Zhuang Yan indulged in a meeting with Shen Xi, he felt as if he had found the feeling of first love, Shen Xi's shyness and unconcealable excitement were as vivid as a blooming flower in his eyes, like a spring breeze blowing in his face.

After breaking up with Zhou Jin, he hadn't experienced this kind of happiness for nearly ten years, and his already dead heart seemed to have met a delicious rain and completely recovered.

When Zhao Yaru contacted him, he felt guilty in his heart, he was already unfaithful to this marriage, and now he could only think about how to make Zhao Yaru and Shen Xi suffer the least damage.

On this day, when he was talking to Shen Xi in the corridor, he saw the sneaky aunt again.

He knew that Zhao Yaru was asking his aunt to monitor his and Shen Xi's actions. For this, he felt guilty and finally got angry. Zhao Yaru had also inquired about his whereabouts with his subordinates in his company before, probably during the period before she had a baby, and she always suspiciously thought that he was breaking ties with Zhou Jin.

He has always disliked this way of getting along, and he gets angry every time he knows about it, but he endures it when he can bear it, but his regression is just in exchange for Zhao Yaru's unrestrained behavior.

He decided to dismiss this aunt, and in the next period of time, he had to talk to Zhao Yaru about his heart, since he decided to divorce, let Zhao Yaru accept this fact step by step. He deeply realized that he was indeed delaying Zhao Yaru by tossing with Zhao Yaru like this.

He thought that no matter whether he could be with Shen Xi in the future or not, he and Zhao Yaru should definitely divorce. In the past, when he wanted to live a good life with Zhao Yaru, she couldn't help but doubt him in various ways, but now that he is really cheating, Zhao Yaru will become more and more sensitive in the future.

Before taking Shen Xi back, Shen Xi's grandmother whispered a few words to Zhuang Yan, and the old man suspected that Zhuang Yan was supporting Shen Xi, but Zhuang Yan did not admit it or deny it. He thought, what right does he have to do such a thing that harms the little girl? The blessing of Qi people is not something he can enjoy.

"Xixi is a hard-working child, she has never been in love, this gentleman must not delay her...... She's a good boy, it's me who has tired her......" Shen Xi's grandmother wiped her tears, obviously wanting to say that it was better to die, but she couldn't say anything. She knew that once she said such a thing, it would make Shen Xi even more worried.

Zhuang Yan stared at the folds on the old man's face and sighed lightly: "Don't say such stupid things old man, taking care of your body is the best feedback to Xixi." I'll take care of her, don't worry. ”

After arriving home, Zhuang Yan instinctively wanted to talk to Zhao Yaru about this marriage, but he knew that he couldn't be too anxious.

He knows Zhao Yaru's temper very well, he has been cared for by Zhao Dehai in the palm of his hand since he was a child, she has not been tired of this marriage, and it will only be bad to mention divorce immediately.

At dinner, the quality manager called him again to report the progress of the project, and seeing Zhao Yaru glancing at his mobile phone screen, Zhuang Yan suddenly became a little impatient. Such suspicions have appeared again and again in their five years of married life, and even when they first got married, she often watched his every move from the mouths of people around him.

Zhao Yaru knew from the beginning that Zhuang Yan's heart was not in her, so she was insecure from the beginning.

She knew very well in her heart that this marriage was forced by her, but she hoped that Zhuang Yan would be able to hold her in the palm of her hand and pamper her like others after being with her. But since she knew that Zhou Jin's position in Zhuang Yan's heart was unshakable, her jealousy became stronger day by day.

She sometimes knew very well that her suspicion of Zhuang Yan would only push him farther and farther, but she couldn't control herself.

She only felt that it was Zhuang Yan who didn't do well enough to make her more and more uneasy, all of this was Zhuang Yan's fault, if he could completely pour his love into herself, then she would definitely not suspect him of secretly colluding with Zhou Jin like she is now.

When Zhuang Wuxin asked her to persuade Zhuang Yan to cooperate with Zhou Jin's company, she was actually reluctant, she felt that even Zhuang Yan herself knew to avoid suspicion, why did she want to push her man to her first love so generously? But when she told her mother about it, her father actually had the same concept as Zhuang Wuxin: Isn't it stupid if you don't make money?

Zhao Yaru regretted it when she thought of it, she was willful, everyone around her would rely on her, only Zhuang Yan, who always made her unpredictable.

Zhuang Yan went to the study without dinner, and Zhao Yaru was a little overwhelmed in her heart.

