Shen Xi's clear eyes grabbed all of Zhuang Yan's attention, and when he came back to his senses, his mouth was already on her forehead.

He forgot to move in a dream, and it wasn't until Shen Xi's happy "Mr. Zhuang" hit his ears that he came back to his senses.

Panic hit his heart, and at that moment he seemed to be being drunk by someone: Zhuang Yan, you can't control your feelings, are you worthy of Zhao Yaru?

With a slight shake of his body, he took a step back in embarrassment, barely managing the look on his face.

He noticed that his hands almost moved to Shen Xi's small waist, so he hurriedly changed his hand to hold her shoulders instead: "Let's go, the snacks that Auntie bought for you should have arrived." ”

Shen Xi's face was filled with disappointment, Zhuang Yan knew what she was expecting, so she had been reflecting for the rest of the time. Why did he lose his temper again and again in front of such a little girl? Obviously decided that he couldn't let her continue to sink, but why did he himself slowly fall?

His heartbeat was rapid and slow, Zhuang Yan's sleep was already insufficient, and at this moment, he only felt that even his brain was turning much slower than usual.

While waiting for the operation, he glanced at Shen Xi from time to time, she was biting her lower lip and looking at the door of the operating room in a daze, not knowing what she was thinking. Zhuang Yan really wanted to hug her in his arms and comfort her, but reason didn't allow him to do so.

He realized that he was really moved by this little girl, and now his heart seemed to be back to the way he was when he was with Zhou Jin, and he had renewed expectations for life.

What should he do? Should he get a divorce?

The word divorce pierced his heart like a needle, and it stabbed in his heart.

What should Zhao Yaru do? After so many years, he has never been able to give Zhao Yaru the happiness she wants, every time he talks to her well, she is not in a state, and Zhuang Yan doesn't know what to do. He thought of Zhao Dehai again - Zhao Yaru's father, that man is domineering and domineering, but he spoils Zhao Yaru unlimitedly, in case of divorce, how will Zhao Dehai deal with the dealer?

The cost of divorce is very high, but is it really good for Zhao Yaru not to divorce?

He knew that Dr. Sun Zeming liked Zhao Yaru, and he had talked to Sun Zeming more than once, and learned from Sun Zeming that Zhao Yaru's fallopian tubes could still be dredged, but postoperative recovery was the key. Zhao Yaru's mind is too heavy, Zhuang Yan knows the reason, but this reason has not been solved so far.

Before his mother left, he insisted on wanting him to be with Zhao Yaru, at that time he was heartbroken because of Zhou Jin's departure, and his father and Zhao Dehai had been reminding him not to let his mother die blindly, so he held Zhao Yaru's hand and let Zhao Yaru be his girlfriend under the witness of both parents.

Zhuang Yan remembered very well that his mother passed away with a smile after seeing him holding hands with Zhao Yaru.

When his mother quarreled with his father, he didn't care about his and his sister Zhuang Xiaoting's feelings, but she was definitely a competent mother. At the beginning, I became a couple with Zhao Yaru because of filial piety, but what happened later?

Later, Zhuang Yan thought about breaking up with Zhao Yaru, and he also talked to Zhao Dehai and his wife about his own problems, but later they got married. Zhuang Yan knew that he was wrong, but the fault was that he was too disheartened at that time, as if it didn't matter if he married any woman after losing Zhou Jin.

Now, he regrets it.

After marrying Zhao Yaru for five years, he delayed Zhao Yaru's youth and tortured himself to the point that life was worse than death.

While I was thinking about these things, the door to the operating room opened. Before Zhuang Yan could react, Shen Xi ran over.

The other person was tall and long-legged, and quickly walked to Shen Xi's side, and when he saw the things in the tray, he subconsciously blindfolded Shen Xi. It was the cancerous part cut out of Shen Xi's grandmother's stomach, which was very infiltrating.

After the doctor left, Zhuang Yan suddenly found that Shen Xi's face was as white as paper, and he didn't tighten slightly, so he couldn't help but ask her, "Are you afraid?"

He could almost make sure that Shen Xi didn't see the contents of the tray just now, and he couldn't help but be a little puzzled, and when he saw Shen Xi stealing a glance at the aunt next to him, his brows twisted even deeper.

The displeasure in his heart immediately rose, and he understood that Zhao Yaru was asking this aunt to spy on him and Shen Xi.

But the displeasure quickly dissipated, he did like Shen Xi now, he was the one who was at fault, what right did he have to blame Zhao Yaru for doing this? Look, this is his marriage, when he never thought of cheating before, Zhao Yaru also did similar things, didn't he forgive it again and again?

