The familiar smell made me want to cry, and that familiar embrace made me so obsessed with it, since I left, every night when I lay alone in the big bed, I couldn't sleep well, because I had long been used to using his arms or chest as pillows, and I was also used to him holding himself tightly.

I heard the sound of a steady and even heartbeat again, and my eyes were hot, and I wanted to grab him by the hem of his shirt and cry out, and ask him, why is it now, why is it now, why can't it be earlier, but how can Li Yi be blamed for this? It's just that he indulged me too much, spoiled me too much, and I became to blame him for all the faults, thinking that he should take those things for granted, because he is a man, and he is a man who should support a piece of the sky.

I was so obsessed with this embrace, and the person in front of me, that I couldn't get out of his arms if I thought about it, but I couldn't, I had lost this qualification, and I couldn't hurt him anymore. I took a deep breath and took a puff of his scent, which diluted the smell of smoke and became a very special smell, very masculine, but not obscene.

I moved my head away from his chest, looked up at him, and wanted to sarcastically mock him in indifferent language, but it was very dark around, and I couldn't see Li Yi's face, and after a while, I gradually got used to the darkness, and I could see a little thing, only to see his eyes glowing with a shallow silver light in the night, which was really good-looking, and for a while, I couldn't take my eyes off those eyes, and my brain became stupid, and I didn't know what I was going to say. I was carried away by all the suppressed thoughts.

In the dark, Li Yi touched my face, and he said, "Shuangshuang, I miss you so much, I really miss you!"

I listened to his affectionate confession, and my heart began to ache again, and I just looked at him, not knowing how to answer, and couldn't say words like I thought of you.

Suddenly, Li Yi lowered his head and grabbed my lips accurately, kissed it, my eyes were wide open, and my hands stood up stupidly, not pushing, not pushing, I know that I must be very wooden and mechanical, just like the robot that has been developed so far.

He pushed my whole body back to the door, held my waist, picked me up and kissed him, his mouth had the sober smell of chewing gum, and the smell of cigarettes, not good, not too bad, he was very impatient, and he pried my tongue open, and he was so entangled, regardless of it, his thick and hot breath hit my cheeks, and suddenly the overwhelming masculine breath surrounded me, like an ocean surrounding a ship.

When his hand reached into the hem of my sweater, the swishing cold wind slipped in from under the sweater, my body shivered, and my brain immediately sobered up, I pushed him out with all my strength, in other words, I definitely couldn't push Li Yi away, but at that moment, he was defenseless at all. As soon as I pushed, I pushed him so far away that he slammed against the door opposite, making a thudding sound.

Listening to the loud noise, I regretted that I was too strong, and I don't know if he hurt his back, but I couldn't say those words of concern, let alone show a trace of nostalgia, I clenched my fists and asked him coldly, "What are you doing here?"

Li Yi snorted, stood up from the opposite door, rubbed his back, and complained dissatisfiedly, "Lu Shuangshuang, what have you eaten recently, and your strength is so great? Fortunately, you hit the door panel, if you hit other things and hurt your waist, your happiness for the rest of your life will be almost there." ”

At such times, he doesn't speak seriously, in fact, others are like that, always using carelessness and indifference to hide their sadness and sadness, as if he is a superman and doesn't know how to be sad. I didn't want to say anything more hurtful, so I put on a straight face and said, "Let's go! I don't want to see you." ”

Li Yi squinted at me, slowly stood up, and walked straight towards me, I could feel the anger emanating from him. Even if Li Yi hurts me again, I am still afraid of Li Yi in my bones, I used to be afraid of his power and obscenity, but then that fear is no longer the same, I am afraid that the two of them will quarrel, I am afraid that I will provoke him, and my words will cause each other harm. Of course, I was also afraid that he would beat me, even if he had promised me that he would not beat me, but a few nights ago, after experiencing Xu Yuwen's incident, I began to fear men's violence again, after all, Li Yi has too much black history, and he beats people too hard.

Li Yi is tall, as he gets closer and closer, the sense of oppression brought by height becomes stronger and stronger, my back against the door, looking at Li Yi vigilantly, my hands clenched into fists, in case he makes some crazy moves, that is the natural reaction of people. Unexpectedly, Li Yi didn't beat me, let alone say anything cruel, but shook the bag in his right hand, and said with a hippie smile, "You definitely didn't have dinner, you don't know how to take care of yourself by yourself, I went to Yuan Ji and you packed your favorite mushroom and horseshoe fresh meat dumplings, and I deliberately asked someone to put more green onions, you hurry up and open the door, otherwise wonton will be stuffy for too long, and it won't taste good." ”

My eyes fell on the bag in his hand, Yuan Ji wonton store is far away from here, there are many people queuing up every day, not to mention dinner order, it is fake to say that he is not moved, what kind of character Li Yi is, everyone knows it, and he will actually run to line up to buy me wonton, this kind of behavior is really stupid, stupid, stupid and sad.

