030 Calculation (II)
It happened to be the place to work, the elevator was crowded with a lot of people, Ma Qiaoyan's words came out, and everyone's eyes looked at me in unison, with all kinds of looks, some suspicious, some disdainful, and curious...... He ignored everyone and continued to smoke her cigarette, a person like her who had always been arrogant and didn't care about anyone else.
I tightened her wrist and wanted to ask again, but Ma Qiaoyan frowned in displeasure, shook off my hand, swept me and said, "You ran out like this?"
I looked down at myself, the white sweater on my body was stained with Xu Yuwen's blood, especially the front placket was a large red patch, I was still barefoot, my hair must be unkempt, no wonder I was on the way back, the driver asked me strangely if I was okay, I was in a state of despair at that time, and I had no time to take into account other people's opinions and attitudes. I look scary, like a ghost in a horror movie.
In the elevator, a child saw me and cried out, and the child's mother hurriedly hugged the child and coaxed it. Ma Qiaoyan snorted coldly, and forcibly pulled me out of the elevator, I immediately followed, afraid that she would disappear, she pushed me back to the house and threw me on the sofa, "You clean up yourself first, seeing you like this, I don't want to talk to you." If you still have to run out and pull me, the old lady's face will be lost by you. ”
If I didn't think about it, I wanted to ask again, but in the face of Ma Qiaoyan's stern eyes, I obediently closed my mouth, jumped into the bedroom, picked up a set of clean clothes and went into the bathroom.
When I saw myself in the mirror, I was startled, and I was completely more terrible than I had believed, my face was so pale that it seemed to have been powdered several times, my lips had turned lilac from blood loss, my cheeks were stained with blood, and my hair was as messy as the dead grass of autumn, and I could have lit it with a fire.
I took off my clothes and stood under the shower, the water sprayed up from above, and it happened to hit the place where the scalp was broken, where a piece of scalp had fallen out, fortunately I had more hair, it was not very obvious, the real pain, especially when I touched the shampoo, the spicy pain could get into the bones. I also have many scars on my body, the chest is the scar of Xu Yuwen's scratch, and then I see the knee, where it is all blue, and it is swollen, the potential of people is really amazing, obviously it is very difficult to walk, I can still rush out just now, it may be the potential of motherhood!
I was worried that Ma Qiaoyan would leave impatiently, so I rushed it hastily, changed into clean clothes and walked out of the bathroom. Ma Qiaoyan sat on the sofa and continued to smoke cigarettes, there were already two cigarette butts on the ashtray, it seemed that she was really addicted to cigarettes, I couldn't help but persuade her, "Don't smoke so much, the child smells the smoke, that's not good!"
Child, speaking of the child, the part of my heart hurts again, if my child is still there, in two or three months, he will be born, I clenched my hand to restrain my emotions, try to keep calm and asked, "You... What do you mean when you say it's not a story?"
Even if I tried hard to control myself, I still couldn't resist the pain in my heart, hey, that was my biggest scar, as long as I touched it, it would hurt, and it would bleed pus.
Ma Qiaoyan handed me the cigarette case and asked, "Do you want to smoke one, you still smoke one, looking at your weak appearance, you will fall to the ground at any time and be sent to the emergency room!"
I didn't refuse her suggestion, I lit a cigarette and took a deep breath, the cigarette is really a good thing, although it can't solve the worries, at least it can stabilize people's emotions, no wonder so many people are obsessed with it. But I hadn't smoked for a long time, and for a while, I couldn't stand it, and I couldn't help coughing loudly twice, and my tears were about to choke out.
Ma Qiaoyan glanced at me lightly and sneered, "Look at you smoking a cigarette and you are going to die, by the way, are you really a night club?
When I heard him say that, my face immediately turned red and I was embarrassed to explain, "I haven't smoked in a long time." ”
I don't like cigarettes, and I only take a few puffs when I cater to the scene, after all, cigarettes are very harmful to the skin, and this kind of thing will be addictive. Later, when I got pregnant, I quit.