She knew that she had made Zhuang Yan angry again, every time he followed her with a good temper, her arrogance would rise unconsciously, and when Zhuang Yan was really angry, her arrogance would be very consciously weak. For example, at this moment, she forcibly endured her grievances and ran into the study to apologize to Zhuang Yan.

He was working, and when she went in, Zhuang Yan kept staring at the computer screen, his eyes unblinking.

Zhao Ya subconsciously felt that he was chatting with Zhou Jin, and when he got closer, he couldn't help but stare at the computer screen for a while, and quickly scanned whether he had opened any chat software. As a result, Zhuang Yan was simply handling the company's mail, and she couldn't help but be a little disappointed.

She had suspected it too many times, but every time she couldn't catch the handle, she felt that Zhuang Yan must have covered it up too well.

Sometimes she even wanted to find evidence that Zhuang Yan was secretly contacting Zhou Jin, so that she could prove that her suspicion was justified. But after so many years, she didn't find any evidence except that Zhou Jin had called him.

She used to secretly take Zhuang Yan's ID card to the business hall to check Zhuang Yan's call records, and almost all the contact with Zhou Jin was taken by Zhou Jin to call Zhuang Yan, Zhuang Yan would only take the initiative to call Zhou Jin once in ten days and half a month, and the call time was very short, almost less than a minute.

She felt that Zhuang Yan must still have a mobile phone, and maybe she had been secretly using that mobile phone to contact Zhou Jin.

Sometimes this suspicion tormented her and made her want to go crazy, she knew that this situation should not continue, but she just couldn't help but doubt Zhuang Yan, who made him not love her? She couldn't figure out, was she not beautiful enough, or was her figure not good enough? Is it because she couldn't satisfy him in married life?

"Yaru. Zhuang Yan found out about Zhao Yaru's actions, and suddenly his emotions were a little uncontrollable, so that he was obviously a little impatient when he spoke up.

Zhao Yaru came back to her senses and quickly took her eyes off his notebook: "What are you doing when you don't eat? Why do you want to fire your aunt in a good way? Isn't this aunt doing a good job in our family? I'm not used to changing people......"

"You asked her to spy on Shen Xi and me?" Zhuang Yan raised his head heavily and looked at her sadly.

His eyes made Zhao Yaru panic, and she turned her head and denied: "No, what should I do to let her spy on you? Auntie, you don't know that person, you like to do something sycophant, don't wronged people!"

Zhuang Yan sighed heavily, closed the notebook and pulled Zhao Yaru to the sofa and sat down: "I do have a ghost in my heart." Yaru, let's talk. ”

As soon as Zhao Yaru heard this, she immediately reacted and shook off his hand: "What are you talking about? Don't talk about it, I don't have anything to talk to you about!"

Zhuang Yan looked at her sadly, why did she react so much every time he wanted to tell her calmly? He still remembered that when he first married her, he talked to her many times, especially when he first knew that she was pregnant, he wanted to live a good life with her, but Zhao Yaru never understood his heart.

"Yaru, with me, do you feel happy?" Zhuang Yan used to treat her as a little sister, and at that time he would put Zhao Yaru and Zhuang Xiaoting in the same position to take care of her, but his silent appearance made Zhao Yaru feel that he was different from others.

Zhao Yaru was shocked and looked at Zhuang Yan in horror: "What do you mean? I love you, I like you for so long, and you don't know it." Why aren't you happy when you marry someone you love?" she rushed to Zhuang Yan and poked his heart with her finger, "Do you still have Zhou Jin here?" I really want to dig it up and see what you're thinking." ”

Zhuang Yan grabbed her hand helplessly, his eyes were still so sad: "Is it worth it to consume so much?" Yaru, you know very well that no matter how good I do, you will not be satisfied. Besides, I'm ...... now."

Before he finished speaking, Zhao Yaru covered his mouth.

She didn't dare to listen any more, and walked towards the door in a panic, tears falling down her eyes. She just doesn't want to divorce, and she has to spend her whole life, why doesn't he love her?

When she went out and saw Shen Xi, she couldn't help but ask Shen Xi for help and asked Shen Xi to help persuade Zhuang Yan. She just doesn't want to get divorced, why should she cheapen Zhou Jin's slut?

Shen Xi's heart was clenched fiercely, she was very conflicted, although she couldn't stop liking Zhuang Yan, but she didn't want to see Zhuang Yan and Zhao Yaru quarrel. She always felt that after she gave birth, she would completely say goodbye to the two of them, so she hoped that Zhuang Yan and Zhao Yaru would always be happy.