He tugged at the corners of his mouth bitterly, and thought about the divorce again.

He stared at Shen Xi's little face for a while, can this little girl be his future partner? Whether it can or not, he suddenly wanted to try. The thought was like a feather, gently scratching at his heart, tickling and tickling for him to ignore.

After sending Shen Xi's grandmother back to the ward, Shen Xi listened carefully to the precautions for taking care of her grandmother, and looked serious and couldn't wait to take out a piece of paper and write it down. When everyone is serious about doing things, they will exude a unique light.

Zhuang Yan saw God in a trance, and when she came back to her senses, Shen Xi was helping her grandmother pour the urine bag.

He furrowed his brows slightly, and his heart suddenly soured.

All the twenty-year-old girls he knew were the pearls of the family, and no one would be as hardworking and sensible as Shen Xi to the point of distress.

After she finished pouring the urine bag, she timidly apologized to the family member in the hospital bed next door when she waved that the smell was not good.

At that moment, Zhuang Yan couldn't find any other emotions except being distressed.

At noon, he specially took Shen Xi to a nearby better restaurant to eat, he asked his aunt Shen Xi's three meals and schedule, she not only kept vigil last night, but also didn't eat much. He thought that no matter what, Shen Xi was pregnant with his child, he should take good care of this little girl.

When he returned to the hospital after eating, he ran into Shen Xi's uncle-in-law again, and Zhuang Yan found that Shen Xi had obviously shrunk his neck, and the fear that came out of his bones stirred up a strong desire to protect Zhuang Yan's heart.

In the afternoon, he wanted to go to the hotel to catch up on sleep, but he was worried that Shen Xi's uncle-in-law would sneak into the ward again to make trouble, and if there was a problem with the child in Shen Xi's belly, he thought he would go crazy.

The company's quality manager kept calling to report the situation, and Zhuang Yan was remotely controlling the meeting in the distance, and his brain was a little insufficient.

When he returned to the ward, he heard Shen Xi's grandmother talking about his identity, and vaguely heard the words "rich boyfriend", and couldn't help shaking his head and laughing. Only then did he determine that Shen Xi was doing surrogacy without her grandmother, which made him a little relieved, at least her grandmother did not push her granddaughter into the fire pit for her own sake.

Zhuang Yan went out of the hospital to buy a fruit basket and some nutritional products, and when he returned to the ward, Shen Xi stared at him for a moment.

He just wanted to do something with Shen Xi's lies, and when he came, he was in a hurry and forgot to buy something, he should have bought something. But Shen Xi obviously couldn't go, but she looked up at Zhuang Yan repeatedly and didn't dare to say anything to refuse.

Before he came, he asked his assistant to help book a hotel, but he forgot to book one for Shen Xi at that time, so that when he took Shen Xi over at night, there was no extra room.

Originally, I wanted to sleep on the sofa in the room for one night, but he had been working while Shen Xi was taking a bath, and when he realized that she had been washing for too long, he found that the bathroom in the hotel was made of glass walls. The glass was full of moisture, and he vaguely saw Shen Xi hurriedly wrapping a bath towel.

He frowned slightly, only then did he find that Shen Xi's backpack was placed on the sofa next to him, and he thought that she should have forgotten to take a change of clothes in a panic just now, so he took the initiative to hand the bag in. After seeing that she had been wrapped in a bath towel, he couldn't help frowning: "The hotel's bath towel is not clean, change your clothes." ”

But when she picked up the backpack in a panic, she almost slipped and fell, and Zhuang Yan couldn't help but sigh and reproach.

Zhuang Yan returned an email after leaving the bathroom, and when he looked sideways at the bathroom, he found that Shen Xi was still inside. Thinking of the scene just now, he realized that his tone might be a little heavy, and thinking that Shen Xi always revealed frightened eyes, he couldn't help but feel tenderness in his heart.

He knew that this little girl was very sensitive, so he hurriedly walked over and took the initiative to apologize.

Shen Xi panicked and explained why he wrapped a bath towel just now and why he didn't pull the curtain in the shower...... Zhuang Yan was a little surprised, he didn't pay attention to the glass wall of the bathroom just now, and he didn't notice that there was a curtain inside.

The gurgling tenderness instantly drowned out all his emotions, he didn't expect Shen Xi to be so sensitive, and couldn't help but say softly: "It's me who is overly worried, go and rest." ”

He softened his voice as much as he could, for fear that the sound would startle the timid rabbit in front of him a little.