I rushed over and snatched the bag in his hand, then turned around and walked two steps before throwing it in the trash can in the corridor, looking back at Li Yi, "Li Yi, are you a man, do you still want to be shameless, I said it, I have broken up with you, what do you mean by relying on you shamelessly? You are going to have nothing, do you understand? I like to eat wonton, but I want to eat delicacies from the mountains and seas, can you still afford me? You can't me, you go, I don't want to continue to waste time on people like you, do you understand?"

Li Yi's eyes widened, staring intently at the trash can, his shoulders slumped to the sides, and he took two steps back before shifting his gaze to my face. I didn't dare to look at his face, I didn't want to see his disappointed and sad expression, then I would be distressed, I would be heartbroken, at this time, I understood what Li Yi said, I don't want you to cry, because I will be distressed.

So I turned my face away, looked away, wrapped my hands around my chest, and forced myself to pretend to be very indifferent, "You go, Li Yi, if you are a man, you don't want to be stalked, otherwise I will look down on you, I don't want to see you again, don't say that you give up everything for me, I can't afford it." You're just afraid that something will happen to you, so you confess, I won't be moved, and I won't stay by your side, I can't do the hard days of accompanying you to sell barbecue in the winter, I have suffered enough and I want to live a good life. ”

I took out the key and tried to open the door, but I couldn't find it for a long time, so I rummaged through it in anger, wanting to empty everything in my bag.

Li Yi hugged me from behind, he put his head on my head, the most relied on and doted on my hug in the past, he said, "Shuangshuang, don't say that, okay? I said, I will work hard, I will not let you suffer, I will let you live a happy life, you can buy whatever you want, you can drive whatever car you want." You're obviously not that kind of girl, why do you say that, practice yourself like that?"

I twisted my body, but I couldn't struggle, I turned around and picked up the bag and smashed it on Li Yi's body, "Get out, you get out of here, are you stupid, or am I stupid? You don't have money, what am I doing with you, why should I follow you to struggle? Then I might as well find another rich man and let him support me." I'm only 21 years old, young, good-looking, in good shape, with a lot of capital, enough to catch a better man than you. Li Yi, don't do this again, if you do this again, I look down on you even more......."

"Li Yi, let's go, aren't you insulted enough? Don't you think you're not ashamed enough?" Suddenly, an angry question sounded in the corridor.

I squinted at the source of the sound, and there was a tall woman standing at the faint light source of the elevator, her cheeks were slightly puffed up in anger, her eyes were staring at me, and she wanted to come up and dismantle me, she ran up angrily and stood in front of Li Yi, pointed at me and said, "Lu Shuangshuang, you are ruthless enough." Do you know that the treasure we hold in the palm of our hands is treated as a grass by you and trampled on at will. My brother has never been so angry, you remember what you said today, and don't regret it for me in the future. ”

Li Nian grabbed Li Yi's hand and wanted to forcibly pull him away, Li Yi stood motionless, Li Nian was so angry that he yelled at Li Yi, "Do you have masochistic tendencies?" This woman, I told you a long time ago, people are running for your money, you don't believe it, you have to pet the bitch as a baby, people see that you are in decline, they want to get rid of you, why are you still standing?"

"No... No...."Li Yi shook his head stubbornly, clenching his fists with both hands, "Shuangshuang, not that kind of person, she ......."

"No, your sister is right, don't finish it, I just work in a nightclub, and I have seen all kinds of men, you men just want to find a woman who is tall and does not covet your money, I just deliberately pretended to be like that. If you run out of money, I don't think I'm too lazy to look at you, Li Nian, you can take your brother away!"

I restrained the tears that were about to pop out of my eyes, hurriedly turned around and continued to look for the key, and finally found the key, and quickly opened the door, which clicked open. Li Nian forcibly dragged Li Yi away, and the footsteps gradually faded away, until I disappeared into the corridor, I suddenly turned around and walked to the trash can, and took out a wonton that was well protected by three layers of plastic bags and boxes from it, and it was still warm on it, and he must have put it in his coat to protect it.

