During my time in the hospital, she took care of me like my family, and the nurses at the hospital always mistook him for my husband.

It's been a long time since I've felt that kind of pampering, and I feel like I like it a little bit.

He is thin, especially stunned, and his melancholy appearance is better than Jiang Yang. When he was in a daze, his eyebrows and eyes were full of stories, and I wanted to hear them.

He is the kind of man who tastes more and more when he looks at it, his eyebrows are thick but not sharp, his double eyelids are quite good-looking, not as deep as Xixi, his nose is very straight, and his lips are a little thin. His hair is neither long nor short, combed back, revealing his entire forehead, he is indeed quite handsome, no wonder people who work in the Qing bar always say that he is the face of the Qing bar, this kind of appearance is quite attractive to the little girl.

If he didn't have that scar on his forehead, his appearance would be more perfect.

I was stunned by accident, and when he raised his eyes, he just looked at me stupidly, and the corners of his mouth hooked slightly, and a touching smile came out: "What?"

When he laughed, he also had an attractive melancholy energy, facing Ming Ming, who was quite young, and he didn't understand how he could have such a strong sense of vicissitudes.

I looked away in a panic, and then I felt that this appearance was too obvious, so I had to bite the bullet and say: "When I was with Jiang Yang for a while, there were always people who said that I was not worthy of him, heh, if he was a poor bastard, those women would definitely not say such things again." ”

I bit my tongue in annoyance, not understanding how I had unconsciously said Jiangyang.

Yan Shan is a good listener, I always like to chat with him when I am in a bad mood, and I have unconsciously told him the story of me and Jiang Yang.

Yan Shan chuckled and handed me the peeled apple: "Some women are born inseparable from men, some women are not, you are the latter." ”

He smoked a cigarette as he spoke, and since we were still in the hospital, he didn't light it, but just put it under his nose and sniffed it, as if he was addicted to smoking.

I think he was right, and he won my heart.

Originally, I really wanted to become better for Jiang Yang, but no matter how hard I tried at the beginning, I would suspect that he was using me as a substitute for Zhou Jin, and it turned out that my feeling was right.

People who think they are rational in their relationships will be very stupid when they are stupid. I will never be blindly confident in the future, feelings are such a thing, they will come when they are said, and they will not give you time to prepare at all.

Yan Shan narrowed her eyes slightly, looked at me with a smile and continued: "Those people, when they say whether they are worthy or not, are already psychologically inferior. People are created equal, as you said, whether they are worthy or not is nothing more than a material consideration. A woman who can say that kind of thing...... Hehe, is it worth your attention?"

He shook his head and smiled charmingly, when suddenly a mist hung between us, blurring his edges.

I suddenly found that he looked very tasteful, but I also thought Jiang Yang was very attractive before, but it turned out that he was not at the end of the world. If this child can be born safely, I will go back to divorce Jiang Yang as soon as possible, I can't drag it out, with the divorce certificate, everyone can start a new life in a bright and bright way.

Suddenly my heart began to feel bitter, I snatched the cigarette in Yan Shan's hand, pinched it off, and threw it into the trash: "I am a pregnant woman, you should be a gentleman." ”

He smiled and suddenly touched my head dotingly.

I was stunned and muttered in a trance, "When will you tell me your story?"

When he is willing to tell me his story, I will ask him if he would mind being my child's stepfather. If he shows the slightest concern, it proves that we are only suitable to be ordinary friends, and I will not let the little bit of love in my heart continue to swell.

I think I've learned how to control my emotions by now, otherwise I would have fallen in love with him after spending so much time with him.

Yan Shan smiled, and looked down at his own hands that began to daze again. From this angle, the scar on the left corner of his forehead was even more obvious, like a hideous flesh-colored centipede crawling there, and I felt palpitations when I saw it.

When his hand unconsciously touched the scar, his whole body trembled slightly, and he suddenly came back to his senses.

He grabbed my hand and didn't let me continue to touch the scar, and then he put my hand on the quilt like an elder, looking calm and unflustered: "Later, I'll talk about it when I have a chance." ”

He still doesn't want to talk about it, that is, he hasn't let go of his past yet. I bowed my head and sighed, restraining my curiosity about him......