"Mr. Zhuang, you are so good. ”

Zhuang Yan couldn't cry or laugh, she was so easily satisfied, such a little girl, no matter who married her in the future, it was a blessing from her previous life. Thinking of this, Zhuang Yan suddenly felt congested.

Who will she marry in the future, and which man will her eyes full of love fall on in the future?

Thinking of this, Zhuang Yan felt irritable inexplicably, and he didn't have the heart to continue working, so he walked into the bathroom and took a shower.

When he walked to the side of the sofa, his eyes inadvertently glanced at the bed, and Shen Xi actually fell asleep next to the edge of the bed. Her thoughts couldn't be more obvious, Zhuang Yan was slightly stunned, and then remembered that he didn't tell Shen Xi that he would sleep on the sofa.

The strong desire drove him to lie on the bed, originally just wanted to pull Shen Xi to the middle of the bed, but after the big hand touched her soft body, his heart trembled violently a few times. Helping her blow her hair and telling her to be harassed by her uncle-in-law to call the police again are all involuntary acts of concern.

That night, he had slept very soundly, but in the middle of the night, he was suddenly awakened by Shen Xi's cry: "Pain, pain...... Uncle, don't fight, I did it, I won't make you angry in the future...... Uncle, the money is for grandma's medical treatment, don't take it, uncle-in-law ......"

Her dream made Zhuang Yan worry, he didn't know what was going on at Shen Xi's house, and after gently helping her wipe away her tears, he couldn't help but hug her tighter: "Xixi, don't cry, I'm here." ”

He really wanted to take care of her for the rest of his life with an upright identity, and this thought kept spinning in his mind before going to bed.

When he woke up in the morning, he was in a very good mood, and after kissing the person in his arms as usual, he realized that it was not Zhao Yaru. Every time he sleeps with Zhao Yaru, there must be a kiss in the morning and evening, so he has long been used to doing this.

Hearing Shen Xi say good morning back, Zhuang Yan got up in a trance.

Now that he can't understand himself more and more, why can't he always control his heart?

When he returned to Zhou Jin's company headquarters, Zhuang Yan had been absentmindedly sorting out his feelings. He knew that he was really interested in Shen Xi, this was something that shouldn't have happened, but why would someone he was so restrained make mistakes again and again? He couldn't find the exact reason, he only knew that every time he saw Shen Xi's helpless appearance, he couldn't help but want to protect her.

There are only a limited number of women who have been in close contact with him, and neither Zhou Jin nor Zhao Yaru have ever given him this feeling.

Zhou Jin is very strong, always so cheerful and optimistic, he always felt that she was like an angel sent by God to save him, always so happy and bright. It was Zhou Jin who brought him out of the closed world.

Zhao Yaru is very beautiful, there are countless people who treat her as a princess, Zhuang Yan used to think that it might be because he treated Zhao Yaru differently from others to treat her, so she would always be infatuated with herself, but when he was in love, he spoiled her like someone else, she seemed to love him more. He couldn't figure out Zhao Yaru's thoughts, but this marriage brought him into a closed world.

The idea of divorce is getting stronger and stronger, and Zhuang Yan knows that he will soon be unable to continue to support this marriage.

He didn't want Shen Xi to be accused of ruining his marriage with Zhao Yaru, so he decided to stay away from Shen Xi when it was time to stay away, and at the same time, he also needed to make Zhao Yaru understand that it was wrong to continue to maintain this marriage.

Thinking about this, he suddenly felt that the haze in his heart was quietly evacuating.

He thought that he should have done this a long time ago, Zhao Yaru was still young, so beautiful she would definitely be able to find happiness that truly belonged to her.

This decision made him feel comfortable physically and mentally, but thinking of Zhao Dehai and Zhuang Wuxin, Zhuang Yan knew that he would have a tough battle to fight next, but he found that he was not afraid at all.

He went crazy and wanted to see Shen Xi as soon as possible, especially after Shen Xi didn't reply to his text messages and answer his phone calls much in the past two days, he felt a sense of discomfort scratching his lungs.

He had never felt this way before, but he knew it was the feelings in his heart that were at work.

Next, I ended the meeting early to find Shen Xi and take her shopping to watch a movie, and everything became a matter of course.

He knew that he had completely cheated, that he was willing to endure all the storms that would come his way in the near future, and that he had even decided to leave the house right away. He saw Shen Xi eating popcorn with a red face, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

He thought that no matter whether he could be with Shen Xi in the future or not, he didn't want to involve this little girl. Mobile phone users please browse m. reading, a better reading experience comes from.