After Zhuang Yan saw Shen Xi come in, his eyes actually began to glaze.

He was very bitter in his heart, and he really wanted to talk to this little girl, but he couldn't be so frank. After the divorce, Shen Xi may already have a boyfriend and a new life, what qualifications does he have to hang such a little girl now, let him wait for him all the time? He can't be so selfish, but this marriage, he really plans to leave.

He was like a blind man who had been groping in the dark for several years, and Shen Xi's appearance allowed him to see a brief period of light, so when he fell into the darkness again, he couldn't forget the turbulent waves brought to him by the light.

When Shen Xi couldn't help mentioning Zhou Jin, Zhuang Yan was completely angry.

Why does everyone think that he is obsessed with Zhou Jin? All the efforts he has made seem to have been ignored by everyone, they can only see the vigor of him and Zhou Jin, and no one notices that he is no longer the Zhuang Yan of the past.

He did miss the days with Zhou Jin, but more because he missed the happiness he had at the beginning, who knew that he hadn't been happy for a few days after living for thirty-two years?

No matter how good Zhou Jin is, he is also the one who made his mother so angry that he had a heart attack and died, this matter is a dead knot in Zhuang Yan's heart, and he can't be untied at all.

"Mr. Zhuang, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. ”

Shen Xi apologized in a panic, but Zhuang Yan couldn't bear to be angry at her after all. But he hesitated again, would he really marry again after the divorce? The next wife may be like Zhao Yaru, gradually becoming more and more distrustful of him, he has had enough of this kind of life, there is no need to jump into the fire pit again.

Perhaps, after Shen Xi gives birth to the child, he can live alone with the child.

He began to imagine life like that, he liked his daughter, and the thought of a beautiful little girl calling him daddy made his heart soften. He felt that kind of life was very happy, and he would worry about her every day when he went to work, and his soul seemed to have a home all of a sudden.

When he came back to his senses, Shen Xi had already left the study.

Zhuang Yan was in a trance for a long time, and finally walked towards the guest room with a sigh: "Xixi?"

He was annoyed by the indifference just now, Shen Xi was still a little girl, and she was pregnant with his daughter, if Shen Xi had a fetal gas because of this, Zhuang Yan would definitely regret it. When he saw Shen Xi covering her head with the quilt, he knew that she was crying again.

"I was in a bad mood just now, and my tone was a little heavier. As soon as he apologized, Shen Xi immediately got out of the quilt and began to apologize to him.

Every time he coaxed Zhao Yaru, he was so gentle, but most of the time Zhao Yaru would make more and more trouble, which was completely different from Shen Xi's reaction.

That night, Zhao Yaru took the initiative to show goodwill, Zhuang Yan originally wanted to have a showdown with her directly, but he knew that he couldn't be in a hurry.

He never wanted to shirk his responsibilities, and the reason why this marriage failed was that he didn't do well enough after all. He can't give Zhao Yaru the love she wants, so he is willing to use all his material wealth to make up for his debt to Zhao Yaru, but this kind of compensation needs to wait until the right time to mention it to Zhao Yaru, otherwise something big will happen.

It's just that he didn't expect to see Zhou Jin pulling and pulling with a man before anything happened, he didn't pay attention to Zhou Jin's private life, he only thought that Zhou Jin was being bullied, so he couldn't help but step forward to help.

But Zhou Jin sneered and took the initiative to hug the man: "This is my man, are you too worried?"

He could hear a hint of provocation in Zhou Jin's tone, which made Zhuang Yan feel irritated inexplicably, so much so that after starting the car again, he unconsciously drove fast.

He felt very sad, why did these women always appear frequently in his life? He knew that his feelings for Zhou Jin had changed a long time ago, but if Zhao Yaru knew about the situation just now, he would definitely have to make a big fuss again, and he was inexplicably irritable when he thought of this.

At that time, he originally wanted to take Shen Xi to the playground for a walk, but he didn't even notice it at that time, and it was almost the day when Zhou Jin confessed to him.

It wasn't until Shen Xi was frightened that he drove a little slower that he realized that his behavior of driving fast had scared Shen Xi.

When Shen Xi said that she seemed to be bleeding, Zhuang Yan's hand on the steering wheel shook involuntarily.

He hadn't been emotionally moved for too long, and now when he did, it seemed like everything was messed up. As soon as he got home, he carried Shen Xi into the door, and such an intimate move was taken seriously by Zhao Yaru, he knew that there would be a storm next, but he didn't expect it to come so quickly. Mobile phone users please browse m. reading, a better reading experience comes from.