I squatted on the spot, tears fell all at once, drop by drop, I am a sinner, a great sinner, I know Li Yi's character, those words are clearly a knife piercing his heart.

I didn't even get a chance to breathe, the damn phone rang again, the caller was Mom, I didn't want to answer her call at all, and at this moment, I didn't have the time to deal with that little shit at home. My mother called me several times, but I couldn't get through, so my stepsister called me, but I just refused to answer their calls, so I simply turned off my phone.

I didn't care about anything I went into the room, collapsed on the couch, slowly closed my eyes, didn't think about anything, didn't want to pay attention to anything, just wanted to be alone and quiet, find a place to hide, and lick the injured area. But his brain was not controlled at all, his mind was full of pictures about Li Yi, the corners of his mouth provoked a wicked smile to the right, and the red mole on his eyebrows moved slightly with his laughter, which was very good-looking. He was covered with green stubble, and his eyes were full of vicissitudes and sadness.......

A knock on the door from outside stopped my thoughts, and my stepsister's rough voice came to my ears, "Shuangshuang, you open the door, you open the door quickly, Ahsan has an accident, you hurry up and open the door for me." ”

Then there was the mother's sad pleading, "Shuangshuang, you just open the door, we really have something to do with you, you open the door quickly!"

I couldn't get my wish if I wanted to be clean, so I threw the pillow out in my hand in anger, but the pillow was too light, and it fell in mid-air, I opened the door angrily and shouted at the two people outside the door, "I'm a person, not a god, I'm not omnipotent, why do you always want me to carry the black pot, haven't I done enough for this family? What else do you want? Do you want to force me to turn myself in?"

My mother was silent. But the stepsister is different, we are born to be incompatible, she shouted in a loud voice, "This matter is what you provoked, Ah Shan Shou protection money has never happened to anything, tonight I went to a new shop to ask for protection money, and I was arrested, and the boss above refused to come forward, everyone said, if you want to understand what is going on, go back and ask you Lu Shuangshuang, what do you say is going on?"

My stepsister is 25 years old this year, graduated from junior high school, has no diploma, is fat and dark, and has a bad personality, so she really doesn't like men anymore. And that Ahsan is my stepfather's card friend, in his 30s, he is lazy to eat, he only knows how to gamble and drink, and he is still a ruffian, I don't know how my stepsister hooked up with Ahsan, and said that he got married a few years ago, not a family, and really didn't enter the family.

Mom is afraid that her stepsister will not be able to marry and become a joke in the neighborhood, and now Ahsan is willing to marry her, of course Mom is happy, and now that things are so troublesome, she must be worried that something will happen, so she looked up at me, and said in a glutinous voice, "Yes, Ahsan has agreed to marry your sister, and now this kind of thing is happening." Shuangshuang, so many things happen together, it's so strange, have you offended someone, if you can handle it well, handle it well!"

"Mom, I really can't help with this kind of thing. "I don't want to hold on, be a selfless saint, just tell the truth.

The stepsister sat on the sofa and said sarcastically, "You don't have the ability, you don't have the ability to live in such a good house alone, living alone in sixty or seventy square meters, our family is crowded in the pigeon cage, you can't do it, you obviously don't help." Don't think I don't know, you obviously just can't get used to me, you can't hope that I will live well, you hope that I won't be able to marry for the rest of my life, then you will be satisfied, you are a bad heart, with your own face of a vixen, you instigated the boys in the senior grades to beat me. Okay, if you don't help us, we'll live here, anyway, the family owes money, and those people pour red paint on the door, and they come up to make trouble if they have nothing to do, and it's good to live here with you. ”

I got up from the couch and pointed at her and yelled, "I don't want to see you, you should get rid of the old lady immediately, or I will ask the security guard to drive you down." ”

My stepsister was jumped up by a cat with her tail stepped on, and grabbed my hair, just grabbing my injured scalp, she pulled it like that, I was so painful that tears were coming, she twisted her facial features, "Lu Shuangshuang, you think that for so long, if I don't beat you, I won't dare to hit you, tonight, I will teach you a good lesson." ”

She raised her fat hand and slapped me, I really back, I've been beaten up recently, but I'm not a vegetarian, so I let others beat me, the momentum in my bones surged up again, I picked up the long-handled umbrella next to me and pumped it heavily towards my stepsister. The long-handled umbrella was made of iron, and my stepsister let go of my hand in pain and howled.

