The girl's blank look at me with wide eyes was exactly the same as Xixi!

It's not that she looks like Xixi, but that look made me think of Xixi for the first time.

So who was Jiang Yang thinking about when he kissed her?

I suddenly felt very nauseous, and I was retching with my heart in my mouth, but I couldn't vomit anything. Jiang Yang stumbled over, calling me "wife" with a little panic in his mouth.

I glared at him indignantly, and at that moment I felt that he was also disgusting to me.

I don't know where I went, so I casually took a car and hugged a place casually. I didn't sleep that night, and my mind was rumbling.

At that time, I even hated Xixi with me, why did Jiang Yang like her? Didn't she always regard Jiang Yang as her brother? Could it be that the two of them had an unpleasant intimacy behind my back?

When Jiang Yang called, I scolded, I don't remember what I scolded, because my mind was blank, and the words that came out were purely without any thought. He apologized vigorously, and I suddenly felt that he was particularly hypocritical.

I turned off the phone, and in the second half of the night, I found a 24-hour store and stayed until dawn.

During this period, I typed out a lot of words more than once and wanted to scold Xixi, and every time I finished fighting, I deleted it.

I believe that she will not have an unclear relationship with Jiang Yang. She loves Zhuang Yan so much, she has children, and she won't be distracted to have an affair with Jiang Yang at all.

I know Jiang Yang very well, he really has no longevity, and he can like Zhou Jin for so long because he has never succeeded. If Zhou Jin was really with him, maybe they would part ways before they got along for long.

Jiang Yang has feelings for me, but the run-in during this period of time caused him to move his feelings to Xixi? I don't know when he became emotionally attached to Xixi, every time there were signs before, either he was vaguely blurred by his lazy smile, or he was deceived by myself.

I asked myself a million times, could I really tolerate him like this, could I forget what I saw last night?

No, I can't.

As soon as dawn came, I began to look around for the hospital, and the consequence of not sleeping all night was that I was now extremely irrational, but the idea of divorce was very firm.

I found a regular big hospital, calmed down for a long time before turning on the phone, countless missed calls and text messages flocked to me, I didn't read any of them, only sent a text message to Jiang Yang: We are divorced.

He asked me what to do with my child, and at that moment my heart was dead.

I know that during that time, he was exhausted by the affairs of his father and Zhuang Yan's family, but this is not a reason for me to compromise. So I gritted my teeth and told him that I had knocked the child out.

In fact, the nurse told me that I had to make an appointment to arrange the operation, and I had to find a family member to accompany me to sign. The family is easy to find, I just spend money to hire someone, but the appointment time is tomorrow morning, I can't wait that long.

I hadn't eaten that day, I had been sitting in the hospital, and I thought maybe someone would be able to insert me in the afternoon without surgery.

That morning, I dried all my tears, touched my lower abdomen, and felt mixed feelings.

When a girl who had undergone surgery came out, her face was as white as lime and she kept crying out in pain. I even heard someone next to me talking about the process of inducing labor, and my stomach was churning, but I couldn't vomit anything.

When Jiang Yang came over, I was sitting on a stool in the hospital in a daze.

As soon as he scooped me up, he hugged me in his arms, and his tone was full of horror: "Yuanyuan, if you don't divorce, we won't divorce!"

Is he qualified to disagree with this matter?

But he kept saying that he loved me, and my dead heart seemed to be quietly resurrected again.

But I'm really fed up with days like this, after being with him, I have become almost unaware of myself, Bao Yuanyuan shouldn't be self-pitying like a resentful woman, Bao Yuanyuan should be self-reliant.

I admit that I still love him, after all, there is a little life in my belly. I was reluctant to knock it out, especially after seeing so many people crying into the operating room and being pushed out crying, I was scared.

I also persuaded Xixi to have a baby before, and at that time I thought that Boss Song was really good to her, and she should live a down-to-earth life with someone like Boss Song. But no normal man would want to be a pick-up man, and when Xixi's grandmother died, I also tested Boss Song, and he couldn't accept Xixi's belly child calmly.

Even if Boss Song likes Xixi and is willing to help her raise Zhuang Yan's children together, Boss Song's parents will not agree.

And Xi Xi is the kind of person who will be even more desperate for Zhuang Yan when he has a child, and he must be defeated if he wants to start a new life.

At that time, I was so rational when I persuaded her, but I was still reluctant to be scared when it was my turn.

After listening to the music that Xixi helped me record, I wanted to calm down and give Jiang Yang a period of time to think about it. I knew I couldn't live with him anymore, but I still didn't want to give in, I wanted to know how much he cared about me, silly, right?

I think a lot when I'm wandering around alone.

It didn't seem to make any sense to drag it out any longer, so when Jiang Yang found me, I put the signed divorce agreement in front of him. His father also chased after him, and refused to let him sign.

Don't look at Jiang Yang's usual yelling at his father and calling him by his name, he is actually very filial.

Maybe he didn't want to leave himself, anyway, he didn't leave at the time, but I made my attitude very clear: "You like someone you shouldn't like, we definitely can't be together." If I marry you but gradually like Zhuang Yan, I believe you can't accept it. ”

He jerked up at me, the disbelief in his eyes flashing like a meteor.

If he acquiesces, and if he denies it at this time, then he is taking me for a fool.

The money I saved from work is enough for me to play for a while, and the gift money I received when I got married is still there, and I don't want anything else, think about it, I still keep the gift money, in case I want to give birth to a child, I have to leave some milk powder money for my child.

Every time I look at the scenery cautiously by myself, I always think how nice it would be to have Jiang Yang by my side. During that time, I often dreamed of him, and I dreamed that his bad was always better than good, and I would wake up in tears at the end of the dream.

