure out marriage.

She said that at the beginning, Mr. Zhuang would take the initiative to hold her when she went out, take off her clothes when it was cold, and give her a hand in winter. When she was just pregnant with a child, he not only served him tea and poured water every day, but also came home early after work every day.

I didn't like it, but Zhao Yaru seemed to see it: "Is he so good to you now?" Shen Xi, I'm from here, you just started, of course he's fresh." Do you know why I was so willful as to have a baby in the first place? Because of Zhou Jin. ”

"Sister Yaru," I didn't know what to call her, so I still habitually called out the word sister that made her hate, "Can you not say it? I don't want to know." ”

Even if I am in a mirage with Mr. Zhuang, I am willing to live in this illusion all the time, anyway, I don't believe that Mr. Zhuang will do that to me.

"But I want to say," she was very calm today, probably because she was suddenly disheartened after knowing that Mr. Zhuang had sued, "At that time, my baby was more than two months old, and Zhou Jin returned to China to have dinner with her old friends, and there happened to be people I knew, do you know what Zhou Jin said at the time? She said that she wanted to snatch Zhuang Yan back." ”

"She said this kind of thing, can I not ask Zhuang Yan about the matter between them? But Zhuang Yan refuses to say it, and he refuses to say it even if he dies! So I checked his mobile phone and email, and I checked everything I could, and I suddenly felt that all the good he did to me was done to Zhou Jin a few years ago, if you were me, can you stand this blow?"

Zhao Yaru said that she was also a ghost at that time, and began to doubt Mr. Zhuang with all her mind. She said that Mr. Zhuang has always been surrounded by Yingying Yanyan, and she has been guarding against it all day since she was his girlfriend, but the woman who went to Mr. Zhuang to pounce on him was either not as beautiful as her or not as rich as her, so it was easy to dismiss, but Zhou Jin was different.

Zhou Jin is not as beautiful as her, but she has more temperament than her, and Zhou Jin is not as rich as her, but she has an old relationship with Mr. Zhuang.

The more information Zhao Yaru collects, the more she has a sense of crisis.

The complete outburst was to find that Zhou Jin would call Mr. Zhuang in private, although he didn't answer at the time, but Zhao Yaru exploded all at once, and all suspicions broke out at that moment.

She didn't remember what they had argued about, but I think she was alone most of the time, and Mr. Zhuang should have just quietly let her argue. But Mr. Zhuang's attitude would make her even more annoyed in anger, and she didn't know what she thought at the time, so she went to the hospital in a fit of anger to have a baby.

She said that she thought about divorce after the abortion money, but she regretted it after the abortion.

But Zhao Yaru said something, I heard my heart twist slightly, she said: "If you quarrel, he can't chase me back? Let me run away? I was pregnant at the time, and he didn't pull me back to prove that he didn't care about my life or death at all." ”

I think it was because of that that that that there was a long cold war between them.

Zhao Yaru didn't want to tell me so much at first, and the contradictory things that happened later were also said impulsively after she was excited.

"Shen Xi, I am telling you so much to tell you that marriage is like this. I have been very sweet with him, he must have been much better to me than he is to you now, you are young after all, what man doesn't like to play with a twenty-year-old girl? I know that your family conditions are not good, you may not have much contact with men, but it is a mistake for you to hang him. ”

"You just gave him a daughter to add points, you can't compare to Zhou Jin in his heart, and you can't compare to me, he is tired of me now, but the responsibility is still there. Do you believe it or not, even if I get divorced, I can make him forget me?"

"Yaru...... Please don't say it, I can't do without Mr. Zhuang, I really can't do without him. I don't believe Mr. Zhuang will be like this, he in my eyes is different from him in your eyes, Mr. Zhuang is not that kind of person. "No matter how determined I am, I still feel uncomfortable listening to it for so long.

My mind is full of pictures of Mr. Zhuang doting on Zhao Yaru, and when I was pregnant, the scene of him touching my belly and talking to my daughter suddenly became that he was touching Zhao Yaru's big belly, and his smile on me was all chaotic at once, I was like a passerby, watching his love and quarrel with Zhao Yaru.

"Shen Xi, I have been working hard for this marriage, I have restrained my temper, I tried not to doubt him, I even helped him find you...... I think I'm so stupid, I haven't driven Zhou Jin away, I actually took the initiative to lure the wolf into the room, hehe, I really didn't expect him to be interested in a hillbilly like you. ”

"Sister Yaru, I know you want me to retreat, but I can't quit now. You can scold if you want, I know I'm shameless, but I won't leave Mr. Zhuang, unless he tells me in person that he doesn't want me. "The thought of this possibility made me shudder.

Actually, even if he did say that to me, I would wait for him.

"Do you think this is called bravery?" Zhao Yaru smiled very coldly and decadently, "Your grandmother is quite sensible, but your brain is really confused." His father said that if Zhuang Yan is obsessed with divorcing me, he will break away from Zhuang Yan's father-son relationship, half of Zhuang Yan's company is invested by his father, and it will definitely be recovered at that time, do you really think Zhuang Yan is so powerful that he can come back to life? His company can achieve the current scale It took a lot of effort, if you are really willing to let him lose so many years of hard work for you. ”

"Also, even if the marriage is divorced, the daughter will not give it to him. He can take care of the relationship, and so can I, don't forget, my dad and my dad are still standing here. That's all there is to it, think about it, don't make yourself like a broom star, if you really love Zhuang Yan, don't hurt him so badly. ”

I listened to the "beep" sound on the phone, and I didn't come back to my senses for a long time.

At night I had a long and complicated dream, I dreamed that I was married to Mr. Zhuang, and he was trying to earn money outside to support the family, but I began to suspect him because he came home late, and after many suspicions, he simply did not go home. Then he also began to suffer from alcoholism, and finally that face suddenly became that uncle, and I don't know why he suddenly raised his hand to whip me.

I gasped in pain, and when I woke up, I broke out in a cold sweat.

Among the many words that Zhao Yaru said, the one that I remember the most is the last paragraph, I have always been afraid of dragging Mr. Zhuang down, if a divorce will really hurt him like that, I would rather ...... No, I was reluctant to leave him.

This entanglement tormented me for days, and I kept thinking about what to do, but where could I figure out how to do it?

Probably so deeply tormented by this anxiety that I didn't sleep well for several days, so when I was working in the workshop that afternoon, my eyes suddenly blackened, and my brain was so dizzy that I couldn't stand on my feet at all. I remember stumbling a few steps and then falling unconscious.

I woke up in the leader's air-conditioned room, and they pinched me and poured salt water into me, which made me very uncomfortable.

The team leader said that I was suffering from heat stroke, and the leader of the factory asked me to blow the air conditioner for a while, so I went home to rest first, saying that I would not deduct my salary today.

I didn't know what was going on at the time, I woke up and hugged my knees and cried happily, after crying I dialed Mr. Zhuang's phone, I wanted to ask him if what Zhao Yaru said was true.

He seemed to be talking to someone about something, and when he answered the phone, his voice was very low: "Heexi, what's wrong?"

"Mr. Zhuang, if you get divorced, do you want to leave the house, and the company may also go bankrupt? Is it worth it? Will you complain about me in the future?"