I fell asleep in the early hours of the morning, and when the alarm went off, I didn't remember it anyway.

I don't think about it in the morning, I don't want to sleep at night, such a thing of putting the cart before the horse, and turning it upside down makes me suddenly realize my attitude towards Pei Shaobei.

When he is with Pei Shaobei, he will always suffer from gains and losses, and he will be unreasonable, hoping that he will stay away from his life.

But in the middle of the night when he was away, he suddenly felt like a soulless walking corpse, lifeless, like a pool of stagnant water.

I hurriedly ate breakfast in the morning, but I thought of Pei Shaobei when I was eating breakfast, but now I can no longer see that elegant and handsome face in the position opposite the table, and even the lotus paste bun with rose filling feels bitter and difficult to swallow for a while. Not wanting to stay in this room any longer, I hurried out the door.

Sitting on the bus, I still couldn't give up, and I sat at the station unconsciously, and the old way reacted.

I quickly got out of the car in embarrassment and took a taxi to avoid being late.

When Sister Yu saw me hurrying to the scene, she seemed to not know me, and said, "Honey, what's wrong with you today?

Sister Yu saw my messy hair and hurriedly handed me a comb, and then piled her large and small cosmetics on my desk: "There is still time, you comb your hair first, and then rub some powder to cover it, otherwise it will look unenergetic." ”

I also knew that my image was not very good at this time, so after combing my hair, I gently applied a layer of foundation, blush, and lipstick, and my face finally stopped looking ugly like a ghost.

I returned the things to Sister Yu, Sister Yu looked at me, and a trace of doubt flashed in her eyes: "Honey, what happened to you? Even if you divorce Lin Dong, I haven't seen you like this!"

Sister Yu's unintentional words, but they woke up the person in the dream, and I suddenly woke up what I was doing!

Even if I married Lin Dong, I have never been so negative, but now for Pei Shaobei, I suddenly become like another person!

I said that I would start a new life again, and I said that I would no longer feel sad about love, all these vows were ignored by me.

All I saw was the humble me, like a puddle of mud!

It can't go on like this!

Even if there is no Pei Shaobei, it can't go on like this!

It's just a man who has only known him for two months, I can even let go of Lin Dong, who has been in a relationship for nearly ten years, Pei Shaobei, I will definitely be able to let go!

I adjusted my breathing, sorted out my clothes in front of the mirror, and then said to myself in my heart: "Gu Wan, come on!"

This class is Pei Zile's class, and now what I'm more afraid of is going to his class.

I'm afraid that as soon as I see that sunny and handsome face that is seven or eight points similar to Pei Shaobei, I will think of people who shouldn't be thinking about it. But there are not only Pei Zile in this class, but also other students, and it is impossible for me to stop going to class in order to avoid that face.

It's a big deal, it's good not to go to see Pei Zile during class.

However, as the saying goes, plans don't change as fast as they go.

What I didn't expect at all was that Pei Zile seemed to be extraordinarily active in my class, not only taking notes seriously, but every time I asked a question, he enthusiastically raised his hand to answer the question, even if I wanted to ignore it deliberately.

I had no choice but to look away while he answered the question.

In this way, the class finally came to an end, and I felt as if I had been caught by someone, so I ran away, but I didn't expect Pei Zile to chase me to my office.

"Teacher, I still have questions about this lesson, can you tell me more?" As soon as Pei Zile spoke, he would reveal his teeth as bright as snow diamonds, he was young and sunny, and his smile was bright, but he looked like him in a trance......

Why didn't you notice that these brothers looked so similar before?

I forced a smile and smiled: "If there is anything I don't understand about you, I'll tell you again!"

Pei Zile took out the textbook, pointed to a certain place in the book with his slender and bony fingers, and said, "Well, here." I don't quite understand!"

Seeing Pei Zile's hand, I couldn't help but think that Pei Shaobei's hand is also slender and distinct, and such a hand is generally considered to be a beautiful hand for playing the piano.

I pulled back my thoughts, told Pei Zile again, then looked at Pei Zile and said, "This time, do you understand?"

Pei Zile's expression seemed to be even more confused, he looked at me with complicated eyes, hesitated for a while and said, "Teacher, there is something you may have said wrong. ”

I was really a little distracted just now, and quickly asked him, "What did you say wrong?"

Pei Zile glanced at me, then looked at the book, and said, "Here." That's not what you're talking about in class, you're talking about ......"

Looking at Pei Zile's expression of the Tao, a trace of doubt flashed in my eyes, this kid obviously understands everything, why should he pretend not to understand anything to ask me questions.