Gradually, I saw more scenery, my depressed mood was relieved, Jiang Yang in my dream began to get better and better, and when I woke up in the morning, my eyes were finally no longer swollen......

I met Yan Shan in Lijiang, and I heard that it was very beautiful and quiet.

The first time I stepped into the bar, I thought the owner of the bar must be a very strange person.

The gray cement wall, original, is hung with all kinds of messy things, which reflect a strange charm in the blurry light.

There was no noise at all in the bar, many people sat quietly and listened to music, so I ordered juice and sat quietly in the corner. It's strange that some habits are hard to break once they are formed. I used to hate places like bars, but during this time I traveled alone, every time I thought of Jiangyang, I couldn't help but go to the Qing bar to sit.

The lead singer is a very melancholy man, and the songs he sings are also very melancholy, which sounds like my mood at the moment:

We're all pretending too much, making memories so hurt,

Even later remembered this youth,

Tears filled with tears,

How absurd love is, and hate can also intoxicate people,

I forgot myself,

Forgot to be with you that night's moonlight (lyrics of "Memories So Hurt"......

At that time, I thought the lyrics were so good, and I had to ask what the song was called later, and when I went back, I could listen to such a sad song and recount my failed love and marriage.

In my fascination, a man came up to me and held out his hand.

He wanted to invite me to dance, but the dim light blurred his face, but the ruffian smile on the corner of his mouth was a bit similar to Jiang Yang's, which inexplicably upset me. Seeing that there were melon seeds on the table, I didn't think about it, grabbed a handful of melon seeds and put them in his hand.

He looked at the handful of melon seeds in astonishment and was stunned.

I smiled, "Is it enough? ”

He smiled awkwardly and finally grabbed the handful of melon seeds and left.

I smiled and deliberately tightened my clothes so that people could see my belly.

At that time, I didn't expect that the lead singer on the stage was Yan Shan, who was not a local, and I didn't know why she came to Lijiang to open such a bar, and gave herself such a hypocritical name: Yan Shan.

Is this because I am afraid that others will not know that he is a man with vicissitudes of life and melancholy and a story? How many people who live their old age here in advance have no stories? He later told me that this name was a screen name taken when he was young and hypocritical, and he was used to it.

At that time, Yan Shan sat down across from me without pretentiousness and smiled.

His smile was so good-looking, and there was a little bit of urgency in his peach blossom eyes: "Are the melon seeds delicious? I don't welcome pregnant women here, so you better go home." ”

I'm wearing loose clothes, and my face has been a little thinner than before, so I guess I didn't notice the reception at the door when I came in.

"The visitor is a guest, I didn't drink, you can't control me, right?" This person is so funny, he doesn't make money.

Later, I learned that Yan Shan is much more eccentric than ordinary people, he is very temperamental, and his clean bar is also very temperamental, and many customers say that they will not entertain if they don't entertain, which is really capricious.

Do you know how wayward he is? He just asked me out.

I'm not a vexatious person, and I don't want to mess with him, so when I was holding my breath and reverberating, he actually followed me: "What are you doing with me?"

He smiled: "By the way." ”

The next night, as I was wandering around the street boredly, I walked to his house and paused, knowing that I was not welcome as a pregnant woman, but I couldn't help but go in. Because Yan Shan sings very well, it is said that it is rare for him to sing to everyone in person, and I earned it yesterday.

When I entered the door, I deliberately blocked my stomach with a bag, and the hostess didn't notice my stomach, so I found a corner to continue drinking juice and eating melon seeds to pass the boring loneliness.

Yan Shan was not there that night, and no one let me go.

During the time I lived in Lijiang, I kept running to his bar because I was bored. He is also good-tempered, as long as he is in the Qing bar, as long as he sees me going, he will invite me, a pregnant woman, out again and again, but the funny thing is that his hospitality at the door never stops me, and every time he indulges me in the door.

Later, I rented the house next door to her family, I don't know how long I want to live, but I can count on her as a reliable friend. I want to hear his story, but I don't start another story with him, and he doesn't necessarily want to develop a relationship with a big-bellied woman like me, does he?

The receptionist in the bar said that Yan Shan had not been in contact with a woman for a long time, and they were anxious, and if I hadn't had a big belly, they would definitely have drunk us and put us in the same room.

I asked them about the story of Yan Shan, and everyone shook their heads and couldn't tell me clearly, and I laughed, "Maybe he likes men, or ...... There's something wrong with that. ”

It's just a joke, but I didn't expect him to listen to it.

He wanted to kiss me that night, but I avoided him: "I haven't divorced yet, this kiss is owed first, and I will talk about it after I get divorced." ”

But I could smell the faint aroma of tea in his mouth, it smelled good.

I don't expect me to run into a good guy with a big belly, but I'm willing to try. However, when I think of Jiang Yang, my heart still hurts.

I was hesitant to give birth until that night when I slipped and almost hit the ground in my stomach, and it was so bad that I was bleeding and red.

Fortunately, Yan Shan next door was on call, and it was he who took me to the hospital for first aid.

At that time, my stomach was aching all the time, and I felt that my child might really have no chance with me, and tears flowed down my eyes inadvertently. I was so afraid that the child would not be saved, and at that moment I made up my mind to give birth to the child, and I would not tell Jiang Yang because I was afraid that he would ask to get back together because of the child.

I don't know if he still liked Xixi at that time, but the thing he liked Xixi was always a thorn in my heart, and if I pulled it out, it would leave a scar that would never heal.

So when Jiang Yang contacted me later, I directly told him that the child was gone, because I didn't want to be involved with him anymore. The past is gone, Jiang Yang is fine, it's just that it doesn't suit me anymore. Mobile phone users please browse m. reading, a better reading experience comes from.