None of us opened our mouths to talk about Xiaofan's case, as if that incident had not happened. Pei Shaobei didn't mention Lin Dong's incident again, but asked the doctor about my condition and asked me if I wanted to go home! I naturally didn't want to stay in the hospital for long, this place has too much information about death, it is easy to make people sad, and people think of those things that they want to forget.

Pei Shaobei helped me into the car, drove all the way home, and bought my favorite supper on the way, except for the necessary inquiries and communication, he didn't say anything to me, and his expression looked extremely calm, as if he was just at the door of the hospital ward, the man who was sharp and sarcastic, with endless ridicule was not him.

I can't see any anger, but I know that Pei Shaobei is not happy. I would love to persuade him, or ask him what happened, if he was like me, frustrated by his powerlessness over small things, because of the fear of the coldness of human nature under this kind of life, because of this fragility of being unable to control life and death. But I couldn't speak, and I didn't even know if it would be in a questioning tone.

I know very well that Pei Shaobei's most unbearable thing now may be questioning. He is such a proud person, so rational and wise, and such an invincible person, but he has lost to the coldness of family affection, and no one can let go.

The car was parked in the underground garage, dim lights, dark environment, Pei Shaobei and I sat quietly, and no one mentioned getting out of the car.

After a long time, Pei Shaobei couldn't hold it back after all, and let out a long sigh, this breath trembled, with unwillingness and helplessness, my heart tightened, and I couldn't help but reach out and hold his hand on the steering wheel, which was still warm and dry, but with a slight trembling.

I said, "Pei Shaobei, it's okay!"

Yes, it's okay! I don't know how to persuade him except for this sentence.

Pei Shaobei didn't look at me, his eyes turned away, and his voice was hoarse and low, "Yes, it's okay! Gu Wan, it's okay!"

My nose was sore and I burst into tears, but I couldn't control it. I don't know what state Pei Shaobei is in when he is extremely depressed, I only know that I will cry. And at this moment, I discovered for the first time what a happy thing it is for a woman to cry and cry without an image.

I cried very unfiguratively, my voice was a little hysterical, and it even sounded a little funny, but in this silent underground garage, the echo drifted, and it seemed more and more desolate and sad.

Pei Shaobei didn't persuade me, nor did he look at me, he still maintained a posture with a different face, one hand against his forehead, and his head was propped aside, I felt the hand I was holding trembling, slowly oozing sweat.

"Gu Wan, it's okay!" Pei Shaobei said again, this time his voice was still hoarse, even a little choked, but it was much clearer than the sentence just now. I knew that he had gone through the most vulnerable moments in his heart, and I knew that I was crying ugly.

Pei Shaobei took a deep breath, turned around and hugged me into his arms, so tightly that my waist hurt.

I didn't push away or struggle, but hugged him with the same force, leaving no gaps. After a long time, Pei Shaobei said in a low voice, "Gu Wan, thank you!"

I lost my smile, but my heart gradually settled down.

I said, "Pei Shaobei, it's okay!"

Pei Shaobei chuckled lowly, he pushed me away slightly, took advantage of the gap to bow his head and kiss my lips, tossing and turning gently, affectionate and gentle. I responded to him, with the greatest enthusiasm I could muster.

Afterwards, I collapsed in his arms, he hugged me, with guilt and pity, he said, "Gu Wan, I can't help it!"

I said, I know!

Pei Shaobei carried me home, carried me into the bathroom, gently bathed me, dried my body, carried me back to the bed, wrapped me in the quilt, and took me into his arms, but did not touch me again.

This is the first abnormality of Pei Shaobei since we met. Unlike our quarrels or cold wars in the past, this time Pei Shaobei seems to be on the verge of a collapse of his mind, as if he will go completely crazy if he is not careful.

I looked up at him with some caution, trying to speak, but I didn't know what to say.

Pei Shaobei lowered his head and kissed my forehead, but he took the initiative to open his mouth, "What do you want to say, or do you want to know something, ask! I'm fine!"

Pei Shaobei is indeed fine, because I can see from those eyes that he really came out.

I relaxed slightly, hugged him lazily, but still asked, "Xiaofan's affairs, there is no room for turnaround, right?"