Ma Qiaoyan waved his hand indifferently, "Okay, I just said it casually, you really explain, look at that submissive appearance, outsiders saw it, and mistakenly thought I was bullying you." You think, it's too coincidental, you just got into an awkward relationship with Li Yi, and got into Xu Yuwen's car and had a car accident. Originally, the driver was the driver, but before driving, he had to drive by himself, and he was tired of driving. It is estimated that Xu Yuwen is afraid that you will be messy with Li Yi because of the child, so he will cut it down with one knife, and you will be completely cut off with Li Yi. ”
I listened to Ma Qiaoyan's words, and suddenly I didn't know what to say, just now she said so categorically, I thought she had any evidence, now listening to her left sentence deliberately, right sentence probably, it seems that the matter is just her own speculation, I couldn't help sighing, and snuggled weakly on the sofa, "Maybe you're right!"
Ma Qiaoyan listened to my words, and stood up excitedly, "What do you mean by this, you just don't believe me." You still don't know what kind of person Xu Yuwen is, for his own purposes, he does not compromise the means, that is, he kills the gods when he meets the gods, kills the Buddha when he meets the Buddha, and the six relatives do not recognize the person, he is a famous medical student, with his ability, he can definitely calculate how to avoid the danger of his life, but the car hit the tree, or you are there, you say it is not strange. You are more than four months pregnant, heavy bleeding as long as the first aid is timely, you can still save the fetus, it is said that you and the child can be saved at that time, Xu Yuwen hinted that the doctor said that there is no need to keep the child. I didn't just suspect this matter, and then Li Yi went to investigate, but the doctor moved to the United States, and then he couldn't find anyone, and the ghost knows if he was dead or alive. ”
I raised my head again in disbelief and met Ma Qiaoyan's eyes, "What did you say?
Ma Qiaoyan nodded solemnly, "But Xu Yuwen has always been very cautious in doing things, his head is extraordinarily bright, and he is too good at using people's psychology." When something like that happened, Li Yi had the kung fu to investigate, and he didn't have the energy to think about it at all, you still had to live or die at that time, and when he figured it out, Xu Yuwen touched his ass cleanly. I don't believe that Xu Yuwen really didn't do anything? You take care of everything yourself, do you want to be so coincidental?"
Memories are like a movie rewinding backwards, when Xu Yuwen was busy going back and forth for Brother Ming's affairs, he was really tired, before driving, the driver also suggested that he was tired, and it was a rainy day, and Xu Yuwen insisted on sending me back. Before the accident, Xu Yuwen didn't see the truck coming because he turned his head to talk to me, and I reminded him loudly at that time, but Xu Yuwen reacted after a while, turned the car to the right, and then the car behind hit it, slowing down the strength to the right, and finally hit the tree.
If all this is calculated, then Xu Yuwen is too terrible and hideous. I got goosebumps all over my body, and I remembered that he knew I was going to stab her with a knife, but he just avoided the heart and key parts and let me stab him. This kind of thing that bets with his life, he can really do it.
Ma Qiaoyan patted me on the shoulder with her hand, I thought it was too fascinating, and as soon as she touched me, I screamed in fright and jumped up in fright. Ma Qiaoyan glanced at me, "Can you have a little interest? You are afraid of this matter, haven't you been with Li Yi for more than 1 year, and you don't have any psychological preparation? Li Yi is also a pervert, when he was in junior high school, he was a famous gangster, beating people, he didn't care if people were dead or alive, often beating people into the emergency room, and going in and out of the police station were commonplace, if it weren't for Lao Tzu being the richest man, maybe he would have eaten as many bullets. Hahaha, but these two perverts, I still admire Li Yi, at least his ruthlessness is above board, not secretly calculating others, at least he can be regarded as a man, but in this circle, the means of seeing blood are very inferior, so he disdains. ”
I have heard a lot of Li Yi's glorious deeds a long time ago, and it is strange to say that I rarely see his cruel scenes, maybe he deliberately did not let me see them! I slowly closed my eyes and asked, "You have told me so much, do you have a purpose? What do you want to do?"