I chased after me like crazy and beat him, and after a long time of suppressing my grievances and dissatisfaction, I vented out, "What are you? I'm a bad heart, you're a murderer." When I was a child, how did you do to me, throwing dead rats and snakes into my bed, did you do less? When I was in the same elementary school, I selected all my classmates to participate in the competition, and I was selected, and you were not selected, so you put a blade in my shoes, who is the evil heart? Don't think I'm scared of you, you get out of here immediately, or I'll kill you, believe it or not. ”

I rushed into the kitchen and got a knife and rushed out, if it wasn't a child who grew up in a violent family, she would never understand why we were so extreme, it was forced by the environment. I raised my knife and looked at my stepsister, "If you can't go, if you don't go, I'll kill you first, and then I'll kill myself." ”

"Come on, if you have the ability, come and kill me, I tell you, if you don't kill me today, I won't leave, I will stay here every day, eat and drink for nothing, until you get Ah Shan out. "My stepsister is also an extreme character, she raised her head and looked at me unconvinced with her hands on her waist.

People like us are extreme, and in a certain vocabulary, we have low EQ and low IQ.

Mom cried, rushed up to me, and walked in front of me, "Aren't you going to kill someone? Then you killed me, what kind of evil did I do in my last life, and I encountered such a thing." I thought that the good days had come, your stepfather would no longer drink and beat people, your sister was about to get married, your sister was also in a key class, and your life was not bad, and you finally had a hope, how did it become like this again? I don't live anymore, what's the point of my life, don't you want to make trouble? Then I'll die first. ”

Mom reached over and was about to grab the knife, but I cried and pushed Mom aside and threw the knife on the ground, "Do you think I just want to live? I don't want to live for a long time, what's the point of living like this?"

In desperation, I raised my hand to wipe away my tears and rushed into the bedroom, slamming the door and slamming it shut, and there was an anxious knock on the door outside the door. I took out my mobile phone and called Xu Yuwen angrily.

Soon, his phone rang, and he asked, "Isn't it good?" It took ten days to call me. I heard that you spent a lot of money on your stepfather's affairs, and it seems that Li Yi is very generous to you and gives you a lot of money. ”

His voice still sounded very clear, like the pleasant sound of a spring flowing in a stream, and it sounded very comfortable, but the words he said were so mean and sharp, it was too much for him, so gentle, so kind, and so unconscionable.

I listened to his words, and the anger rose up, if Xu Yuwen was in front of me, I really wanted to pounce, eat his flesh, and drink his blood, "Xu Yuwen, you also got my dilapidated body, what do you want?" Don't force me, force me, I'll die for you!"

"Lu Shuangshuang, I said it, it's easy to get to what kind of woman you want. If you don't think you're useful, you're wrong. If Li Yi saw you abandon him and follow me, what would happen to him? Hahaha, it's so fun, don't you think this game is fun?" Xu Yuwen laughed out loud.

I listened to the piercing laughter, and the anger became even greater, but I couldn't pinch him, so I could only stamp the sheets, crumple them into a ball, and treat Xu Yuwen as a sheet. I bit my lip and asked rhetorically word by word, "Actually, you just want to take revenge on Li Yi, right? The person you choose to take revenge on An Yao is him, and the person you love is also him, you just want to use me to provoke Li Yi and use me to take revenge on Li Yi." ”

Xu Yuwen's firm voice came from his ears, "You are right, you are not right, I said I love you, you don't believe it, it is a lie, then what can I do, you call me, it proves that you want to talk to me, the time and place are up to you." ”

Xu Yuwen loves me, hehehe, I couldn't help sneering, he is a person who calculates everyone, no one loves anyone, he only loves himself, I stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, gritted my teeth tightly and asked, "If I don't compromise, I won't talk about it?"

"Lu Shuangshuang, don't think that you will take revenge on me with death, if you die, I will help you find a good cemetery, and then engrave Xu Yuwen's lover on the tombstone, and then write a will saying that I will be buried with you after I die. Then, I watched Li Yi live a life of a wasted person, and then slowly tortured your family, anyway, your sister entered the key class through the back door, and she didn't have any strength, so it would be easy for me to get her out......."

I can't listen to it anymore, especially when he wants to be buried with me, I feel creepy when I think about it, "Xu Yuwen, you're a psychopath!"

"Hahaha, everyone says that, it doesn't matter. You know, I don't want to force you, but you don't want to pick the time, so I'll pick it! The night after tomorrow, the food at the Time Rotation Restaurant is good, we'll meet there, remember to dress up better!"

There was a busy tone on the other end of the phone, Xu Yuwen hung up the phone, and I collapsed on the bed weakly.