Pei Shaobei nodded, "Yes, in the legal proceedings, the plaintiff took the initiative to withdraw the lawsuit and accept the defendant's out-of-court settlement, and our lawyers have no way!"

"I heard Sister Yu say that the school lost a million to them!" I asked again.

"Yes!" Pei Shaobei sighed lightly, "One million, buy a human life!"

"Human life is really cheap!" I smiled and smiled, but I couldn't dispel the sadness in my heart. Pei Shaobei hugged me again and replied lightly, "Yes, one million, one life." For many people, this is an ethical and moral issue that is difficult to accept and difficult to tolerate in society, but for the law and human nature, it is not difficult to become an equation. One million, the school covered up a scandal, one million, Xiaofan's family has a different future. Perhaps, Xiaofan can't create a million value in his lifetime, and the future is too uncertain!"

I wanted to laugh a little, grinning, but I couldn't hook the arc, "Pei Shaobei, when did you become so emotional!"

Pei Shaobei smiled with me, "I'm not emotional, but emotional! You know? I met Xiaofan's parents last night, and tried to persuade them to accept my help, and even when I offered to help for free, when the school gave me a million compensation, I even promised that if I won the lawsuit, I would get more compensation than this, but guess what kind of answer they gave me in the end?"

I shook my head, a little curious.

"They said, can we win the lawsuit? We don't understand!"

Pei Shaobei suddenly laughed, laughing a little loudly, under the background of the previous whisper, this voice was extremely abrupt, in the empty night, it sounded a little funny, but it made people not laugh.

A gold medal lawyer in the industry, after making such a concession, got such an answer of "we don't understand".

"Actually, it's not that they don't understand, it's that they don't believe it!" I explained in a low voice, and I felt that it was inappropriate, so I said, "It's not that they don't believe in your strength, but they are forced by the power of society, and the courage to resist to the end is gone, and the belief that evil is invincible over good is gone." It's not you who they don't believe, it's this society!"

Pei Shaobei didn't speak, nor did he refute, he just hugged me quietly, and didn't speak again for a long time, just when I thought he was going to fall asleep, I heard his voice in the dark sound softly, "Gu Wan, if society becomes like this, what is the meaning of what we insist on?"

I don't know how to answer, this topic about ideals and reality is too big and too profound, I need to organize the language, I need to guess Pei Shaobei's inner thoughts to set a suitable answer, but before I can speak, he has already fallen asleep, his gentle breathing blows on my face, and the hand holding my waist slowly loosens.

I raised my hand and stroked Pei Shaobei's face, and when I touched his scum, I paused, and my heart ached faintly. However, I still have a question that I haven't asked, and it is also a question that has always occupied my mind and I can't open my mouth to touch, Pei Zile, how is it?

Seeing Pei Shaobei like this, I really don't dare to imagine, what will happen to the extremely paranoid Pei Zile? What will happen after getting such a reality? At first, I couldn't understand how Pei Shaobei, who had not slept all night and insisted on dealing with Xiaofan's affairs, could not be with me after the matter was over, and after we were released from the office, he did not stay with me in a coma, but hurriedly alarmed my parents and ran out again in the middle of the night, and the only person who could make him do this was Pei Zile.

I would love to call and ask, but I don't dare. I'm afraid that the ending is not as optimistic as I thought, and I'm afraid that things will develop to the end, and I will not fulfill my promise to help Pei Zile firmly follow the path he wants to take.

My dishonesty and Pei Shaobei's powerlessness did not give Pei Zile the biggest blow, did Xiaofan's parents' abandonment remind him of his mother's indifference and cruelty to him, and did he involve the most fragile self in his heart, so as to do impulsive and unimaginable things.

Pei Shaobei didn't say it, and he didn't mention Pei Zile from beginning to end, which made me even more confused, and my uneasiness grew bigger and bigger in this kind of doubt and speculation.

I even saw Pei Zile, who was covered in blood, standing on the opposite side, looking at me coldly, pointing at me with blood on his hands and asking, "Gu Wan, why didn't you help me, why didn't you believe me, why did you give up like that?"

I replied, sweating profusely, trying to run over and grab him, but I couldn't move at all, and finally I could only watch him being swallowed by the endless darkness, I screamed, desperately opened my arms to the empty air, I shouted: Pei Zile, you come back for me!

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