Yan Shan took special care of me, a pregnant neighbor, and sometimes he would call me to cook and eat on a whim. He was a pleasure to get along with, he didn't tease me with particularly fancy language, and he never asked me when I would get a divorce.

I don't have strong feelings for him, when I was with Jiang Yang, that kind of feeling was very strong, so strong that I couldn't control it, so I thought about him day and night at that time. But although I feel that I don't have a strong feeling for Yan Shan, I can't live without him anymore.

For example, if the electrical appliances at home are broken, Yan Shan will come to help me fix them, because he can do everything, and in the later stage of pregnancy, when my stomach is squeezed uncomfortably, he will prepare all kinds of snacks for me to eat less and eat more......

At that time, I often asked him why he took so much care of me, and he always didn't like to answer positively: "Look at you as a pregnant woman, it's very pitiful." ”

I was disappointed at first, but then I got used to it.

In the process of getting along with Yan Shan, my thoughts about Jiang Yang became weaker and weaker, and when I occasionally dreamed of him again, there were no longer any hysterical restless dreams.

The son was born prematurely, and when he was only 32 weeks, his amniotic water suddenly broke. At the time, I didn't understand the situation, and I thought I was incontinent...... I didn't pay much attention to it on the first day, but it was only at night that I realized that something was wrong, so I had to ask Yan Shan to take me to the hospital, and as soon as he saw my condition, he said that it must be the amniotic water breaking.

He said that if the amniotic fluid ran out, the baby I had worked so hard to conceive for so long would be in danger of life, and I was terrified at that time, and tears welled up in my eyes. In the future, if I can't find a suitable man, I have to let my son live with me, and I don't want him to have an accident.

If it weren't for Yan Shan with me that night, I don't know what would have happened to our mother and son.

Afterwards, I asked Yan Shan how he could even understand amniotic fluid. He hesitated for two seconds, looked into my eyes lightly and said, "When my wife was preparing for pregnancy, she had read books on this subject. ”

At that time, it was like a thunderbolt from the sky, and the words "my wife" were roaring all over my ears.

I ignored him for a few days, and he didn't explain to me why he was so nice to me when he had a wife. A man is good to a woman for no reason, and for so long, no matter who he is, he will misunderstand his kindness.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, he was as attentive as my husband, and I suddenly felt very sad, was I being used as a substitute again? My nose was sore, and tears almost fell.

"Crying?" he tried to wrap his coat around me and carry me into the car, but I refused, but he pressed me to the hospital bed and didn't let me get off the ground, "I used to have a wife, but she died." ”

I sniffed hard and simply asked him, "Do I look like your wife?"

He frowned: "Not really." ”

"Is my personality similar to your wife?"

He laughed helplessly: "Not like it." She's docile, you're a bit aggressive, she's not assertive, you have a lot of ideas...... Not at all. ”

I breathed a sigh of relief, but because he knew the story between me and Jiang Yang, he had already guessed what I was worried about: "Little girl, you are a good girl, you shouldn't be a substitute for anyone." ”

These words reached my heart, and the tears I had just held back almost rolled out again.

I agreed to let him hug me, didn't he owe me a kiss before? I said I'd wait until I got divorced, but he hasn't made any affectionate gestures since. I'm a little disappointed, but I think he's right to be so restrained.

The idea of getting a divorce certificate as soon as possible has become even stronger, and I hope that when I go back to Jiangyang, there will be no trouble.

I think Yan Shan likes me a lot, but I can't tell why he likes me as a pregnant woman who hasn't divorced yet. I used to be very straightforward with Jiang Yang, but now I don't dare to be so straightforward with Yan Shan, being too direct is not necessarily a good thing, I'm afraid I'll scare him away.

We can take our time, I'm not in a hurry, he doesn't seem to be in a hurry, his deceased wife must have a particularly important place in his heart, the living will never be able to fight the dead, but we have time. Time will solve all problems, all I want is patience.

Besides, my feelings for Yan Shan have not yet penetrated into the state of love, and I don't want to be so fast.