Ma Qiaoyan put her hands around her chest, "Lu Shuangshuang, in fact, you are not stupid, but you are always unwilling to face reality." You go to Xu Yuwen's side! That is the best arrangement for you and Li Yi. You're right, his life shouldn't be to be an ordinary man. But he has weaknesses, too many people are pampered, too dedicated, too infatuated, the biggest loss he has ever suffered is An Yao, maybe your betrayal will teach him a lesson, he will understand"
Her words were too cruel and realistic, I didn't want to listen to them anymore, covered my ears, and retorted loudly, "No, I won't follow Xu Yuwen, I don't want to follow him to death." ”
Ma Qiaoyan raised her foot and kicked the table heavily, sneering, "Okay, if you don't want to, forget it, what I said to you is clear, you just expect Li Yi to become a waste, you let the murderer who killed your child spread rumors outside the law! Then you will commit suicide! If you die, I won't take a second look, I'll leave." ”
She walked out of the door angrily, and the eldest lady threw the furnishings on my shoe cabinet on the ground, and scolded me in return, "Coward, coward, I look down on people like you the most, Li Yi is blind, so he will fall in love with a woman like you, what's the use of you, what else can you do except drag him back?"
These words were like a bucket of ice water rushing down from the top of my head, making my whole body sober up, I stood up and called out to Ma Qiaoyan, "You think of a way to get me close to Xu Yuwen, what do you want to do? What is your purpose?"
Ma Qiaoyan leaned half sideways and looked at me with a weighing gaze, "Why should I tell you?"
"Then forget it, since you are not honest, then we have nothing to say, you go!" I don't want to be anyone's pawn, let others manipulate me, Ma Qiaoyan has been contributing to me and Xu Yuwen from beginning to end, she must have a purpose, and none of them will do things without a purpose.
"Hahaha!" Ma Qiaoyan laughed indifferently, "You changed your face so quickly, I can't get used to it, that's right, I have a purpose." I still want to sit in Mrs. Xu's position for the time being, but someone is not very obedient, and I want to teach me a lesson. ”
"The person you are talking about is Meng Meng? Then you can rest assured, Xu Yuwen is a person who understands the general situation, and he will never do such a stupid thing for the love of his children. I replied nonchalantly, "You're not telling the truth, that's just one of your purposes, it's certainly not your main purpose, is it?"
Ma Qiaoyan raised her head and glanced at me from top to bottom, "You just need to know that I am on Li Yi's side, as for the real purpose, you will know it when you know it, but I'm not sure, whether you are qualified to know."
I'm just giving you a suggestion, do what you should do the most, that's good for you, it's good for Li Yi, you can also go and find out about the child's affairs, since you feel that there is no point in living, then do something meaningful. Okay, you think about it, and if you figure it out, you can call me!"
After speaking, Ma Qiaoyan's mobile phone rang, as if it was a call from home, telling her that the child was crying, her temper was not very good, and she scolded the nanny for what she did, and she couldn't even coax a child. She didn't bother to say anything more to me, so she said hello and left.
After Ma Qiaoyan left, my whole person was uneasy, about children, about Li Yi, about Xu Yuwen, and later I wanted to find out that Ma Qiaoyan was really reasonable, and it was really fucking reality. But I'm just a turtle hiding in my shell, I just don't want to face the reality, and I stay up one day at a time.
It wasn't until the third day deadline that Xu Yuwen said that my mother called me, and my stepfather went to gamble, but someone else reported it, arrested someone at the police station, and had to pay a large ransom.