Pei Zile seemed to notice my scrutinizing gaze, and as if he realized that he had slipped his mouth, he quickly found an excuse and ran away.

When Sister Yu saw this scene, she couldn't help but tease me and said, "My dear, your charm seems to be a lot greater, even children can't resist it!"

Hearing Sister Yu's words, my face turned red and said, "Sister Yu, I'll ignore you if you're making fun of me!" I recently saw a beautiful dress that just matched your size when I was shopping in the mall, and I wanted to give it to you on your birthday, but it seems that I don't need it now!"

Sister Yu hurriedly ran to me and said, "Beauty, I said the wrong thing! I just see that you are listless all day, I want you to look like a normal person, what is that dress like? Is it my favorite Marie Morrie?"

Sister Yu has taken very good care of me since I came here, and they all said that there are no real friends between peers, but Sister Yu and I are not only good friends, but also rare best friends.

Looking at Sister Yu, I could feel Sister Yu's deep concern: "Yes, that's the brand!"

Sister Yu hugged me excitedly, and I told her to pay attention to the occasion with a playful smile, this is the office!

It's good to have Sister Yu as a living treasure when you are most helpless and lonely!

The bell for the end of class finally rang, indicating that my work for today will be completely over.

I packed up my things and went out of the office with Sister Yu, and then took the bus back to our respective homes together.

In the past, Sister Yu rarely went with me, her house and mine were not in the same direction, and she had to pick up her children from school after work, so basically we all went our separate ways.

But since my divorce, she has been insisting on going home with me, and when she gets to the bus stop near my house, she has to change buses again, which is so troublesome.

I know that all this stems from Sister Yu's worry, and unconsciously, my heart is as warm as if it has been ironed, and my face unconsciously has a little wet dampness, but fortunately Sister Yu didn't see it.

The days seemed to be getting shorter, and before I could get home, it was getting dark.

I walked softly, and didn't turn on the voice-activated lights in the hallway.

I was afraid that in the light of the light, everyone could see my embarrassment. I am not afraid of other people's eyes, but I am afraid of him.

I took out the key in the dark and tried to open the door, but unexpectedly, a person suddenly sprang out from the side, pressed the unprepared me to the corner, and then began a predatory kiss.

I was about to struggle subconsciously, but I smelled a familiar mint aroma mixed with the strong smell of wine.

It's him, it's Pei Shaobei.

Pei Shaobei frantically pressed my body against the corner, pressed his body tightly against my body, and kissed my mouth forcibly with his lips, and the sticky and wet kiss made me almost suffocated.

I pushed him away vigorously and said, "Pei Shaobei, don't do this!"

But how is it possible to speak clearly to a drunk?

Pei Shaobei came up domineering again, I am not his opponent at all.

"Gu Wan, you are my Pei Shaobei's woman, I don't allow you to think about your garbage ex-husband anymore!" Pei Shaobei didn't get any response from me, his hands clenched tighter and tighter, and he whispered in my ear.

At that moment, my eyes moistened.

It turns out that in front of the person he likes, anyone will be humble to the bone, and they will welcome each other and bloom unforgettable flowers, even people like Pei Shaobei are no exception.

Perhaps, he really liked me, not out of pity, or on the spur of the moment?

Just as I was pondering, Pei Shaobei's lips pressed again, I didn't know whether I should refuse or respond, and stayed in place in a daze.

At that moment, I really didn't know what reason to use to reject Pei Shaobei and myself.

I slowly pushed him away, and my voice was like a mosquito fly: "Pei Shaobei, you are drunk, let's talk about it in the first room!"

I gently took the key again and turned the lock in front of the door, as long as this lock was opened, it meant that all the efforts I made yesterday were in vain, and it also showed that I didn't want to leave Pei Shaobei at all!

I opened the door slowly, and then I suddenly felt my body tremble, and I was picked up by Pei Shaobei and walked to my house, Pei Shaobei's slender calves slammed the door shut, and the temperature in the room suddenly boiled, indicating everything that was about to happen.

Although I don't know if my feelings for Pei Shaobei can be regarded as love or just an empathic effect, and even I don't know if Pei Shaobei will turn his back on me like Lin Dong one day and cheat on the mistress.

My personality is actually very bunty, and I don't have courage.

But I really found that I had no way to refuse Pei Shaobei more and more.

Maybe at first, it was just because I had just been betrayed by my husband, so I needed others to compensate for my kindness.

Perhaps, it is just because he was born with integrity and is a lawyer, which makes me trust and feel safe.

No matter what the reason was in the beginning, I couldn't move forward and retreat freely when I got to where I am now.

Human life is so short, a drop in the ocean, floating in the realm.

Maybe if I follow my heart, I'll be happier.