Yan Shan is very good, when I was confined, he helped me find a confinement wife, and he would visit me almost every day. After confinement, I felt that I couldn't control my feelings and wanted to love him wantonly, so I said to him, "Don't be so nice to me, I will fall in love with you." ”

He smiled and pinched my face: "Little girl, love is love." ”

"What's so good about loving you, you are willing to be my son's stepfather? ”

He didn't answer me, his eyes drooped, and he threw me a question: "If he came to you, would you get back together with him?"

I laughed, but I was snickering in my heart: "Besides, when I loved him, he smiled at me, and my heart was pounding." But now, I don't even seem to remember what he looks like, I remember that when he laughed, the left corner of his mouth was hooked up more sharply, like a hooligan. Men are not bad and women are not loved, no wonder so many women like him. ”

She paused, then reminded me, "You haven't answered my question yet. ”

"Ah, yes? I'm divorced from him, is it really necessary to get back together?"

I deliberately pretended to be stupid, but he obviously saw it, and scratched my nose with a smile: "Little girl, hehe." ”

I found that when he was in a good mood, he always liked to call me a little girl, many women are very sensitive to this kind of title, and I am the same, I always have a feeling of cotton balls swelling in my ears, like a kind of favored mood is swollen, sweet and warm. I was curious about his age, he looked no more than in his early thirties, but his melancholy eyes and vicissitudes of life seemed to have lived most of his life.

So I followed him behind his ass and asked him how old he was, but he shook his head with a strong smile and deliberately continued to call me that: "Little girl." ”

I have broken up with Jiang Yang twice, and this divorce is the third time. It's just three things, and I've given him enough opportunities.

If a man repeatedly provokes a woman to tears, it is not worth the woman's blind effort. He said that if I gave him time, he would get better and better, but I had no confidence anymore and I didn't want to look for abuse anymore.

So, if he comes to me again, will I really get back together with him? The answer is obviously no.

What about having a child, the love that compromises for the sake of the child is the kind I don't want the most. I didn't give birth to this child to find Jiang Yang to win affection, just to be worthy of my conscience. Xixi is the type who will miss Zhuang Yan more when she has a child, but I won't.

I still miss you and miss you, but Jiang Yang, I'm sorry, I don't love you anymore.

Your heart was not there when I loved you the most, and I don't need to be there anymore.

After my son's body recovered, I went on my return journey alone to find Jiangyang to get a divorce certificate. Before I went back, I troubled my parents to go to Jiang's house to confirm that Jiang Yang would not drag on without a divorce before going back.

Jiang Yang is not a procrastinating character, in fact, I know that he may have gotten better during this time, has repented and reformed, and may have adjusted his feelings in time, but we can't go back after all. When he put his favorite words about Heeki on the table, we were doomed to go our separate ways.

I had imagined how we would react to each other when we met again countless times before, and what surprised me was that Jiang Yang was much calmer, and his melancholy appearance was a bit similar to Yan Shan. I thought my heartbeat would become abnormal, but I found that I was able to talk to him calmly, and I no longer had the same strong feelings in my heart except for a little uncontrollable turmoil.

I really let it go, and that makes me happy.

I don't know if Jiang Yang let it go, he shouldn't have completely let it go when he wanted to send me, he shouldn't have completely let it go when he wanted to invite me to the last meal, and he probably didn't completely let go when he asked me to remarry and tell him.

But I didn't care anymore, just now in the middle of the meal, Yan Shan called me, he asked me when I was going back, and asked me to listen to my son's babbling.

I laughed: "Are you afraid that I won't go back? Don't worry, I'm not so ruthless, and the son I worked so hard to give birth to can't be cheap for you." ”

"Hehe, little girl. "His voice is especially beautiful on the phone.

"Yan Shan, do you remember that you still owe me a kiss? My divorce certificate has been completed, and when I go back, you ......" I suddenly couldn't speak, and I actually felt very shy. It was as if I was asking him for a kiss, and I was worried that it would make me look to his ears.

He smiled again, and the smile spread in my ears, so that I was drunk: "Little girl, I remember." Come back early and I'll tell you a story. ”

It's so good that he's finally willing to tell me his story, and I can't wait to get back to him...... Mobile phone users please browse m. reading, a better reading experience comes from.