I took out a part of the money Li Yi gave me and paid the ransom, but people can't get it out for the time being, what reason you ask, there are a lot of them, what my stepfather has repeatedly taught and refused, he is still an old criminal, he has done more things to steal chickens and dogs, anyway, he is explained by the above, and he just refuses to let go. Whether my stepfather is dead or alive, I really don't dare to be interested, even if he dies inside, I won't shed a single tear.
But even if my mother hates her stepfather, she is married to that man, and it is a traditional ideology, for the sake of her stepfather, she can't eat or drink, and the whole person is a lot haggard. Mom always called me and begged me to find a way to get my stepdad out, and she looked very pitiful. People's hearts are flesh and blood, Xu Yuwen has a saying that is right, I am easy to be soft-hearted, because what people lack is extraordinarily rare. I can only ask someone to find a relationship, but how can I beat Xu Yuwen?
The stepfather's matter was not handled well, and the shop at home found out that he was selling fake cigarettes and fake alcohol, and this matter was caught by someone and sealed Since Li Yi threatened me, I asked my mother not to buy fake wine and fake cigarettes anymore, and my stepfather and mother both agreed, but after all, they couldn't resist the temptation of profits, and they still sold them.
I quietly watched my mother crying in front of me, crying and complaining, the shop is gone, what should I do in the future? I couldn't help but sneer, my house is a bottomless pit, even if I break myself up and the meat slices can't be filled, there are too many holes, too many people to grasp the handle. I was really tired, really tired, I slowly got up from the stool and wanted to leave.
My mother came up, grabbed me, looked at me with those red eyes, and pleaded in a low voice, "Shuangshuang, your uncle's business, you can think of a way again, I know it is very difficult for you, but he has been imprisoned for five or six days, and today I went to see him, and he was beaten and bruised all over his body." He said they beat him every day. There is also a shop, I said a long time ago that I would not sell those things, and your uncle coveted those profits, but without the shop, what will happen to your younger siblings' food expenses?"
I've heard this kind of thing too many times, and I was distressed at first, but gradually I became numb. I closed my eyes and let out a long sigh, "My brother and sister's food expenses, I will go directly to the card, as for that person, his leg is broken, and he has to gamble, he deserves it, he should have been locked in prison a long time ago, isn't it usually very horizontal? Maybe he will be beaten a few times, and he will learn to be obedient." ”
My mother cried even more miserably, and my stepsister jumped out, grabbed my mother's hand and scolded loudly, "Mom, what's the use of you begging her? My dad is not his father, even if he is beaten to death, she will not feel distressed, you beg her in vain." ”
You see, this stepsister who has only been studying for a few days has exposed her true nature, everyone is a cheap person, if you treat her well, she will take it for granted, if you are not good to her, she will think that you owe her. I don't want to care about this mess anymore, I haven't had a good night's sleep these days when I've been running back and forth for my stepfather's affairs.
I didn't bother to say another word, and went back to the rental house weakly. Out of the elevator, found that the surroundings were dark, and a homeowner complained, "The property here is really bad, the light bulb that broke last night has not been replaced today, and I will call again to complain later, what is the matter!"
The hallway was so dark that I couldn't see the road, so I turned on my phone flashlight and walked towards my house with the help of the faint light. Being in the dark, just in a state of fear, and having experienced so many unfortunate things, my nerves have become more sensitive, even a little neurotic. When I saw a man squatting in front of the door smoking, I was so scared that I screamed and turned around to run.
My wrist was grabbed suddenly, and I screamed nervously, reflexively waving my hands and shouting for help. Forcibly pulled me back, my nose hit my stiff body hard, my nose smelled a familiar body odor, mixed with a strong smell of smoke, and a low hoarse voice came to my ears, "Shuangshuang, it's me, don't be afraid!"
The hanging heart was put down, just listening to this sound, the tip of the nose was sour, the mouth was full of bitterness, even the tip of the tongue was bitter, more bitter than eating Coptis when I was a child.